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The human body has three
systems of communication...

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The nervous, endocrine,
and immune systems.

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When any of these systems
experience a malfunction,

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it can wreak havoc on the body.

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Effective communication
between surgeons in the OR

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is just as essential.

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Guess who took the red eye?

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Guess who took the whole day off?

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When a life is at stake,

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there's no time or
space for body language

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or carefully chosen words.

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You're saying I should
crawl into a hole and hide?

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No, I'm saying changing
your phone number

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and email address isn't the worst idea.

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I'm not gonna let them win.

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- It's just a cell phone number.
- Just a cell phone number?

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It's the only one I've ever had.

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I've known that number
longer than I've known you.

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I've been reading...

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I've been reading up on other
doctors who've been doxxed,

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and it only gets worse from here.

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Calls at all hours of the
night, email inboxes flooded,

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people showing up at your door.

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You want to move.

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Look, we'll find an Airbnb.

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- It'll just be six months, tops.
- Six months!

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- Like a vacation...
- Oh, no. No, this will blow over.

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They'll get bored or find someone

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else to be outraged about.

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Mm-hmm, mm-hmm.

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Look, I'll have an
intern babysit my phone.

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But no matter how hard we try,

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there's always a risk
of being misunderstood.

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Or simply unheard.

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You look like crap.

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Yeah, I worked the closing shift
at Joe's. What's your excuse?

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- Do we still have that thing tonight?
- Yes, cake tasting at 7:00.

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Oh. Can't wait to see
what you do with floral

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- arrangements, Adams.
- Remember when you fainted in the OR?

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- So this is Pierce's last day?
- Oh, God, I hate that.

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Apparently Ndugu's staying.

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- I work at a bar. I hear things.
- Good for her.

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You don't like Ndugu?

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- Don't like marriage.
- What's wrong with marriage?

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- It's a distraction.
- From what?

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Meaningful career, making an
impactful contribution to the world,

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fully-realized individual potential.

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- Ready.
- Are you sure?

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Sorry. Are you going
to get off work on time tonight?

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Because I made us this reservation

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at that pizza place
you keep talking about.

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- Pizzageddon?
- Mm-hmm.

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- It's impossible to get into.
- Well, I have an in with the manager.

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I delivered his baby.

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Did I forget? Is it my birthday?

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- Is it your birthday?
- No, I just...

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I figured that we deserved a night out.

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- Yeah.
- Yeah!

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- All right.
- OK.

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- Those two need to get a room.
- What, Link and Wilson?

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Yeah, they basically just
had sex in front of us.

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You remember what sex is, right?

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- I'm just saying. Messy.
- I don't know.

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Hey, you remember when you
and me used to be like that?

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Nope.

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- Do you smell margaritas?
- It's me.

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Joe's had a two-for-one
special last night.

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Oh, maybe you should try soap next time.

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Oh, maybe you should try
being the maid of honor

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for someone you have feelings for who's

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marrying someone else... Oh, wait.

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- Mission accomplished.
- We're just friends.

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Don't care.

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Oh, but can you bring
leftovers from the cake tasting?

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Ow. Ow!

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- What do we got?
- William Hudson, 32. GCS 14.

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Left upper extremity deformity
and abdominal contusion.

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- Systolic's in the low 100s.
- Trauma three.

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- OK. What happened?
- Am I bleeding?

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He, uh, tried to mail himself
to his girlfriend in Florida.

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- Excuse me?
- It's her birthday tomorrow.

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Says he was trying to surprise her.

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- Wait, you put yourself in a box?
- Ow!

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And the box fell from the conveyor belt

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while they were loading
it into the plane.

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Yeah, maybe for the best.
He could have died in the cargo hold.

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- He could still die here.
- What?

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- I'll go page Hunt.
- You guys still use pagers?

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Excuse me, excuse me.
Hi, are you doctors?

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Uh, yes, we are. How can we help you?

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We're here to speak
to Dr. Margaret Pierce.

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- Do you have an appointment?
- Viv, this was not a good idea.

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Can you just call Dr. Pierce?

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Uh, her... Her schedule is very busy.

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But if you, um, give me
your information, I can...

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No, no, no, no. We
just drove 400 miles

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in my 1994 roadie van,

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without air conditioning,
so that my friend here

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could be seen for the giant tumor
that is crushing her heart.

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So can you two baby doctors
just pick up the phone

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and call Dr. Margaret Pierce?

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Because we are not leaving until you do.

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- You packing up?
- Yeah.

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I'm at that point where
I'm just throwing everything

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into a bag because I don't
have time to decide whether

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I want to keep it or not.

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I know this is all
happening really fast.

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Um, it's actually happening
a little quickly for me, too.

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But this is just such
a huge opportunity.

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I guess I thought this
place meant more to you

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than just a stepping
stone for something bigger.

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Richard, of course it does.

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I mean, we just revived
the residency program.

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- We just lost Meredith.
- I know.

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And I told Teddy when I gave her

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my resignation that I would
help interview new candidates

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over video chat.

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In my day, you accepted a
job after your fellowship,

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then you worked there until you retired.

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They taught you that loyalty mattered.

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So out of loyalty, I should
not pursue research that would

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save thousands of patients?

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You've already started
doing that here... with Winston.

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I hate that you're upset, but
I'm not going to apologize...

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Dr. Margaret Pierce, can you
please come to the nurses' station

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- on the first floor, please?
- I guess, um...

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- Dr. Margaret Pierce...
- We'll talk later.

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Can you please come to the
nurses' station on the first floor.

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- Ma'am, you are not allowed...
- Dr. Margaret Pierce, can you please

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come to the nurses' station...

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Security is on their way,
and the longer we do this,

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- the longer it will...
- Oh, my God. I'm here.

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First floor please!

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Why am I being paged
on repeat by someone

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who doesn't even work here?

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- We're so sorry, Dr. Pierce.
- She grabbed the phone.

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- And we called security.
- Dr. Pierce! Um, big fan.

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This is Nola. She has
mediastinal mass syndrome

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due to the large thymoma which has

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completely taken over her heart.

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Uh, Dr. Griffith, uh, get
them upstairs in a room,

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so I can do a proper
consult, but do not ever

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come into a hospital that way again,

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or you'll be quickly escorted out.

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Uh, I thought you were leaving.

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I'm going to push my flight.

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Next time, try listening to the patients

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before you call security on them.

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I'm sorry.

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- I know it's uncomfortable.
- Uncomfortable?

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It hurts like hell.

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Can't you give him
anything for the pain?

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We need to complete
the initial exam first.

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Can I just get back
to playing "Minecraft"?

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What mode are you playing?

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- Survival.
- Mm.

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Just nailed an enchanting table,

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then you came in and
started trying to kill me.

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- Ow!
- Sorry.

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David.

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- Oh hey, Daisy.
- Dr. Webber.

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Well, look who we have here.

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- Dr. Kwan?
- Grayson Friedman, 13.

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History of ulcerative colitis,

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which has previously been in clinical...

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- He knows already. He's my doctor.
- Hey. Sorry.

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Dr. Webber diagnosed
Grayson when he was eight.

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We've been managing
his condition with meds.

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But this morning, the pain
was so bad he collapsed

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on the floor in the bathroom.

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Do you think he needs surgery?

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- No.
- Last time you mentioned

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- an ostomy.
- No, I know what that is.

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It's not that bad.
Don't do surgery, please.

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We won't do anything until
we find out what's going on.

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We'll run some tests,

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and then we'll get you
something for your pain.

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- Thank you.
- I don't want surgery.

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I don't even think I need it.

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Order a CBC, CMP,
inflammatory markers with a CT.

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Then put him on an IV steroid

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with a PRN of morphine
to make him comfortable,

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and page me when you get the scans.

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Uh, Dr. Webber?

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Do you think that maybe we
could find some time to talk?

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Seems like we're doing
that now, Schmitt.

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Well, I don't have my notes with me.

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Right.

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I've been thinking about fellowships

191
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and attending positions,

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and I would love to pick your brain...

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You haven't applied for
your fellowships yet?

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I submitted my recommendations

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for most candidates months ago.

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I've been exploring options,

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and I would love your suggestions.

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You're a fourth-year resident, Schmitt.

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My suggestion would be,

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get your act together sooner than later.

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Nola, we're really here.

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You're... you're really being examined

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by Dr. Margaret Pierce.

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I mean, the Dr. Margaret Pierce!

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- Meeting you in person, it's like...
- That time we met Stevie Nicks.

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- I'm digging this more.
- I am flattered.

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Oh, keep her elevated.

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If she's flat, the tumor could further

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compress the vasculature, which
could lead to more swelling.

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Griffith?

211
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Uh, Nola Marquez, 42.

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Developed a mediastinal mass

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with a tissue diagnosis of a thymoma.

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The tumor grew alongside her heart,

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putting pressure on
it and the vasculature,

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causing SVC syndrome.

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Symptoms include shortness of breath

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and mental acuity issues.

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- It's not that bad.
- No one believes you.

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- Sisters?
- Close.

221
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We're, uh, friends
since elementary school.

222
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We met in chorus, and been
rocking together ever since.

223
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- You're in a band?
- We are a band.

224
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Double Helix.

225
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Ever since Nola got diagnosed
she hasn't touched her guitar.

226
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I can barely sleep, let alone perform.

227
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Viv has dragged me
to every heart surgeon

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in the Pacific Northwest.

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No one will operate.

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They all say it's too risky.

231
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Bunch of cowards. But
now we have the best.

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Dr. Pierce, she's... she's not
pop rock, she's Led Zeppelin.

233
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- Double Helix is back.
- All right, well, first things first.

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Let's get some scans, see where we are.

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Griffith, Millin.

236
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Uh, she's been fasting, and
we've both been visualizing.

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So she's ready for
surgery the minute you are.

238
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Why didn't you show up with flowers?

239
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That was all I'm saying.

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It was supposed to be a
grand romantic gesture.

241
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I surprised you in Germany.

242
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- Yeah, but you came on a plane.
- Yeah, like a regular human person.

243
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We need to check his upper
left extremity for a fracture.

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- Order some AP and lateral films.
- OK.

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What's the lesson here?

246
00:11:01,674 --> 00:11:03,296
Romance can be fatal.

247
00:11:03,330 --> 00:11:04,918
Wouldn't be the first time.

248
00:11:04,953 --> 00:11:07,093
- Or it can save lives and heal.
- Oh, please.

249
00:11:07,127 --> 00:11:08,577
You're just trying to prove me wrong

250
00:11:08,612 --> 00:11:11,097
because you didn't even know
that Jo and Link were an item.

251
00:11:11,131 --> 00:11:13,271
No. No, Jo and I
are... We're just friends.

252
00:11:13,306 --> 00:11:14,756
Friends who have slept together.

253
00:11:14,790 --> 00:11:17,103
Wait, you guys slept together?

254
00:11:17,137 --> 00:11:18,563
- How do you know that?
- You know what?

255
00:11:18,587 --> 00:11:20,812
Just, uh, page me
when the scans come in.

256
00:11:23,062 --> 00:11:26,630
How much longer do I have to be in here?

257
00:11:26,664 --> 00:11:27,803
Not long.

258
00:11:27,838 --> 00:11:29,909
Just think like you have a health bar

259
00:11:29,943 --> 00:11:31,976
that needs replenishing.

260
00:11:32,194 --> 00:11:35,109
- It's a video game reference.
- I'm aware.

261
00:11:36,609 --> 00:11:39,643
How do you not know if you're
doing general or sub-specialty?

262
00:11:40,333 --> 00:11:43,612
- It's a fellowship reference.
- Wow.

263
00:11:43,647 --> 00:11:45,959
You're really begging
for a pile of scut, Kwan.

264
00:11:45,994 --> 00:11:47,616
No, I'm genuinely asking

265
00:11:47,651 --> 00:11:49,549
how you got into your
fourth year of residency

266
00:11:49,584 --> 00:11:53,346
- without a clear direction.
- Well, let's see.

267
00:11:53,380 --> 00:11:57,108
Maybe it was the worldwide
pandemic that happened

268
00:11:57,143 --> 00:11:58,627
in the middle of my residency,

269
00:11:58,662 --> 00:12:02,182
or... the program being
shut down last year.

270
00:12:02,217 --> 00:12:03,487
Take your pick.

271
00:12:04,599 --> 00:12:06,601
Well, I like to track each sub-specialty

272
00:12:06,635 --> 00:12:08,568
I'm interested in with a spreadsheet

273
00:12:08,603 --> 00:12:10,328
and monitor trends in each area.

274
00:12:10,363 --> 00:12:11,571
I'm hot.

275
00:12:11,606 --> 00:12:13,211
And it's really dark in here, guys.

276
00:12:13,746 --> 00:12:14,919
I really want to get out.

277
00:12:14,954 --> 00:12:19,544
Grayson, just, um, hum a song or sing.

278
00:12:19,579 --> 00:12:20,753
Like what?

279
00:12:20,787 --> 00:12:22,352
Anything inside your head.

280
00:12:33,953 --> 00:12:35,699
You studying for your bar mitzvah?

281
00:12:35,733 --> 00:12:37,424
Yeah. I sound terrible.

282
00:12:37,459 --> 00:12:39,634
I've been practicing for
over 300 days in a row,

283
00:12:39,668 --> 00:12:41,187
and I still sound awful, right?

284
00:12:41,221 --> 00:12:42,878
- Yes.
- Keep chanting.

285
00:12:49,190 --> 00:12:51,265
It's acute severe colitis.

286
00:13:06,965 --> 00:13:09,381
That smells delicious.

287
00:13:09,416 --> 00:13:12,350
I was thinking after we
eat, we can go on a walk.

288
00:13:12,571 --> 00:13:14,391
Um, I wanted to talk...

289
00:13:15,639 --> 00:13:17,204
Hey, what's wrong?

290
00:13:19,598 --> 00:13:20,955
With Mer gone and Maggie leaving,

291
00:13:20,979 --> 00:13:23,025
there's not going to
be any Sunday dinners.

292
00:13:23,291 --> 00:13:24,948
Mm.

293
00:13:24,983 --> 00:13:27,291
On Sundays, Maggie cooks,

294
00:13:27,503 --> 00:13:29,297
and she puts enough
leftovers in my fridge

295
00:13:29,332 --> 00:13:30,506
to get me to Wednesday.

296
00:13:30,540 --> 00:13:33,267
So maybe it's time to learn how to cook.

297
00:13:36,478 --> 00:13:39,273
I have a history of spiraling
when people leave me,

298
00:13:39,307 --> 00:13:42,103
and a good old-fashioned
spiral does not leave

299
00:13:42,138 --> 00:13:44,451
much time for cooking lessons.

300
00:13:44,689 --> 00:13:46,418
What does it leave time for?

301
00:13:46,453 --> 00:13:48,134
All kinds of fun things.

302
00:13:48,877 --> 00:13:52,216
Uh, pulling away from people you love,

303
00:13:52,251 --> 00:13:55,772
starting fights, lack of sleep,

304
00:13:56,173 --> 00:13:58,672
spilling your worst instincts
to someone who just flew

305
00:13:58,706 --> 00:14:01,884
halfway across the
country to cook for you.

306
00:14:02,607 --> 00:14:04,158
You love your sisters.

307
00:14:04,556 --> 00:14:07,349
This is a big change.
Anybody would be sad, Amelia.

308
00:14:10,822 --> 00:14:13,185
How could I be sad with you here?

309
00:14:26,354 --> 00:14:30,531
- Yasuda, I have a job for you.
- Oh, Dr. Bailey, thank you.

310
00:14:30,566 --> 00:14:33,941
- At your service.
- Hey, I need you to hold on to this.

311
00:14:35,605 --> 00:14:39,091
That is my lifeline, and
I'm entrusting it to you.

312
00:14:39,126 --> 00:14:41,508
Do not answer it unless caller ID says

313
00:14:41,542 --> 00:14:44,338
it's my husband Ben Warren,
or a hospital number.

314
00:14:44,372 --> 00:14:45,546
Got it.

315
00:14:45,581 --> 00:14:48,722
So Grey Sloan, your
husband, or Ben Warren?

316
00:14:48,756 --> 00:14:50,344
My husband is Ben Warren.

317
00:14:50,378 --> 00:14:52,795
Do I need to entrust
this to someone else?

318
00:14:52,829 --> 00:14:55,558
Nope. I got this. Entrust me.

319
00:14:59,042 --> 00:15:00,300
Hey, if you don't screw it up,

320
00:15:00,325 --> 00:15:03,495
maybe she'll entrust you
to babysit her tablet next.

321
00:15:11,705 --> 00:15:13,268
Do I need to get surgery?

322
00:15:13,781 --> 00:15:15,887
We should really wait for your parents.

323
00:15:15,921 --> 00:15:17,371
I can't get surgery.

324
00:15:17,405 --> 00:15:19,442
My bar mitzvah's to be in 36 hours.

325
00:15:19,477 --> 00:15:21,133
You haven't been taking your medication.

326
00:15:21,168 --> 00:15:24,482
What? No, I have. Every day.

327
00:15:24,516 --> 00:15:27,269
My parents set this, um,
annoying alarm. Um...

328
00:15:27,294 --> 00:15:29,556
Grayson, I have your urine results.

329
00:15:29,738 --> 00:15:33,017
The labs don't lie, but
sometimes patients do.

330
00:15:37,080 --> 00:15:39,738
Yeah, OK, I... I stopped.

331
00:15:39,773 --> 00:15:41,533
But just for a little bit.

332
00:15:41,568 --> 00:15:42,752
I've been in these Hebrew classes,

333
00:15:42,776 --> 00:15:44,374
and the pills and
infusions, they made me...

334
00:15:44,398 --> 00:15:46,858
They made me really
tired, so tired that I...

335
00:15:46,883 --> 00:15:48,575
I fainted one day, and everyone saw.

336
00:15:48,609 --> 00:15:50,991
And then the... the medications,
they dried my eyes out.

337
00:15:51,025 --> 00:15:52,648
And then the eye drops, they burned.

338
00:15:52,682 --> 00:15:54,857
And I got this gross-looking
rash on my neck

339
00:15:54,891 --> 00:15:56,237
that Eloise Schurmann saw...

340
00:15:56,272 --> 00:15:58,239
Do you know how worried
your parents have been?

341
00:15:58,274 --> 00:15:59,140
Dr. Webber...

342
00:15:59,165 --> 00:16:01,519
How much money they've
spent on your treatments?

343
00:16:01,553 --> 00:16:04,004
- Now you need surgery.
- No. No surgery.

344
00:16:04,038 --> 00:16:05,318
It doesn't even hurt that badly.

345
00:16:05,350 --> 00:16:07,248
Just... just give me some
steroids or infusions.

346
00:16:07,283 --> 00:16:09,492
The Torah portion is only 25 minutes.

347
00:16:09,527 --> 00:16:11,183
- I can make 25 minutes.
- No, you can't.

348
00:16:11,218 --> 00:16:12,429
- Please.
- If you don't get

349
00:16:12,454 --> 00:16:14,577
the surgery immediately, the
inflammation in your intestine

350
00:16:14,601 --> 00:16:16,223
will get worse, spread further,

351
00:16:16,257 --> 00:16:18,225
and lead to an incredibly
serious infection.

352
00:16:18,259 --> 00:16:21,021
You would be in excruciating
pain, and you would die.

353
00:16:21,055 --> 00:16:23,437
- Kwan!
- You know what? Dr. Kwan is right.

354
00:16:23,471 --> 00:16:26,302
Grayson, you're not an adult,
and you're not a doctor.

355
00:16:26,336 --> 00:16:28,038
I'm talking to your
parents, because clearly

356
00:16:28,062 --> 00:16:30,030
you aren't mature enough
to understand how much

357
00:16:30,064 --> 00:16:32,515
we care about you, and how much harm

358
00:16:32,550 --> 00:16:34,640
you could have done to yourself.

359
00:16:41,662 --> 00:16:43,215
OK, Hudson's X-rays are in.

360
00:16:43,250 --> 00:16:44,872
Uh, sorry. One sec.

361
00:16:44,907 --> 00:16:46,080
It's Jo.

362
00:16:49,946 --> 00:16:51,854
Um, it looks like a simple

363
00:16:51,879 --> 00:16:53,583
mildly displaced humeral fracture.

364
00:16:53,608 --> 00:16:56,056
Yeah, and a shattered spleen
with decreasing responses

365
00:16:56,090 --> 00:16:57,367
to fluids.

366
00:16:57,402 --> 00:16:59,577
Teddy and I can take
him up for an ex-lap now.

367
00:16:59,611 --> 00:17:01,761
And I will set and reduce
the fracture when you're done.

368
00:17:01,785 --> 00:17:03,442
Mm-hmm.

369
00:17:07,136 --> 00:17:08,688
I know what you're thinking...

370
00:17:08,724 --> 00:17:11,071
That I should tell Jo
I have feelings for her.

371
00:17:11,105 --> 00:17:13,418
But listen, we built a
home together as friends.

372
00:17:13,452 --> 00:17:14,740
Our kids are practically siblings.

373
00:17:14,764 --> 00:17:17,524
If I make a move and she
doesn't feel the same way, it's over.

374
00:17:17,560 --> 00:17:18,951
Saying something is not a good idea.

375
00:17:18,975 --> 00:17:20,839
That is not at all what I was thinking.

376
00:17:20,874 --> 00:17:23,058
- So you think it's a good idea?
- I have no opinion.

377
00:17:23,284 --> 00:17:25,682
Plus, the last person I talked
to about their relationship

378
00:17:25,706 --> 00:17:28,191
was Ndugu, and his wife
is moving to another state.

379
00:17:28,226 --> 00:17:30,886
- Not to mention him and Altman.
- What was that, Yasuda?

380
00:17:32,057 --> 00:17:34,370
Do you and Altman need us
to prep him for surgery?

381
00:17:34,412 --> 00:17:37,026
Yes. And type and
cross two units of blood.

382
00:17:49,281 --> 00:17:50,581
And deep breath.

383
00:17:51,767 --> 00:17:53,976
My parents toured with
the band for a minute.

384
00:17:54,010 --> 00:17:55,460
They were called Blessed Wolf.

385
00:17:55,494 --> 00:17:58,463
Well, I tried to name us
after our third grade teacher,

386
00:17:58,497 --> 00:18:02,531
Mrs. Hatmaker, but Nola here nixed it.

387
00:18:03,192 --> 00:18:05,742
Two women in a folk rock duo called

388
00:18:05,767 --> 00:18:08,922
the Hatmakers might as well
sew up their vaginas forever.

389
00:18:08,956 --> 00:18:11,303
Is Viv your only emergency contact?

390
00:18:11,438 --> 00:18:13,823
My ride or die, since day one.

391
00:18:13,858 --> 00:18:16,343
And you repay me by trying to die.

392
00:18:16,368 --> 00:18:18,320
Think about all the songs you'll be

393
00:18:18,345 --> 00:18:19,657
able to write about my death.

394
00:18:19,691 --> 00:18:21,106
Oh, you're better off.

395
00:18:21,141 --> 00:18:23,695
I mean, who needs a spouse
when you have a band-mate?

396
00:18:23,730 --> 00:18:26,698
Well, we prefer the
term platonic soulmate.

397
00:18:26,733 --> 00:18:28,148
Another excellent band name.

398
00:18:28,182 --> 00:18:29,504
We're going to talk to Dr. Pierce,

399
00:18:29,528 --> 00:18:30,986
and we'll be back to update you.

400
00:18:38,468 --> 00:18:39,775
Thank you.

401
00:18:41,161 --> 00:18:43,059
- OK, what is your problem?
- With what?

402
00:18:43,094 --> 00:18:45,072
You're hating on marriage
to anyone who will listen,

403
00:18:45,096 --> 00:18:46,511
when I'm about to get married.

404
00:18:46,545 --> 00:18:48,558
Or I'm doing my job and
connecting with our patients.

405
00:18:48,582 --> 00:18:50,698
Yeah, but you don't know Trey.
You don't know our relationship.

406
00:18:50,722 --> 00:18:54,243
I know. Get married, don't
get married. I don't care.

407
00:18:54,277 --> 00:18:55,623
But it's not a distraction.

408
00:18:55,657 --> 00:18:58,166
I've been singularly focused on
becoming a surgeon since I was eight.

409
00:18:58,191 --> 00:19:01,353
Griffith, I've already
said I don't care.

410
00:19:01,388 --> 00:19:02,907
Who are you trying to convince?

411
00:19:02,941 --> 00:19:05,081
Doctors? It's Nola. Something happened.

412
00:19:05,116 --> 00:19:06,887
We were talking and she gasped.

413
00:19:06,911 --> 00:19:09,154
And then, um, this
machine started going off.

414
00:19:09,189 --> 00:19:11,025
- I don't know.
- Grab a crash cart.

415
00:19:11,945 --> 00:19:13,306
How's her airway?

416
00:19:14,056 --> 00:19:15,447
Airway's patent and she's breathing.

417
00:19:15,471 --> 00:19:16,564
She has JVD.

418
00:19:16,589 --> 00:19:20,006
OK, we need to get her
oxygen, and page Dr. Pierce!

419
00:19:22,062 --> 00:19:23,262
O2.

420
00:19:28,160 --> 00:19:29,917
- What happened?
- Her BP dropped.

421
00:19:29,942 --> 00:19:31,933
- JVD, muffled heart sounds.
- What does it mean?

422
00:19:31,957 --> 00:19:34,994
- Cardiac tamponade.
- Someone tell me what that means.

423
00:19:35,029 --> 00:19:40,275
Nola's tumor has caused fluid
to accumulate around her heart.

424
00:19:40,310 --> 00:19:42,174
We need to relieve the
pressure by draining it,

425
00:19:42,208 --> 00:19:44,409
by doing what's called
a pericardiocentesis.

426
00:19:44,667 --> 00:19:46,730
18-gauge spinal needle.

427
00:19:46,765 --> 00:19:51,114
Griffith?

428
00:19:53,185 --> 00:19:54,502
Find your landmarks.

429
00:19:54,527 --> 00:19:58,293
Find one centimeter inferior
to the left xiphocostal angle.

430
00:19:58,328 --> 00:19:59,502
Yep.

431
00:19:59,536 --> 00:20:01,987
Insert the needle at a 30-degree angle.

432
00:20:02,021 --> 00:20:03,264
Good.

433
00:20:03,298 --> 00:20:09,339
And slowly advance it toward
the left shoulder, while aspirating.

434
00:20:09,374 --> 00:20:10,823
And you should start to see fluid.

435
00:20:10,858 --> 00:20:14,689
Good, there it is. Good.

436
00:20:14,724 --> 00:20:17,312
She's stable, but we
don't have much time.

437
00:20:17,347 --> 00:20:20,488
- Until what?
- Until the fluid builds up again.

438
00:20:20,523 --> 00:20:24,423
Let's get her to the CCU,
and page Dr. Ndugu right now.

439
00:20:28,013 --> 00:20:31,016
Do you hear something?

440
00:20:31,050 --> 00:20:32,776
Don't worry about it, William.

441
00:20:32,811 --> 00:20:35,089
- Maybe it's Rose.
- Who's Rose?

442
00:20:35,123 --> 00:20:38,437
Oh, she's my girlfriend.
She's so pretty and smart.

443
00:20:38,472 --> 00:20:40,266
Except for her teeth.

444
00:20:40,301 --> 00:20:43,166
Don't worry about it,
William. It's not Rose.

445
00:20:43,200 --> 00:20:45,962
- Oh, my God.
- It's not my fault.

446
00:20:47,688 --> 00:20:49,275
Stop calling, asshat!

447
00:20:49,310 --> 00:20:50,553
You're not harassing Dr. Bailey.

448
00:20:50,587 --> 00:20:52,520
You are harassing me!
A poor, overworked,

449
00:20:52,555 --> 00:20:55,248
tired intern who would really
appreciate it if you could...

450
00:20:55,558 --> 00:21:01,287
Hello? Hi... Sorry.
I'll... I'll tell her.

451
00:21:01,322 --> 00:21:04,912
That was Dr. Bailey's optometrist.

452
00:21:04,946 --> 00:21:06,431
Tuck's glasses are ready.

453
00:21:06,465 --> 00:21:07,718
Do you need me to hold
the phone for a while?

454
00:21:07,742 --> 00:21:09,192
No, thank you.

455
00:21:09,226 --> 00:21:11,194
Do you need me to hold
the phone for a while?

456
00:21:13,491 --> 00:21:16,268
You in the Nether worlds now?

457
00:21:16,302 --> 00:21:17,925
Do you play with friends, or...

458
00:21:17,959 --> 00:21:21,825
Do you think Dr. Webber will
still want to be my doctor after this?

459
00:21:21,860 --> 00:21:25,147
- Of course he will.
- I disappointed him.

460
00:21:25,172 --> 00:21:29,022
Well, if it makes you
feel any better, so have I.

461
00:21:30,282 --> 00:21:32,217
Kids at school call me a defect,

462
00:21:32,412 --> 00:21:34,804
because I'm always in the
nurse's office taking my meds.

463
00:21:34,838 --> 00:21:38,566
I just wanted to be normal, you know?

464
00:21:38,601 --> 00:21:42,501
You know, I tried for a really long time

465
00:21:42,536 --> 00:21:44,261
to be what I thought was normal,

466
00:21:44,296 --> 00:21:48,187
and then I decided to see
what would happen if I stopped.

467
00:21:48,359 --> 00:21:52,062
- What happened?
- I liked myself a lot more.

468
00:21:55,549 --> 00:21:56,734
OK.

469
00:21:57,447 --> 00:21:58,664
I'm ready.

470
00:21:59,276 --> 00:22:00,516
OK.

471
00:22:02,176 --> 00:22:05,461
You paged?

472
00:22:06,767 --> 00:22:08,769
I wasn't sure you'd answer it.

473
00:22:08,803 --> 00:22:11,357
You're still my boss
till the end of the day.

474
00:22:11,392 --> 00:22:13,359
Pushed my flight till tomorrow.

475
00:22:15,070 --> 00:22:18,192
Looks like a large
thymoma in the mediastinum.

476
00:22:18,226 --> 00:22:20,505
It's already... starting to tamponade

477
00:22:20,539 --> 00:22:22,969
with sympathetic fluid, so
I don't have a lot of time.

478
00:22:23,542 --> 00:22:25,273
Tumor is shaped like a heart.

479
00:22:26,303 --> 00:22:27,719
- You didn't notice?
- No.

480
00:22:27,753 --> 00:22:29,479
I was more concerned
with how close it was

481
00:22:29,514 --> 00:22:31,430
to the heart, not its shape.

482
00:22:31,895 --> 00:22:34,104
Have you considered doing
a reconstruction of the SVC?

483
00:22:34,139 --> 00:22:37,073
Yes. But I'm concerned
that the tumor involves

484
00:22:37,107 --> 00:22:38,695
the innominate artery.

485
00:22:38,730 --> 00:22:41,974
OK, what if you take the
entire SVC and left subclavian?

486
00:22:42,009 --> 00:22:43,769
You'd have to resect the sternum,

487
00:22:43,804 --> 00:22:47,562
the SVC, and all the pericardium,
but you'd get the entire tumor.

488
00:22:47,911 --> 00:22:49,637
That's if she doesn't
decompensate first.

489
00:22:49,672 --> 00:22:51,570
If I go into the wrong dissecting plane

490
00:22:51,605 --> 00:22:55,259
even a tiny bit, she
bleeds out and dies.

491
00:22:55,781 --> 00:22:58,259
She'll die if she continues
to have fluid buildup.

492
00:23:01,774 --> 00:23:06,626
What if we use a bovine pericardial
patch for the reconstruction?

493
00:23:10,071 --> 00:23:13,384
Maybe that would allow
us to have clear margins.

494
00:23:13,937 --> 00:23:16,319
No interns. There's no margin for error.

495
00:23:16,353 --> 00:23:19,274
- Just you and me.
- Just you and me.

496
00:23:28,013 --> 00:23:30,705
- I'm sorry.
- It's OK.

497
00:23:30,740 --> 00:23:32,028
We hardly get to see each other,

498
00:23:32,052 --> 00:23:33,443
and I'm sitting here
crying like somebody died.

499
00:23:40,392 --> 00:23:42,786
Even though I'm scaring you,
I'm so glad that you're here.

500
00:23:42,821 --> 00:23:45,447
Oh, it takes a lot
for this one to scare.

501
00:23:48,758 --> 00:23:51,001
I've hidden parts of
myself in every relationship

502
00:23:51,036 --> 00:23:52,589
I've ever had, except for this one.

503
00:23:52,624 --> 00:23:54,143
It feels so freeing.

504
00:23:54,177 --> 00:23:56,166
I just can be myself,

505
00:23:57,215 --> 00:23:58,619
queen of spirals.

506
00:23:59,338 --> 00:24:01,529
You can't be the queen of
something that's only, like,

507
00:24:01,564 --> 00:24:04,049
a tiny part of who you are.

508
00:24:05,809 --> 00:24:09,377
You are sweet and kind.

509
00:24:09,710 --> 00:24:12,635
But I also think that
you are underestimating

510
00:24:12,989 --> 00:24:15,314
my ability to fall off the deep end.

511
00:24:15,957 --> 00:24:18,319
I'm not underestimating anything.

512
00:24:19,996 --> 00:24:24,690
The Amelia I know is
a badass neurosurgeon,

513
00:24:24,912 --> 00:24:26,763
an amazing mom.

514
00:24:27,693 --> 00:24:30,022
She works hard on her sobriety.

515
00:24:31,594 --> 00:24:35,194
She's a loving sister, a devoted friend.

516
00:24:35,910 --> 00:24:38,068
The Amelia I know is inspiring.

517
00:24:38,608 --> 00:24:40,694
She is not the queen of spirals.

518
00:24:41,362 --> 00:24:44,296
She is just a queen.

519
00:25:02,280 --> 00:25:06,201
Dr. Bailey, Dr. Altman, Dr. Fox.

520
00:25:07,216 --> 00:25:09,873
All married surgeons
with stellar careers.

521
00:25:18,158 --> 00:25:19,433
Careful.

522
00:25:19,849 --> 00:25:21,678
The tissue is very friable.

523
00:25:21,713 --> 00:25:23,394
I'm aware, Dr. Pierce.

524
00:25:24,564 --> 00:25:25,762
All right.

525
00:25:26,200 --> 00:25:27,722
Specimen's coming out.

526
00:25:43,872 --> 00:25:45,942
Her blood pressure's soaring.

527
00:25:50,086 --> 00:25:51,957
Uh, why aren't you doing anything?

528
00:25:55,367 --> 00:25:56,817
Pressure is stabilized.

529
00:25:56,851 --> 00:25:58,403
Pseudo tamponade effect.

530
00:25:58,646 --> 00:26:01,293
The heart isn't used to all
that space without the tumor.

531
00:26:01,580 --> 00:26:04,098
Now it's alone... and happy.

532
00:26:06,275 --> 00:26:07,528
Let's start the reconstruction.

533
00:26:07,552 --> 00:26:09,174
Put her on bypass.

534
00:26:12,350 --> 00:26:14,766
Dr. Hunt and I were able
to perform your splenectomy

535
00:26:14,800 --> 00:26:16,146
without any complications.

536
00:26:16,181 --> 00:26:18,494
- You should heal nicely.
- Same with your shoulder.

537
00:26:18,528 --> 00:26:21,013
You're going to need a couple
of months of rehabilitation,

538
00:26:21,048 --> 00:26:23,637
but then you should be able
to regain normal function.

539
00:26:23,671 --> 00:26:25,155
Great.

540
00:26:25,190 --> 00:26:26,761
- Thanks.
- Mm-hmm.

541
00:26:28,262 --> 00:26:31,448
William, this is all good news.

542
00:26:32,749 --> 00:26:38,859
Yeah. No, sorry. Um, Rose heard
what I did, and she dumped me.

543
00:26:38,893 --> 00:26:41,068
You know...

544
00:26:41,102 --> 00:26:44,278
I fell for her the second I saw her
in line for Space Mountain.

545
00:26:44,558 --> 00:26:46,349
Company retreat in Orlando.

546
00:26:46,587 --> 00:26:48,776
I thought she was the love of my life.

547
00:26:49,873 --> 00:26:51,875
How could I have been so wrong?

548
00:26:52,058 --> 00:26:53,808
Listen, me and my wife,

549
00:26:54,323 --> 00:26:56,901
we were friends for years
before we became a couple.

550
00:26:56,926 --> 00:26:59,328
We met when we were
army surgeons together.

551
00:26:59,362 --> 00:27:01,433
So just to get this
right, are you judging me

552
00:27:01,468 --> 00:27:03,539
for meeting Rose at a theme park,

553
00:27:03,573 --> 00:27:05,748
or for believing in love at first sight?

554
00:27:05,782 --> 00:27:07,750
Neither.

555
00:27:07,784 --> 00:27:10,373
Listen, even though it took us
years to get together, I knew.

556
00:27:10,408 --> 00:27:12,064
I knew from the moment that I saw her

557
00:27:12,099 --> 00:27:15,275
emerging from a surgical
tent in 100 degrees heat,

558
00:27:15,309 --> 00:27:17,311
having just repaired
an aortic dissection

559
00:27:17,346 --> 00:27:19,279
and saving a soldier's life.

560
00:27:19,313 --> 00:27:22,316
- I knew I wanted her in my life.
- Then what took you so long?

561
00:27:22,351 --> 00:27:24,560
Well, I was...

562
00:27:24,594 --> 00:27:28,046
I was engaged, and then
I was married for a while,

563
00:27:28,080 --> 00:27:29,219
and she was married.

564
00:27:29,254 --> 00:27:31,152
Our timing was just never quite right.

565
00:27:31,187 --> 00:27:32,913
But those relationships,
they came and went.

566
00:27:32,947 --> 00:27:35,433
And our friendship outlasted them all,

567
00:27:35,467 --> 00:27:37,443
even after she moved out of the country.

568
00:27:37,924 --> 00:27:39,567
Then one day, I...

569
00:27:39,782 --> 00:27:41,715
I just realized that
she was the one person

570
00:27:41,749 --> 00:27:43,313
that I wanted to talk to
at the end of a long day,

571
00:27:43,337 --> 00:27:44,489
or a great day.

572
00:27:44,514 --> 00:27:46,868
When I was reading a book or
watching a movie, I'd think,

573
00:27:46,892 --> 00:27:48,515
man, she would love this, you know?

574
00:27:48,549 --> 00:27:52,001
She just kept... she would
constantly pop into my mind

575
00:27:52,035 --> 00:27:53,416
until finally, I just...

576
00:27:53,451 --> 00:27:56,935
I got on that plane to Germany, and I...

577
00:27:57,499 --> 00:27:58,903
I just told her.

578
00:28:00,320 --> 00:28:01,976
So if you feel that way about Rose,

579
00:28:02,011 --> 00:28:05,359
if you know you want her in your life,

580
00:28:05,394 --> 00:28:06,724
you should just try again.

581
00:28:11,054 --> 00:28:12,246
Yeah.

582
00:28:13,471 --> 00:28:15,246
I don't think Rose is it.

583
00:28:16,605 --> 00:28:17,992
Excuse me.

584
00:28:18,027 --> 00:28:20,995
- I got to be somewhere.
- Mm-hmm.

585
00:28:21,030 --> 00:28:24,363
I mean, I did mail myself
in a box, but she's not it.

586
00:28:24,953 --> 00:28:26,676
Thank you for that story.

587
00:28:28,071 --> 00:28:31,385
Oh, look all of this
inflammation and necrosis.

588
00:28:31,420 --> 00:28:33,801
I mean, this is almost the entire colon.

589
00:28:33,836 --> 00:28:36,079
How long had Grayson's
symptoms been under control?

590
00:28:36,114 --> 00:28:37,633
Oh, years.

591
00:28:37,667 --> 00:28:39,497
The medication protocol worked wonders.

592
00:28:39,531 --> 00:28:41,637
And now he's completely
turned that around.

593
00:28:41,897 --> 00:28:44,152
Foolish to the point of stupid.

594
00:28:47,781 --> 00:28:49,714
Dr. Kwan, do you even remember

595
00:28:49,748 --> 00:28:51,543
what being 13 is like?

596
00:28:51,578 --> 00:28:52,676
Because I do.

597
00:28:53,301 --> 00:28:54,857
It was really, really hard.

598
00:28:54,891 --> 00:28:56,755
You think Grayson doesn't already know

599
00:28:56,790 --> 00:28:58,388
that he disappointed
everyone around him?

600
00:28:58,412 --> 00:29:00,644
You think he doesn't
already feel stupid?

601
00:29:01,113 --> 00:29:02,278
Believe me, he does.

602
00:29:02,312 --> 00:29:04,936
Did you even hear him when
he was trying to tell us

603
00:29:05,074 --> 00:29:07,283
that the medications
made him feel terrible,

604
00:29:07,317 --> 00:29:09,707
worse than it already feels to be 13?

605
00:29:09,975 --> 00:29:12,668
Did you listen to your patient?

606
00:29:12,801 --> 00:29:14,394
Of course I did. But...

607
00:29:14,428 --> 00:29:18,018
Grayson has spent an entire
year working his butt off

608
00:29:18,052 --> 00:29:20,365
on becoming a man, so
maybe stop chastising him

609
00:29:20,400 --> 00:29:22,926
like a toddler and freaking
him out that he could die.

610
00:29:23,989 --> 00:29:29,374
Sometimes being a good
doctor, or a parent,

611
00:29:29,471 --> 00:29:31,714
or even a good mentor,

612
00:29:31,894 --> 00:29:34,246
means listening to what
the other person needs.

613
00:29:38,763 --> 00:29:39,938
Suction, Kwan.

614
00:29:44,251 --> 00:29:46,253
All right.

615
00:29:48,531 --> 00:29:49,946
What is it?

616
00:29:50,093 --> 00:29:52,233
There's no back wall left
for the reconstruction.

617
00:29:52,258 --> 00:29:54,071
I don't think the
patch is going to work.

618
00:29:59,059 --> 00:30:00,440
What if we access the jugulars

619
00:30:00,474 --> 00:30:02,200
and use a reverse cryoartery,

620
00:30:02,234 --> 00:30:03,753
and drain into the right atrium?

621
00:30:03,788 --> 00:30:05,859
Two incisions, end to
end, on the two jugulars.

622
00:30:05,893 --> 00:30:08,793
- Yes.
- You think we can pull it off?

623
00:30:08,827 --> 00:30:11,278
I think we're Nola's only option.

624
00:30:11,312 --> 00:30:13,571
All right, let's do it. Right angle.

625
00:30:14,454 --> 00:30:16,456
Vessel loop.

626
00:31:58,523 --> 00:32:00,224
I'm not saying I'm going
to throw it in the toilet.

627
00:32:00,248 --> 00:32:02,192
But if you throw it in the
toilet, I would cover for you.

628
00:32:02,216 --> 00:32:04,598
- Just shut it up.
- I can't.

629
00:32:09,568 --> 00:32:11,467
What are you doing?

630
00:32:17,093 --> 00:32:20,683
Oh, my God!

631
00:32:25,036 --> 00:32:29,558
What on Earth do you think you're doing?

632
00:32:30,147 --> 00:32:33,799
Respectfully, Dr. Bailey, have
you considered just turning it off?

633
00:32:33,834 --> 00:32:36,492
Uh, have you considered being a wife,

634
00:32:36,533 --> 00:32:39,778
a mother, and a high-level
professional? Give me the phone.

635
00:32:48,331 --> 00:32:50,298
OK.

636
00:33:03,967 --> 00:33:05,106
No.

637
00:33:05,141 --> 00:33:07,488
No, no, no, no, no, no.

638
00:33:07,523 --> 00:33:09,559
- No, no, no, no, no, no.
- Oh, no. No, no, Viv.

639
00:33:09,594 --> 00:33:11,250
- I can't.
- She's OK, Viv.

640
00:33:11,285 --> 00:33:13,123
Viv, she's alive.

641
00:33:13,632 --> 00:33:17,575
She's in the ICU. We were able
to successfully remove the mass.

642
00:33:17,600 --> 00:33:20,294
- Wait, what... what?
- The tumor is gone.

643
00:33:20,328 --> 00:33:23,608
She has a long recovery,
but she's stable.

644
00:33:27,543 --> 00:33:31,477
I thought she was dead. I just...

645
00:33:31,512 --> 00:33:32,686
Your faces, those were not

646
00:33:32,720 --> 00:33:34,860
"I just saved a life
against all odds" faces.

647
00:33:34,895 --> 00:33:39,175
Yeah. We have a lot going on.

648
00:33:39,209 --> 00:33:40,935
Thank you.

649
00:33:40,970 --> 00:33:44,387
Dr. Pierce, I knew you
were the person. Thank you.

650
00:33:44,421 --> 00:33:45,906
It was teamwork.

651
00:33:45,940 --> 00:33:47,839
I could not have done
it without Dr. Ndugu.

652
00:33:47,873 --> 00:33:49,668
Oh, thank you, thank you.

653
00:34:01,266 --> 00:34:03,336
♪ Hold you in my arms

654
00:34:03,371 --> 00:34:04,954
How long?

655
00:34:07,237 --> 00:34:09,585
How long do I have the ostomy for?

656
00:34:09,619 --> 00:34:11,735
Well, a few months.

657
00:34:13,090 --> 00:34:16,399
Your... your parents went
to get something to eat,

658
00:34:17,144 --> 00:34:19,462
but they've been with
you the whole time.

659
00:34:21,492 --> 00:34:24,212
I didn't mean to worry
them or to make you mad.

660
00:34:25,048 --> 00:34:27,048
I just didn't think
it'd be such a big deal.

661
00:34:27,499 --> 00:34:29,258
You know, I remember your diagnosis

662
00:34:29,294 --> 00:34:30,751
like it was yesterday.

663
00:34:32,090 --> 00:34:33,376
It was a while ago.

664
00:34:33,554 --> 00:34:35,587
I was in, uh, kindergarten.

665
00:34:36,162 --> 00:34:39,545
And you were very worried about
missing your end-of-class party.

666
00:34:39,579 --> 00:34:43,377
Yeah. I was worried about
missing the ice cream cake.

667
00:34:43,411 --> 00:34:46,798
I've known you for a long time, son.

668
00:34:47,588 --> 00:34:50,079
And I look forward to
seeing what's next for you.

669
00:34:50,657 --> 00:34:55,173
I mean, your bar mitzvah,
high school graduation, college.

670
00:34:55,769 --> 00:34:58,634
And when you make a decision
that puts your future at risk,

671
00:34:58,668 --> 00:35:01,110
well, it's... it's frustrating.

672
00:35:01,892 --> 00:35:03,777
But I'm not mad at you.

673
00:35:03,811 --> 00:35:06,711
And if it came off that way, I...

674
00:35:06,745 --> 00:35:10,162
- I'm sorry.
- I'm sorry, too.

675
00:35:10,197 --> 00:35:11,508
Good.

676
00:35:11,543 --> 00:35:15,305
Now that we've got that out the way,
I want you to do me a favor.

677
00:35:15,340 --> 00:35:17,204
Now, when you heal up from the surgery,

678
00:35:17,238 --> 00:35:20,586
I'm going to give you a prescription
for a new medication.

679
00:35:20,621 --> 00:35:22,012
You want me to promise to take it?

680
00:35:22,036 --> 00:35:24,901
I want you to tell me if
it gives you any problems,

681
00:35:25,100 --> 00:35:28,469
if something's off, and we'll...

682
00:35:28,543 --> 00:35:30,269
We'll find a solution together.

683
00:35:30,389 --> 00:35:32,321
- OK.
- OK.

684
00:35:33,530 --> 00:35:36,086
All right, let's check that ticker.

685
00:35:41,849 --> 00:35:43,195
- Hey.
- Hey.

686
00:35:47,855 --> 00:35:49,719
I have to hand it to
you, you really went for

687
00:35:49,754 --> 00:35:52,273
your two favorite
things in that speech...

688
00:35:52,417 --> 00:35:55,203
Proving me wrong and getting laid.

689
00:35:56,851 --> 00:35:59,047
I was just trying to make
our patient feel better.

690
00:35:59,384 --> 00:36:01,024
- Uh-huh.
- Mm-hmm.

691
00:36:02,672 --> 00:36:03,845
Did it work?

692
00:36:04,044 --> 00:36:05,477
Didn't you see Link?

693
00:36:07,703 --> 00:36:09,566
I meant the other thing.

694
00:36:11,154 --> 00:36:14,054
Your mom's watching
the kids for the night.

695
00:36:20,056 --> 00:36:22,994
Dr. Mary Edwards Walker,
first female surgeon

696
00:36:23,028 --> 00:36:24,720
in the United States, the second female

697
00:36:24,754 --> 00:36:26,376
to graduate from medical school.

698
00:36:26,411 --> 00:36:30,001
Married. Started a
practice with her husband.

699
00:36:30,035 --> 00:36:33,017
Wow, you're still worried
about what I think of you?

700
00:36:33,901 --> 00:36:35,869
The marriage isn't a distraction.

701
00:36:35,903 --> 00:36:37,494
It's the damn wedding.

702
00:36:37,748 --> 00:36:39,647
It's a pain in my ass.

703
00:36:39,838 --> 00:36:41,840
It's the menu, and the seating chart,

704
00:36:41,875 --> 00:36:43,428
and the dress shop is harassing me

705
00:36:43,462 --> 00:36:44,819
because they want me
to come get measured.

706
00:36:44,843 --> 00:36:46,500
But I am here from sunrise till sundown,

707
00:36:46,534 --> 00:36:47,822
because I'm trying to
prove I'm just as good

708
00:36:47,846 --> 00:36:48,853
as the rest of you.

709
00:36:48,878 --> 00:36:51,067
Also, bridal shops are
open, like, three hours a day

710
00:36:51,091 --> 00:36:53,533
or something, and I can't
ask Adams to measure me

711
00:36:53,818 --> 00:36:56,579
because we all know why, and
my sister won't text me back.

712
00:36:56,613 --> 00:36:58,684
So I'm not going to get measured,
so I'm not going to get married,

713
00:36:58,719 --> 00:37:01,580
- so I'm not going to have a dress...
- OK, OK, OK. Lift your arms.

714
00:37:02,758 --> 00:37:05,208
- What?
- Lift.

715
00:37:05,243 --> 00:37:06,525
What are you doing?

716
00:37:07,486 --> 00:37:09,752
Well, we can't let
Adams near your inseam.

717
00:37:17,393 --> 00:37:19,050
And again.

718
00:37:19,084 --> 00:37:20,465
Thank you.

719
00:37:20,499 --> 00:37:23,917
You owe me a drink.

720
00:37:23,951 --> 00:37:29,025
Jo, you are... donuts in human form.

721
00:37:29,060 --> 00:37:32,097
OK. No, no. All right.

722
00:37:32,132 --> 00:37:35,480
You are... you are twinkle
lights and yellow roses,

723
00:37:35,514 --> 00:37:38,724
and... although I hate most of
humanity, I do not hate you.

724
00:37:38,759 --> 00:37:40,796
That... oh, um.

725
00:37:41,175 --> 00:37:43,660
Uh, in fact, you are the only person

726
00:37:43,695 --> 00:37:46,560
I want to come home to for
the rest of my... why...

727
00:37:46,594 --> 00:37:47,941
Why didn't I write a song?

728
00:37:47,975 --> 00:37:49,839
Should have written a song.

729
00:37:55,880 --> 00:37:57,019
Hey, Jo.

730
00:37:57,053 --> 00:37:58,261
I canceled the...

731
00:37:58,296 --> 00:38:00,229
Whoa, whoa, whoa,
whoa. What happened?

732
00:38:00,263 --> 00:38:05,096
- It's Luna. Something's wrong.
- Wait, wait, whoa. What's wrong?

733
00:38:05,130 --> 00:38:09,307
The daycare think that... That
there's a problem with her hearing.

734
00:38:09,341 --> 00:38:13,863
I... I need... I need to
get her checked out.

735
00:38:13,898 --> 00:38:16,486
- I'll be right there.
- No, no, no.

736
00:38:16,521 --> 00:38:18,321
We're gonna... we're
gonna come straight home,

737
00:38:18,350 --> 00:38:19,765
so you stay there, OK?

738
00:38:19,877 --> 00:38:21,914
- OK.
- OK.

739
00:38:35,160 --> 00:38:37,531
When we don't feel heard or validated,

740
00:38:38,078 --> 00:38:41,516
it can be very easy to forget
that we aren't actually alone.

741
00:38:59,184 --> 00:39:02,153
Hey, there are my girls.

742
00:39:02,187 --> 00:39:04,155
Hey, you ready to go home?

743
00:39:04,189 --> 00:39:07,572
Uh, we're not going
home. I got us a rental.

744
00:39:13,164 --> 00:39:15,821
- What is this?
- It's a picture of Tuck in school.

745
00:39:15,856 --> 00:39:20,293
I know it's a picture of
Tuck, but who sent it to you?

746
00:39:21,152 --> 00:39:23,968
One of the numbers who's
called my phone over 40 times.

747
00:39:24,002 --> 00:39:27,454
I know. I just changed the
number, changed the emails.

748
00:39:27,488 --> 00:39:30,168
We're taking the kids out
of school for a few days.

749
00:39:31,306 --> 00:39:32,618
And that there is a difference

750
00:39:32,643 --> 00:39:34,991
between being alone,
and just feeling lonely.

751
00:39:35,151 --> 00:39:36,946
Sometimes, being alone is the only way

752
00:39:36,981 --> 00:39:39,880
we can hear our own hearts
trying to communicate

753
00:39:39,915 --> 00:39:41,951
what it is that we actually want...

754
00:39:41,986 --> 00:39:43,410
I smell cake.

755
00:39:44,703 --> 00:39:47,457
What we need, and who we love.

756
00:39:48,302 --> 00:39:50,308
Oh, no fork.

757
00:39:51,478 --> 00:39:52,928
So we can move through this world

758
00:39:52,962 --> 00:39:55,068
with better communication
when we actually have

759
00:39:55,102 --> 00:39:57,001
something important to say...

760
00:39:57,035 --> 00:39:58,008
Hey.

761
00:39:58,893 --> 00:40:00,492
Hell of a way to go out today.

762
00:40:02,414 --> 00:40:04,594
I could not have done
that surgery without you.

763
00:40:04,629 --> 00:40:07,649
- You would have figured it out.
- No, I wouldn't have.

764
00:40:08,531 --> 00:40:10,738
I wouldn't have figured out
a lot of things without you.

765
00:40:10,773 --> 00:40:12,085
You push me to be better.

766
00:40:12,305 --> 00:40:13,741
You challenge me.

767
00:40:13,776 --> 00:40:17,531
You inspire me to never give
in on a challenging case.

768
00:40:18,000 --> 00:40:20,886
And the way that you accessed
that jugular today, it was...

769
00:40:20,921 --> 00:40:23,602
It was what?

770
00:41:03,233 --> 00:41:05,860
And to be crystal clear when we do.

771
00:41:16,804 --> 00:41:21,096
- I had a great day.
- Me too.

772
00:41:22,293 --> 00:41:24,709
Don't go back to Minnesota.

773
00:41:24,743 --> 00:41:26,089
I'm not.

774
00:41:27,470 --> 00:41:33,683
Um, the team wants me
to open up a lab in London.

775
00:41:33,718 --> 00:41:35,478
I'd run it.

776
00:41:35,847 --> 00:41:38,441
Triple the size, triple the staff.

777
00:41:39,103 --> 00:41:44,039
I wanted to tell you earlier,
but you were already so sad.

778
00:41:45,882 --> 00:41:47,112
You want to go?

779
00:41:48,284 --> 00:41:49,917
Amelia, I accepted.

780
00:41:50,892 --> 00:41:52,652
I am going.

781
00:42:18,164 --> 00:42:22,003
Our DNA is made up of
four nucleotide bases.

782
00:42:23,663 --> 00:42:26,079
The sequences of these
bases is what determines

783
00:42:26,108 --> 00:42:28,007
our unique genetic code.

784
00:42:29,491 --> 00:42:31,769
Everything from dimples to eye color,

785
00:42:31,907 --> 00:42:34,876
to tolerance for spicy food
can be found in our genes.

786
00:42:35,015 --> 00:42:36,335
What's with the fancy breakfast?

787
00:42:36,360 --> 00:42:38,040
I woke up and couldn't
get back to sleep,

788
00:42:38,065 --> 00:42:39,514
so I made my specialty.

789
00:42:39,743 --> 00:42:41,192
I didn't know you had it in you.

790
00:42:41,314 --> 00:42:42,971
Yeah. Eat when you can, right?

791
00:42:43,492 --> 00:42:45,115
All right, let's go.

792
00:42:45,334 --> 00:42:49,442
- Let's go, people.
- Hey, you're the one who's not ready.

793
00:42:49,847 --> 00:42:52,928
Genetic makeup can also help
ascertain risk for diseases,

794
00:42:54,472 --> 00:42:56,543
so, it stands to reason...

795
00:42:57,059 --> 00:42:59,411
London is an incredible opportunity.

796
00:43:00,255 --> 00:43:02,361
If we want to minimize the risk...

797
00:43:02,386 --> 00:43:03,628
OK.

798
00:43:03,767 --> 00:43:05,630
It feels like maybe I should go now.

799
00:43:05,882 --> 00:43:08,574
I said that you could use
my lab equipment for work.

800
00:43:08,709 --> 00:43:10,990
I didn't say that I was ready
to hear more about the thing

801
00:43:11,015 --> 00:43:12,754
that you're abandoning me for.

802
00:43:13,685 --> 00:43:16,207
Could we find a way to change our genes?

803
00:43:18,782 --> 00:43:20,489
And if we could...

804
00:43:21,888 --> 00:43:23,200
are we sure we should?

805
00:43:23,225 --> 00:43:24,450
Good morning.

806
00:43:25,340 --> 00:43:26,686
Morning.

807
00:43:31,721 --> 00:43:33,447
God, I miss this bed.

808
00:43:37,486 --> 00:43:41,089
- How long have you been up?
- Four hours.

809
00:43:43,247 --> 00:43:46,078
Maggie, when we were in the OR together,

810
00:43:46,153 --> 00:43:47,691
we pull things off no one else can.

811
00:43:47,947 --> 00:43:50,098
- I know.
- We work in sync,

812
00:43:50,123 --> 00:43:52,401
and we communicate,
and we constantly know

813
00:43:52,426 --> 00:43:54,852
- what the other one needs.
- If we can do that in there,

814
00:43:55,013 --> 00:43:57,429
then we should be able
to do that all the time.

815
00:44:03,829 --> 00:44:05,513
Come with me to Chicago.

816
00:44:07,069 --> 00:44:08,841
We will get settled, and
we'll find a therapist.

817
00:44:08,866 --> 00:44:10,716
Maggie, I don't have a job there.

818
00:44:11,154 --> 00:44:12,880
But you'll find one.

819
00:44:12,905 --> 00:44:14,318
Because you're going to get it for me,

820
00:44:14,546 --> 00:44:17,219
- just like you did here at Grey Sloan?
- I didn't get you a job.

821
00:44:17,244 --> 00:44:19,749
You had to interview
with Richard and Bailey.

822
00:44:19,774 --> 00:44:21,506
They met with me because of you.

823
00:44:22,483 --> 00:44:24,450
They didn't come to
Boston and recruit me.

824
00:44:26,721 --> 00:44:29,275
I'm... I'm earning respect here,

825
00:44:29,300 --> 00:44:31,302
and I'm finding my footing here.

826
00:44:31,553 --> 00:44:33,659
- So you're saying...
- I'm saying don't go.

827
00:44:33,943 --> 00:44:37,732
All right? Look, I know
that it has been rough,

828
00:44:37,757 --> 00:44:39,513
and we have both said some things,

829
00:44:40,646 --> 00:44:44,453
but there's enough good
between us to fight for it.

830
00:44:45,800 --> 00:44:47,037
Stay here with me.

831
00:44:47,974 --> 00:44:49,357
Fight for us.

832
00:44:55,779 --> 00:44:58,834
Winston, I've been offered
the opportunity of a lifetime.

833
00:45:04,932 --> 00:45:06,519
OK.

834
00:45:11,087 --> 00:45:12,833
I am steady.

835
00:45:13,551 --> 00:45:14,896
I'm committed.

836
00:45:15,483 --> 00:45:16,701
You know why?

837
00:45:17,503 --> 00:45:21,231
Because I work hard to
be nothing like my father.

838
00:45:22,899 --> 00:45:24,934
Your birth mom is Ellis Grey.

839
00:45:25,011 --> 00:45:27,048
The genius is baked in.

840
00:45:27,240 --> 00:45:28,946
There will be other opportunities,

841
00:45:29,153 --> 00:45:31,739
but the rest of it is
baked in too, Maggie.

842
00:45:32,841 --> 00:45:34,237
So you have to fight.

843
00:45:34,262 --> 00:45:37,713
You have to work hard
to be nothing like her.

844
00:45:44,901 --> 00:45:47,386
I hope you stay.

845
00:45:59,720 --> 00:46:02,368
- Ah, morning.
- Good morning.

846
00:46:02,393 --> 00:46:04,948
- Morning!
- Well, hello, Dr. Miller.

847
00:46:05,435 --> 00:46:07,235
How is the turtle?

848
00:46:07,260 --> 00:46:09,724
- Very healthy.
- Excellent.

849
00:46:09,967 --> 00:46:12,107
Bailey, how are you doing?

850
00:46:12,300 --> 00:46:16,545
Ah... well, my two teenaged
boys and pre-schooler

851
00:46:16,570 --> 00:46:20,628
are in a rental home with
white walls and white carpet.

852
00:46:20,653 --> 00:46:23,518
Kissed that security deposit
goodbye after the first hour.

853
00:46:23,702 --> 00:46:26,428
My phone is no longer ringing
off the hook, at least.

854
00:46:26,453 --> 00:46:28,843
- There's that.
- Well, I have asked security

855
00:46:28,868 --> 00:46:30,775
to increase their presence
around the daycare.

856
00:46:30,800 --> 00:46:32,182
Oh, not necessary.

857
00:46:32,312 --> 00:46:35,824
Bailey, these people knew
where Tuck goes to school.

858
00:46:35,849 --> 00:46:38,576
The hospital's daycare
is an obvious target.

859
00:46:38,757 --> 00:46:42,606
Which is why Pru isn't going back there.

860
00:46:42,631 --> 00:46:45,247
- Ready for rounds, baby girl?
- Let's go to work.

861
00:46:45,272 --> 00:46:46,894
- Ah, stat!
- Stat!

862
00:46:46,990 --> 00:46:49,026
Let's do it.

863
00:46:49,164 --> 00:46:50,890
Ooh, ooh. Important. Very important.

864
00:46:51,028 --> 00:46:52,409
Let's go. Let's go.

865
00:46:54,903 --> 00:46:56,179
Well, you look rough.

866
00:46:57,827 --> 00:47:00,210
- I never said I was a liar.
- I haven't slept in two days.

867
00:47:00,348 --> 00:47:01,908
Well, at least you're not babysitting.

868
00:47:02,039 --> 00:47:03,661
I really need to get out of peds.

869
00:47:03,799 --> 00:47:05,456
- You want anything?
- You buying me coffee?

870
00:47:05,594 --> 00:47:07,976
Nope. Not anymore.

871
00:47:08,114 --> 00:47:09,114
Trauma in the pit.

872
00:47:09,150 --> 00:47:11,359
Amelia, can we just pretend

873
00:47:11,384 --> 00:47:13,336
like I'm not leaving and
that you are not mad at me?

874
00:47:13,361 --> 00:47:14,810
I really need to talk.

875
00:47:15,062 --> 00:47:16,442
Oh, thank God.

876
00:47:16,467 --> 00:47:18,190
Yeah, I need to talk, too. You first.

877
00:47:21,265 --> 00:47:24,245
This morning Winston
basically called me Ellis.

878
00:47:25,042 --> 00:47:27,074
Was he trying to start World War III?

879
00:47:27,099 --> 00:47:30,651
He actually wasn't, which
is what made it hurt more.

880
00:47:31,913 --> 00:47:33,639
He wants me to stay.

881
00:47:34,726 --> 00:47:36,384
OK, so the Ellis thing... He called you

882
00:47:36,409 --> 00:47:39,299
a cold-hearted monster,
but he wants you to stay.

883
00:47:40,146 --> 00:47:41,572
I thought he was just saying that to put

884
00:47:41,596 --> 00:47:45,393
my ambition and career first,
but... yours is way meaner.

885
00:47:45,418 --> 00:47:47,144
Uh.

886
00:47:48,993 --> 00:47:51,167
Kai is you, and I'm Winston,

887
00:47:51,192 --> 00:47:54,370
- so... I don't know whose side I'm on.
- Say more.

888
00:47:56,276 --> 00:48:00,401
Yesterday, Kai announced that
they are moving to London.

889
00:48:01,108 --> 00:48:04,318
That was after they came
here and made me fall

890
00:48:04,343 --> 00:48:08,151
even more in love with
them, just for extra sting.

891
00:48:08,571 --> 00:48:10,918
I think I might have done
that to Winston last night.

892
00:48:10,970 --> 00:48:12,963
I don't want them to go. I...

893
00:48:14,111 --> 00:48:15,837
I want them...

894
00:48:16,088 --> 00:48:18,228
I want them to prioritize
me. I wanna matter.

895
00:48:18,253 --> 00:48:19,783
You do matter, Amelia.

896
00:48:19,808 --> 00:48:21,128
You matter to me.

897
00:48:21,153 --> 00:48:23,845
You matter to Kai.

898
00:48:24,428 --> 00:48:26,223
Winston feels abandoned.

899
00:48:27,228 --> 00:48:30,494
I asked him to come with me to Chicago.

900
00:48:31,646 --> 00:48:33,643
Well, I can't go to
London. I have Scout.

901
00:48:36,927 --> 00:48:40,655
- Winston did call me cold.
- Ellis was cold.

902
00:48:40,793 --> 00:48:42,277
Do you think that's what he meant?

903
00:48:42,415 --> 00:48:44,604
Do you think that Kai is cold?

904
00:48:45,776 --> 00:48:47,940
Kai is anything but cold.

905
00:48:48,766 --> 00:48:52,149
Maggie, you are anything but cold.

906
00:48:52,325 --> 00:48:54,362
Saving lives is a noble pursuit,

907
00:48:54,387 --> 00:48:56,492
but it's also one that makes you happy,

908
00:48:56,818 --> 00:49:00,132
and that is not a word I have ever heard

909
00:49:00,157 --> 00:49:01,727
associated with Ellis Grey.

910
00:49:03,108 --> 00:49:06,430
Do you think you could give Kai
the same support you just gave me?

911
00:49:07,604 --> 00:49:08,743
Definitely not.

912
00:49:13,757 --> 00:49:15,138
Go.

913
00:49:16,321 --> 00:49:18,357
Be happy.

914
00:49:28,046 --> 00:49:29,748
Hey, your shoelace is untied.

915
00:49:29,773 --> 00:49:32,647
Yasuda, are you wearing
two different shoes?

916
00:49:33,276 --> 00:49:34,726
I have two different feet.

917
00:49:35,756 --> 00:49:38,587
Here we go.

918
00:49:39,438 --> 00:49:41,474
- What have we got?
- Lindsay Allyn, 37.

919
00:49:41,499 --> 00:49:44,684
Status post fall in the shower.
Negative LOC. Hemodynamically stable,

920
00:49:44,709 --> 00:49:47,061
but has left-sided motor
and sensory deficit.

921
00:49:47,086 --> 00:49:48,423
Patient with a known
history of Ehlers-Danlos

922
00:49:48,447 --> 00:49:50,207
and a C1/C2 cervical fusion.

923
00:49:50,232 --> 00:49:52,761
Well, it happened.
My head finally fell off.

924
00:49:52,786 --> 00:49:54,650
OK. Let's page Dr. Shepherd. Let's go.

925
00:49:57,249 --> 00:49:59,561
How long have you had the
heightened sensitivity, Ms. Barrett?

926
00:49:59,586 --> 00:50:01,883
Uh, Tobey. On and off for a few cycles,

927
00:50:01,908 --> 00:50:04,231
which is why I thought it was hormonal,

928
00:50:04,256 --> 00:50:06,922
and then I started getting this, um...

929
00:50:07,696 --> 00:50:10,277
- dis... discharge.
- Discharge?

930
00:50:10,572 --> 00:50:12,665
From my... my nipple.

931
00:50:13,929 --> 00:50:15,586
Adams, can you grab me a new penlight?

932
00:50:15,646 --> 00:50:17,717
- This one is dead.
- Uh, sure.

933
00:50:18,797 --> 00:50:20,039
Thank you.

934
00:50:20,064 --> 00:50:22,283
There's nothing like
describing my nipple discharge

935
00:50:22,308 --> 00:50:23,734
in front of a cute guy.

936
00:50:23,758 --> 00:50:25,118
So, is it both sides or just one?

937
00:50:25,143 --> 00:50:26,115
- Just the right side.
- OK.

938
00:50:26,140 --> 00:50:28,566
Is that normal? I mean, I
just switched birth control pills

939
00:50:28,590 --> 00:50:29,990
a couple of months ago.

940
00:50:30,015 --> 00:50:31,844
Do you have any idea
how embarrassing it is

941
00:50:31,869 --> 00:50:34,217
to leak all of your
shirt during a deposition

942
00:50:34,242 --> 00:50:35,814
- in the county jail?
- Mm.

943
00:50:35,839 --> 00:50:38,345
The correctional officer thought
I was smuggling something in.

944
00:50:38,541 --> 00:50:41,638
- Like what?
- Girl, I don't know. Contraband?

945
00:50:41,775 --> 00:50:43,778
Vodka? Milk?

946
00:50:44,029 --> 00:50:46,445
I don't know.

947
00:50:46,470 --> 00:50:48,990
I am constantly trying
to prove to the partners

948
00:50:49,015 --> 00:50:50,379
that they can count on me.

949
00:50:50,404 --> 00:50:52,899
Being the only woman
and the token Black girl,

950
00:50:53,314 --> 00:50:55,307
- I can't have leakage.
- We're gonna get you checked out.

951
00:50:55,445 --> 00:50:56,445
- Thank you.
- Of course.

952
00:50:56,549 --> 00:50:57,654
- Be right back.
- Thank you.

953
00:50:57,679 --> 00:50:58,899
Yeah.

954
00:51:00,217 --> 00:51:03,117
Dr. Ndugu, you missed
quite the party last night.

955
00:51:03,142 --> 00:51:04,626
I tried to get Dr. Millin to join,

956
00:51:04,651 --> 00:51:06,362
but she claims she's not a singer.

957
00:51:06,387 --> 00:51:07,547
You've been here all night?

958
00:51:07,629 --> 00:51:09,512
Yeah, I wasn't leaving
this one by herself.

959
00:51:09,537 --> 00:51:12,920
Music helps with healing, or
so someone on the internet says.

960
00:51:13,058 --> 00:51:14,991
Music must be working
because Nola's labs

961
00:51:15,016 --> 00:51:16,962
and vitals look fantastic.

962
00:51:17,225 --> 00:51:20,055
- We'll move her from the ICU today.
- And where's Dr. Pierce?

963
00:51:20,194 --> 00:51:22,249
Probably busy with final paperwork.

964
00:51:22,274 --> 00:51:24,552
She was able to extend her
stay for Nola's surgery,

965
00:51:24,577 --> 00:51:26,105
but her flight leaves tonight.

966
00:51:26,130 --> 00:51:28,581
Oh, I guess I thought
maybe she'd change her mind

967
00:51:28,606 --> 00:51:30,109
and stay an extra day or two.

968
00:51:30,134 --> 00:51:32,206
Nola is in excellent hands.

969
00:51:32,258 --> 00:51:34,363
You should be back on tour in no time.

970
00:51:34,700 --> 00:51:37,151
Hey, there she is.

971
00:51:37,176 --> 00:51:38,176
How are you feeling?

972
00:51:42,457 --> 00:51:44,183
Why does she sound like?

973
00:51:44,321 --> 00:51:45,598
Nola?

974
00:51:45,849 --> 00:51:47,126
- Call a rapid response.
- Nola.

975
00:51:47,151 --> 00:51:49,403
- I'll increase her O2.
- Oh, my God. Nola?

976
00:51:49,428 --> 00:51:50,533
Nola?

977
00:51:51,917 --> 00:51:53,204
It looks like your fall

978
00:51:53,229 --> 00:51:54,678
caused the metal instrumentation

979
00:51:54,703 --> 00:51:57,311
from your previous spinal
fusion to break off,

980
00:51:57,336 --> 00:51:59,131
and your C1 and C2 vertebrae

981
00:51:59,156 --> 00:52:00,901
are now compressing your spinal cord.

982
00:52:00,926 --> 00:52:02,572
Can you just put them back?

983
00:52:02,597 --> 00:52:04,077
The fusion was to fix something called

984
00:52:04,102 --> 00:52:06,907
atlanto-axial instability from
my connective tissue disorder.

985
00:52:06,932 --> 00:52:08,979
Well, we'll need more
imaging to see the full extent

986
00:52:09,003 --> 00:52:10,498
of the damage, but the
traction should help

987
00:52:10,522 --> 00:52:12,144
while we come up with a plan.

988
00:52:12,282 --> 00:52:13,535
- Lindsay!
- Sir, you can't just...

989
00:52:13,559 --> 00:52:14,501
Wait, what hap... I'm
sorry, what happened?

990
00:52:14,526 --> 00:52:15,606
This is my brother, Carlton.

991
00:52:15,630 --> 00:52:17,011
- He asks a lot of questions.
- Hi.

992
00:52:17,036 --> 00:52:18,677
Yeah, I'm her primary caretaker.

993
00:52:18,702 --> 00:52:19,921
I'd like to be added to the HIPAA forms,

994
00:52:19,945 --> 00:52:21,612
- wherever those are at.
- We share a duplex.

995
00:52:21,636 --> 00:52:24,329
- He's kind of the Kramer of my life.
- Hey, look at me.

996
00:52:24,354 --> 00:52:25,927
They told me that you
fell in the shower?

997
00:52:25,951 --> 00:52:27,045
I mean, is there something
wrong with the safety handles?

998
00:52:27,070 --> 00:52:29,517
- No, no, no, no, I just slipped.
- OK, but you're supposed to sit.

999
00:52:29,541 --> 00:52:31,294
- I know.
- That way you don't slip, right?

1000
00:52:31,319 --> 00:52:34,891
We need to order a
head CT with total spine.

1001
00:52:35,142 --> 00:52:37,317
Yasuda, CT.

1002
00:52:37,342 --> 00:52:39,378
- Copy.
- I'm OK.

1003
00:52:42,011 --> 00:52:43,461
Code blue. Code blue.

1004
00:52:43,486 --> 00:52:45,325
- Ah, dammit.
- What is that on her neck?

1005
00:52:45,350 --> 00:52:46,844
She developed a blood
clot around her jugular.

1006
00:52:46,868 --> 00:52:48,570
It's preventing the blood
from draining from her head.

1007
00:52:48,594 --> 00:52:50,020
- We need to reopen the incision.
- No, no, no.

1008
00:52:50,044 --> 00:52:52,150
- I want Dr. Pierce.
- We need her out of here. Now.

1009
00:52:52,175 --> 00:52:54,265
- Page Pierce!
- Get her out. Scalpel.

1010
00:52:54,290 --> 00:52:56,671
- Are you gonna do it right here?
- We have no choice.

1011
00:52:58,664 --> 00:53:00,029
All right.

1012
00:53:02,746 --> 00:53:05,404
The anastomosis is leaking.

1013
00:53:06,785 --> 00:53:09,063
Got it. All right.

1014
00:53:09,201 --> 00:53:10,858
Hold it right here, tight.

1015
00:53:10,996 --> 00:53:12,308
We have to get her to the OR.

1016
00:53:17,036 --> 00:53:18,599
- Oh, Adams. Here, follow me.

1017
00:53:18,624 --> 00:53:21,706
Pru, this is Dr. Adams,
and he is going to take you

1018
00:53:21,731 --> 00:53:23,915
to get a snack in the
cafeteria... no candy.

1019
00:53:23,940 --> 00:53:26,563
Uh... what? I'm supposed
to just take her with me

1020
00:53:26,588 --> 00:53:28,082
- as I see patients?
- No, now.

1021
00:53:28,107 --> 00:53:30,473
You are going to ask Dr.
Smith to give you something

1022
00:53:30,498 --> 00:53:32,269
to do that does not
directly involve patients,

1023
00:53:32,293 --> 00:53:34,822
because I'm needed in the
OR for small bowel resection.

1024
00:53:34,847 --> 00:53:36,447
OK, wait, Dr. Bailey, I don't think I'm

1025
00:53:36,472 --> 00:53:37,825
- the right person for this job.
- Oh, no.

1026
00:53:37,850 --> 00:53:40,267
You are a Shepherd,
which means that you are

1027
00:53:40,292 --> 00:53:42,899
one of approximately 1,000 siblings

1028
00:53:42,924 --> 00:53:44,625
and nieces and nephews and cousins

1029
00:53:44,650 --> 00:53:45,686
and children of all ages.

1030
00:53:45,711 --> 00:53:47,835
And you definitely, know how to keep

1031
00:53:47,860 --> 00:53:51,124
one adorable little girl out of
trouble for a couple of hours.

1032
00:53:51,149 --> 00:53:52,806
OK? Go ahead, sweetie. Go.

1033
00:53:52,831 --> 00:53:54,177
- There. There we go.
- I...

1034
00:53:54,202 --> 00:53:55,755
- Yeah. There.
- I...

1035
00:53:58,989 --> 00:54:00,646
Yeah, let's go get some candy.

1036
00:54:04,791 --> 00:54:06,613
Oh, I didn't know you were coming today.

1037
00:54:06,638 --> 00:54:08,373
Oh, just some labs.

1038
00:54:08,398 --> 00:54:09,617
Oh, well, I can come with you.

1039
00:54:09,641 --> 00:54:12,929
Richard, we both agreed
that I'd let you know

1040
00:54:12,954 --> 00:54:15,025
if there were any major
changes of procedures.

1041
00:54:15,050 --> 00:54:17,175
These tests are routine.

1042
00:54:17,313 --> 00:54:20,376
- How'd it go with Maggie?
- Oh, it hasn't yet.

1043
00:54:20,514 --> 00:54:21,998
I hope she didn't already leave.

1044
00:54:22,136 --> 00:54:24,449
Without saying goodbye
to you? She wouldn't.

1045
00:54:24,474 --> 00:54:28,359
Well, our last conversation
didn't... go too well.

1046
00:54:28,384 --> 00:54:29,833
She'll come around.

1047
00:54:29,858 --> 00:54:31,845
That's what it means to be family.

1048
00:54:33,225 --> 00:54:35,780
Well, I sure hope
that's how she sees it.

1049
00:54:35,805 --> 00:54:37,047
She will.

1050
00:54:40,499 --> 00:54:43,364
How's everyone this morning?

1051
00:54:43,615 --> 00:54:47,161
- When can I have real food?
- Grayson, say good morning first.

1052
00:54:47,299 --> 00:54:48,921
Morning.

1053
00:54:49,172 --> 00:54:51,451
I'm just going to need
to check your ostomy, OK?

1054
00:54:51,476 --> 00:54:54,030
I know the broth is bland, but
I need to see how you tolerate

1055
00:54:54,055 --> 00:54:55,524
the clear liquids first.

1056
00:54:55,549 --> 00:54:56,634
You guys heading out?

1057
00:54:56,659 --> 00:54:59,277
Yeah, we need to go get
Grayson's cousins from the airport.

1058
00:54:59,302 --> 00:55:00,805
Tell them to enjoy the Mariners game.

1059
00:55:00,943 --> 00:55:03,532
Get some pizza, too, since
the bar mitzvah is canceled.

1060
00:55:03,557 --> 00:55:06,528
- Only until it's rescheduled.
- It won't be the same.

1061
00:55:06,552 --> 00:55:08,503
It's getting harder
for Zayde to travel.

1062
00:55:08,527 --> 00:55:09,873
It's a big trip from Brooklyn,

1063
00:55:09,898 --> 00:55:11,643
even for his favorite great-grandson.

1064
00:55:11,668 --> 00:55:14,395
- I'm right here. I can hear you.

1065
00:55:14,646 --> 00:55:17,649
Tatele, you'll do it later.

1066
00:55:17,674 --> 00:55:20,367
With or without me, it will be great.

1067
00:55:20,392 --> 00:55:21,653
OK, let's go.

1068
00:55:21,678 --> 00:55:23,724
We'll be back this afternoon. Promise.

1069
00:55:23,749 --> 00:55:27,753
Eat the broth, and I'll
sneak you a bagel later.

1070
00:55:27,891 --> 00:55:29,652
OK.

1071
00:55:29,677 --> 00:55:31,422
Come on.

1072
00:55:31,447 --> 00:55:33,380
Bye, sweetie.

1073
00:55:36,003 --> 00:55:37,482
Mrs. Friedman, a word?

1074
00:55:41,284 --> 00:55:43,622
Here we go, Luna bear.

1075
00:55:45,725 --> 00:55:47,417
Have a nice day Thank you.

1076
00:55:47,833 --> 00:55:52,330
- Checking in?
- Um...

1077
00:55:52,468 --> 00:55:53,814
Ma'am?

1078
00:55:55,807 --> 00:55:57,119
Can I help you?

1079
00:55:59,668 --> 00:56:01,152
Hey.

1080
00:56:01,408 --> 00:56:05,170
Hey, what are you... I... I
thought that you had a consult.

1081
00:56:05,308 --> 00:56:09,982
I shuffled things. I want to
be here with you two. Hm?

1082
00:56:10,451 --> 00:56:11,851
- Wait, am I late?
- No, we're just...

1083
00:56:11,970 --> 00:56:14,973
- We're checking in.
- I'll take her.

1084
00:56:15,189 --> 00:56:16,432
Come on, Luna.

1085
00:56:16,606 --> 00:56:18,400
Sometimes there are bone spurs

1086
00:56:18,425 --> 00:56:20,919
in the cord from the vertebrae
trying to stabilize itself.

1087
00:56:20,944 --> 00:56:22,887
With the revision, we
will release the pressure,

1088
00:56:22,912 --> 00:56:25,648
and the paralysis should
resolve itself pretty quickly.

1089
00:56:25,673 --> 00:56:27,099
Shouldn't take too long.
Lindsay, just stay still

1090
00:56:27,123 --> 00:56:29,125
- for us, OK?
- Kind of my only option.

1091
00:56:31,645 --> 00:56:34,612
I thought Ehlers-Danlos was mostly
stretchy skin and hyperflexibility.

1092
00:56:34,682 --> 00:56:35,856
There are different types,

1093
00:56:35,881 --> 00:56:38,055
and it presents
differently in each person.

1094
00:56:39,892 --> 00:56:42,757
Oh. Hand me her labs.

1095
00:56:42,794 --> 00:56:45,047
There is soft tissue
edema and stranding,

1096
00:56:45,072 --> 00:56:48,050
also, mild atlantoaxial displacement.

1097
00:56:48,075 --> 00:56:49,973
Damn it. She has eonsinophilia.

1098
00:56:49,998 --> 00:56:51,285
I've seen this before.

1099
00:56:51,310 --> 00:56:52,917
Lindsay is allergic to the metal

1100
00:56:52,942 --> 00:56:54,746
that they used to stabilize her spine.

1101
00:56:54,771 --> 00:56:56,231
The screws and plate have to come out.

1102
00:56:56,255 --> 00:56:57,981
We're not gonna be able
to do this revision.

1103
00:56:58,119 --> 00:57:02,494
So, what? We just leave
her like this? Paralyzed?

1104
00:57:06,225 --> 00:57:07,874
You want to throw a bar mitzvah?

1105
00:57:07,899 --> 00:57:10,108
- Yes.
- At the hospital?

1106
00:57:10,834 --> 00:57:12,998
- Yes.
- In the chapel?

1107
00:57:13,023 --> 00:57:14,560
And the lobby for the reception.

1108
00:57:14,585 --> 00:57:17,140
Please, Chief, his
great-grandfather is here now,

1109
00:57:17,165 --> 00:57:20,660
- but he won't be for much longer.
- Who is gonna set all this up?

1110
00:57:25,054 --> 00:57:28,506
Hey, heads up. The cafeteria has
chocolate peanut butter brownies.

1111
00:57:28,530 --> 00:57:31,905
Oh, most cafeterias are
completely nut-free now.

1112
00:57:32,484 --> 00:57:36,366
- Ohh, uhh... Are you allergic to nuts?
- What do allergic mean?

1113
00:57:36,473 --> 00:57:38,999
Dr. Pierce, can I ask you
a question about a patient?

1114
00:57:39,024 --> 00:57:40,646
I'm not even supposed to be here today.

1115
00:57:40,671 --> 00:57:42,140
Oh, you're really leaving.

1116
00:57:42,165 --> 00:57:44,408
Have you already turned in your badge?

1117
00:57:44,514 --> 00:57:46,835
- What do you got?
- Did a breast exam on a patient.

1118
00:57:46,859 --> 00:57:48,240
I think I felt a lump.

1119
00:57:48,265 --> 00:57:50,286
- Tobey Barrett?
- Yeah.

1120
00:57:50,311 --> 00:57:52,692
Yeah, prep for an ultrasound
and a possible biopsy.

1121
00:57:52,717 --> 00:57:55,790
- I'll be there to supervise you.
- Thank you.

1122
00:57:56,041 --> 00:57:58,043
Ooh, Adams.

1123
00:57:58,181 --> 00:58:01,184
No, ah, ah! No, no, no,
no, no. No, no. Sorry.

1124
00:58:01,423 --> 00:58:03,183
- What do you see, Dr. Miller?
- Nothing.

1125
00:58:03,220 --> 00:58:04,946
Exactly. Neck exploration's complete.

1126
00:58:04,971 --> 00:58:07,027
Now, we can start to
repair the venotomy.

1127
00:58:07,052 --> 00:58:09,522
- Irrigation.
- I don't understand.

1128
00:58:09,547 --> 00:58:10,962
I was watching the surgery.

1129
00:58:10,987 --> 00:58:13,196
I mean, I was in the gallery,
but I saw on the monitors

1130
00:58:13,247 --> 00:58:15,828
you and Dr. Pierce had
perfect anastomoses.

1131
00:58:15,853 --> 00:58:17,658
They weren't too loose,
they were precise,

1132
00:58:17,683 --> 00:58:19,961
they were well aligned.
How does this happen?

1133
00:58:19,986 --> 00:58:21,740
Any sudden increase in pressure,

1134
00:58:21,765 --> 00:58:24,941
if Nola held her breath,
if she moved ahead too fast,

1135
00:58:24,966 --> 00:58:27,737
if there was any bearing down,
if you create enough pressure

1136
00:58:27,762 --> 00:58:29,682
in the body, the weak
parts will just burst open.

1137
00:58:29,707 --> 00:58:32,484
Sometimes you can do
everything perfectly,

1138
00:58:32,509 --> 00:58:33,919
it still doesn't matter.

1139
00:58:36,357 --> 00:58:38,255
- You want me...
- Sew in the patch graft.

1140
00:58:38,280 --> 00:58:40,301
Unless you want to go
back to the gallery.

1141
00:58:46,988 --> 00:58:48,817
Yeah.

1142
00:58:48,956 --> 00:58:50,647
You're gonna wanna take very small,

1143
00:58:50,672 --> 00:58:52,363
evenly spaced, bites.

1144
00:58:54,118 --> 00:58:55,602
Don't use too much force.

1145
00:58:56,685 --> 00:58:57,692
Good.

1146
00:59:01,382 --> 00:59:03,635
Hey, can we pretend for a minute

1147
00:59:03,660 --> 00:59:06,559
that you are not going to
London and I'm not mad at you?

1148
00:59:06,584 --> 00:59:07,965
No.

1149
00:59:11,677 --> 00:59:13,507
- What do you need?
- Because you're allergic

1150
00:59:13,532 --> 00:59:15,412
to the steel screws, we
can't just replace them,

1151
00:59:15,437 --> 00:59:17,649
so we have to remove
them, and then posteriorly,

1152
00:59:17,674 --> 00:59:19,305
fuse your C1 and C2 vertebrae together.

1153
00:59:19,330 --> 00:59:21,618
- With what?
- We'll 3D print a matrix

1154
00:59:21,643 --> 00:59:23,862
of coral and stem cells,
so your body will use it

1155
00:59:23,887 --> 00:59:26,520
as a scaffold to fuse the
vertebrae without any metal.

1156
00:59:26,545 --> 00:59:28,211
OK, so, hold on. It's
just one piece of bone.

1157
00:59:28,235 --> 00:59:29,375
How is she gonna move?

1158
00:59:29,400 --> 00:59:31,283
She will lose some mobility in her neck,

1159
00:59:31,308 --> 00:59:33,147
but it will stabilize the vertebrae,

1160
00:59:33,172 --> 00:59:34,452
and it will reduce the swelling.

1161
00:59:34,477 --> 00:59:36,037
I don't think that you should do this.

1162
00:59:36,175 --> 00:59:37,497
I don't. It sounds like science fiction.

1163
00:59:37,521 --> 00:59:38,843
I mean, who puts coral
in people's necks?

1164
00:59:38,867 --> 00:59:40,500
Well, technically,
it's calcium carbonate.

1165
00:59:40,524 --> 00:59:41,884
It's a precursor to bone formation.

1166
00:59:41,909 --> 00:59:43,709
Wait till you find
out that the stem cells

1167
00:59:43,734 --> 00:59:44,734
come from abdominal fat.

1168
00:59:44,759 --> 00:59:46,860
It is cutting-edge technology,

1169
00:59:46,885 --> 00:59:49,508
but one of the most published
neuroscientists in the world

1170
00:59:49,533 --> 00:59:51,822
happens to be in this hospital
the very day that your sister

1171
00:59:51,846 --> 00:59:53,237
- needs this kind of expertise.
- Yeah.

1172
00:59:53,261 --> 00:59:55,061
Yeah, well, with all
due respect, cutting edge

1173
00:59:55,086 --> 00:59:57,507
just sounds like a fancy way of saying
experimental and expensive.

1174
00:59:57,532 --> 00:59:59,518
Yeah, well, they're
not asking you, Carlton.

1175
00:59:59,543 --> 01:00:01,659
You just don't want me to have
a chance at more independence.

1176
01:00:01,683 --> 01:00:04,076
You couldn't take a shower without
falling out of your chair.

1177
01:00:04,100 --> 01:00:06,550
I was shaving, OK?

1178
01:00:06,575 --> 01:00:09,578
I fell because I was shaving my legs.

1179
01:00:09,829 --> 01:00:11,989
If you must know, I had a
date, and I was getting ready

1180
01:00:12,039 --> 01:00:14,213
and I bent over a weird
way to get the right angle

1181
01:00:14,238 --> 01:00:18,365
- on my knee, and I fell. You happy?
- You had a date? With who?

1182
01:00:18,390 --> 01:00:19,436
None of your business!

1183
01:00:19,461 --> 01:00:22,773
And I don't need you constantly
reminding me of my disability, OK?

1184
01:00:22,926 --> 01:00:24,583
Trust me, I'm aware.

1185
01:00:26,087 --> 01:00:27,768
This is my decision,

1186
01:00:28,389 --> 01:00:30,460
and I'm getting the surgery.

1187
01:00:31,584 --> 01:00:32,654
Yeah.

1188
01:00:36,133 --> 01:00:37,651
Can you print the coral now?

1189
01:00:43,268 --> 01:00:45,150
These are the saddest
balloons I've ever seen.

1190
01:00:45,175 --> 01:00:46,807
We're throwing a bar mitzvah.

1191
01:00:46,832 --> 01:00:48,558
It's supposed to be a celebration.

1192
01:00:48,583 --> 01:00:51,002
They should look like they're
about to pop, not drown.

1193
01:00:52,433 --> 01:00:55,185
It's going great, Chief.
You're the best.

1194
01:00:59,682 --> 01:01:01,477
Oh, Yasuda, help these two.

1195
01:01:01,502 --> 01:01:03,676
I've got to figure out if
there's a semi-decent DJ

1196
01:01:03,701 --> 01:01:05,049
in this hospital.

1197
01:01:06,322 --> 01:01:08,242
Are we supposed to be
surgeons or camp counselors?

1198
01:01:08,267 --> 01:01:10,705
Ah, says the one-man Babysitters Club.

1199
01:01:12,004 --> 01:01:13,033
Where are you going?

1200
01:01:13,058 --> 01:01:15,008
A woman came in
paralyzed, and Dr. Shepherd

1201
01:01:15,032 --> 01:01:17,838
is 3D printing a vertebrae so we
can do an awesome spinal fusion,

1202
01:01:17,863 --> 01:01:19,727
while saving her life
all on the same day.

1203
01:01:19,752 --> 01:01:22,488
- I'm taking a power nap.
- What about the surgery?

1204
01:01:22,626 --> 01:01:23,938
Dr. Shepherd is still printing,

1205
01:01:23,963 --> 01:01:26,398
and I just need 20 minutes
to complete one REM cycle

1206
01:01:26,423 --> 01:01:27,694
while the caffeine kicks in.

1207
01:01:29,026 --> 01:01:30,579
On Call room is the other way.

1208
01:01:33,483 --> 01:01:36,388
What if she has CMV or encephalitis?

1209
01:01:38,170 --> 01:01:42,794
Well, she hasn't been
vomiting or had a fever.

1210
01:01:42,819 --> 01:01:45,477
But it could be a tumor,
like an acoustic neuroma.

1211
01:01:45,600 --> 01:01:47,902
Then we'll be grateful that
it's benign and resectable.

1212
01:01:47,927 --> 01:01:49,491
Yeah, but it could be cancerous, right?

1213
01:01:49,515 --> 01:01:51,690
Like... like
nasopharyngeal or something.

1214
01:01:51,828 --> 01:01:54,175
There are leukemia
patients that sometimes...

1215
01:01:54,200 --> 01:01:56,271
Jo.

1216
01:01:56,635 --> 01:01:58,327
I know this is a little like saying

1217
01:01:58,352 --> 01:02:03,677
stop needing oxygen to live,
but... let's not panic.

1218
01:02:03,702 --> 01:02:05,807
We need to take it one step at a time.

1219
01:02:06,058 --> 01:02:08,776
- Wilson, Luna.
- Yes. Yeah, that's us.

1220
01:02:09,061 --> 01:02:12,669
Hey. Come here. Come here. Ohh.

1221
01:02:15,534 --> 01:02:17,260
Will you come with us?

1222
01:02:19,451 --> 01:02:22,454
- Yeah, of course.
- OK.

1223
01:02:22,479 --> 01:02:24,550
Come on. Come on.

1224
01:02:26,658 --> 01:02:28,291
Do you visualize the needle?

1225
01:02:29,499 --> 01:02:30,569
Yes.

1226
01:02:30,707 --> 01:02:33,512
Good. Now, study the
ultrasound, as you guide

1227
01:02:33,537 --> 01:02:35,436
the tip of the needle toward the center

1228
01:02:35,461 --> 01:02:37,808
of the hypoechoic mass.

1229
01:02:39,283 --> 01:02:42,270
- It's bad, isn't it?
- You found something bad, didn't you?

1230
01:02:42,521 --> 01:02:44,799
On appearance, it looks suspicious,

1231
01:02:44,824 --> 01:02:46,837
but we won't know anything for
sure until we get the results

1232
01:02:46,861 --> 01:02:47,837
of the biopsy back.

1233
01:02:47,862 --> 01:02:52,039
I just got on this huge case at my firm.

1234
01:02:52,064 --> 01:02:54,455
They might be arguing in front of
the Washington Supreme Court.

1235
01:02:54,480 --> 01:02:56,102
This was not in my plans.

1236
01:02:56,127 --> 01:02:58,744
I mean, I thought this was
some weird, little infection,

1237
01:02:58,769 --> 01:03:00,825
and I would go home with an antibiotic.

1238
01:03:00,850 --> 01:03:03,439
Can I try an antibiotic
to see if it goes away?

1239
01:03:03,464 --> 01:03:05,845
An antibiotic, unfortunately,
won't work for this.

1240
01:03:05,870 --> 01:03:07,664
How is this happening?

1241
01:03:07,894 --> 01:03:09,896
I go to the doctor regularly.

1242
01:03:09,921 --> 01:03:11,644
I mean, sometimes I miss it for work,

1243
01:03:11,669 --> 01:03:13,000
but I always reschedule,

1244
01:03:13,025 --> 01:03:14,751
and I do the self-exams in the shower.

1245
01:03:14,776 --> 01:03:16,778
It's just all feels lumpy.

1246
01:03:17,142 --> 01:03:18,523
How was I supposed to know?

1247
01:03:18,548 --> 01:03:20,515
Tobey, you have dense breast tissue.

1248
01:03:20,540 --> 01:03:22,251
You did everything right.

1249
01:03:22,276 --> 01:03:23,977
What Dr. Griffith found was small,

1250
01:03:24,002 --> 01:03:26,565
so it might have been difficult
to feel during your last exam

1251
01:03:26,590 --> 01:03:32,183
I feel like I'm being punished
for working so hard,

1252
01:03:32,251 --> 01:03:34,564
for always putting it first.

1253
01:03:34,764 --> 01:03:37,525
My mom is gonna say I
should've had kids earlier,

1254
01:03:37,944 --> 01:03:42,303
that a career is not gonna
make me smile in 20 years.

1255
01:03:42,328 --> 01:03:45,640
Yes, it will, if it's the right one.

1256
01:03:46,507 --> 01:03:47,863
I don't mean to contradict your mother.

1257
01:03:47,887 --> 01:03:49,546
Please contradict my mother.

1258
01:03:50,623 --> 01:03:53,661
You loving your job,
that is a beautiful thing.

1259
01:03:53,791 --> 01:03:56,311
Don't ever let anyone
make you wrong for that.

1260
01:03:56,379 --> 01:03:58,685
It does not make you cold,
it makes you passionate.

1261
01:03:59,899 --> 01:04:02,557
And you are not being punished.

1262
01:04:02,695 --> 01:04:06,034
Even if this turns out to be
malignant, you have options.

1263
01:04:06,398 --> 01:04:08,262
You have good options.

1264
01:04:08,287 --> 01:04:10,093
You are so on top of
everything that you came here

1265
01:04:10,117 --> 01:04:12,267
immediately, and that means
there's a chance that we might

1266
01:04:12,291 --> 01:04:14,161
have found something early.

1267
01:04:14,959 --> 01:04:17,030
Not everyone has that chance.

1268
01:04:17,164 --> 01:04:18,924
You're gonna be OK, Tobey.

1269
01:04:19,747 --> 01:04:21,542
We'll be back with the
biopsy results shortly.

1270
01:04:21,567 --> 01:04:24,327
- Try to relax until then.
- OK.

1271
01:04:26,944 --> 01:04:28,946
- Just get those to pathology.
- Yeah.

1272
01:04:31,690 --> 01:04:33,761
If it does turn out to be cancer,

1273
01:04:33,786 --> 01:04:36,030
I can't be the one to tell her.

1274
01:04:36,748 --> 01:04:38,146
Yes, you can.

1275
01:04:38,697 --> 01:04:41,803
Good doctors connect with their
patients for all kinds of reasons,

1276
01:04:41,828 --> 01:04:45,068
and you see yourself in
Tobey, so she'll trust you.

1277
01:04:47,878 --> 01:04:49,614
My mother died of it...

1278
01:04:49,639 --> 01:04:53,850
Breast cancer, and we
did not catch it early.

1279
01:04:53,988 --> 01:04:55,873
And it was long and painful,

1280
01:04:56,928 --> 01:04:58,519
and it took her away from me.

1281
01:04:58,544 --> 01:05:01,547
It took her away from
a life that... she loved

1282
01:05:01,572 --> 01:05:03,831
and that she had waited
too long to claim.

1283
01:05:06,334 --> 01:05:07,887
I'm just really missing her right now.

1284
01:05:07,912 --> 01:05:10,048
I hope I'm doing her proud.

1285
01:05:10,186 --> 01:05:11,498
There's no way you're not.

1286
01:05:11,523 --> 01:05:14,503
You are... one of the best
teachers I've ever had.

1287
01:05:15,609 --> 01:05:17,439
I hope I get to learn from you again.

1288
01:05:20,779 --> 01:05:22,129
You know,

1289
01:05:22,154 --> 01:05:23,968
a watched 3D printer never boils.

1290
01:05:23,993 --> 01:05:26,271
Our patient was lucky that
you happen to be in town

1291
01:05:26,296 --> 01:05:27,936
- when she took a fall.
- She is, isn't she?

1292
01:05:28,135 --> 01:05:30,517
Well, I think our patient
was lucky to have had

1293
01:05:30,542 --> 01:05:32,406
a loved one nearby to help.

1294
01:05:32,431 --> 01:05:34,624
I think our patient is just
trying to live their life,

1295
01:05:34,649 --> 01:05:36,375
but they can't because their loved one

1296
01:05:36,400 --> 01:05:37,869
is obsessed with being needed.

1297
01:05:37,894 --> 01:05:40,241
So you're saying our patient is being

1298
01:05:40,266 --> 01:05:43,969
- oppressed by being loved?
- Should we go over the surgical plan?

1299
01:05:43,994 --> 01:05:45,675
- Uh... fine.
- Yes.

1300
01:05:46,523 --> 01:05:47,214
OK.

1301
01:05:47,352 --> 01:05:49,457
A little higher.

1302
01:05:49,595 --> 01:05:52,495
Good. No, no, lower.

1303
01:05:52,520 --> 01:05:53,970
Perfect.

1304
01:05:54,096 --> 01:05:55,787
How's that' looking, Pru?

1305
01:05:56,152 --> 01:05:57,283
Pru?

1306
01:05:57,810 --> 01:06:00,103
Ah, damn it. Pru?

1307
01:06:00,986 --> 01:06:03,101
Has anybody seen the kid? Pru?

1308
01:06:03,126 --> 01:06:06,060
Well, I guess the gift shop
doesn't have a Judaica section.

1309
01:06:06,198 --> 01:06:07,648
Pru?

1310
01:06:09,662 --> 01:06:11,216
That's not better, is it?

1311
01:06:12,666 --> 01:06:15,043
Where's Yasuda? She's
supposed to be scrubbing in.

1312
01:06:15,138 --> 01:06:16,904
Oh, I'm not sure,

1313
01:06:16,929 --> 01:06:20,105
but... if you need an
intern, I'm available.

1314
01:06:20,204 --> 01:06:21,654
Let's go.

1315
01:06:24,544 --> 01:06:26,063
Thank you.

1316
01:06:33,690 --> 01:06:35,243
She's OK.

1317
01:06:38,074 --> 01:06:40,483
She's gotta stop doing this to me.

1318
01:06:40,508 --> 01:06:42,821
Nola is being moved back to the ICU.

1319
01:06:42,959 --> 01:06:44,443
You can go and sit with her.

1320
01:06:44,643 --> 01:06:45,829
OK.

1321
01:06:46,376 --> 01:06:51,786
Thank you... for saving
her twice. Thank you.

1322
01:06:54,911 --> 01:06:58,467
I'm glad you're
staying... at Grey Sloan.

1323
01:06:58,492 --> 01:07:00,977
I'm glad you're not going to Chicago.

1324
01:07:01,154 --> 01:07:02,466
I want to be on your service.

1325
01:07:02,491 --> 01:07:05,232
Today was amazing. Your
technique is amazing.

1326
01:07:05,257 --> 01:07:06,638
I want to learn from you.

1327
01:07:06,728 --> 01:07:09,385
I need to learn from you. So...

1328
01:07:12,218 --> 01:07:14,759
I'm not being disloyal to Grey Sloan,

1329
01:07:14,784 --> 01:07:17,495
and I'm not going to
apologize for being ambitious.

1330
01:07:17,520 --> 01:07:20,622
Did my husband call you too ambitious?

1331
01:07:20,647 --> 01:07:23,896
Not exactly, but it felt like
it and not in the good way.

1332
01:07:23,921 --> 01:07:27,108
That man. He's been around
ambitious women his whole life.

1333
01:07:27,133 --> 01:07:30,445
- He wouldn't have it any other way.
- You are a trailblazer.

1334
01:07:30,470 --> 01:07:34,129
I am. So was Ellis Grey.

1335
01:07:34,796 --> 01:07:38,704
Yeah, right. You... you knew her, too.

1336
01:07:38,842 --> 01:07:40,154
Not really.

1337
01:07:40,179 --> 01:07:43,581
Our paths would cross at
a conference here or there.

1338
01:07:43,606 --> 01:07:45,746
There weren't as many
female surgeons back then,

1339
01:07:45,771 --> 01:07:47,723
and a group of us would
arrange our flights

1340
01:07:47,748 --> 01:07:49,128
so we could have a drink together

1341
01:07:49,153 --> 01:07:51,520
that last day, but not Ellis.

1342
01:07:51,545 --> 01:07:56,101
She was always jetting off to
her next big surgery or... research.

1343
01:07:56,239 --> 01:07:58,527
She wasn't going to let a
little thing like friendship

1344
01:07:58,552 --> 01:08:01,002
or camaraderie get in the way.

1345
01:08:01,045 --> 01:08:02,944
Coldness is in my genes.

1346
01:08:03,286 --> 01:08:06,427
Not coldness. Focus.

1347
01:08:06,456 --> 01:08:09,770
Ellis Grey saved a lot of lives.

1348
01:08:12,151 --> 01:08:17,778
Maggie, you are so much more
than Ellis' pure ambition.

1349
01:08:17,916 --> 01:08:23,643
You are kindness, caring, honor,

1350
01:08:23,956 --> 01:08:28,237
fairness, friendship, love.

1351
01:08:29,342 --> 01:08:32,526
I happen to believe that
you carry those traits

1352
01:08:32,551 --> 01:08:34,229
in your genes as well.

1353
01:08:34,657 --> 01:08:37,428
- Richard.
- Oh, that man loves you

1354
01:08:37,453 --> 01:08:39,503
like you're the best
part of him and Ellis.

1355
01:08:39,973 --> 01:08:42,493
In all due respect to your parents,

1356
01:08:42,518 --> 01:08:45,367
I don't think a day goes
by when he doesn't wish

1357
01:08:45,392 --> 01:08:48,643
that he and Ellis were both brave enough

1358
01:08:49,085 --> 01:08:51,121
to follow their hearts.

1359
01:08:51,146 --> 01:08:52,951
If only so, he would have been a part

1360
01:08:52,976 --> 01:08:54,529
of your life so much sooner

1361
01:08:54,811 --> 01:08:56,710
I do wish I had known him longer.

1362
01:08:56,931 --> 01:08:59,312
Child, you are moving, you're not dying.

1363
01:08:59,337 --> 01:09:02,132
We're going to still see you.

1364
01:09:08,823 --> 01:09:10,894
I had the terrible broth, and I'm fine,

1365
01:09:11,110 --> 01:09:13,354
Can I please have something real to eat?

1366
01:09:13,616 --> 01:09:16,250
I think you might want
to wait on the solids.

1367
01:09:16,388 --> 01:09:18,089
I got something better for you.

1368
01:09:18,114 --> 01:09:19,702
Why are you holding my nice shoes?

1369
01:09:19,727 --> 01:09:21,610
I talked to your
parents, and they agreed

1370
01:09:21,635 --> 01:09:23,568
that since everybody is here together,

1371
01:09:23,593 --> 01:09:25,752
there's no point in
postponing your bar mitzvah.

1372
01:09:25,777 --> 01:09:28,601
So we're throwing it for
you today here at Grey Sloan.

1373
01:09:29,549 --> 01:09:30,826
- No.
- What do you mean?

1374
01:09:30,851 --> 01:09:33,320
Are you crazy? I'm not having
my bar mitzvah at a hospital

1375
01:09:33,345 --> 01:09:34,726
like some bubble boy loser.

1376
01:09:34,751 --> 01:09:36,926
- That's not what I...
- I said no!

1377
01:09:36,993 --> 01:09:40,443
No bar mitzvah.

1378
01:09:45,576 --> 01:09:47,544
No. No, no, no, no.

1379
01:09:47,569 --> 01:09:49,364
No. No!

1380
01:09:54,648 --> 01:09:55,876
Suction.

1381
01:09:55,901 --> 01:09:58,179
- Are you ready for fusion?
- Why wouldn't I be?

1382
01:09:58,647 --> 01:10:00,723
You're angry, and I just want
to make sure that whatever

1383
01:10:00,748 --> 01:10:01,853
it is you're angry about,

1384
01:10:01,878 --> 01:10:06,340
- it's not going to affect our patient.
- Do I seem angry, Kwan?

1385
01:10:06,439 --> 01:10:08,407
Is this a trick question?

1386
01:10:08,474 --> 01:10:10,940
Kai is taking a job and moving to London

1387
01:10:10,965 --> 01:10:12,450
to start a new research team.

1388
01:10:12,475 --> 01:10:16,532
So we either have to do oceanic
long distance, or break up.

1389
01:10:16,557 --> 01:10:18,041
Well, for what it's worth, I heard

1390
01:10:18,066 --> 01:10:20,260
they've added a bunch of direct
flights from Europe to Sea-Tac.

1391
01:10:20,285 --> 01:10:23,322
Kwan, I don't even know
how you got into this OR.

1392
01:10:23,347 --> 01:10:24,727
Just pass me the damn matrix.

1393
01:10:34,754 --> 01:10:36,430
But, um...

1394
01:10:37,361 --> 01:10:38,914
it was nothing.

1395
01:10:39,131 --> 01:10:43,446
It was a... It was just a little...

1396
01:10:43,697 --> 01:10:44,905
It was nothing.

1397
01:10:44,930 --> 01:10:47,312
Like Dr. Pierce said, you have options.

1398
01:10:47,337 --> 01:10:50,720
Breast cancer is incredibly
treatable these days.

1399
01:10:50,971 --> 01:10:53,801
But I don't... I don't know where to go.

1400
01:10:53,826 --> 01:10:56,710
I don't know what to do. I...

1401
01:10:56,735 --> 01:11:00,419
- I always know what to do.
- I do.

1402
01:11:02,292 --> 01:11:03,742
I know what to do.

1403
01:11:03,880 --> 01:11:05,054
Right.

1404
01:11:09,334 --> 01:11:12,130
- I'm sorry.
- Take your time.

1405
01:11:20,591 --> 01:11:23,103
You did so good, Luna bear.

1406
01:11:24,107 --> 01:11:29,103
Luna, hey, hey, I love you.

1407
01:11:33,784 --> 01:11:36,580
Sorry for the wait, Mr. And Mrs. Wilson.

1408
01:11:36,681 --> 01:11:38,407
- Oh, um...
- Oh, no.

1409
01:11:38,432 --> 01:11:41,391
- We're just friends.
- Right.

1410
01:11:41,642 --> 01:11:44,921
So we did the BAER test, which is the...

1411
01:11:44,946 --> 01:11:47,293
Brainstem Auditory Evoked Response.

1412
01:11:47,545 --> 01:11:49,142
We're both physicians.

1413
01:11:49,167 --> 01:11:50,868
- I'm an OB.
- Well, then you know

1414
01:11:50,893 --> 01:11:52,550
premature babies like Luna run the risk

1415
01:11:52,575 --> 01:11:53,974
of later complications.

1416
01:11:53,999 --> 01:11:55,380
We'll have to continue our studies,

1417
01:11:55,405 --> 01:11:58,634
but it does appear that she
has progressive hearing loss.

1418
01:11:58,970 --> 01:12:00,850
I'd like to run an OAE.

1419
01:12:00,937 --> 01:12:04,182
She can be asleep for that,
if that makes things easier.

1420
01:12:04,207 --> 01:12:07,417
That would be my next step.

1421
01:12:07,558 --> 01:12:09,457
Any questions?

1422
01:12:16,931 --> 01:12:18,861
I'm not going down there.

1423
01:12:18,886 --> 01:12:20,681
- I'm not...
- OK, well, so what if a few

1424
01:12:20,706 --> 01:12:21,983
of them come up here, then...

1425
01:12:22,008 --> 01:12:23,901
Your cousins or your Zayde?
- What?

1426
01:12:24,039 --> 01:12:25,903
Talk me into it? No, that won't work.

1427
01:12:25,928 --> 01:12:27,654
I'm supposed to be
eating sushi and cake.

1428
01:12:27,679 --> 01:12:29,355
I'm supposed to dance
with Eloise Schurmann.

1429
01:12:29,379 --> 01:12:31,219
I have to wear a suit with
pants that cover my butt.

1430
01:12:31,243 --> 01:12:34,143
- You can wear pants.
- I wanted to stand up on the bimah

1431
01:12:34,168 --> 01:12:36,810
and show my family and friends
in school how proud I am to be

1432
01:12:36,835 --> 01:12:38,837
Jewish, especially my Zayde.

1433
01:12:38,862 --> 01:12:41,056
He wasn't able to have
a bar mitzvah in Germany.

1434
01:12:41,081 --> 01:12:42,576
He's always saying how important it is

1435
01:12:42,600 --> 01:12:44,222
to be proud of who we are.

1436
01:12:44,473 --> 01:12:46,095
I can't do that like this.

1437
01:12:46,120 --> 01:12:49,054
Well, sometimes things don't
happen like you plan them.

1438
01:12:50,608 --> 01:12:56,045
Look, part of becoming a man...

1439
01:12:56,179 --> 01:12:58,043
means learning how to handle that.

1440
01:12:59,927 --> 01:13:02,569
It's like what they say in the Torah,

1441
01:13:02,594 --> 01:13:06,115
you have to leave room for
the magic that only happens

1442
01:13:06,140 --> 01:13:09,350
when you let things look different
than how you imagine them.

1443
01:13:09,488 --> 01:13:11,594
The Torah doesn't say that.

1444
01:13:11,732 --> 01:13:13,840
I'm sure it says something like that.

1445
01:13:14,735 --> 01:13:20,603
What if... you did it
together, with Zayde.

1446
01:13:20,741 --> 01:13:24,642
This could be his chance to
become a bar mitzvah with you.

1447
01:13:31,796 --> 01:13:34,074
Ah, there he is.

1448
01:13:34,864 --> 01:13:37,901
Are you ready to reel
into manhood together?

1449
01:13:38,172 --> 01:13:39,510
You and me.

1450
01:13:41,979 --> 01:13:45,465
Now, tell me, which
one is Eloise Schurmann?

1451
01:13:45,753 --> 01:13:47,471
The one in the pink dress.

1452
01:13:48,044 --> 01:13:49,432
Ohh.

1453
01:13:50,495 --> 01:13:52,886
Eat. Eat. You're looking pale.

1454
01:13:53,354 --> 01:13:54,888
Now, wheels up.

1455
01:14:45,697 --> 01:14:47,561
God bless you and keep you.

1456
01:14:47,586 --> 01:14:52,419
Mazel tov, everybody!

1457
01:14:58,218 --> 01:15:02,106
Mazel tov!

1458
01:15:03,819 --> 01:15:06,097
Heard Nola is doing well.

1459
01:15:06,122 --> 01:15:08,815
I think Viv is going
to be your groupie soon.

1460
01:15:08,840 --> 01:15:11,573
She'll be way too busy
once they're back on tour.

1461
01:15:13,693 --> 01:15:15,730
I crushed it in there today.

1462
01:15:15,822 --> 01:15:16,979
Crushed it.

1463
01:15:18,151 --> 01:15:19,667
I wish you were there to see it.

1464
01:15:21,034 --> 01:15:23,526
You don't have anything
to prove to me, Winston.

1465
01:15:26,873 --> 01:15:31,877
- I thought about everything you said.
- You did?

1466
01:15:34,703 --> 01:15:36,566
Ellis stayed with her husband,

1467
01:15:36,705 --> 01:15:40,046
and by all accounts, that's
why she became so bitter.

1468
01:15:40,628 --> 01:15:43,631
She was ambitious before
that, but never cold.

1469
01:15:43,784 --> 01:15:45,061
She stayed.

1470
01:15:45,161 --> 01:15:46,645
She made everyone miserable.

1471
01:15:46,784 --> 01:15:51,409
My mom did the same thing. She
stayed with my dad for a long time,

1472
01:15:51,547 --> 01:15:53,445
even though she was in
love with someone else.

1473
01:15:53,696 --> 01:15:56,251
Both of them, they didn't
follow their hearts.

1474
01:15:56,276 --> 01:15:57,744
They didn't follow their guts.

1475
01:15:57,769 --> 01:16:00,980
They didn't... bet on themselves.

1476
01:16:01,005 --> 01:16:02,454
They stayed to keep the peace.

1477
01:16:02,592 --> 01:16:04,826
They stayed to keep other people happy.

1478
01:16:08,260 --> 01:16:10,952
My heart is in my work, Winston.

1479
01:16:12,050 --> 01:16:13,802
I don't think I'm cold,

1480
01:16:15,810 --> 01:16:17,721
and I don't think you're a coward.

1481
01:16:17,973 --> 01:16:20,630
I think that...

1482
01:16:22,553 --> 01:16:28,377
I think we did the best we could
and that neither of us is to blame.

1483
01:16:33,602 --> 01:16:35,153
I love you,

1484
01:16:37,087 --> 01:16:39,261
but I have to go.

1485
01:16:42,617 --> 01:16:44,192
I love you, too,

1486
01:16:46,672 --> 01:16:48,161
but I have to stay.

1487
01:16:57,179 --> 01:16:58,473
She did great.

1488
01:16:58,606 --> 01:17:01,286
Her spinal cord was intact,
and the swelling is coming down.

1489
01:17:01,311 --> 01:17:03,505
She should regain
function within a few days.

1490
01:17:03,530 --> 01:17:05,293
I know I can be a pain in the ass.

1491
01:17:06,770 --> 01:17:08,559
You know, when I was little,
I would follow her around

1492
01:17:08,584 --> 01:17:11,641
everywhere... to the mall,
football games, movies,

1493
01:17:11,666 --> 01:17:13,618
and I'm sure it feels
a lot like that to her

1494
01:17:13,643 --> 01:17:14,713
now that I live next door.

1495
01:17:14,738 --> 01:17:16,587
But when she first got sick, you know,

1496
01:17:16,612 --> 01:17:18,821
I watched this person that
I knew start to fade away,

1497
01:17:18,846 --> 01:17:22,323
and I told myself I would do
whatever it took to bring her back.

1498
01:17:22,988 --> 01:17:24,457
You know, I got a younger sister,

1499
01:17:24,482 --> 01:17:28,458
and she can be a pain in my ass
all the way from Los Angeles.

1500
01:17:32,741 --> 01:17:34,678
I know she needs
independence. I know she wants it.

1501
01:17:34,703 --> 01:17:37,677
I just... I guess I wish
I could fix it for her.

1502
01:17:37,764 --> 01:17:39,317
Yeah.

1503
01:17:43,363 --> 01:17:45,060
Maybe you should talk to Teddy.

1504
01:17:46,194 --> 01:17:48,435
Kai could be a good
fit here at Grey Sloan.

1505
01:17:52,565 --> 01:17:55,533
Oh, nice job with the decorations.

1506
01:17:55,616 --> 01:17:57,042
Glad you got to practice your dexterity,

1507
01:17:57,066 --> 01:17:59,275
while I was repairing an anastomosis.

1508
01:17:59,553 --> 01:18:02,796
Actually, I got to
assess on a cutting-edge

1509
01:18:02,821 --> 01:18:06,080
- cervical spinal fusion.
- Because you stole it from me.

1510
01:18:06,386 --> 01:18:08,786
Ya snooze, you lose. Literally.

1511
01:18:08,811 --> 01:18:10,572
You better sleep with
one eye open, Kwan,

1512
01:18:10,597 --> 01:18:12,262
because I'm coming for you.

1513
01:18:12,287 --> 01:18:14,714
Ah, not worried,
because I know you sleep

1514
01:18:14,739 --> 01:18:16,396
- with two eyes closed.
- Yasuda.

1515
01:18:16,534 --> 01:18:18,501
Dr. Hunt, I am so sorry about today.

1516
01:18:18,526 --> 01:18:20,167
No excuses. Get your act together,

1517
01:18:20,192 --> 01:18:22,885
or you won't see the inside
of an OR for at least a week.

1518
01:18:23,381 --> 01:18:26,337
Richard. Richard?

1519
01:18:26,362 --> 01:18:27,658
I've been looking for you.

1520
01:18:27,683 --> 01:18:30,106
Yeah, me, too. Um...

1521
01:18:30,131 --> 01:18:34,156
Listen, your move, it's
caught me off guard.

1522
01:18:34,181 --> 01:18:36,839
You have every right
to pursue your career,

1523
01:18:37,146 --> 01:18:39,488
and you don't need me to affirm that.

1524
01:18:40,031 --> 01:18:44,207
I know, but it feels nice.

1525
01:18:45,426 --> 01:18:47,607
This is... this is for you.

1526
01:18:51,826 --> 01:18:55,814
- It holds business cards.
- Oh! Oh, I thought it was...

1527
01:18:55,839 --> 01:18:59,159
It's a miniature version
of the bench where I learned

1528
01:18:59,184 --> 01:19:01,773
that I... had a daughter.

1529
01:19:05,030 --> 01:19:07,208
My life was forever
changed in that moment.

1530
01:19:09,656 --> 01:19:11,219
I hope you remember
me when you look at it.

1531
01:19:11,243 --> 01:19:14,802
Richard, I'm not going to
need a bench to remember you.

1532
01:19:32,974 --> 01:19:34,828
You double fisting?

1533
01:19:34,853 --> 01:19:37,669
One for me, and one for my date.

1534
01:19:39,444 --> 01:19:40,766
It looks like she found another guy.

1535
01:19:40,790 --> 01:19:42,620
Well, isn't that just my luck.

1536
01:19:52,639 --> 01:19:55,780
Wow. This is really great.

1537
01:19:55,805 --> 01:19:57,773
Personally, I prefer a vanilla cake.

1538
01:19:57,798 --> 01:20:00,026
No. I mean the bar mitzvah.

1539
01:20:00,051 --> 01:20:01,880
Grayson is having the time of his life.

1540
01:20:01,905 --> 01:20:04,202
He's dancing with the girl he likes.

1541
01:20:04,340 --> 01:20:06,273
You know, I think you should consider

1542
01:20:06,298 --> 01:20:08,107
a peds fellowship, Schmitt.

1543
01:20:08,439 --> 01:20:11,779
I mean, you connect with
kids, you listen, you care.

1544
01:20:12,434 --> 01:20:13,685
It's rare.

1545
01:20:16,732 --> 01:20:19,217
Hearing aids are, like,
invisible these days.

1546
01:20:19,242 --> 01:20:22,970
- Look, it's wild.
- Can you... can you just not?

1547
01:20:23,221 --> 01:20:25,923
I'm just saying technology
has come a long way.

1548
01:20:25,948 --> 01:20:27,225
There's tons of info out there.

1549
01:20:27,250 --> 01:20:30,253
- It's not as scary as it seems.
- Yes, it is, Link.

1550
01:20:30,345 --> 01:20:32,485
It's extremely scary.

1551
01:20:34,647 --> 01:20:36,545
I'm sorry, just trying to balance out

1552
01:20:36,570 --> 01:20:38,236
the doom clock that I know is going on

1553
01:20:38,261 --> 01:20:39,653
- in your head right now.
- Because my child

1554
01:20:39,677 --> 01:20:40,955
is going deaf?

1555
01:20:45,727 --> 01:20:48,281
I don't... I don't care if technology

1556
01:20:48,306 --> 01:20:49,982
has come a long way.

1557
01:20:50,383 --> 01:20:51,836
This girl has been through enough.

1558
01:20:51,861 --> 01:20:53,901
She doesn't deserve to have
to go through this, too.

1559
01:20:54,036 --> 01:20:55,607
I just...

1560
01:20:57,247 --> 01:20:58,567
I need to wrap my head around this

1561
01:20:58,592 --> 01:21:00,801
before you go all cheerleader.

1562
01:21:05,673 --> 01:21:07,404
Thank you for being here.

1563
01:21:12,547 --> 01:21:13,617
You're right.

1564
01:21:13,642 --> 01:21:15,801
London is too far for long distance,

1565
01:21:15,826 --> 01:21:16,930
and I spoke to Teddy.

1566
01:21:17,068 --> 01:21:21,477
- Nothing is definite, but...
- You can't quit your job for me.

1567
01:21:21,728 --> 01:21:24,480
No, I didn't. She's expecting
some research funding.

1568
01:21:24,618 --> 01:21:26,033
You could move here.

1569
01:21:26,058 --> 01:21:29,677
Amelia, we work because
of the long distance,

1570
01:21:29,702 --> 01:21:31,738
because you get to
spend half of your time

1571
01:21:31,763 --> 01:21:33,888
with Scout and the other half with me,

1572
01:21:33,913 --> 01:21:36,571
and the two don't overlap.

1573
01:21:36,596 --> 01:21:39,005
- So is it about my kid?
- No...

1574
01:21:39,709 --> 01:21:41,852
From the minute I told
you about London, which

1575
01:21:41,877 --> 01:21:44,958
is the biggest career
opportunity of my life,

1576
01:21:44,983 --> 01:21:47,365
you have made it about you.

1577
01:21:47,503 --> 01:21:49,816
There were no words of encouragement,

1578
01:21:49,841 --> 01:21:52,310
no congratulations, no acknowledgment

1579
01:21:52,335 --> 01:21:54,387
of how hard I worked for this.

1580
01:21:54,968 --> 01:21:59,697
This is about you and me

1581
01:21:59,722 --> 01:22:04,543
being at very different
places in our lives.

1582
01:22:07,350 --> 01:22:08,832
I love you.

1583
01:22:10,644 --> 01:22:12,439
That is still true.

1584
01:22:14,838 --> 01:22:16,702
- But...
- But.

1585
01:22:18,985 --> 01:22:20,726
That's what people say...

1586
01:22:23,263 --> 01:22:24,920
before they abandon you.

1587
01:22:30,728 --> 01:22:32,247
Segments of our DNA strand

1588
01:22:32,272 --> 01:22:36,552
can be turned on or off by
our behaviors and environment.

1589
01:22:41,739 --> 01:22:44,664
- How did your test go?
- OK.

1590
01:22:46,735 --> 01:22:49,876
I'm telling the truth. I promise.

1591
01:22:50,739 --> 01:22:52,844
It's just that

1592
01:22:52,982 --> 01:22:55,088
Meredith left and Maggie is leaving,

1593
01:22:55,113 --> 01:23:00,551
and the idea of just... losing you,

1594
01:23:00,576 --> 01:23:02,302
I just can't fathom it.

1595
01:23:02,734 --> 01:23:06,177
I hope to be with you for
a very, very long time.

1596
01:23:06,234 --> 01:23:08,179
But the only thing I can guarantee

1597
01:23:08,204 --> 01:23:12,277
is right now, and right now, I
want to dance with my husband.

1598
01:23:23,081 --> 01:23:26,602
So why not change the
expression of our DNA

1599
01:23:26,627 --> 01:23:28,130
and make it our own?

1600
01:23:47,218 --> 01:23:49,013
Because who we are isn't determined

1601
01:23:49,038 --> 01:23:51,178
just by what we inherit...

1602
01:24:10,163 --> 01:24:12,855
But by what we choose to do with it.

1603
01:24:15,737 --> 01:24:20,737
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