1 00:00:00,027 --> 00:00:02,020 MEREDITH: We surgeons have come up with a stitch 2 00:00:02,044 --> 00:00:03,377 for just about anything. 3 00:00:03,412 --> 00:00:06,372 Get a mole removed... Subcutaneous suture. 4 00:00:06,410 --> 00:00:09,842 Snag your arm on barbed wire... Loose interrupted suture. 5 00:00:09,867 --> 00:00:12,001 Internal bleed... silk. 6 00:00:12,069 --> 00:00:15,458 Slice your scalp open... well, that's gonna need staples. 7 00:00:15,532 --> 00:00:17,967 I heard you got into an O.R. today. 8 00:00:18,001 --> 00:00:20,736 I'm jealous. I haven't held a scalpel in two weeks. 9 00:00:20,771 --> 00:00:22,605 JACKSON: Yeah, well, if it's any consolation, 10 00:00:22,639 --> 00:00:25,541 it was 98 degrees in full PPE. 11 00:00:25,616 --> 00:00:28,251 Debriding a poor kid's burns from a wildfire. 12 00:00:28,278 --> 00:00:29,912 All I do is run codes. 13 00:00:29,947 --> 00:00:33,049 I get a break when I get to get a family in to say goodbye, 14 00:00:33,116 --> 00:00:35,685 and then I just run another code. 15 00:00:35,719 --> 00:00:38,288 Yeah, well, you're not gonna like this part, then. 16 00:00:39,556 --> 00:00:42,792 - I'm not even done yet. - ♪ And I'm finding some peace ♪ 17 00:00:42,826 --> 00:00:47,730 We obsess about making every stitch precise and strong. 18 00:00:47,798 --> 00:00:48,798 [SIREN WAILING] 19 00:00:48,832 --> 00:00:51,233 ♪ Life goes on ♪ 20 00:00:51,301 --> 00:00:53,602 You asleep? 21 00:00:53,637 --> 00:00:55,905 ♪ No free will without the choice ♪ 22 00:00:55,939 --> 00:00:58,474 Thanks, Grey. I was perfectly content in that dream. 23 00:00:58,542 --> 00:01:00,676 ♪ I can't think around the noise ♪ 24 00:01:00,711 --> 00:01:02,578 - Where were you? - ♪ It gets hard to avoid ♪ 25 00:01:02,646 --> 00:01:05,114 - [GROANS] I was in a field - ♪ It all gets harder to avoid ♪ 26 00:01:05,148 --> 00:01:06,816 - near where I grew up in Ireland. - ♪ No free will without the choice ♪ 27 00:01:06,850 --> 00:01:08,484 But instead of barley, 28 00:01:08,518 --> 00:01:10,019 - it was just dead bodies. - ♪ I can't think around the noise ♪ 29 00:01:10,053 --> 00:01:12,321 - And you want to go back there? - [CELLPHONE CHIMES] 30 00:01:12,356 --> 00:01:15,191 I want to go anywhere that isn't this bloody place. 31 00:01:15,225 --> 00:01:17,159 ♪ 32 00:01:17,227 --> 00:01:19,028 Back to it. 33 00:01:19,062 --> 00:01:21,998 - Your mask is... - Falling apart? Yeah. 34 00:01:22,032 --> 00:01:25,167 I gave my new one for today to one of the nurses. 35 00:01:25,202 --> 00:01:27,303 - [CHUCKLES SOFTLY] - ♪ Life goes on ♪ 36 00:01:27,337 --> 00:01:30,673 ♪ 37 00:01:30,707 --> 00:01:32,708 WOMAN: [OVER P.A.] Dr. Mannard to radiology. 38 00:01:32,743 --> 00:01:34,043 Dr. Mannard to radiology. 39 00:01:34,077 --> 00:01:35,644 MAGGIE: Richard. Hey! 40 00:01:35,679 --> 00:01:37,980 - Is everything okay? - Uh, yeah, yeah. 41 00:01:38,048 --> 00:01:41,650 I'm just going over patients', um, uh, supply needs... 42 00:01:41,718 --> 00:01:42,892 - Oh. - ...with, um... 43 00:01:42,939 --> 00:01:44,520 CATHERINE: Ready for you, Dr. Pierce. 44 00:01:44,554 --> 00:01:46,188 [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS] 45 00:01:46,213 --> 00:01:48,217 With Dr. Fox. 46 00:01:49,593 --> 00:01:53,763 Uh, I'll just, uh, take the stairs. 47 00:01:53,797 --> 00:01:55,664 ♪ 48 00:01:55,699 --> 00:01:57,333 Go easy on that hip. 49 00:01:57,367 --> 00:01:59,902 You don't want to get hurt on your first day back. 50 00:01:59,936 --> 00:02:01,537 Well, thanks. 51 00:02:01,562 --> 00:02:04,635 But the only pain I'm feeling right now is square in my ass. 52 00:02:06,376 --> 00:02:07,676 [HUFFS] 53 00:02:07,744 --> 00:02:13,382 ♪ 54 00:02:13,417 --> 00:02:20,212 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 55 00:02:21,625 --> 00:02:23,092 [BAILEY SHUDDERS, GROANS] 56 00:02:23,126 --> 00:02:25,694 I swear, if that idiot broke my nose, 57 00:02:25,762 --> 00:02:27,730 - I swear I'm gonna sue... - BAILEY: Sir, shut up! 58 00:02:27,798 --> 00:02:31,734 Uh, DeLuca, here. Take the other father over to bed 7. 59 00:02:31,768 --> 00:02:33,669 If it's occupied, I don't care where he goes, 60 00:02:33,703 --> 00:02:35,004 as long as he's 15 yards away from that one. 61 00:02:35,038 --> 00:02:36,405 Okay. You got it, Chief. 62 00:02:36,440 --> 00:02:38,741 - [SIGHS] - LEVI: There's tissue swelling, 63 00:02:38,809 --> 00:02:40,042 she had trouble putting weight on it, 64 00:02:40,077 --> 00:02:41,710 and I can see some slight bruising. 65 00:02:41,745 --> 00:02:44,380 It's probably a sprain, but I ordered an X-ray to be safe. 66 00:02:44,448 --> 00:02:45,414 NICO: What happened, exactly? 67 00:02:45,449 --> 00:02:47,883 I rolled it or someone stomped on it. 68 00:02:47,951 --> 00:02:50,019 I-I don't... I don't know. It happened fast. 69 00:02:50,053 --> 00:02:51,954 Alright, well, it's most likely just a sprain, 70 00:02:51,988 --> 00:02:53,522 but, Schmitt, shout when you get an X-ray. 71 00:02:53,557 --> 00:02:55,224 I'll take a look. 72 00:02:55,258 --> 00:02:56,892 [GROANS] 73 00:02:56,927 --> 00:02:58,761 LEVI: Chief, that's exactly what I said. 74 00:02:58,795 --> 00:03:00,316 But you're not the orthopedic surgeon. 75 00:03:00,350 --> 00:03:01,697 Come on. Radiology! Let's go. 76 00:03:01,765 --> 00:03:03,732 [SIGHS] 77 00:03:10,660 --> 00:03:13,662 Bailey needs soccer or T-ball. 78 00:03:13,687 --> 00:03:15,688 Or maybe we could get him to run wind sprints 79 00:03:15,713 --> 00:03:17,514 up and down the driveway just to wear him out. 80 00:03:17,539 --> 00:03:18,973 You think that would be cruel? 81 00:03:18,998 --> 00:03:20,064 [SIGHS] 82 00:03:20,089 --> 00:03:21,756 What's with everybody posting "Happy birthday" 83 00:03:21,781 --> 00:03:25,017 all over your social media? Your birthday's next week. 84 00:03:25,322 --> 00:03:27,022 [SIGHS] 85 00:03:27,057 --> 00:03:29,158 Wait. No. 86 00:03:29,192 --> 00:03:30,611 I didn't miss... 87 00:03:31,474 --> 00:03:33,108 How is next week already over? 88 00:03:33,133 --> 00:03:35,568 I missed it myself until my mom called. 89 00:03:35,765 --> 00:03:38,118 [SIGHS] Our lives are insane. 90 00:03:38,789 --> 00:03:41,705 Okay, but when your mom called, why didn't you tell me? 91 00:03:42,706 --> 00:03:45,141 - I didn't want you to feel bad. - [SIGHS] 92 00:03:45,208 --> 00:03:46,976 I feel bad now! 93 00:03:47,010 --> 00:03:48,144 [SIGHS] 94 00:03:48,178 --> 00:03:50,047 I'm hungry. 95 00:03:50,947 --> 00:03:53,582 - [SIGHS] - Babe, I-I'm not upset. 96 00:03:53,650 --> 00:03:55,351 I promise. I-I ju... 97 00:03:55,385 --> 00:03:56,886 I lived another year. 98 00:03:56,920 --> 00:04:00,182 I made a healthy baby with a woman I am crazy about. 99 00:04:00,991 --> 00:04:02,424 [SIGHS] It's all good. 100 00:04:02,459 --> 00:04:04,426 Oh, God. 101 00:04:04,494 --> 00:04:07,029 [TAPE REWINDS] 102 00:04:07,063 --> 00:04:08,931 You are the cutest, Scout. 103 00:04:08,965 --> 00:04:11,767 Or maybe not Scout. 104 00:04:11,835 --> 00:04:12,868 Why not Scout? 105 00:04:12,936 --> 00:04:14,470 I'm not sure yet. 106 00:04:14,504 --> 00:04:17,282 Oh. Why not Scout? 107 00:04:17,560 --> 00:04:19,843 I love Scout as a nickname, 108 00:04:19,876 --> 00:04:21,043 and I love you. 109 00:04:21,077 --> 00:04:22,678 I got that. I'm good. 110 00:04:22,746 --> 00:04:24,680 But we should name him. 111 00:04:24,714 --> 00:04:25,881 I agree with Link. 112 00:04:25,916 --> 00:04:27,216 - On Scout? - On naming him. 113 00:04:27,250 --> 00:04:28,984 What about Tony? 114 00:04:29,019 --> 00:04:30,352 - Mm... - You hate it. 115 00:04:30,420 --> 00:04:32,221 Tony Soprano. "Tony Baloney." 116 00:04:32,255 --> 00:04:34,007 "Tony's a phony." 117 00:04:34,591 --> 00:04:36,225 I'm allowed to not like names, right? 118 00:04:36,259 --> 00:04:38,194 I'm not weighing in on that. 119 00:04:38,228 --> 00:04:40,162 ♪ 120 00:04:40,197 --> 00:04:43,065 Now... he's adorable, whatever his name is. 121 00:04:43,099 --> 00:04:44,400 Right. 122 00:04:44,434 --> 00:04:47,503 Except... not Tony. 123 00:04:47,537 --> 00:04:49,638 ♪ 124 00:04:49,706 --> 00:04:51,674 No, not Tony. 125 00:04:51,708 --> 00:04:54,843 SCREENER: Thank you, sir. Please wait over there. Next! 126 00:04:54,911 --> 00:04:57,213 [SIREN WAILS IN DISTANCE] 127 00:04:57,247 --> 00:04:59,882 - Hey. - Hey. Sorry to pull you from screening, 128 00:04:59,950 --> 00:05:01,417 but we're running low on doctors over here. 129 00:05:01,484 --> 00:05:03,452 This should be the last kid from the wildfire. 130 00:05:03,486 --> 00:05:04,853 Nice change of pace... 131 00:05:04,888 --> 00:05:07,323 I mean... not nice. 132 00:05:07,357 --> 00:05:09,758 Obviously, it's... it's terrible and infuriating, 133 00:05:09,793 --> 00:05:11,894 and, you know, for the first time in my career, 134 00:05:11,928 --> 00:05:14,230 I haven't seen a stroke or a heart attack within a week, 135 00:05:14,297 --> 00:05:16,031 and I know that people are still having them, 136 00:05:16,066 --> 00:05:17,967 but they're just afraid to come in because of COVID, 137 00:05:18,001 --> 00:05:19,553 which means they're dying at home. 138 00:05:20,437 --> 00:05:24,440 [SIGHS] Sorry. Not a lot of opportunity to vent these days. 139 00:05:24,474 --> 00:05:26,408 [SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE] 140 00:05:26,443 --> 00:05:29,545 Listen, Teddy, I know we've barely spoken since, um... 141 00:05:29,579 --> 00:05:31,614 You don't... You don't need to say it. 142 00:05:31,648 --> 00:05:34,350 But I've been thinking, and... 143 00:05:34,384 --> 00:05:35,784 there are some things we should talk about 144 00:05:35,819 --> 00:05:37,953 [SIGHS] maybe after work, 145 00:05:38,021 --> 00:05:40,522 - if our schedules allow? - Yes, yes, yeah. 146 00:05:40,557 --> 00:05:42,458 - Let's... Let's... Let's talk. - [SIREN CHIRPS] 147 00:05:42,492 --> 00:05:47,563 ♪ 148 00:05:47,597 --> 00:05:48,857 [SIGHS] 149 00:05:49,516 --> 00:05:50,766 PARAMEDIC: 18-year-old male 150 00:05:50,800 --> 00:05:53,269 found half a mile from the Black Ball Hill fire. 151 00:05:53,303 --> 00:05:56,138 Penetrating abdominal trauma from a broken tree shard. 152 00:05:56,172 --> 00:05:57,906 Otherwise, alert and oriented times three. 153 00:05:57,974 --> 00:05:59,341 Let's get him to trauma 2. Let's go. 154 00:05:59,376 --> 00:06:00,643 Please don't tell my dad. 155 00:06:00,710 --> 00:06:01,810 [TAPE REWINDS] 156 00:06:01,845 --> 00:06:05,781 ♪ 157 00:06:07,651 --> 00:06:08,817 Hey. 158 00:06:08,852 --> 00:06:10,686 Amelia and Link had their baby. 159 00:06:10,720 --> 00:06:12,988 Did you see him? Really cute little guy. 160 00:06:13,023 --> 00:06:15,491 - What happened last night? - Oh, my mom told you, right? 161 00:06:15,558 --> 00:06:17,693 I, uh, had a last-minute emergency surgery. 162 00:06:17,727 --> 00:06:18,827 I should have texted, 163 00:06:18,862 --> 00:06:20,929 or a voicemail would have worked, too. 164 00:06:20,964 --> 00:06:22,831 [CHUCKLES] 165 00:06:22,866 --> 00:06:25,200 To tell me that our wedding was off? 166 00:06:25,235 --> 00:06:27,503 What? Not off, just... just delayed. 167 00:06:27,537 --> 00:06:30,172 Why would it be off? 168 00:06:30,240 --> 00:06:32,908 I don't know. I don't know. I just... I-I guess I-I... 169 00:06:32,976 --> 00:06:36,412 I-It just... I kind of... I got thrown. 170 00:06:36,446 --> 00:06:39,915 Yeah. Okay. Well, got it. 171 00:06:39,949 --> 00:06:43,185 Well, no. No. I don't want to cancel our wedding, Teddy. 172 00:06:43,219 --> 00:06:45,921 - Do you? - No. [SIGHS] 173 00:06:45,955 --> 00:06:47,623 [CELLPHONE VIBRATES, CHIMES] 174 00:06:47,657 --> 00:06:49,758 [SIGHS] Trauma's coming in. 175 00:06:49,783 --> 00:06:51,384 See ya. 176 00:06:57,836 --> 00:07:01,147 [CHUCKLES] Would you like me to buy you a Porsche, as well? 177 00:07:01,171 --> 00:07:02,505 Maybe a private jet? 178 00:07:02,539 --> 00:07:03,840 I know it looks like a lot... 179 00:07:03,874 --> 00:07:06,175 It doesn't look like a lot. It is a lot! 180 00:07:06,210 --> 00:07:07,510 It is unreasonable. 181 00:07:07,544 --> 00:07:10,013 Catherine, it is just what I need 182 00:07:10,047 --> 00:07:13,349 to keep my patients alive and safe. 183 00:07:13,417 --> 00:07:14,350 What is unreasonable 184 00:07:14,385 --> 00:07:16,319 is that too many of them are black and brown, 185 00:07:16,353 --> 00:07:17,353 and not enough people seem to care. 186 00:07:17,388 --> 00:07:19,455 - I know that! - Then why are you yelling at me? 187 00:07:19,490 --> 00:07:20,823 I'm not yelling at you, 188 00:07:20,858 --> 00:07:22,992 I'm yelling at the world through you! 189 00:07:23,060 --> 00:07:24,293 I hate this. 190 00:07:24,328 --> 00:07:26,562 I hate this! 191 00:07:26,597 --> 00:07:28,197 I am good at my job, 192 00:07:28,265 --> 00:07:30,433 and I have yet to meet a problem that I couldn't fix 193 00:07:30,467 --> 00:07:32,936 until this! 194 00:07:33,570 --> 00:07:36,873 Try it, Maggie! It feels good to yell. 195 00:07:36,907 --> 00:07:38,541 I hate this, too! 196 00:07:38,575 --> 00:07:40,309 - Yeah! - I hate this! 197 00:07:40,344 --> 00:07:43,212 I hate that I've had to cancel all of my surgeries! 198 00:07:43,247 --> 00:07:44,914 I hate that people are dying 199 00:07:44,948 --> 00:07:47,483 because they don't have access to healthcare! 200 00:07:47,551 --> 00:07:51,120 I hate that my entire day is spent on a computer conference! 201 00:07:51,188 --> 00:07:52,321 Conference, conference! 202 00:07:52,356 --> 00:07:56,259 And I hate that everyone is dying no matter what we do! 203 00:07:56,293 --> 00:07:58,461 Lord, I hate that everyone is dying! 204 00:07:58,495 --> 00:07:59,695 I hate that I can't fix it! 205 00:07:59,763 --> 00:08:01,631 I hate that I can't fix this! 206 00:08:01,665 --> 00:08:03,966 [BOTH SCREAMING] 207 00:08:04,001 --> 00:08:07,303 [BOTH LAUGHING] 208 00:08:11,041 --> 00:08:12,241 [GROANS] 209 00:08:12,276 --> 00:08:16,846 And I hate that my husband hasn't come back to me. 210 00:08:16,914 --> 00:08:18,214 [SIGHS] 211 00:08:18,282 --> 00:08:20,416 ♪ 212 00:08:20,451 --> 00:08:22,885 [GROANS] 213 00:08:22,920 --> 00:08:24,767 I hate that, too. 214 00:08:24,809 --> 00:08:28,091 ♪ 215 00:08:28,125 --> 00:08:30,560 [SIGHS] 216 00:08:30,594 --> 00:08:33,196 [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS] 217 00:08:33,230 --> 00:08:35,331 KORACICK: Hey. [CLEARS THROAT] Dr. Webber? 218 00:08:35,365 --> 00:08:39,168 Uh, I-I heard about your PPE cleaning hack. 219 00:08:39,236 --> 00:08:40,436 Smart. [CHUCKLES] 220 00:08:40,471 --> 00:08:41,671 Well, I'm glad to help. 221 00:08:41,738 --> 00:08:43,106 I-I... You know, I've been meaning to ask, 222 00:08:43,140 --> 00:08:46,742 how are things, uh, with you and Dr. Fox? 223 00:08:48,212 --> 00:08:51,380 You want to know if she's back on the market? 224 00:08:51,415 --> 00:08:52,748 How kind of you to offer. No. 225 00:08:52,783 --> 00:08:57,286 I-I wondered if I could, uh, take credit for your idea. 226 00:08:57,321 --> 00:08:58,888 Buy a little goodwill. 227 00:09:00,491 --> 00:09:02,258 Yeah, forget it. I'll just, uh... 228 00:09:02,292 --> 00:09:04,560 I'll just hide from her instead. 229 00:09:04,595 --> 00:09:08,197 ♪ 230 00:09:08,265 --> 00:09:10,099 [TAPE REWINDS] 231 00:09:11,335 --> 00:09:14,036 RICHARD: We cannot blame, um, 232 00:09:14,071 --> 00:09:17,473 environment, toxins, family history. 233 00:09:17,508 --> 00:09:19,308 How 'bout that last quarter, huh? 234 00:09:19,343 --> 00:09:22,311 Cells need apologies, 235 00:09:22,346 --> 00:09:24,413 - and they need to know... - No, no, no. No, no, no. 236 00:09:24,448 --> 00:09:26,616 The conference confirmed that they weren't gonna post this. 237 00:09:26,650 --> 00:09:28,417 - Damn it! - [GROANS] They didn't. 238 00:09:28,452 --> 00:09:30,386 It was someone's cellphone. 239 00:09:30,420 --> 00:09:31,921 I've gone viral. 240 00:09:31,955 --> 00:09:33,322 Alright. That's fine. We issue a press release. 241 00:09:33,357 --> 00:09:35,391 We explain the whole thing. We explain the symptoms 242 00:09:35,425 --> 00:09:37,293 and the dangers of cobalt poisoning. 243 00:09:37,327 --> 00:09:38,427 People need to know the risks. 244 00:09:38,462 --> 00:09:42,431 My reputation, Jackson... It's everything I had. 245 00:09:42,499 --> 00:09:44,133 And it's still intact, alright? 246 00:09:44,201 --> 00:09:46,936 You have a legendary career. You got sick. 247 00:09:46,970 --> 00:09:50,339 It's tempting to want to point to my illness and say, 248 00:09:50,374 --> 00:09:52,508 "That's why he made so many mistakes." 249 00:09:52,576 --> 00:09:55,745 But rigorous honesty is a tenet of my sobriety, 250 00:09:55,812 --> 00:09:57,613 and if I look at myself in the mirror, 251 00:09:57,681 --> 00:10:01,250 I know there were things that were not the cobalt. 252 00:10:01,318 --> 00:10:02,552 They were just me. 253 00:10:02,586 --> 00:10:04,353 Look, I told Maggie 254 00:10:04,421 --> 00:10:06,055 she should operate on her cousin. 255 00:10:06,089 --> 00:10:07,523 That was a tough call. In that circumstance, 256 00:10:07,591 --> 00:10:09,125 I might have made the same decision. 257 00:10:09,159 --> 00:10:12,804 And I spent time with a woman who wasn't your mother. 258 00:10:13,397 --> 00:10:16,365 I knew it was wrong, and I did it anyway, 259 00:10:16,400 --> 00:10:20,469 all because she... puffed up my ego. 260 00:10:20,504 --> 00:10:22,872 It wasn't physical. I made sure of that. 261 00:10:22,940 --> 00:10:24,649 But, still, it... 262 00:10:25,542 --> 00:10:27,610 It felt like cheating. 263 00:10:28,579 --> 00:10:30,780 And I have no one to blame but myself. 264 00:10:30,814 --> 00:10:33,482 [CELLPHONE CHIMES] 265 00:10:33,517 --> 00:10:34,609 Ah, my patient. 266 00:10:34,686 --> 00:10:37,579 Ah, you... you go. 267 00:10:37,634 --> 00:10:45,107 ♪ 268 00:10:45,596 --> 00:10:49,365 [INDISTINCT TALKING ON TELEVISION] 269 00:10:49,399 --> 00:10:53,502 School is done, and the kids are watching a movie. 270 00:10:53,537 --> 00:10:56,472 All three of them? How'd you swing that? 271 00:10:56,506 --> 00:10:59,408 I told them it's what you wanted for your re-birthday. 272 00:10:59,476 --> 00:11:03,412 [SIGHS] I missed the real one, so now it's today. Surprise! 273 00:11:03,447 --> 00:11:05,348 Amelia, you don't have to... 274 00:11:05,382 --> 00:11:08,584 Do you realize what I have done? 275 00:11:08,619 --> 00:11:10,920 When was the last time every child in this house 276 00:11:10,988 --> 00:11:13,923 was doing something that did not involve us? 277 00:11:13,957 --> 00:11:15,424 And the baby's asleep. 278 00:11:15,459 --> 00:11:17,460 The baby has a name. 279 00:11:21,698 --> 00:11:24,634 But... I just forgot it. 280 00:11:24,668 --> 00:11:26,602 [TELEVISION CONTINUES] 281 00:11:26,637 --> 00:11:28,904 [BABY COOING] 282 00:11:28,939 --> 00:11:30,273 Mikey. 283 00:11:30,307 --> 00:11:32,074 [BABY COOING] 284 00:11:32,109 --> 00:11:33,635 Evan. 285 00:11:35,212 --> 00:11:36,946 Toby. 286 00:11:37,014 --> 00:11:38,581 What are you doing? 287 00:11:38,615 --> 00:11:40,583 Oh, uh, I figured 288 00:11:40,617 --> 00:11:43,619 if we couldn't pick a name, 289 00:11:43,654 --> 00:11:44,954 he could pick his own. 290 00:11:44,988 --> 00:11:48,524 Maybe he'll react when I say the right one. 291 00:11:48,558 --> 00:11:51,861 Hmm? And I can't think of a better idea. 292 00:11:52,462 --> 00:11:53,829 Mark. 293 00:11:53,864 --> 00:11:56,232 [LAUGHS] 294 00:11:56,300 --> 00:11:57,266 Gabriel. 295 00:11:57,334 --> 00:11:59,435 No, no, no, not that one. 296 00:11:59,469 --> 00:12:02,471 - Gabe Lincoln? - Oh, God. 297 00:12:02,539 --> 00:12:03,806 Maybe we should try some girl names. 298 00:12:03,840 --> 00:12:05,641 We don't know if he'll identify as male. 299 00:12:05,676 --> 00:12:06,976 Good point. 300 00:12:07,010 --> 00:12:08,077 Kimberly. 301 00:12:10,814 --> 00:12:14,283 [MONITOR BEEPING] 302 00:12:14,318 --> 00:12:17,453 This kid's dad attacked another kid's dad, 303 00:12:17,487 --> 00:12:19,322 somehow Bailey's foot got involved, 304 00:12:19,356 --> 00:12:20,790 and now they're all in the E.R. 305 00:12:20,824 --> 00:12:25,094 Well, I'm okay with that as long as no one's dying of the plague. 306 00:12:25,128 --> 00:12:28,064 DeLuca's wondering if there's an update for the dad. 307 00:12:28,131 --> 00:12:30,166 I mean, his blood pressure's barely holding, 308 00:12:30,200 --> 00:12:34,237 and his burns are extensive, so it's a long road. 309 00:12:34,938 --> 00:12:37,073 Oh, wow. 310 00:12:38,008 --> 00:12:40,676 These burns have gone through the muscle, into his chest? 311 00:12:40,711 --> 00:12:42,211 Wait, you're touching his lung? 312 00:12:42,245 --> 00:12:43,646 Have cardio meet us in the O.R. 313 00:12:43,680 --> 00:12:45,014 Get a thoracotomy tray ready right away. 314 00:12:45,048 --> 00:12:47,125 I'm on it. 315 00:12:48,051 --> 00:12:50,386 [SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE] 316 00:13:02,299 --> 00:13:04,633 [SIGHS, SNIFFS] 317 00:13:04,668 --> 00:13:06,268 - Hey. - Hey. 318 00:13:06,303 --> 00:13:08,604 Look, I-I don't know when I'm gonna get another quiet moment, 319 00:13:08,672 --> 00:13:09,872 so do you want to talk now? 320 00:13:09,940 --> 00:13:12,340 Uh, yeah, sure. That's a good idea. 321 00:13:12,395 --> 00:13:14,643 There hasn't really been much time to think lately. 322 00:13:14,678 --> 00:13:17,447 But what little time there has been, I've been... 323 00:13:18,382 --> 00:13:20,283 I've been thinking about the future 324 00:13:20,817 --> 00:13:22,685 and our future. 325 00:13:22,753 --> 00:13:24,746 Yeah, me, too. 326 00:13:25,922 --> 00:13:28,875 So I took a look at my medical directives and my will. 327 00:13:29,593 --> 00:13:32,561 And if anything happened to me, 328 00:13:32,596 --> 00:13:33,863 obviously, you'd get Allison, 329 00:13:33,930 --> 00:13:35,564 uh, but we haven't made a plan for Leo. 330 00:13:35,599 --> 00:13:37,180 - [CLEARS THROAT] - Owen, I want to talk about us. 331 00:13:37,209 --> 00:13:38,968 And I haven't talked to Amelia and Link about this... 332 00:13:39,035 --> 00:13:40,669 I wanna talk about you and me. 333 00:13:40,704 --> 00:13:42,238 ...but if you... if you can't, then maybe they'd be willing... 334 00:13:42,272 --> 00:13:43,639 [CELLPHONE VIBRATES, CHIMES] 335 00:13:43,673 --> 00:13:45,608 - At least then, the kids would... - [CELLPHONE VIBRATES, CHIMES] 336 00:13:45,642 --> 00:13:46,909 You... You need to get that? 337 00:13:46,977 --> 00:13:48,778 Yeah. I-I'm sorry. I, um... 338 00:13:48,812 --> 00:13:51,580 Um, yeah. The O.R. needs me now. 339 00:13:51,615 --> 00:13:53,015 Yeah. Okay. 340 00:13:53,049 --> 00:13:56,018 Owen, look. Leo and Allison, they're brother and sister. 341 00:13:56,052 --> 00:13:57,920 I w... I-I don't want to split them up. 342 00:13:57,988 --> 00:13:59,088 Of course not. I don't, either. 343 00:13:59,122 --> 00:14:00,489 And if you're okay with them both... 344 00:14:00,524 --> 00:14:04,326 [SCOFFS] I'm not okay with you dying, Owen. 345 00:14:04,394 --> 00:14:06,695 ♪ 346 00:14:06,730 --> 00:14:08,431 Let's talk later, then. 347 00:14:13,639 --> 00:14:14,935 Hey, hey, hey! 348 00:14:14,959 --> 00:14:16,289 I got your page. 349 00:14:16,313 --> 00:14:18,715 - Please tell me it's a surgery. - It's surgery. 350 00:14:18,749 --> 00:14:20,583 Oh, good, 'cause I can't call time of death 351 00:14:20,618 --> 00:14:22,252 on one more person. 352 00:14:22,286 --> 00:14:24,154 And I don't want it to be someone's grandmother. 353 00:14:24,188 --> 00:14:26,256 Oh, you'd prefer it was a teenager? 354 00:14:26,290 --> 00:14:28,291 Well, no, no. That came out wrong. 355 00:14:28,359 --> 00:14:29,459 I just want to do what I'm best at, 356 00:14:29,493 --> 00:14:31,327 and cutting people open is what I'm best at, 357 00:14:31,362 --> 00:14:33,163 - and what do we have? - Frankie Morris. 358 00:14:33,197 --> 00:14:35,465 Eight weeks ago, I helped give him a transplanted kidney 359 00:14:35,499 --> 00:14:37,233 for ARPKD. 360 00:14:37,268 --> 00:14:38,334 It was behaving beautifully 361 00:14:38,369 --> 00:14:40,470 till a tree branch penetrated it earlier today. 362 00:14:40,504 --> 00:14:42,272 Injured the superior pole. 363 00:14:42,306 --> 00:14:44,174 - Tree branch? - He was running from a wildfire. 364 00:14:44,208 --> 00:14:46,910 - What do you think? - I think I'm saving a kidney! 365 00:14:46,944 --> 00:14:50,180 ♪ 366 00:14:50,214 --> 00:14:51,414 - You coming? - Well, I wouldn't mind, 367 00:14:51,482 --> 00:14:53,449 considering it's my patient. 368 00:14:53,484 --> 00:14:55,018 Stay out of my way. 369 00:14:55,052 --> 00:14:56,604 Uh-huh. 370 00:14:58,422 --> 00:14:59,522 LEVI: How does this feel? 371 00:14:59,590 --> 00:15:01,457 T-T... It feels like you put on a tourniquet, 372 00:15:01,492 --> 00:15:04,093 and all my blood flow has stopped. T... Ah! 373 00:15:04,161 --> 00:15:08,198 Alright. Uh, we got some soft tissue swelling but no fracture. 374 00:15:08,232 --> 00:15:10,266 You'll be as good as new in a few days if you stay off it. 375 00:15:10,334 --> 00:15:12,687 Oh, great. Just like I thought. 376 00:15:13,137 --> 00:15:15,205 [SIGHS] 377 00:15:15,239 --> 00:15:16,906 RICHARD: Ah. 378 00:15:16,941 --> 00:15:18,107 Well, what happened here? 379 00:15:18,175 --> 00:15:21,211 There was a fistfight between some parents. 380 00:15:21,245 --> 00:15:22,879 You start it? 381 00:15:22,913 --> 00:15:24,314 I live in a hotel. 382 00:15:24,348 --> 00:15:26,449 My sister-in-law takes care of my boys. 383 00:15:26,483 --> 00:15:27,750 I only get to see my husband 384 00:15:27,785 --> 00:15:30,820 when he comes here to clap for me every 12 hours, 385 00:15:30,855 --> 00:15:33,723 and two grown men just used me as a wrestling mat. 386 00:15:33,757 --> 00:15:35,425 - You're not funny. - [KNOCK ON DOOR] 387 00:15:35,459 --> 00:15:36,993 ZANDER: Dr. Fox is ready for you, Chief. 388 00:15:37,027 --> 00:15:38,361 - Ugh. - Ohh. 389 00:15:38,395 --> 00:15:39,696 Should I tell her to wait? 390 00:15:39,730 --> 00:15:42,365 And if so, can someone else? Because I am not her favorite. 391 00:15:42,433 --> 00:15:44,367 LEVI: So [SIGHS] conference room? 392 00:15:44,401 --> 00:15:46,636 No. Cancun. 393 00:15:47,538 --> 00:15:49,172 See? That was funny. 394 00:15:49,206 --> 00:15:50,206 Chief Bailey? 395 00:15:50,274 --> 00:15:52,242 T... Uh, tell her I'll be there soon. 396 00:15:52,276 --> 00:15:54,377 ♪ 397 00:15:54,411 --> 00:15:56,346 Ugh. 398 00:15:56,413 --> 00:15:58,715 ♪ 399 00:15:58,749 --> 00:16:00,850 JACKSON: Rigorous honesty, right? 400 00:16:00,885 --> 00:16:04,420 I am here to be rigorously honest with you. 401 00:16:04,455 --> 00:16:05,922 No, not right now, thank you. 402 00:16:05,956 --> 00:16:07,323 I'm gonna tell you my truth, and you're gonna listen, 403 00:16:07,358 --> 00:16:09,392 whether you like it or not, because you're bed-bound 404 00:16:09,426 --> 00:16:10,727 and I'm not. 405 00:16:12,542 --> 00:16:15,577 I know it's really hard to live with my mom. 406 00:16:15,602 --> 00:16:17,102 I know she can be withholding 407 00:16:17,127 --> 00:16:19,712 when she's angry or feels slighted. 408 00:16:20,654 --> 00:16:22,388 And I remember. I know she didn't say anything 409 00:16:22,423 --> 00:16:24,424 when Bailey fired you. 410 00:16:24,458 --> 00:16:25,959 I have been where you are. 411 00:16:25,993 --> 00:16:28,194 I get it. And, yeah, I'm a little pissed 412 00:16:28,262 --> 00:16:29,929 about the whole other-woman thing, 413 00:16:29,964 --> 00:16:31,364 but you know what? A-At my core, 414 00:16:31,432 --> 00:16:33,299 I kind of... I kind of even get that, too, 415 00:16:33,334 --> 00:16:36,136 because I know that Mom can push people to need to prove 416 00:16:36,170 --> 00:16:38,705 that she is not the sun, moon, and stars all rolled into one, 417 00:16:38,773 --> 00:16:40,240 to prove that you're your own man, 418 00:16:40,307 --> 00:16:42,475 to prove that, "Hey, sometimes you're just plain wrong," 419 00:16:42,510 --> 00:16:43,777 even if she'll never admit it. 420 00:16:43,811 --> 00:16:45,411 I also get that she kind of is 421 00:16:45,446 --> 00:16:47,280 the sun, moon, and stars all rolled into one, 422 00:16:47,314 --> 00:16:49,115 especially when she loves you, 423 00:16:49,183 --> 00:16:52,318 'cause when she loves you, man, she will move mountains 424 00:16:52,353 --> 00:16:53,520 to help you. 425 00:16:53,554 --> 00:16:56,256 She will dedicate herself totally and completely 426 00:16:56,290 --> 00:16:58,658 to helping you, to getting you where you need to go, 427 00:16:58,726 --> 00:17:01,494 however you need to get there. 428 00:17:01,529 --> 00:17:03,263 When she loves, it's super hard. 429 00:17:03,297 --> 00:17:06,266 And all of that love... It's worth the rest of it. 430 00:17:06,333 --> 00:17:07,901 I know you love her. I know you do. 431 00:17:07,935 --> 00:17:09,135 'Cause you're physically better. 432 00:17:09,170 --> 00:17:11,404 The cobalt's pretty much out of your system by now. 433 00:17:11,438 --> 00:17:12,839 You're still not yourself. You're not even fighting 434 00:17:12,907 --> 00:17:15,275 for your damn reputation or your career, Richard, 435 00:17:15,309 --> 00:17:17,143 'cause your wife isn't here. 436 00:17:17,178 --> 00:17:19,913 Why is that? 'Cause you sent her away. 437 00:17:19,980 --> 00:17:21,281 I know with all of my being 438 00:17:21,348 --> 00:17:24,350 that you need to get over this stubborn ego, stubborn pride, 439 00:17:24,418 --> 00:17:26,886 and go call and claim the woman that you love, 440 00:17:26,921 --> 00:17:28,321 'cause you're not gonna get over it. 441 00:17:28,355 --> 00:17:30,950 And you're damn sure never gonna get over her. 442 00:17:32,459 --> 00:17:34,694 You know, I'm not too old to kick your ass. 443 00:17:34,728 --> 00:17:36,796 [CHUCKLES] 444 00:17:36,831 --> 00:17:39,265 ♪ 445 00:17:39,300 --> 00:17:40,800 I always wanted a son. 446 00:17:40,835 --> 00:17:42,969 Well, you've got one. 447 00:17:43,003 --> 00:17:46,206 So when she calls you, just answer the damn phone, okay? 448 00:17:46,240 --> 00:17:47,640 Hear her out. 449 00:17:47,708 --> 00:17:50,178 If you don't want to do it for yourself, do it for me. 450 00:17:50,544 --> 00:17:51,978 [MONITORS BEEPING] 451 00:17:52,012 --> 00:17:55,381 JACKSON: Can I get another 2 units of blood on standby? 452 00:17:55,416 --> 00:17:56,416 - Got your page. - Got your page. 453 00:17:56,450 --> 00:17:58,218 - JACKSON: Get in here. - Both of you. 454 00:17:58,252 --> 00:17:59,953 His burns have gone past the chest wall 455 00:17:59,987 --> 00:18:01,487 all the way into the thoracic cavity. 456 00:18:01,522 --> 00:18:03,323 MAGGIE: Full-thickness burns all the way to the lungs? 457 00:18:03,357 --> 00:18:04,524 Have you ever seen anything like that? 458 00:18:04,558 --> 00:18:07,327 TEDDY: Yeah, in a bombing in Iraq. 459 00:18:07,361 --> 00:18:09,362 JO: Clamp. 460 00:18:17,804 --> 00:18:19,939 Is feels like... 461 00:18:19,973 --> 00:18:23,142 [CHUCKLES] 462 00:18:23,176 --> 00:18:26,145 I had this friend in the bike shop in Venice. 463 00:18:26,179 --> 00:18:27,813 Mm-hmm. 464 00:18:27,881 --> 00:18:30,968 And one year, it rained like crazy. 465 00:18:31,852 --> 00:18:34,020 And he said, uh, 466 00:18:34,054 --> 00:18:35,988 there had to be this one moment 467 00:18:36,023 --> 00:18:39,358 when all the windshield wipers on all the cars in the city 468 00:18:39,393 --> 00:18:44,263 were aligned and in sync just for one or two wipes. 469 00:18:44,297 --> 00:18:50,169 He called it a fleeting moment of profound harmony. 470 00:18:50,237 --> 00:18:52,805 Mm. This friend smoke a lot of pot? 471 00:18:53,574 --> 00:18:57,877 Mm. Yeah, he had a medical card and a dealer. 472 00:18:57,911 --> 00:19:01,347 [BABY CRYING OVER MONITOR] 473 00:19:01,415 --> 00:19:03,315 - [GROANS] - I got it. 474 00:19:03,383 --> 00:19:05,217 You enjoy 475 00:19:05,252 --> 00:19:09,221 your profound moment of fleeting... 476 00:19:09,256 --> 00:19:10,823 Happy birthday. [SIGHS] 477 00:19:10,891 --> 00:19:12,124 - [CHUCKLES] - [SIGHS] 478 00:19:12,159 --> 00:19:14,360 [CONTINUES CRYING] 479 00:19:16,730 --> 00:19:19,865 [SIGHS] 480 00:19:19,933 --> 00:19:23,536 This website says some people pick names from a dream. 481 00:19:23,603 --> 00:19:25,671 What was the last dream you had before the baby was born? 482 00:19:25,739 --> 00:19:27,706 Um, does it have to be my dream? 483 00:19:27,741 --> 00:19:30,876 Yes, because I don't think we should call him 484 00:19:30,944 --> 00:19:33,345 Sex with His Dad. 485 00:19:33,413 --> 00:19:35,881 I don't think Snake in a Vest is much better. 486 00:19:35,916 --> 00:19:36,916 Right. 487 00:19:36,950 --> 00:19:38,317 Okay. Let's keep going. 488 00:19:38,351 --> 00:19:39,919 Power through it. Think outside the box. 489 00:19:39,986 --> 00:19:41,687 No wrong answers. Say some things you love. 490 00:19:41,721 --> 00:19:45,991 Or we could just take a step back... 491 00:19:46,059 --> 00:19:50,429 rest our brains, revisit the subject when we feel more... 492 00:19:50,497 --> 00:19:52,431 like ourselves? 493 00:19:52,466 --> 00:19:55,868 "Like ourselves" as in "not hormonal and crazy"? 494 00:19:55,902 --> 00:19:57,430 I mean... 495 00:19:58,371 --> 00:20:00,106 - Yes? - Go away. 496 00:20:00,140 --> 00:20:01,453 - I... I... - Get out 497 00:20:01,488 --> 00:20:03,709 before I shoot breast milk in your eyes. 498 00:20:03,743 --> 00:20:05,444 ♪ 499 00:20:05,512 --> 00:20:07,113 [SUCTION GURGLING, MONITOR BEEPING] 500 00:20:07,147 --> 00:20:08,414 HAYES: No one would be able tell 501 00:20:08,448 --> 00:20:10,249 you've been out of the O.R. for a while. 502 00:20:10,283 --> 00:20:11,717 MEREDITH: I recite surgical steps 503 00:20:11,751 --> 00:20:14,186 when I'm putting on my PPE. 504 00:20:14,254 --> 00:20:17,690 I'm claustrophobic, so it calms me down. 505 00:20:17,724 --> 00:20:19,091 How are your lot taking it? 506 00:20:19,159 --> 00:20:20,499 - My kids? - Mm-hmm. 507 00:20:20,533 --> 00:20:21,879 Well, I haven't been home in two weeks, 508 00:20:21,913 --> 00:20:25,131 so I'm not sure they remember who I am. 509 00:20:25,165 --> 00:20:26,665 My lads are crawling the walls. 510 00:20:26,700 --> 00:20:28,868 I just pray to God they don't do anything this stupid. 511 00:20:28,902 --> 00:20:30,269 Gonna tell me when you were this age, 512 00:20:30,337 --> 00:20:32,404 you don't remember being away from your friends for two days 513 00:20:32,472 --> 00:20:34,240 feeling like an eternity? 514 00:20:34,274 --> 00:20:36,208 Friends, no. Girlfriend, maybe. 515 00:20:36,276 --> 00:20:37,743 I once hoisted myself over an electric fence 516 00:20:37,777 --> 00:20:39,513 to get to a girlfriend. 517 00:20:40,180 --> 00:20:41,814 What were you doing behind an electric fence? 518 00:20:41,848 --> 00:20:44,283 Ah, we don't know each other well enough for that story yet. 519 00:20:46,486 --> 00:20:49,088 Alright, Frankie. Moment of truth. 520 00:20:49,122 --> 00:20:50,723 We'll have to inspect the calyces, 521 00:20:50,757 --> 00:20:53,192 but so far, so good. 522 00:20:56,429 --> 00:20:58,764 Well, what do you know? Maybe there is another tomorrow. 523 00:20:58,832 --> 00:20:59,899 [CHUCKLES] 524 00:20:59,933 --> 00:21:01,500 [MONITORS BEEPING RAPIDLY] 525 00:21:01,568 --> 00:21:03,402 - Damn it. - Clamp. 526 00:21:03,436 --> 00:21:05,404 ♪ 527 00:21:05,438 --> 00:21:06,646 Come on, Frankie. 528 00:21:06,682 --> 00:21:08,340 Come on, Frankie. 529 00:21:08,375 --> 00:21:10,442 ♪ 530 00:21:10,477 --> 00:21:11,977 No, no, no. Ma, Ma, you got to do the thing 531 00:21:12,012 --> 00:21:13,245 where you pretend that the broccoli 532 00:21:13,313 --> 00:21:15,481 is the brother of the carrots that he already ate 533 00:21:15,515 --> 00:21:18,450 and that they need to be reunited in his tummy. 534 00:21:18,485 --> 00:21:22,454 Yeah, like, uh, "Please, Mr. Leo. Please, please, 535 00:21:22,489 --> 00:21:24,957 let me be reunited with my sister in your tummy." 536 00:21:24,991 --> 00:21:28,460 Okay? Okay, good. Yeah, Ma. I got to go. I love you. Bye. 537 00:21:28,528 --> 00:21:30,529 AARON: Excuse me, Doctor. Uh, my son is Frankie. 538 00:21:30,564 --> 00:21:32,331 Is there any update? 539 00:21:32,365 --> 00:21:33,499 Do they have to take his new kidney out? 540 00:21:33,567 --> 00:21:35,100 Are... Are we going through this all over again? 541 00:21:35,135 --> 00:21:36,468 Well, he only just went up to the O.R., 542 00:21:36,503 --> 00:21:40,408 so it's gonna be a while before we know, I'm afraid. 543 00:21:41,508 --> 00:21:44,577 You know, when COVID started, I told Frankie, "Now it's our turn 544 00:21:44,611 --> 00:21:47,479 to protect the doctors and nurses who helped you," 545 00:21:47,514 --> 00:21:49,281 and we have been diligent and careful. 546 00:21:49,349 --> 00:21:50,983 We have quarantined, and we have prayed, 547 00:21:51,017 --> 00:21:55,187 and now my own son, my son who is alive 548 00:21:55,222 --> 00:21:58,224 because a good person died and donated a kidney... 549 00:21:58,258 --> 00:22:02,972 He threw it all away for a party. 550 00:22:03,597 --> 00:22:06,465 [VOICE BREAKING] I love my son more than I love myself, 551 00:22:06,499 --> 00:22:07,866 and I want him to be okay. 552 00:22:07,901 --> 00:22:10,146 [CRYING] But I am so mad. 553 00:22:10,937 --> 00:22:13,505 I don't know how I'll even be able to look at him. 554 00:22:13,540 --> 00:22:16,542 ♪ 555 00:22:17,811 --> 00:22:19,545 OWEN: Schmitt, check on her post-op H&H 556 00:22:19,579 --> 00:22:22,381 and keep an eye on her urine output, okay? 557 00:22:26,052 --> 00:22:27,920 Owen... 558 00:22:27,954 --> 00:22:29,665 what's going on? 559 00:22:30,523 --> 00:22:32,752 What's wrong? I... [SIGHS] 560 00:22:33,593 --> 00:22:34,760 What are you not saying? I know you. 561 00:22:34,794 --> 00:22:37,997 I-I know that there is something wrong. 562 00:22:39,733 --> 00:22:42,001 Do you think maybe you're projecting, Teddy? 563 00:22:42,035 --> 00:22:44,436 I mean [CHUCKLES] what are you not saying? 564 00:22:44,471 --> 00:22:46,390 What are you not telling me? 565 00:22:47,641 --> 00:22:49,185 I'm right here. 566 00:22:50,577 --> 00:22:53,314 I'm right here, Teddy, and I love you. 567 00:22:53,980 --> 00:22:57,610 And I... [SIGHS] I trust you. 568 00:22:58,591 --> 00:23:00,458 And you're my best friend. 569 00:23:00,483 --> 00:23:02,615 So if there's something... 570 00:23:03,402 --> 00:23:07,838 you need to tell me, now is the time. 571 00:23:11,731 --> 00:23:14,900 No. No, there... there's nothing. [CHUCKLES] 572 00:23:14,934 --> 00:23:16,468 Nothing. 573 00:23:16,503 --> 00:23:19,438 [INHALES DEEPLY] 574 00:23:19,472 --> 00:23:21,240 [SIGHS] 575 00:23:23,009 --> 00:23:26,712 [TEDDY AND KORACICK MOANING] 576 00:23:26,746 --> 00:23:29,114 TEDDY: Oh, God. Oh. 577 00:23:29,149 --> 00:23:30,916 KORACICK: Let's not wait till 7:00. Let's leave now. 578 00:23:30,984 --> 00:23:33,152 No, I can't. [BREATHING HEAVILY] 579 00:23:33,186 --> 00:23:34,486 Schmitt... I can't leave with you. 580 00:23:34,521 --> 00:23:37,456 - Oh, my God. - Schmitt played this for me in the O.R. 581 00:23:37,490 --> 00:23:39,124 - I am marrying Owen. - ...on what was supposed to be 582 00:23:39,159 --> 00:23:40,793 our wedding day. 583 00:23:40,827 --> 00:23:43,829 [SIGHS] 584 00:23:43,863 --> 00:23:45,898 So much for love. 585 00:23:45,932 --> 00:23:47,800 ♪ 586 00:23:47,834 --> 00:23:49,501 So much for friendship. 587 00:23:49,536 --> 00:23:51,670 So much for... [SNIFFLES] 588 00:23:51,705 --> 00:23:53,769 So much for trust. 589 00:23:53,793 --> 00:23:55,174 [CHUCKLES DRYLY] 590 00:23:55,208 --> 00:23:56,608 - Owen, I... - So much for us. 591 00:23:56,676 --> 00:23:57,643 - Owen, wait, wait. - No. 592 00:23:57,677 --> 00:23:59,244 Oh, my God. Wait. Owen. 593 00:23:59,312 --> 00:24:01,613 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 594 00:24:01,648 --> 00:24:03,649 [CRYING] 595 00:24:03,683 --> 00:24:05,284 Oh, my God. 596 00:24:09,886 --> 00:24:13,188 No. They said he was out of surgery. 597 00:24:13,222 --> 00:24:15,056 There were some complications. 598 00:24:15,090 --> 00:24:18,092 Uh, y-your son's burns were much deeper than we saw initially, 599 00:24:18,127 --> 00:24:20,762 so they had to take him back in. 600 00:24:20,796 --> 00:24:22,444 Sorry. 601 00:24:23,632 --> 00:24:25,400 Kayden told me about the party 602 00:24:25,434 --> 00:24:27,700 and asked if he could take the car. 603 00:24:28,370 --> 00:24:32,474 And I had this feeling in my gut like it's not a good idea. 604 00:24:32,508 --> 00:24:34,039 But I figured, 605 00:24:34,777 --> 00:24:36,311 it's just a few kids. 606 00:24:36,345 --> 00:24:38,460 They'll all wear masks. 607 00:24:39,381 --> 00:24:41,115 No one will find out. 608 00:24:41,183 --> 00:24:43,485 [GOLDFORD'S "WALK WITH ME" PLAYING] 609 00:24:43,519 --> 00:24:46,154 Why didn't I say no? 610 00:24:46,222 --> 00:24:49,023 ♪ 611 00:24:49,058 --> 00:24:55,296 ♪ Walk with me, I'll walk with you ♪ 612 00:24:55,331 --> 00:25:01,436 ♪ Down these troubled roads we've stumbled into ♪ 613 00:25:01,470 --> 00:25:04,739 ♪ We're all in this thing together ♪ 614 00:25:04,773 --> 00:25:07,208 ♪ We're gonna make it through ♪ 615 00:25:07,243 --> 00:25:13,014 ♪ Walk with me, I'll walk with you ♪ 616 00:25:13,048 --> 00:25:19,754 ♪ Be there for me, I'll be there for you ♪ 617 00:25:19,788 --> 00:25:22,824 ♪ When we're running out of hope ♪ 618 00:25:22,858 --> 00:25:25,793 ♪ When we don't know what to do ♪ 619 00:25:25,828 --> 00:25:31,199 ♪ Like a candle in the darkness shining bright and true ♪ 620 00:25:31,267 --> 00:25:37,405 ♪ Be there for me, I'll be there for you ♪ 621 00:25:37,439 --> 00:25:42,377 ♪ Walk with me, I'll walk with you ♪ 622 00:25:42,444 --> 00:25:43,645 [CELLPHONE VIBRATES, CHIMES] 623 00:25:43,679 --> 00:25:46,548 ♪ I know the rain of today ♪ 624 00:25:46,582 --> 00:25:49,851 ♪ Will bring tomorrow's bloom ♪ 625 00:25:49,885 --> 00:25:52,687 ♪ When we can't see where we're goin' ♪ 626 00:25:52,721 --> 00:25:55,356 ♪ Or what the world is coming to ♪ 627 00:25:55,424 --> 00:26:00,795 ♪ Will you walk with me? Oh, I'll walk with you ♪ 628 00:26:00,829 --> 00:26:05,333 ♪ 629 00:26:05,401 --> 00:26:08,236 ♪ Walk with me ♪ 630 00:26:08,270 --> 00:26:10,271 ♪ 631 00:26:10,306 --> 00:26:14,309 ♪ And I will walk with you ♪ 632 00:26:14,343 --> 00:26:17,645 ♪ 633 00:26:17,680 --> 00:26:20,582 ♪ Walk with me ♪ 634 00:26:20,616 --> 00:26:22,550 ♪ 635 00:26:22,585 --> 00:26:25,620 ♪ And I will walk with you ♪ 636 00:26:25,654 --> 00:26:27,822 ♪ It's gonna be ♪ 637 00:26:27,856 --> 00:26:29,757 ♪ Oh, it's gonna be ♪ 638 00:26:29,792 --> 00:26:32,694 - ♪ Walk with me ♪ - ♪ Gonna be, gonna be alright ♪ 639 00:26:32,728 --> 00:26:34,596 ♪ Everything ♪ 640 00:26:34,663 --> 00:26:37,699 - ♪ And I will walk with you ♪ - ♪ Is gonna be alright ♪ 641 00:26:37,733 --> 00:26:39,200 - ♪ Yeah ♪ - ♪ Walk with me ♪ 642 00:26:39,234 --> 00:26:41,836 ♪ Ooh, it's gonna be ♪ 643 00:26:41,870 --> 00:26:44,906 - ♪ Walk with me ♪ - ♪ Gonna be, gonna be alright ♪ 644 00:26:44,940 --> 00:26:46,741 ♪ Everything ♪ 645 00:26:46,775 --> 00:26:51,045 - ♪ And I will walk with you ♪ - ♪ Is gonna be alright ♪ 646 00:26:51,080 --> 00:26:55,416 ♪ Walk with me, and I will walk with you ♪ 647 00:26:55,484 --> 00:26:56,521 HAYES: Aaron? 648 00:26:56,555 --> 00:26:58,419 - Hey, Doc. - Happy to report 649 00:26:58,487 --> 00:27:00,288 he pulled through surgery like a champ, okay? 650 00:27:00,356 --> 00:27:02,156 Dr. Grey's settling him into the ICU now. 651 00:27:02,191 --> 00:27:03,424 And w-what about his kidney? 652 00:27:03,459 --> 00:27:05,460 Okay. We did have to remove part of his kidney, 653 00:27:05,494 --> 00:27:07,095 but it's still functioning, 654 00:27:07,129 --> 00:27:08,696 so we'll monitor him closely, but it's promising. 655 00:27:08,731 --> 00:27:11,299 Okay. Thank you so much, Dr. Hayes. Thank you. 656 00:27:11,333 --> 00:27:13,434 Once the anesthesia wears off, we'll set you up with a tablet 657 00:27:13,502 --> 00:27:15,536 - so you can chat, okay? - Thank you! 658 00:27:17,840 --> 00:27:19,807 DELUCA: Mr. Lee? 659 00:27:19,842 --> 00:27:21,342 These are Kayden's doctors. 660 00:27:21,377 --> 00:27:22,610 STEVE: How is he? 661 00:27:23,308 --> 00:27:24,779 Is Mrs. Lee here? 662 00:27:24,847 --> 00:27:27,281 She's outside. One second. 663 00:27:27,316 --> 00:27:29,283 - Let me get her on the phone. - No, no, we sh... 664 00:27:29,318 --> 00:27:31,452 TEDDY: Let's... Let's go and talk to her. 665 00:27:31,487 --> 00:27:33,135 Why? 666 00:27:36,492 --> 00:27:38,426 No. 667 00:27:38,494 --> 00:27:40,184 Oh, God. 668 00:27:40,663 --> 00:27:42,227 No. 669 00:27:43,699 --> 00:27:46,100 Just tell me he's alive. 670 00:27:46,135 --> 00:27:48,336 Just that much, because... 671 00:27:48,404 --> 00:27:50,905 I can't go all the way to my wife 672 00:27:50,939 --> 00:27:52,821 if I don't even know that. 673 00:27:54,576 --> 00:27:56,283 [CRYING] No. 674 00:27:57,713 --> 00:27:59,203 No! 675 00:28:00,549 --> 00:28:02,316 He can't be. 676 00:28:02,351 --> 00:28:04,541 Not my baby boy. 677 00:28:06,021 --> 00:28:09,824 [SOBBING] Oh, not my baby boy. 678 00:28:09,858 --> 00:28:13,494 [SOBBING] 679 00:28:13,529 --> 00:28:15,997 No! [CRYING] 680 00:28:16,031 --> 00:28:18,166 It's okay. Come on. 681 00:28:18,200 --> 00:28:20,134 I got you. 682 00:28:20,169 --> 00:28:21,767 I got you. 683 00:28:22,171 --> 00:28:24,572 [CRYING] 684 00:28:24,606 --> 00:28:30,712 ♪ 685 00:28:30,746 --> 00:28:36,884 ♪ 686 00:28:36,952 --> 00:28:41,155 So, that's your report... That the world is on fire? 687 00:28:41,223 --> 00:28:43,458 BAILEY: I think it's an accurate summation. 688 00:28:43,525 --> 00:28:45,827 What, you... you want me to give you the long version? 689 00:28:45,861 --> 00:28:49,330 Well, Koracick's $100,000 order 690 00:28:49,364 --> 00:28:50,898 was nothing but booties. 691 00:28:50,933 --> 00:28:53,501 We are losing people. We're losing money. 692 00:28:53,535 --> 00:28:56,537 But we'll keep showing up until we win. 693 00:28:56,572 --> 00:28:58,539 - End of report. - [DOOR OPENS] 694 00:28:58,574 --> 00:29:01,142 Look, I get that Richard humiliated you 695 00:29:01,176 --> 00:29:03,411 when he sent you away after his surgery. 696 00:29:03,445 --> 00:29:04,779 So what? 697 00:29:04,813 --> 00:29:07,415 You humiliated him when you bought his hospital. 698 00:29:07,449 --> 00:29:10,585 You have both done incredibly hurtful things. 699 00:29:10,652 --> 00:29:14,088 But he is someone who can help you through this nightmare 700 00:29:14,156 --> 00:29:15,857 and bring you some joy, 701 00:29:15,891 --> 00:29:18,426 which is something we all need more of right now. 702 00:29:18,460 --> 00:29:22,430 And it's only too late if you decide it's too late! 703 00:29:22,464 --> 00:29:23,965 There are people dying! 704 00:29:23,999 --> 00:29:26,434 There are children dying! 705 00:29:26,468 --> 00:29:28,503 There's a worldwide pandemic! 706 00:29:28,537 --> 00:29:30,204 But you are still alive. 707 00:29:30,239 --> 00:29:31,839 And I am sorry that I'm yelling right now, 708 00:29:31,907 --> 00:29:33,908 but it really does feel good, 709 00:29:33,942 --> 00:29:35,777 especially when it's the truth! 710 00:29:35,811 --> 00:29:39,680 - [CLAPS HANDS] - Also an accurate summation. 711 00:29:39,715 --> 00:29:40,948 Schmitt? 712 00:29:40,983 --> 00:29:43,584 LEVI: Oh, thank God. That was really uncomfortable. 713 00:29:43,619 --> 00:29:46,020 [CHUCKLES] 714 00:29:53,028 --> 00:29:55,363 [CRYING] 715 00:29:59,568 --> 00:30:00,601 [DOOR OPENS] 716 00:30:00,669 --> 00:30:01,936 [CLEARS THROAT] 717 00:30:01,970 --> 00:30:04,112 Sorry. I just, um... 718 00:30:04,136 --> 00:30:05,954 [CLEARS THROAT] 719 00:30:07,142 --> 00:30:08,976 I just really wanted that kid to live. 720 00:30:09,011 --> 00:30:10,645 Yeah. We all did. 721 00:30:10,679 --> 00:30:13,548 Oh, okay, so you're on Owen's side, too. 722 00:30:13,582 --> 00:30:14,916 I guess that makes everyone. 723 00:30:14,950 --> 00:30:17,552 You think they should be on you side? 724 00:30:17,586 --> 00:30:19,787 I think everyone should just mind their own business. 725 00:30:19,822 --> 00:30:21,656 Having your life fall apart is hard enough 726 00:30:21,690 --> 00:30:24,292 without everyone's judgment. 727 00:30:24,326 --> 00:30:25,849 [SIGHS] 728 00:30:26,361 --> 00:30:31,063 Let me guess. You just followed your heart. 729 00:30:31,667 --> 00:30:33,100 Well, this is where your heart led you, 730 00:30:33,135 --> 00:30:35,503 and it's no one's fault but your own. 731 00:30:35,571 --> 00:30:38,639 You had a beautiful life, a beautiful family, 732 00:30:38,674 --> 00:30:41,448 and you blew it up with a butt dial? 733 00:30:41,977 --> 00:30:45,279 Do you have any idea how humiliating that is for Owen? 734 00:30:45,314 --> 00:30:46,647 It's not my fault that Alex left you, 735 00:30:46,682 --> 00:30:49,617 but if you want to take that out on me, then okay. Fine. 736 00:30:53,188 --> 00:30:55,623 You never made a mistake? 737 00:30:55,657 --> 00:30:58,131 You never hurt someone that you love? 738 00:30:58,727 --> 00:31:00,494 [VOICE BREAKING] You never tried to sabotage 739 00:31:00,562 --> 00:31:04,332 your own happiness because easy and happy 740 00:31:04,366 --> 00:31:07,182 are so unfamiliar to you? 741 00:31:07,603 --> 00:31:10,705 They're so foreign that you can't even live with it. 742 00:31:10,739 --> 00:31:13,975 I love Owen, and I broke us, 743 00:31:14,009 --> 00:31:16,544 and that feeling is unbearable. 744 00:31:16,578 --> 00:31:19,180 So you can judge me all you want or you can take a break, 745 00:31:19,214 --> 00:31:23,031 because I'm doing enough judging of myself for the both of us. 746 00:31:23,719 --> 00:31:26,854 Have you said all of that to him? 747 00:31:26,889 --> 00:31:29,657 I tried, but he doesn't want to listen. 748 00:31:30,122 --> 00:31:31,726 Try harder. 749 00:31:31,793 --> 00:31:36,697 ♪ 750 00:31:36,732 --> 00:31:40,534 [DOOR OPENS] 751 00:31:40,569 --> 00:31:41,936 [DOOR SHUTS] 752 00:31:44,878 --> 00:31:49,415 ♪ 753 00:31:50,420 --> 00:31:51,654 I got paged. 754 00:31:56,185 --> 00:31:59,067 Am, uh, I supposed to guess what you wanted? 755 00:32:01,942 --> 00:32:04,910 Hey, Catherine. I-I got your page. 756 00:32:04,945 --> 00:32:06,779 I guess you, uh... 757 00:32:06,813 --> 00:32:08,847 [SIGHS] you heard about the delivery. 758 00:32:08,882 --> 00:32:13,285 Tom, sometimes a crisis proves bigger than any one man. 759 00:32:13,320 --> 00:32:16,001 This one has proved bigger than you. 760 00:32:16,790 --> 00:32:19,158 You'll stay on as neuro attending, 761 00:32:19,192 --> 00:32:22,761 but I'm accepting your resignation as chief of chiefs, 762 00:32:22,829 --> 00:32:25,427 effective immediately. 763 00:32:26,199 --> 00:32:29,435 [SIGHS] Are... Are you firing me? 764 00:32:29,469 --> 00:32:32,471 [CHUCKLES] And you expect me to... to stay? 765 00:32:32,505 --> 00:32:34,873 Uh, yeah. N-No, thanks. 766 00:32:34,908 --> 00:32:37,109 I-I can get a job anywhere I want. 767 00:32:37,177 --> 00:32:39,511 And, what, broadcast your sexual escapades 768 00:32:39,546 --> 00:32:41,814 in someone else's O.R.? 769 00:32:41,848 --> 00:32:45,684 Tommy, word gets around. 770 00:32:45,719 --> 00:32:47,741 This is a new world. 771 00:32:48,188 --> 00:32:50,756 If I were you, I'd take the win. 772 00:32:51,071 --> 00:32:53,121 [SIGHS] 773 00:33:04,337 --> 00:33:08,774 Dr. Webber, I'm hoping that you 774 00:33:08,808 --> 00:33:12,578 will accept his job as chief of chiefs 775 00:33:12,612 --> 00:33:17,883 and my apologies for everything I've done to hurt you. 776 00:33:17,917 --> 00:33:19,451 I am so sorry. 777 00:33:19,486 --> 00:33:21,186 ♪ Amen ♪ 778 00:33:21,221 --> 00:33:23,956 ♪ 779 00:33:24,024 --> 00:33:26,058 - Well... - ♪ Amen ♪ 780 00:33:26,092 --> 00:33:30,062 ...I guess we need to get our hands on some COVID tests. 781 00:33:30,096 --> 00:33:31,263 ♪ Amen ♪ 782 00:33:31,298 --> 00:33:33,832 Why? A-Are you feeling poorly? 783 00:33:33,867 --> 00:33:36,402 No, I-I feel fine. Never felt better. 784 00:33:36,436 --> 00:33:39,204 - I just want to make sure it's safe - ♪ I work a lot on the down low ♪ 785 00:33:39,239 --> 00:33:42,174 to do all the things I want to do with you. 786 00:33:42,208 --> 00:33:44,576 ♪ Somebody that they all know ♪ 787 00:33:44,611 --> 00:33:45,844 ♪ I double-check my phone ♪ 788 00:33:45,879 --> 00:33:47,313 [CHUCKLES] 789 00:33:47,347 --> 00:33:49,815 ♪ No new messages, no missed calls ♪ 790 00:33:49,883 --> 00:33:53,218 ♪ Everybody needs somebody to hold them too close ♪ 791 00:33:53,286 --> 00:33:59,058 ♪ I need a little mercy, mercy ♪ 792 00:33:59,092 --> 00:34:01,327 ♪ I need a little mercy, mercy ♪ 793 00:34:01,394 --> 00:34:02,928 [CLEARS THROAT] 794 00:34:02,962 --> 00:34:04,657 Andrew. 795 00:34:04,684 --> 00:34:06,765 What? I'm tagging you out, right? 796 00:34:06,800 --> 00:34:09,668 You know, I-I pulled off this incredible surgery, 797 00:34:09,703 --> 00:34:13,105 and I sort of got a second wind, so I think I can stay. 798 00:34:13,173 --> 00:34:16,241 You know, someone once told me that sleep's important. 799 00:34:16,276 --> 00:34:18,183 - Mm. I should try it sometime. - Mm-hmm. 800 00:34:18,217 --> 00:34:19,517 ♪ Devil's not in the details, he's on the front page ♪ 801 00:34:19,579 --> 00:34:21,113 Is there any specific patient you want me to check in on? 802 00:34:21,147 --> 00:34:23,282 - I can do it. - It should be me. 803 00:34:23,316 --> 00:34:26,352 Okay. You know that friend who told me about sleep? 804 00:34:26,386 --> 00:34:28,554 She also told me that I wouldn't be much use to anyone 805 00:34:28,621 --> 00:34:31,123 if I didn't take care of myself. 806 00:34:31,157 --> 00:34:33,225 She's a friend now, huh? 807 00:34:33,259 --> 00:34:36,295 She saved my life, so... 808 00:34:36,329 --> 00:34:38,964 she's whatever she wants to be to me. 809 00:34:39,032 --> 00:34:40,299 ♪ I need some mercy, mercy ♪ 810 00:34:40,333 --> 00:34:43,135 - Okay. 1702... - Mm-hmm. 811 00:34:43,169 --> 00:34:45,938 If she decompensates at all, please call me. 812 00:34:45,972 --> 00:34:47,139 - I don't care what time it is. - ♪ Mercy ♪ 813 00:34:47,173 --> 00:34:48,407 Okay. You have my word. 814 00:34:48,441 --> 00:34:49,680 Thanks. 815 00:34:49,704 --> 00:34:51,310 ♪ Mercy ♪ 816 00:34:51,344 --> 00:34:53,278 - Good luck out there. - Thanks. 817 00:34:53,313 --> 00:34:56,248 ♪ Mercy, mercy, no murcielago ♪ 818 00:34:56,282 --> 00:34:58,318 ♪ Just a Nissan low on gas ♪ 819 00:34:58,352 --> 00:35:00,487 ♪ Thank God for every time he saved my ass ♪ 820 00:35:00,521 --> 00:35:02,322 ♪ Like back when we was on the Internet ♪ 821 00:35:02,356 --> 00:35:04,157 ♪ But we never copped nothin' ♪ 822 00:35:04,191 --> 00:35:05,925 LEVI: [SCOFFS] Not sure what you're looking for, 823 00:35:05,993 --> 00:35:07,460 but we probably don't have it. 824 00:35:07,528 --> 00:35:09,562 ♪ Moral of the story you can't take it with you ♪ 825 00:35:09,597 --> 00:35:12,799 ♪ Moral of the story, everybody needs something or somebody ♪ 826 00:35:12,833 --> 00:35:14,100 ♪ Everybody needs a lil mercy ♪ 827 00:35:14,135 --> 00:35:15,135 What are you doing? 828 00:35:15,202 --> 00:35:16,615 Look... 829 00:35:17,171 --> 00:35:18,772 I was a terrible boyfriend, 830 00:35:18,806 --> 00:35:22,075 and I get it if you say no, but... 831 00:35:22,109 --> 00:35:24,244 ...my thinking is that you just need some stress relief. 832 00:35:24,278 --> 00:35:25,645 ♪ I don't wanna talk to God ♪ 833 00:35:25,713 --> 00:35:28,181 And while I couldn't provide you 834 00:35:28,215 --> 00:35:32,285 with the love and the affection that you deserved... 835 00:35:32,319 --> 00:35:34,187 ♪ Mercy ♪ 836 00:35:34,221 --> 00:35:35,522 ...I can provide you with that. 837 00:35:35,556 --> 00:35:37,257 ♪ I need a little mercy ♪ 838 00:35:37,291 --> 00:35:39,192 - Stress relief? - ♪ Mercy ♪ 839 00:35:39,226 --> 00:35:40,360 Stress relief. 840 00:35:40,394 --> 00:35:44,264 - But... - ♪ I need a little mercy, mercy ♪ 841 00:35:44,298 --> 00:35:46,332 - ...can we leave my mask on? - ♪ I don't wanna talk to God ♪ 842 00:35:46,367 --> 00:35:48,268 That's not what I want to take off. 843 00:35:48,302 --> 00:35:50,703 ♪ I just wanna be free ♪ 844 00:35:50,738 --> 00:35:52,172 ♪ Mercy ♪ 845 00:35:52,239 --> 00:35:53,440 [PACKAGES CLATTER] 846 00:35:53,474 --> 00:35:55,341 ♪ Mercy ♪ 847 00:35:55,409 --> 00:35:59,179 ♪ 848 00:35:59,246 --> 00:36:01,381 [LAUGHING] I'm serious. 849 00:36:01,415 --> 00:36:03,516 The next time you feel overwhelmed, 850 00:36:03,551 --> 00:36:05,385 just start screaming. 851 00:36:05,419 --> 00:36:07,287 It really... It really took a load off. 852 00:36:07,354 --> 00:36:09,189 [CHUCKLES] 853 00:36:15,029 --> 00:36:16,329 Everything okay? 854 00:36:16,397 --> 00:36:19,466 There's just a tent here that wasn't here this morning. 855 00:36:22,069 --> 00:36:23,369 Surprise. 856 00:36:23,404 --> 00:36:25,772 What? What are you talking about? What are... 857 00:36:28,375 --> 00:36:29,342 Did you do this? 858 00:36:29,376 --> 00:36:30,977 Well, sort of, yeah. 859 00:36:31,011 --> 00:36:33,746 I-I bought it, but your family did all the labor. 860 00:36:33,781 --> 00:36:37,317 You work harder than anybody I know, and you need your rest. 861 00:36:37,384 --> 00:36:38,584 So I thought this way, 862 00:36:38,651 --> 00:36:40,386 you could see your family whenever you wanted 863 00:36:40,454 --> 00:36:42,288 without having to sleep on the floor. 864 00:36:44,458 --> 00:36:46,426 Oh, baby. 865 00:36:46,460 --> 00:36:48,328 [LAUGHING] Oh, my... 866 00:36:48,395 --> 00:36:50,563 Oh, my... 867 00:36:50,598 --> 00:36:53,433 Oh, my God! 868 00:36:53,467 --> 00:36:58,104 - This is amazing! Oh! I... I... - ♪ I just bought a new car ♪ 869 00:36:58,138 --> 00:36:59,439 What was that? 870 00:36:59,473 --> 00:37:00,673 You were about to say it. 871 00:37:00,708 --> 00:37:02,909 Shut up. I was not. 872 00:37:02,943 --> 00:37:05,612 But if Kingsley is there, I have something to say to him. 873 00:37:05,646 --> 00:37:08,814 And I know you don't like camping, but... 874 00:37:08,882 --> 00:37:10,517 No, no. You know, it turns out 875 00:37:10,584 --> 00:37:14,754 when it's just a-a tent in a backyard... 876 00:37:14,788 --> 00:37:17,390 camping's kind of sexy. 877 00:37:17,424 --> 00:37:18,591 - Oh, really, now? - Mm-hmm. 878 00:37:18,626 --> 00:37:20,073 ♪ And into my heart ♪ 879 00:37:20,146 --> 00:37:22,295 Oh. I got to decon first. 880 00:37:22,363 --> 00:37:25,298 ♪ I wanna drive you wild, wild, wild ♪ 881 00:37:25,332 --> 00:37:28,868 Wait a minute. You really gonna strip and not let me watch? 882 00:37:28,936 --> 00:37:30,136 [CHUCKLES] 883 00:37:30,204 --> 00:37:32,939 ♪ I wanna love you ♪ 884 00:37:32,973 --> 00:37:34,307 Okay. 885 00:37:34,341 --> 00:37:37,443 ♪ For miles and miles ♪ 886 00:37:37,478 --> 00:37:41,447 ♪ We can go slow, we don't need to rush ♪ 887 00:37:41,482 --> 00:37:45,218 ♪ I'll take the wheel, make you feel every touch ♪ 888 00:37:45,286 --> 00:37:49,155 ♪ I wanna drive you wild, wild, wild ♪ 889 00:37:49,189 --> 00:37:52,462 You got all the kids to bed while I was building that tent? 890 00:37:53,027 --> 00:37:55,728 - Can you forget all my birthdays? - ♪ Lay on the passenger's side ♪ 891 00:37:55,763 --> 00:37:57,297 [CHUCKLES] 892 00:37:57,331 --> 00:37:59,232 I know. It's pathetic. 893 00:37:59,300 --> 00:38:00,500 I couldn't even light the candle 894 00:38:00,534 --> 00:38:02,368 because I can't find anything in this house that makes fire, 895 00:38:02,403 --> 00:38:04,437 because we hid it all away from Bailey. 896 00:38:04,505 --> 00:38:05,709 ♪ We'll get there tonight ♪ 897 00:38:05,744 --> 00:38:07,907 I love it. Thank you. 898 00:38:07,942 --> 00:38:10,510 They accidentally sent gluten-free. 899 00:38:10,578 --> 00:38:11,678 I'm so sorry. 900 00:38:11,712 --> 00:38:13,980 - Mmm! - ♪ You set me on fire ♪ 901 00:38:14,014 --> 00:38:17,350 - [SIGHS] I really am sorry I forgot. - ♪ I swear you're the only one ♪ 902 00:38:17,384 --> 00:38:19,252 Are you kidding? 903 00:38:19,320 --> 00:38:22,322 There were no major meltdowns... 904 00:38:22,356 --> 00:38:24,490 - ...I got to have sex, and... - ♪ I wanna drive you ♪ 905 00:38:24,558 --> 00:38:25,992 ...I got a doughnut. 906 00:38:26,026 --> 00:38:27,527 ♪ Wild, wild, wild ♪ 907 00:38:27,561 --> 00:38:30,430 The only guy who might be luckier 908 00:38:30,464 --> 00:38:32,699 is Scout Derek Shepherd Lincoln... 909 00:38:32,733 --> 00:38:34,500 ♪ I wanna love you for miles and miles ♪ 910 00:38:34,535 --> 00:38:37,804 ...because he has the best mom in the whole world. 911 00:38:37,871 --> 00:38:39,872 Now I've got to get a glass of water, because this is... 912 00:38:39,907 --> 00:38:41,975 - They're terrible. - It's terrible. Terrible. 913 00:38:42,009 --> 00:38:45,378 MEREDITH: As proud as we surgeons are of our stitches, 914 00:38:45,412 --> 00:38:48,715 they aren't meant to be a permanent fix. 915 00:38:48,749 --> 00:38:52,452 Your body still has to do the real work. 916 00:38:52,486 --> 00:38:59,726 ♪ 917 00:38:59,760 --> 00:39:01,694 Your mom's watching the kids. 918 00:39:01,762 --> 00:39:06,077 And the... the gift shop was out of flowers. 919 00:39:06,800 --> 00:39:08,167 Teddy, don't do this. 920 00:39:08,202 --> 00:39:10,903 - Owen, I love you. - ♪ Yeah, wanna love you ♪ 921 00:39:10,938 --> 00:39:14,474 - I am sorry. I am so sorry. - ♪ Wanna touch you, wanna drive you ♪ 922 00:39:14,508 --> 00:39:16,376 I will do anything you say to fix this. 923 00:39:16,443 --> 00:39:19,245 I don't want to lose our family. Owen, please. 924 00:39:19,279 --> 00:39:20,413 - Can we just... - ♪ Oh, wanna love you ♪ 925 00:39:20,447 --> 00:39:21,981 Please don't go. Ple... Owen, 926 00:39:22,016 --> 00:39:24,647 let's just talk about this. Owen. 927 00:39:24,682 --> 00:39:27,553 - [MUSIC STOPS] - What did I do, Teddy? 928 00:39:27,621 --> 00:39:30,189 What did I do to make you hate me this much? 929 00:39:30,224 --> 00:39:32,492 When I cheated on Cristina, it was because I hated her. 930 00:39:32,526 --> 00:39:34,494 - I was enraged, so... - I don't... I don't hate you. 931 00:39:34,528 --> 00:39:36,162 That's... That's not what this was. 932 00:39:36,196 --> 00:39:37,563 Then what? Because I've spent the last few weeks 933 00:39:37,598 --> 00:39:39,565 trying to comprehend why you would do that, and I can't. 934 00:39:39,600 --> 00:39:41,200 I don't know. It was a mistake. 935 00:39:41,235 --> 00:39:43,870 It was... It was a stupid mistake. That's all. 936 00:39:45,572 --> 00:39:46,572 He asked you to run away with him. 937 00:39:46,607 --> 00:39:47,774 And I said no. 938 00:39:47,841 --> 00:39:49,509 No! No, you didn't! 939 00:39:49,543 --> 00:39:51,611 'Cause I listened to it. I listened to it almost 100 times. 940 00:39:51,645 --> 00:39:54,547 He asks you to run away, and you don't say no. 941 00:39:54,581 --> 00:39:56,416 You don't say that you don't want to. 942 00:39:56,450 --> 00:39:58,217 You don't say that you can't because you love me 943 00:39:58,252 --> 00:39:59,519 or even because you have a family. 944 00:39:59,553 --> 00:40:02,355 You just say, "I'm marrying Owen," 945 00:40:02,423 --> 00:40:04,657 like it's j... like it's just some kind of fate 946 00:40:04,692 --> 00:40:07,560 that you just... accepted. 947 00:40:07,594 --> 00:40:09,896 - Look at me. - ♪ Once in a while ♪ 948 00:40:09,930 --> 00:40:12,699 An army of different cells comes in to build new tissue. 949 00:40:12,766 --> 00:40:14,033 ♪ I see myself ♪ 950 00:40:14,068 --> 00:40:16,469 I want to be with you. 951 00:40:16,503 --> 00:40:18,404 [SIGHS TEARFULLY] 952 00:40:18,439 --> 00:40:21,541 - I love our family. - ♪ No longer enchanted ♪ 953 00:40:21,575 --> 00:40:24,811 - I love you. - ♪ By the future or the past ♪ 954 00:40:24,878 --> 00:40:29,315 And eventually, you've produced enough collagen to heal. 955 00:40:29,349 --> 00:40:30,450 - Owen. - I can't. I'm sorry. 956 00:40:30,517 --> 00:40:31,984 - Teddy... - Owen, please don't go. 957 00:40:32,052 --> 00:40:34,353 - Owen, please. - ♪ Once in a while ♪ 958 00:40:34,388 --> 00:40:36,155 - Owen, please wait. - [ENGINE STARTS] 959 00:40:36,190 --> 00:40:37,590 Please don't... Owen! 960 00:40:37,624 --> 00:40:41,260 - Wait! Wait! - ♪ It's crystal clear ♪ 961 00:40:41,295 --> 00:40:43,466 At least that's the plan. 962 00:40:44,098 --> 00:40:46,899 Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying 963 00:40:46,934 --> 00:40:49,202 you shouldn't obsess about technique. 964 00:40:49,236 --> 00:40:50,503 Please, obsess. 965 00:40:50,537 --> 00:40:55,174 ♪ They disappear ♪ 966 00:40:55,209 --> 00:40:56,809 HAYES: No. No! 967 00:40:56,877 --> 00:40:59,011 Grey! Grey! 968 00:40:59,046 --> 00:41:00,980 - Grey, Grey, can you hear me? - ♪ If every breath is sacred ♪ 969 00:41:01,014 --> 00:41:02,115 Somebody help me! 970 00:41:02,182 --> 00:41:03,649 Because even one mistake... 971 00:41:03,717 --> 00:41:05,618 Careful. Careful. I got her head. 972 00:41:05,652 --> 00:41:09,122 I need rapid response, oxygen, and a gurney now! Go! Hurry up! 973 00:41:09,156 --> 00:41:12,024 Can you hear me, Grey? Grey, come on. Stay with me, Grey. 974 00:41:12,059 --> 00:41:13,593 I'm here, don't worry. It'll be okay. 975 00:41:13,627 --> 00:41:14,894 One slip... 976 00:41:14,928 --> 00:41:19,332 ♪ Deep enough to believe ♪ 977 00:41:19,366 --> 00:41:22,135 ...can cost a lot of blood. 978 00:41:22,169 --> 00:41:23,336 MAN: [ECHOING] Meredith! 979 00:41:23,370 --> 00:41:25,705 ♪ If every breath is sacred ♪ 980 00:41:25,739 --> 00:41:27,306 Meredith! 981 00:41:29,243 --> 00:41:31,677 Oh, my God. 982 00:41:31,712 --> 00:41:32,965 Meredith! 983 00:41:33,002 --> 00:41:38,384 ♪ Deep enough to feel something ♪ 984 00:41:38,418 --> 00:41:43,723 ♪ Deep enough to believe ♪ 985 00:41:43,757 --> 00:41:48,161 ♪ That every breath is sacred ♪ 986 00:41:48,195 --> 00:41:53,733 ♪ God, I want to breathe ♪ 987 00:41:53,801 --> 00:41:56,002 Meredith! 988 00:41:56,036 --> 00:41:57,748 ♪ Deep enough to feel something ♪ 989 00:41:57,782 --> 00:41:59,472 Derek. 990 00:41:59,506 --> 00:42:06,546 ♪ Please show me how to breathe ♪