1 00:00:25,322 --> 00:00:27,110 Naughty thought. 2 00:00:27,618 --> 00:00:30,419 How about we don't wait 12 minutes for our next kiss? 3 00:00:30,421 --> 00:00:33,622 We would never see the end of the movie. 4 00:00:41,599 --> 00:00:43,765 Oh. 5 00:00:47,738 --> 00:00:49,003 Mm. 6 00:00:51,842 --> 00:00:54,288 It's better if we stick to the schedule. 7 00:00:56,447 --> 00:00:58,125 Sure. 8 00:01:07,358 --> 00:01:09,970 Didn't hear you come in last night. 9 00:01:10,994 --> 00:01:14,495 So I'm guessing it went well at Carly's. 10 00:01:14,497 --> 00:01:18,395 The end of the movie was very predictable. 11 00:01:18,834 --> 00:01:21,168 Not the question I was asking, 12 00:01:21,170 --> 00:01:23,901 but you still managed to answer it. 13 00:01:24,374 --> 00:01:27,375 Carly touches me when we kiss. 14 00:01:27,377 --> 00:01:29,677 You don't like her touching you? 15 00:01:29,679 --> 00:01:31,579 - Oh, I... I do. - Oh. 16 00:01:31,581 --> 00:01:36,884 But I prefer to touch only one thing at a time. 17 00:01:36,886 --> 00:01:41,322 Have you told her you prefer to touch only one thing at a time? 18 00:01:41,324 --> 00:01:43,190 In those exact words? 19 00:01:51,534 --> 00:01:52,767 Oh! 20 00:01:52,769 --> 00:01:54,702 Whatever it is, I'm definitely in. 21 00:01:54,704 --> 00:01:56,236 My first lead surgery! 22 00:01:56,238 --> 00:01:57,371 - Oh! - Oh! 23 00:01:57,373 --> 00:01:59,807 Shaun! That is awesome! 24 00:01:59,809 --> 00:02:01,975 I am going to rock it! 25 00:02:01,977 --> 00:02:04,278 Oh, hells to the yeah you are! 26 00:02:10,787 --> 00:02:12,282 Oh! 27 00:02:13,255 --> 00:02:21,256 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 28 00:02:23,598 --> 00:02:24,698 How you doing? 29 00:02:24,700 --> 00:02:25,712 I'm good. 30 00:02:26,501 --> 00:02:29,636 Thank you for helping me with the sea lions. 31 00:02:29,638 --> 00:02:30,970 I'll never say no to a caper. 32 00:02:30,972 --> 00:02:33,606 But I'd like to keep my mother's death between the two of us. 33 00:02:33,608 --> 00:02:36,409 I just... I can't deal with people's platitudes right now. 34 00:02:36,411 --> 00:02:39,145 Okay, but that kinda suggests you're not good. 35 00:02:39,147 --> 00:02:40,313 This is textbook denial. 36 00:02:40,315 --> 00:02:42,315 It's only going to inhibit your grief process. 37 00:02:42,317 --> 00:02:44,250 Denial is the first step in the grief process, 38 00:02:44,252 --> 00:02:45,618 so I'd say I'm right on track. 39 00:02:45,620 --> 00:02:47,554 But thank you for your platitudes. 40 00:02:49,458 --> 00:02:50,790 This is Curtis. 41 00:02:50,792 --> 00:02:53,025 He decided to fix his chimney without a safety harness. 42 00:02:53,027 --> 00:02:54,894 He has open bilateral tib-fib fractures. 43 00:02:54,896 --> 00:02:57,129 They wanted $1,200 for a two-hour job. 44 00:02:57,131 --> 00:02:59,966 And I can still do a Hurricane Grind. 45 00:02:59,968 --> 00:03:02,869 It's a skateboard move that builds off a 180 Ollie. 46 00:03:02,871 --> 00:03:05,036 I got great balance. 47 00:03:08,275 --> 00:03:10,208 Pupils are slow to react. 48 00:03:10,210 --> 00:03:13,178 Unfortunately, balance is less great after a few cocktails. 49 00:03:14,515 --> 00:03:15,848 Not me. 50 00:03:15,850 --> 00:03:17,483 Clean and sober six years, three months, 51 00:03:17,485 --> 00:03:19,050 and... and 24 days. 52 00:03:20,521 --> 00:03:23,054 Get him on IV antibiotics and to OR Level One. 53 00:03:23,056 --> 00:03:24,790 And run a BAC. 54 00:03:27,361 --> 00:03:29,294 I'm Dr. Shaun Murphy. 55 00:03:29,296 --> 00:03:31,129 Your surgeon. 56 00:03:35,636 --> 00:03:40,672 Esophageal cancer is a serious condition. 57 00:03:40,674 --> 00:03:44,643 However, you don't have any remote 58 00:03:44,645 --> 00:03:46,311 or metastatic disease 59 00:03:46,313 --> 00:03:49,281 and responded well to chemoradiation, 60 00:03:49,283 --> 00:03:51,617 so a resection of the esophagus 61 00:03:51,619 --> 00:03:53,886 should render you cancer-free. 62 00:03:56,784 --> 00:03:58,684 You look awfully young. 63 00:04:02,896 --> 00:04:06,264 I always say, the younger they are, the smarter they must be. 64 00:04:09,602 --> 00:04:11,202 Oh, oh, yes. 65 00:04:11,204 --> 00:04:15,273 We will pull the stomach up and attach it to the remains 66 00:04:15,275 --> 00:04:18,876 of your esophagus, keeping your GI system connected, 67 00:04:18,878 --> 00:04:21,046 so you will not need a permanent feeding tube. 68 00:04:21,048 --> 00:04:23,448 My oncologist told me all this, 69 00:04:23,450 --> 00:04:25,883 but I refused to believe it... 70 00:04:25,885 --> 00:04:28,086 that it was all gonna be okay... 71 00:04:28,088 --> 00:04:30,322 until I heard it from my surgeon. 72 00:04:30,324 --> 00:04:32,557 Oh! 73 00:04:32,559 --> 00:04:34,960 I'm sorry, it's just... 74 00:04:34,962 --> 00:04:39,297 I've been through a divorce and a career change... 75 00:04:39,299 --> 00:04:42,500 and I finally bought my own cafe... 76 00:04:42,502 --> 00:04:45,837 three days before I got my diagnosis. 77 00:04:45,839 --> 00:04:48,811 And I thought it was a sign I was making a mistake. 78 00:04:48,813 --> 00:04:51,142 But it was just the opposite. 79 00:04:53,380 --> 00:04:55,153 I wasn't done. 80 00:04:55,582 --> 00:04:57,247 Oh, I'm sorry... 81 00:04:57,249 --> 00:05:01,118 I have to inform you of the risks of this procedure. 82 00:05:01,120 --> 00:05:06,791 There is a 7% chance of heart and lung problems, 83 00:05:06,793 --> 00:05:11,496 a 12% chance of infection, a 0.5% of death, among others. 84 00:05:18,938 --> 00:05:20,404 Bring it, Dr. Murphy. 85 00:05:30,717 --> 00:05:32,550 Shaun got very lucky. 86 00:05:32,552 --> 00:05:35,185 Landed the world's most genial patient for his first case. 87 00:05:35,187 --> 00:05:37,388 - Nice. - Of you. 88 00:05:37,390 --> 00:05:38,689 You picked that patient for him... 89 00:05:38,691 --> 00:05:41,258 I heard it was Park's chart before you stepped in. 90 00:05:41,260 --> 00:05:42,893 Shaun's weakness is patient management. 91 00:05:42,895 --> 00:05:44,193 You shouldn't be coddling him. 92 00:05:44,195 --> 00:05:46,462 We challenge him too much, we lose him. 93 00:05:46,464 --> 00:05:48,264 Murphy? 94 00:05:48,266 --> 00:05:51,267 He perseveres. He's annoyingly resilient. 95 00:05:51,269 --> 00:05:55,639 I agree that some failures don't seem to faze him at all. 96 00:05:55,641 --> 00:05:57,507 But it's his lifelong dream. 97 00:05:57,509 --> 00:05:59,676 So, yes, I think we could lose him. 98 00:05:59,678 --> 00:06:01,811 I'll tough-love his ass next week. 99 00:06:05,250 --> 00:06:06,750 Okay, Curtis, we're good to go. 100 00:06:06,752 --> 00:06:09,185 Curtis, my God. Are you okay? 101 00:06:09,187 --> 00:06:11,220 I'm thinking I should've gone with the contractor. 102 00:06:11,222 --> 00:06:12,589 His thinking was impaired. 103 00:06:12,591 --> 00:06:15,025 He had a blood alcohol level of .09. 104 00:06:17,930 --> 00:06:20,263 Your test must be wrong. 105 00:06:20,265 --> 00:06:23,332 You were quite inebriated when you came in. 106 00:06:23,334 --> 00:06:25,769 That's impossible. Curtis doesn't drink. 107 00:06:26,805 --> 00:06:28,437 We'll make a note of it in his chart. 108 00:06:28,439 --> 00:06:30,205 We've got to get him to the O.R. 109 00:06:41,719 --> 00:06:43,385 You play softball? 110 00:06:43,387 --> 00:06:44,653 Uh, my junior year in high school, 111 00:06:44,655 --> 00:06:46,789 I had an ERA of 2.95. 112 00:06:46,791 --> 00:06:48,657 My wife's got an arm. 113 00:06:48,659 --> 00:06:50,893 I can't believe you're my wife. 114 00:06:50,895 --> 00:06:52,494 Till death do us part. 115 00:06:52,496 --> 00:06:54,262 Yeah. 116 00:07:05,076 --> 00:07:06,809 Oh, you found Wally. 117 00:07:06,811 --> 00:07:08,537 You have a name for it? 118 00:07:08,846 --> 00:07:11,613 Yeah,he's my Walther PPK .32; 119 00:07:11,615 --> 00:07:12,914 he and I go way back. 120 00:07:12,916 --> 00:07:14,626 Is it loaded? 121 00:07:15,819 --> 00:07:17,552 I mean, is this a problem? 122 00:07:17,554 --> 00:07:20,522 'Cause I... I just... I keep it in my bedside table, 123 00:07:20,524 --> 00:07:23,725 in my gun safe... combination 7-3-5-9. 124 00:07:23,727 --> 00:07:25,393 I'm not gonna remember that. 125 00:07:25,395 --> 00:07:27,496 I don't want to remember that. 126 00:07:28,665 --> 00:07:30,732 If we're gonna live together, 127 00:07:30,734 --> 00:07:35,370 we're gonna need to make some compromises. 128 00:07:43,113 --> 00:07:44,656 You nervous? 129 00:07:45,249 --> 00:07:47,048 How badly are you freaking out? 130 00:07:47,050 --> 00:07:50,551 I'm not badly freaking out. 131 00:07:50,553 --> 00:07:54,421 I've assisted in six esophageal resections, 132 00:07:54,423 --> 00:07:57,024 all of which were free of complications. 133 00:07:57,026 --> 00:07:58,759 So you're overdue for a blow-up. 134 00:08:01,531 --> 00:08:02,530 Sorry. 135 00:08:02,532 --> 00:08:04,165 I'm just a bit annoyed 136 00:08:04,167 --> 00:08:07,100 'cause I had my hand on this case first, 137 00:08:07,102 --> 00:08:09,436 and now I'm third out of four, at best. 138 00:08:12,841 --> 00:08:15,309 But I'm happy for you. 139 00:08:15,311 --> 00:08:16,855 Really. 140 00:08:17,280 --> 00:08:19,713 I'm happy for me, too. 141 00:08:20,849 --> 00:08:23,987 She has extensive scar tissue. 142 00:08:24,487 --> 00:08:29,089 And it's plastered her stomach to her anterior abdominal wall. 143 00:08:29,091 --> 00:08:34,664 I told her she wouldn't need a permanent feeding tube. 144 00:08:36,231 --> 00:08:38,531 But she will. 145 00:08:41,035 --> 00:08:44,171 We've got to tell a budding chef she'll never eat again. 146 00:08:45,009 --> 00:08:47,743 How will she react? 147 00:08:47,745 --> 00:08:49,377 Don't know. 148 00:08:49,379 --> 00:08:51,246 Badly. But the specifics... 149 00:08:51,248 --> 00:08:52,915 You should tell her. 150 00:08:52,917 --> 00:08:54,850 She's your patient, it's your job. 151 00:08:54,852 --> 00:08:57,853 I'm bad at patient communication. 152 00:08:57,855 --> 00:09:00,789 If I make her very unhappy, 153 00:09:00,791 --> 00:09:03,058 she may not want me to do the surgery. 154 00:09:03,060 --> 00:09:04,426 If you're not willing to take that risk, 155 00:09:04,428 --> 00:09:06,094 then you should hand the case over to Park. 156 00:09:06,096 --> 00:09:10,199 No. I don't want to hand the case over to Dr. Park. 157 00:09:11,869 --> 00:09:14,621 Park will tell Beth. 158 00:09:14,905 --> 00:09:17,306 And, Shaun, it's still your surgery. 159 00:09:23,080 --> 00:09:24,546 Drill. 160 00:09:27,584 --> 00:09:29,617 Do you see his heart rhythm? 161 00:09:30,855 --> 00:09:32,620 Rate controlled A-fib. 162 00:09:32,622 --> 00:09:34,189 Wasn't on his record. 163 00:09:34,191 --> 00:09:36,191 Ask his wife about it post-op. 164 00:09:36,193 --> 00:09:38,026 Probably a symptom of binge drinking. 165 00:09:38,028 --> 00:09:40,862 Which he'll lie to us about and she'll tell us she believes. 166 00:09:42,599 --> 00:09:44,399 She's in denial? 167 00:09:48,271 --> 00:09:50,572 You had surgery as a child. 168 00:09:50,574 --> 00:09:53,375 As a baby. I don't even remember it. 169 00:09:53,377 --> 00:09:55,042 There's considerable scar tissue... 170 00:09:55,044 --> 00:09:56,878 more than we'd typically expect to find. 171 00:09:56,880 --> 00:10:00,014 Which has affected our surgical plan. 172 00:10:00,500 --> 00:10:01,683 How? 173 00:10:01,685 --> 00:10:03,785 Dr. Murphy will field that question. 174 00:10:05,221 --> 00:10:07,321 No, Dr. Lim s-said... 175 00:10:07,323 --> 00:10:08,956 Proceed, Dr. Murphy. 176 00:10:12,061 --> 00:10:13,928 Somebody please tell me. 177 00:10:21,905 --> 00:10:26,441 We can't move your stomach up, so you will need a feeding tube. 178 00:10:29,945 --> 00:10:33,032 For the rest of your life. 179 00:10:33,816 --> 00:10:38,485 The good news is that this surgery is simpler, 180 00:10:38,487 --> 00:10:43,123 so your recovery time will be shorter by three to five days. 181 00:10:53,402 --> 00:10:54,835 Hey. 182 00:10:56,872 --> 00:10:58,972 Do any of you own a gun? 183 00:11:01,977 --> 00:11:04,244 Is there someone you'd like "taken care of"? 184 00:11:04,246 --> 00:11:06,513 - Ah. - I still have my service pistol. 185 00:11:06,515 --> 00:11:08,549 I have a Sig P365. 186 00:11:08,551 --> 00:11:12,018 Do any of you have, or have you ever had, 187 00:11:12,020 --> 00:11:14,354 issues about it with your significant others? 188 00:11:16,057 --> 00:11:18,758 After our son was born, my wife suddenly hated 189 00:11:18,760 --> 00:11:21,060 having a firearm in the house. 190 00:11:21,062 --> 00:11:24,000 And one night, I came home late to a... 191 00:11:24,933 --> 00:11:26,231 PowerPoint presentation. 192 00:11:26,233 --> 00:11:27,967 90 minutes of horrifying statistics. 193 00:11:27,969 --> 00:11:30,536 Now it's in a locker at my gun range. 194 00:11:30,538 --> 00:11:32,371 Lotta set up but I like that. 195 00:11:32,373 --> 00:11:35,908 I had a boyfriend who felt very weird about me having a gun. 196 00:11:35,910 --> 00:11:37,944 He wasn't big on logic, 197 00:11:37,946 --> 00:11:40,079 so I took the emotional approach. 198 00:11:40,081 --> 00:11:41,747 Told him it's not for the firepower, 199 00:11:41,749 --> 00:11:44,283 it's for the confidence it gives me as a woman when I carry it. 200 00:11:44,738 --> 00:11:46,352 I lived with a guy who had a gun. 201 00:11:46,354 --> 00:11:48,354 Had to use the nuclear option. 202 00:11:48,356 --> 00:11:50,823 It goes or he goes. 203 00:11:50,825 --> 00:11:52,492 It worked... they both went. 204 00:11:54,696 --> 00:11:56,729 Well, that's just wonderful. 205 00:12:02,136 --> 00:12:03,835 I heard your news. 206 00:12:03,837 --> 00:12:05,170 It's pretty exciting. 207 00:12:05,172 --> 00:12:07,206 I jumped seven times. 208 00:12:07,208 --> 00:12:08,940 How's the anxiety level? 209 00:12:08,942 --> 00:12:10,876 Why do people keep asking me that? 210 00:12:12,313 --> 00:12:13,879 Everyone has doubts, Shaun. 211 00:12:13,881 --> 00:12:15,147 I'm excited. 212 00:12:15,149 --> 00:12:17,883 You can be excited. And nervous. 213 00:12:17,885 --> 00:12:20,056 Usually they go together. 214 00:12:20,521 --> 00:12:24,156 Speaking of, uh, I'm sorry if I was a bit 215 00:12:24,158 --> 00:12:26,358 too assertive last night. 216 00:12:26,360 --> 00:12:28,860 Lea said it must be tricky for you. 217 00:12:30,197 --> 00:12:34,433 So now Lea is also privy to the intimacies of our intimacy? 218 00:12:34,435 --> 00:12:36,135 - Great. - Yes. 219 00:12:39,673 --> 00:12:40,839 Oh. 220 00:12:40,841 --> 00:12:43,041 Lea said to tell you 221 00:12:43,043 --> 00:12:46,444 that I prefer to touch only thing at a time. 222 00:12:52,652 --> 00:12:55,353 Located upper esophageal sphincter. 223 00:12:55,355 --> 00:12:58,389 You have a good tumor margin... resecting above or below? 224 00:12:58,391 --> 00:13:00,124 - Below. - Mm-hmm. 225 00:13:02,395 --> 00:13:04,662 Shaun gave the news to his patient after all. 226 00:13:04,664 --> 00:13:06,030 Shaun did what I expected. 227 00:13:06,032 --> 00:13:07,731 He upset her, but the news is upsetting. 228 00:13:07,733 --> 00:13:08,699 She'll deal with it, he'll learn how to... 229 00:13:08,701 --> 00:13:10,401 She wants him off the case. 230 00:13:15,675 --> 00:13:17,697 - Shaun... - No... 231 00:13:19,512 --> 00:13:21,745 Shaun, I will find you another case. 232 00:13:21,747 --> 00:13:25,382 This is my case. 233 00:13:25,384 --> 00:13:28,018 I prepared for this case. 234 00:13:28,020 --> 00:13:30,054 I don't want another case. 235 00:13:32,825 --> 00:13:34,524 Dr. Murphy... 236 00:14:02,089 --> 00:14:03,993 You're learning, Shaun. 237 00:14:04,524 --> 00:14:06,258 That's what you do at a teaching hospital. 238 00:14:06,260 --> 00:14:07,826 I'm learning, too. 239 00:14:09,629 --> 00:14:11,596 Going from attending to Chief of Surgery 240 00:14:11,598 --> 00:14:13,799 is... a big deal. 241 00:14:14,634 --> 00:14:18,837 Every day, every decision, every mistake... 242 00:14:18,839 --> 00:14:20,806 I learn something. 243 00:14:20,808 --> 00:14:22,274 So do you. 244 00:14:24,344 --> 00:14:25,844 No, I don't. 245 00:14:25,846 --> 00:14:28,780 I have a developmental disorder. 246 00:14:35,555 --> 00:14:37,856 - Come with me. - I'm waiting for my bus. 247 00:14:37,858 --> 00:14:39,691 You can take a later one. 248 00:14:42,228 --> 00:14:44,495 I'm sure I mentioned I was Chief? 249 00:14:49,235 --> 00:14:50,501 Hi, Beth. 250 00:14:52,706 --> 00:14:55,306 I'm sorry for what you're going through. 251 00:14:55,308 --> 00:14:59,844 And Dr. Murphy's phrasing was unfortunate. 252 00:14:59,846 --> 00:15:02,380 But there's been no deceit or negligence. 253 00:15:02,382 --> 00:15:03,715 He's an excellent surgeon 254 00:15:03,717 --> 00:15:05,783 who has my full confidence in the O.R. 255 00:15:05,785 --> 00:15:07,972 And if you don't trust him, you don't trust me. 256 00:15:10,289 --> 00:15:11,622 So, I would recommend 257 00:15:11,624 --> 00:15:13,424 you have your surgery at a different hospital. 258 00:15:13,426 --> 00:15:15,440 I can make arrangements. 259 00:15:15,795 --> 00:15:19,163 However, if you reconsider, we can proceed as scheduled 260 00:15:19,165 --> 00:15:20,931 first thing tomorrow morning. 261 00:15:43,522 --> 00:15:45,355 If you don't want people to know your mother died, 262 00:15:45,357 --> 00:15:48,492 stop acting like someone whose mother died. 263 00:15:48,494 --> 00:15:52,393 I'm gonna move on to the second stage of grief... anger. 264 00:15:53,131 --> 00:15:54,398 I'm not acting depressed. 265 00:15:54,400 --> 00:15:56,332 No, you're acting bitchy. 266 00:15:56,334 --> 00:15:58,402 But you're not a bitch, so that looks weird on you, 267 00:15:58,404 --> 00:16:00,504 and people are gonna know something's up. 268 00:16:00,506 --> 00:16:02,472 So, do you want me happier or sadder? 269 00:16:02,474 --> 00:16:04,574 Let me know, because I'm really looking for your approval. 270 00:16:06,612 --> 00:16:08,177 Bitchy... 271 00:16:13,118 --> 00:16:15,752 You really think this guy's still on the wagon? 272 00:16:15,754 --> 00:16:18,621 Just because he's a drunk doesn't mean he's not sick. 273 00:16:18,623 --> 00:16:21,090 But all you can see is an addict married to an enabler, 274 00:16:21,092 --> 00:16:23,793 so all roads lead to rum. 275 00:16:25,596 --> 00:16:27,345 C'mon, that was cute. 276 00:16:27,999 --> 00:16:31,432 No IV wall motion abnormalities. 277 00:16:31,903 --> 00:16:33,869 No valvular disease or dysfunction. 278 00:16:33,871 --> 00:16:37,073 Ruling out any structural cause for the arrhythmia. 279 00:16:37,075 --> 00:16:39,375 You win. Congratulations. 280 00:16:41,813 --> 00:16:43,012 - Hey! - Hey. 281 00:16:43,014 --> 00:16:44,948 How was your day? 282 00:16:44,950 --> 00:16:47,073 Good, good. 283 00:16:47,819 --> 00:16:49,152 Pensive. 284 00:16:49,154 --> 00:16:51,254 I was thinking about your gun and why you need it... 285 00:16:51,256 --> 00:16:53,289 - Oh, Aaron, I... I don't... - No, no, no. 286 00:16:53,291 --> 00:16:55,758 I was an idiot and a guy, I get it. 287 00:16:55,760 --> 00:16:58,061 You walking alone in a garage late at night, 288 00:16:58,063 --> 00:16:59,963 you walking alone on the street late at night... 289 00:16:59,965 --> 00:17:03,566 Or getting into my own car, or even my own house. 290 00:17:03,568 --> 00:17:04,800 Exactly. 291 00:17:04,802 --> 00:17:06,569 That's why I got you a surprise. 292 00:17:08,573 --> 00:17:11,073 - Yeah? - Right outside the back door. 293 00:17:18,449 --> 00:17:20,916 We have exactly 10 seconds to punch in the code 294 00:17:20,918 --> 00:17:23,385 before S.E.A.L. Team Six arrives. 295 00:17:23,387 --> 00:17:26,421 7-3-5-9. 296 00:17:26,423 --> 00:17:29,424 Every door, every window, every vent over 36 inches. 297 00:17:29,426 --> 00:17:31,861 This is your security fob. 298 00:17:31,863 --> 00:17:35,030 Works in all 48 contiguous states and Canada. 299 00:17:35,032 --> 00:17:39,468 You have no idea how much extra comfort this is gonna give me. 300 00:17:41,638 --> 00:17:43,371 Actually, I was hoping it would be 301 00:17:43,373 --> 00:17:46,040 your primary source of comfort. 302 00:17:48,344 --> 00:17:52,113 You were thinking that this would mean 303 00:17:52,115 --> 00:17:53,114 I would give up my gun? 304 00:17:53,116 --> 00:17:55,249 That's exactly what I was thinking. 305 00:17:55,251 --> 00:17:57,986 Well, the first rule of security systems is redundancy. 306 00:17:57,988 --> 00:18:00,221 By that logic, we should get a tank for the garage. 307 00:18:00,223 --> 00:18:02,423 Aaron, it shouldn't matter why I want a gun... 308 00:18:02,425 --> 00:18:05,359 whether it's because it makes me feel more secure, 309 00:18:05,361 --> 00:18:06,995 or it was a memento of my dad's 310 00:18:06,997 --> 00:18:09,564 or just because it's fun to shoot. 311 00:18:09,566 --> 00:18:12,734 All that matters is I'm a grown-up, 312 00:18:12,736 --> 00:18:16,404 and I'm responsible, and I want it. 313 00:18:20,911 --> 00:18:22,977 You're ruining Shaun. 314 00:18:22,979 --> 00:18:25,413 Maybe you got him over the hump of patient management, 315 00:18:25,415 --> 00:18:27,281 but what about surgical management? 316 00:18:27,283 --> 00:18:29,083 Taking charge of the O.R., 317 00:18:29,085 --> 00:18:32,386 keeping lines of communication open, everyone cooperating. 318 00:18:32,388 --> 00:18:34,021 You're throwing him into the deep end, 319 00:18:34,023 --> 00:18:35,456 and that's unfair to him. 320 00:18:35,458 --> 00:18:37,824 Unless you plan to scrub in as a lifeguard. 321 00:18:38,517 --> 00:18:40,227 He'll be fine. 322 00:18:42,131 --> 00:18:43,697 You handpicked his surgical team? 323 00:18:47,036 --> 00:18:48,735 You're ruining him. 324 00:18:50,940 --> 00:18:53,107 The tests prove his arrhythmia is associated 325 00:18:53,109 --> 00:18:55,376 with excessive ethanol consumption. 326 00:18:55,378 --> 00:18:56,944 But there's no permanent damage 327 00:18:56,946 --> 00:18:58,912 and his rhythm will return to normal 328 00:18:58,914 --> 00:19:01,332 in the absence of any further drinking. 329 00:19:05,754 --> 00:19:08,089 We met when we were 15. 330 00:19:09,324 --> 00:19:11,291 I was first clarinet, he was second. 331 00:19:12,461 --> 00:19:14,962 We were at a band festival in Anaheim when he found out 332 00:19:14,964 --> 00:19:17,139 his parents died in a plane crash. 333 00:19:19,001 --> 00:19:22,478 We grieved together and fell in love. 334 00:19:23,906 --> 00:19:25,505 Then he started drinking. 335 00:19:28,410 --> 00:19:31,745 It wasn't until I threatened to leave that he finally woke up. 336 00:19:33,649 --> 00:19:35,983 The day he received his two-year recovery chip 337 00:19:35,985 --> 00:19:38,619 was the day we got married. 338 00:19:38,621 --> 00:19:39,920 The day he vowed to me, 339 00:19:39,922 --> 00:19:42,422 and a church full of our family and friends, 340 00:19:42,424 --> 00:19:45,042 that he would never drink again. 341 00:19:45,761 --> 00:19:47,995 Our marriage is built on his sobriety. 342 00:19:52,768 --> 00:19:54,467 I believe him. 343 00:19:54,469 --> 00:20:00,439 Teal, we ran the BAC three times, 344 00:20:00,441 --> 00:20:02,541 and the results were consistent. 345 00:20:05,046 --> 00:20:07,189 I believe in my husband. 346 00:20:07,915 --> 00:20:09,348 I have to. 347 00:20:11,786 --> 00:20:13,404 His BP is dropping. 348 00:20:14,088 --> 00:20:15,387 Temp is normal. 349 00:20:15,389 --> 00:20:17,123 Check for causes of shock. 350 00:20:19,493 --> 00:20:22,955 Upper GI bleed... need stat hematocrits and transfuse blood. 351 00:20:28,351 --> 00:20:30,619 Surgery's the easy-peasy part. 352 00:20:35,458 --> 00:20:38,270 You wanted this, enjoy it. 353 00:20:40,530 --> 00:20:42,391 I can't. 354 00:20:42,833 --> 00:20:47,201 If I get distracted, if I get upset... 355 00:20:47,203 --> 00:20:49,303 If you do, Andrews has your back. 356 00:20:49,305 --> 00:20:54,676 If Dr. Andrews has to take over, then I have failed. 357 00:20:54,678 --> 00:20:58,713 I have failed, and I have endangered a patient's life, 358 00:20:58,715 --> 00:21:01,816 and if I'm no good at the easy-peasy part, 359 00:21:01,818 --> 00:21:04,455 then what part am I good at? 360 00:21:05,555 --> 00:21:08,222 What do we do when we get all nutty like this? 361 00:21:11,361 --> 00:21:13,394 Blow out the candles. 362 00:21:13,396 --> 00:21:15,508 How many do you need? 363 00:21:16,565 --> 00:21:18,498 Three. 364 00:21:43,592 --> 00:21:45,659 Hey. I was looking for you. 365 00:21:45,661 --> 00:21:47,161 Big day, huh? 366 00:21:47,163 --> 00:21:48,228 How are your nerves holding up? 367 00:21:48,230 --> 00:21:49,930 I'm not nervous. 368 00:21:49,932 --> 00:21:52,232 Of course you're nervous. Everybody's nervous. 369 00:21:52,234 --> 00:21:54,367 It just means that you care. 370 00:21:54,369 --> 00:21:58,505 Being nervous means I feel inadequate and unprepared, 371 00:21:58,507 --> 00:21:59,773 and if I am either of those things, 372 00:21:59,775 --> 00:22:01,675 it doesn't matter whether I care or not. 373 00:22:01,677 --> 00:22:04,344 You are more than adequate, and you're very prepared. 374 00:22:04,346 --> 00:22:06,746 You remind me of a... a young surgeon I knew once. 375 00:22:06,748 --> 00:22:09,782 The day he got his first lead, he was thrilled, 376 00:22:09,784 --> 00:22:12,752 but he was a mess, trying to remember a million things, 377 00:22:12,754 --> 00:22:15,522 imagining a million things that could go wrong. 378 00:22:15,524 --> 00:22:18,291 But then he remembered the birth process, 379 00:22:18,293 --> 00:22:20,893 how moms are asked to pick a focal point, 380 00:22:20,895 --> 00:22:23,019 - let everything filter through that. - Hmm. 381 00:22:23,021 --> 00:22:26,787 So, he chose the color orange to focus on. 382 00:22:27,669 --> 00:22:30,303 This is the cap that he focused on, 383 00:22:30,305 --> 00:22:33,640 and he got through it with flying colors. 384 00:22:33,642 --> 00:22:35,041 Maybe it'll help. 385 00:22:37,846 --> 00:22:40,647 Why do you have the young surgeon's cap? 386 00:22:42,884 --> 00:22:44,517 I was being coy. 387 00:22:44,519 --> 00:22:46,753 The young surgeon was me. 388 00:23:02,903 --> 00:23:04,670 Konnichiwa. 389 00:23:06,474 --> 00:23:08,240 That's Japanese for hello. 390 00:23:08,242 --> 00:23:11,744 Konnichiwa. I have surgery in 42 minutes. 391 00:23:11,746 --> 00:23:14,752 Which is why I'm here, to wish you luck. 392 00:23:15,316 --> 00:23:18,850 I don't need luck. 393 00:23:18,852 --> 00:23:20,719 Everyone needs luck. 394 00:23:23,791 --> 00:23:25,658 That was a good luck kiss. 395 00:23:25,660 --> 00:23:28,641 How can a kiss give you... 396 00:23:30,130 --> 00:23:31,769 So was that. 397 00:23:32,599 --> 00:23:36,232 I am feeling a bit lucky. 398 00:23:36,736 --> 00:23:39,470 You know the thing that Lea told you to tell me? 399 00:23:39,472 --> 00:23:40,772 Yes. 400 00:23:40,774 --> 00:23:42,473 That was actually great advice. 401 00:23:42,475 --> 00:23:44,074 It's important that we tell each other 402 00:23:44,076 --> 00:23:45,710 exactly what we like and what we don't. 403 00:23:45,712 --> 00:23:49,580 I also don't like pickles, sirens, anything wool... 404 00:23:49,582 --> 00:23:53,818 I was thinking more in the romantic area. 405 00:23:53,820 --> 00:23:58,756 And right now, we are not going to touch lips anymore. 406 00:23:58,758 --> 00:24:01,192 Because there's something else I want you to touch. 407 00:24:16,274 --> 00:24:18,041 So, what do you think? 408 00:24:27,505 --> 00:24:29,571 You don't have any lumps. 409 00:24:30,456 --> 00:24:32,188 Win-win. 410 00:24:43,034 --> 00:24:45,602 Lab and imaging tests rule out Crohn's, 411 00:24:45,604 --> 00:24:49,339 gastroenteritis, C-diff colitis, and even H pylori. 412 00:24:49,341 --> 00:24:50,907 Leaving bleeding ulcers. 413 00:24:50,909 --> 00:24:52,809 Caused by alcohol abuse. 414 00:24:54,580 --> 00:24:56,646 He needs to be on a proton pump inhibitor 415 00:24:56,648 --> 00:24:59,382 and octreotide to prevent any further blood loss. 416 00:25:07,125 --> 00:25:08,524 No. 417 00:25:08,526 --> 00:25:10,126 He loves you. 418 00:25:10,128 --> 00:25:12,262 That's why he hasn't been honest. 419 00:25:12,264 --> 00:25:15,564 Doesn't make it right, but it's that same love 420 00:25:15,566 --> 00:25:18,534 that kept you together through everything. 421 00:25:18,536 --> 00:25:20,636 And it'll get you through this, too. 422 00:25:29,014 --> 00:25:31,096 He's telling the truth. 423 00:25:31,783 --> 00:25:33,549 We'll run more tests. 424 00:25:34,819 --> 00:25:37,561 Your faith in your husband is impressive. 425 00:25:38,023 --> 00:25:39,355 But it may have just killed him. 426 00:27:23,092 --> 00:27:24,725 Ten blade, please. 427 00:27:51,086 --> 00:27:55,989 Located lower end of esophageal lesion. 428 00:27:55,991 --> 00:27:58,202 Linear cutting stapler. 429 00:27:58,894 --> 00:28:01,895 Resecting the esophagus from the stomach... 430 00:28:05,200 --> 00:28:09,102 I'm now at the upper end of the lesion. 431 00:28:09,104 --> 00:28:10,303 Hemoclips. 432 00:28:25,386 --> 00:28:26,852 Dr. Murphy? 433 00:28:26,854 --> 00:28:28,398 No. 434 00:28:29,323 --> 00:28:30,823 No... 435 00:28:30,825 --> 00:28:31,891 What's the matter? 436 00:28:31,893 --> 00:28:35,227 No, no, no... 437 00:28:35,229 --> 00:28:36,328 Shaun, what are you seeing? 438 00:28:36,330 --> 00:28:38,030 Can't... can't do this! 439 00:28:38,032 --> 00:28:39,298 What... what can't you do? 440 00:28:39,300 --> 00:28:40,700 - No! - Don't... No. 441 00:28:40,702 --> 00:28:44,069 No! No! No! No! 442 00:28:44,071 --> 00:28:46,037 - Dr. Murphy! - No!! 443 00:28:46,039 --> 00:28:47,505 Dr. Murphy!! 444 00:28:47,507 --> 00:28:48,607 Go, go! 445 00:28:48,609 --> 00:28:50,675 Page Dr. Lim. Keep her stable. 446 00:28:54,050 --> 00:28:57,613 No. No. No. 447 00:28:57,615 --> 00:28:59,638 Yur... 448 00:29:01,892 --> 00:29:03,291 No. 449 00:29:03,293 --> 00:29:04,726 No. 450 00:29:04,728 --> 00:29:06,128 No. 451 00:29:06,130 --> 00:29:08,513 - Yur... - What happened? 452 00:29:08,538 --> 00:29:11,306 - No, no, no. - He lost it, walked out mid-procedure. 453 00:29:11,308 --> 00:29:14,442 Yuri... Yu... 454 00:29:14,444 --> 00:29:16,777 - Yuri kucho saiken. - Shaun? 455 00:29:16,779 --> 00:29:19,914 Yur... Yuri... Yur... 456 00:29:19,916 --> 00:29:22,226 Okay, Park, take over the surgery. 457 00:29:22,228 --> 00:29:24,418 Y... No! 458 00:29:24,420 --> 00:29:26,187 Dr. Park. 459 00:29:26,189 --> 00:29:28,189 Y... 460 00:29:30,126 --> 00:29:32,460 - No. - He obviously can't. 461 00:29:32,462 --> 00:29:33,594 I don't think he lost it. 462 00:29:33,596 --> 00:29:34,762 He was in complete charge of that room. 463 00:29:34,764 --> 00:29:35,964 I don't think this is a meltdown. 464 00:29:35,966 --> 00:29:37,331 He said he can't do it. 465 00:29:37,333 --> 00:29:40,367 He said, "Can't do it." Maybe he meant we can't do it. 466 00:29:40,369 --> 00:29:41,668 I think he's seeing something... 467 00:29:41,670 --> 00:29:43,682 We have a patient open on the table. 468 00:29:44,273 --> 00:29:47,019 Shaun, you have to tell us what you're seeing. 469 00:29:47,021 --> 00:29:48,375 It's okay, Shaun. 470 00:29:51,213 --> 00:29:52,645 Breathe. 471 00:30:09,265 --> 00:30:12,260 That's it. Now slowly. 472 00:30:12,262 --> 00:30:14,434 What are you thinking? 473 00:30:17,136 --> 00:30:18,550 When... 474 00:30:20,772 --> 00:30:25,057 Okay. When I examined the upper portion... 475 00:30:26,344 --> 00:30:27,944 When I examined the upper portion, 476 00:30:27,946 --> 00:30:30,847 there was a much larger area 477 00:30:30,849 --> 00:30:33,717 of tumor-free esophagus than anticipated... 478 00:30:33,719 --> 00:30:36,386 That's correct, but not nearly enough to reach the stomach. 479 00:30:36,388 --> 00:30:40,590 But there is enough to accept a jejunum free flap, 480 00:30:40,592 --> 00:30:44,193 using a portion of the small intestine 481 00:30:44,195 --> 00:30:45,996 to replace the resected esophagus. 482 00:30:45,998 --> 00:30:47,463 We don't do jejunum free flaps. 483 00:30:47,465 --> 00:30:49,332 They do in Japan. 484 00:30:49,334 --> 00:30:51,067 They do in Japan. 485 00:30:51,069 --> 00:30:54,738 I've been studying their technique... 486 00:30:54,740 --> 00:30:57,908 Yuri kucho saiken. 487 00:30:57,910 --> 00:31:00,509 They have had great success. 488 00:31:01,046 --> 00:31:03,479 It would mean Beth wouldn't need a feeding tube. 489 00:31:03,481 --> 00:31:05,248 But... 490 00:31:05,250 --> 00:31:08,818 it is v-very complex. 491 00:31:09,594 --> 00:31:13,022 It's too complex for you to lead. 492 00:31:13,024 --> 00:31:15,315 So you'll lose your case. 493 00:31:16,193 --> 00:31:18,060 Yes... 494 00:31:20,798 --> 00:31:23,732 I haven't done a transposition graft like that before. 495 00:31:27,004 --> 00:31:28,437 Think you can walk us through it? 496 00:31:31,042 --> 00:31:32,541 Yes. 497 00:31:35,713 --> 00:31:37,479 I'll scrub in. 498 00:31:46,490 --> 00:31:49,892 Stomach is perfect. 499 00:31:49,894 --> 00:31:51,893 Check the duodenum. 500 00:31:52,262 --> 00:31:54,496 The only way Teal will accept the treatment 501 00:31:54,498 --> 00:31:56,965 is if we give her no room for denial. 502 00:31:56,967 --> 00:31:59,101 Did you really believe what you said? 503 00:31:59,103 --> 00:32:01,470 That their love is enough to get them through this? 504 00:32:03,373 --> 00:32:06,408 Such BS, the belief that love is enough. 505 00:32:06,410 --> 00:32:08,876 Even worse, it's corollary that a lack of love 506 00:32:08,878 --> 00:32:10,078 is the real problem. 507 00:32:10,080 --> 00:32:12,046 If only they had someone in their life 508 00:32:12,048 --> 00:32:13,948 who had enough faith in them, had enough love for them, 509 00:32:13,950 --> 00:32:14,983 they could've pulled through. 510 00:32:14,985 --> 00:32:17,752 It's wrong and it's mean. 511 00:32:20,957 --> 00:32:22,824 What's that? 512 00:32:22,826 --> 00:32:24,259 Flush the area. 513 00:32:28,232 --> 00:32:29,297 There's our bleed. 514 00:32:29,299 --> 00:32:31,516 But it's not coming from an ulcer... 515 00:32:32,436 --> 00:32:33,801 It's coming from a tumor. 516 00:32:33,803 --> 00:32:35,803 It's obstructing his digestive tract. 517 00:32:35,805 --> 00:32:37,571 I'm paging Melendez to the O.R. 518 00:32:41,410 --> 00:32:43,082 - Okay. - Actually, I'm... 519 00:32:43,107 --> 00:32:44,778 I'm gonna need an extra shot. 520 00:32:44,780 --> 00:32:46,713 Rough day? 521 00:32:46,715 --> 00:32:50,384 Had to help out in the E.R. with an eight-year-old boy 522 00:32:50,386 --> 00:32:52,486 who was accidentally shot by his sister. 523 00:32:52,488 --> 00:32:55,389 He'll survive, but with brain damage. 524 00:32:55,391 --> 00:32:57,124 That's horrible. 525 00:32:57,126 --> 00:32:58,559 Yes, it is. 526 00:33:00,363 --> 00:33:04,064 And quite coincidental. 527 00:33:04,066 --> 00:33:06,733 Like so many other coincidences. 528 00:33:06,735 --> 00:33:08,569 You know how many kids are shot every day in this country? 529 00:33:08,571 --> 00:33:09,803 19. 530 00:33:09,805 --> 00:33:11,938 You know you're three times more likely to be shot 531 00:33:11,940 --> 00:33:13,506 if you have access to guns than if you don't? 532 00:33:13,508 --> 00:33:16,143 Here's another fact... one in four women are victims 533 00:33:16,145 --> 00:33:19,648 of violence at the hands of their intimate partner. 534 00:33:20,615 --> 00:33:23,902 No, no, no. I'm not afraid of you. 535 00:33:24,586 --> 00:33:27,120 This isn't about you. 536 00:33:30,693 --> 00:33:32,959 Did something happen? 537 00:33:32,961 --> 00:33:35,062 'Cause if it did, I want to know about it. 538 00:33:39,534 --> 00:33:42,836 You figure something horrible must have happened to drive me 539 00:33:42,838 --> 00:33:45,706 to such an irrational, fear-driven choice? 540 00:33:49,578 --> 00:33:51,178 I'm sorry. Hi. 541 00:33:57,219 --> 00:33:59,085 The ends of the harvested jejunum have been matched 542 00:33:59,087 --> 00:34:01,354 for caliber size for the attachment sites. 543 00:34:01,356 --> 00:34:05,925 You should begin proximal attachment at the neck incision, 544 00:34:05,927 --> 00:34:08,428 using layer-to-layer technique on the esophagus 545 00:34:08,430 --> 00:34:12,298 and microvascular anastomosis of the vessels. 546 00:34:14,269 --> 00:34:15,401 You wanted to know when Dr. Semler 547 00:34:15,403 --> 00:34:16,902 was heading to O.R. #3. 548 00:34:19,140 --> 00:34:21,173 Dr. Park, scrub out and join Semler. 549 00:34:22,810 --> 00:34:25,445 I-if it's all right, I'd rather stay here. 550 00:34:25,447 --> 00:34:27,247 You're needed where you're needed. 551 00:34:40,995 --> 00:34:43,690 Tumor is free. 552 00:34:45,133 --> 00:34:46,866 Bag it, tag it, and get it to Path. 553 00:34:50,537 --> 00:34:52,037 Do you smell that? 554 00:34:55,810 --> 00:34:58,443 Smells like a distillery. 555 00:34:58,445 --> 00:34:59,879 But we know he couldn't have touched a drop 556 00:34:59,881 --> 00:35:01,781 for at least 24 hours. 557 00:35:08,140 --> 00:35:09,874 Final stitch is yours. 558 00:35:12,778 --> 00:35:16,681 It's completely symbolic, but symbols can be powerful. 559 00:35:42,641 --> 00:35:44,474 Easy-peasy. 560 00:35:48,914 --> 00:35:51,648 You had something called Auto-Brewery Syndrome. 561 00:35:51,650 --> 00:35:54,518 The tumor we found was blocking your intestinal tract. 562 00:35:54,520 --> 00:35:56,119 So carbs weren't being digested, 563 00:35:56,121 --> 00:35:58,221 they were being trapped and fermented. 564 00:35:58,223 --> 00:36:01,691 Your stomach was actually creating its own alcohol. 565 00:36:01,693 --> 00:36:04,327 You were drunk, but not from drinking. 566 00:36:04,329 --> 00:36:06,930 With the removal of the tumor... which was benign... 567 00:36:06,932 --> 00:36:07,964 you're all good. 568 00:36:07,966 --> 00:36:10,365 And the arrhythmia's gone, too. 569 00:36:10,367 --> 00:36:12,000 I never doubted you. 570 00:36:15,005 --> 00:36:17,940 Her faith in you saved your life. 571 00:36:21,011 --> 00:36:22,578 Thank you. 572 00:36:28,986 --> 00:36:30,820 I was so pissed when Lim kicked me out... 573 00:36:30,822 --> 00:36:34,189 until I found Semler had an appendectomy waiting for me. 574 00:36:34,191 --> 00:36:36,525 Got my first lead after all. 575 00:36:36,527 --> 00:36:41,448 I'm happy for you. Really. 576 00:36:41,450 --> 00:36:43,031 I'm happy for me, too. 577 00:36:45,670 --> 00:36:47,470 You earned it. 578 00:36:47,472 --> 00:36:49,505 And you'll get your chance again soon, Shaun. 579 00:36:54,579 --> 00:36:57,312 So that's it? All's well that ends well? 580 00:36:57,314 --> 00:36:59,247 Your surgeon walked out on his case. 581 00:36:59,249 --> 00:37:02,117 That's your takeaway? That he failed? 582 00:37:02,119 --> 00:37:03,318 A chef can eat. 583 00:37:03,320 --> 00:37:05,920 Well, as a diagnostician, 584 00:37:05,922 --> 00:37:09,057 he did something wonderful, but as a surgeon? 585 00:37:09,059 --> 00:37:11,460 Yes, he failed. 586 00:37:13,297 --> 00:37:15,530 We don't work alone, Marcus. 587 00:37:15,532 --> 00:37:17,665 Every time we have a good outcome, 588 00:37:17,667 --> 00:37:20,668 it's because everyone in the room did something right. 589 00:37:20,670 --> 00:37:23,838 Shaun came up with the idea, Park got it out of him, 590 00:37:23,840 --> 00:37:27,409 I approved the surgery, and you? 591 00:37:27,411 --> 00:37:29,344 The only reason Shaun is working here 592 00:37:29,346 --> 00:37:31,858 is because you believed in him. 593 00:37:32,782 --> 00:37:34,282 Yay, team. 594 00:37:38,822 --> 00:37:41,756 Are you still having a gun fight? 595 00:37:41,758 --> 00:37:43,257 Oh, yeah. 596 00:37:43,259 --> 00:37:46,728 Second day of my marriage and we are at an impasse. 597 00:37:46,730 --> 00:37:49,664 Tried the logical approach, I tried the emotional approach, 598 00:37:49,666 --> 00:37:51,833 no compromise. 599 00:37:51,835 --> 00:37:55,590 Only thing left is the nuclear option, which really sucks. 600 00:37:57,908 --> 00:38:00,975 The thought of having a gun in my house makes me sick... 601 00:38:04,748 --> 00:38:07,882 Has Debbie let you touch her breast? 602 00:38:11,320 --> 00:38:12,732 What? 603 00:38:14,057 --> 00:38:18,279 Has Debbie let you touch her breast? 604 00:38:19,495 --> 00:38:20,828 Yeah. 605 00:38:23,466 --> 00:38:27,768 Then you shouldn't worry about anything else. 606 00:38:42,517 --> 00:38:44,718 I was wrong... 607 00:38:44,720 --> 00:38:47,054 this time. 608 00:38:47,056 --> 00:38:52,559 But 99.9% of cases, I would be right. 609 00:38:52,561 --> 00:38:55,261 If... if someone acts like an addict, lies like an addict, 610 00:38:55,263 --> 00:38:58,164 smells like an addict, then they are an addict. 611 00:38:58,166 --> 00:39:00,433 And just because we stumbled across 612 00:39:00,435 --> 00:39:03,532 the one ridiculously fluky exception, 613 00:39:03,534 --> 00:39:06,372 that isn't going to change my attitude moving forward. 614 00:39:10,712 --> 00:39:12,478 I respect you, Claire. 615 00:39:12,480 --> 00:39:15,247 Might even go as far as to say I like you. 616 00:39:15,249 --> 00:39:17,516 And I know you're angry right now. 617 00:39:17,518 --> 00:39:19,451 At your mother. 618 00:39:19,453 --> 00:39:21,553 The world. 619 00:39:21,555 --> 00:39:23,288 Yourself. 620 00:39:24,291 --> 00:39:26,191 Eventually, that'll go away. 621 00:39:26,193 --> 00:39:28,327 Or... at least some of it will. 622 00:39:28,329 --> 00:39:31,563 But until then, giving up on that 0.1% 623 00:39:31,565 --> 00:39:34,433 means giving up on something else. 624 00:39:34,435 --> 00:39:36,301 Hope. 625 00:39:39,607 --> 00:39:41,362 Hope... 626 00:39:42,677 --> 00:39:44,393 killed my mother. 627 00:40:47,507 --> 00:40:49,173 We need to talk. 628 00:40:49,175 --> 00:40:52,943 About the 800-pound gun in the room. 629 00:41:14,800 --> 00:41:18,001 I'm working on my compromise skills. 630 00:41:18,003 --> 00:41:19,570 Okay. 631 00:41:51,103 --> 00:41:53,603 Looks like your first lead surgery went well. 632 00:41:53,605 --> 00:41:57,307 I didn't have a first lead surgery. 633 00:41:57,309 --> 00:41:59,508 Yes. It went very well. 634 00:42:03,148 --> 00:42:05,915 Can I check your other breast?