1 00:00:15,714 --> 00:00:18,116 I was once happy, content, 2 00:00:18,117 --> 00:00:21,252 sloshing around in my own private, primordial pool. 3 00:00:21,253 --> 00:00:23,950 Then one day, for reasons beyond my control, 4 00:00:23,951 --> 00:00:25,609 I was repeatedly crushed... 5 00:00:26,551 --> 00:00:30,645 over and over by the cruel cervix of my mother, Leslie. 6 00:00:31,865 --> 00:00:34,765 I put up a good fight, but I lost, 7 00:00:34,766 --> 00:00:37,480 for the first time, but not the last. 8 00:00:41,973 --> 00:00:45,392 I was born three days after 9/11. 9 00:00:45,393 --> 00:00:48,404 I can hear you... I can hear you, 10 00:00:48,405 --> 00:00:50,414 the rest of the world hears you, 11 00:00:50,415 --> 00:00:53,243 and the people who knocked these buildings down 12 00:00:53,244 --> 00:00:54,844 will hear all of us soon. 13 00:00:54,845 --> 00:00:57,588 USA! USA! 14 00:00:57,589 --> 00:00:59,490 USA! USA! 15 00:01:03,142 --> 00:01:06,050 My mother and father spent two days in the hospital, 16 00:01:06,051 --> 00:01:08,690 holding me under the soft glow of the television, 17 00:01:08,691 --> 00:01:11,659 watching those towers fall over and over again, 18 00:01:11,660 --> 00:01:14,283 until the feelings of grief gave way to numbness. 19 00:01:14,925 --> 00:01:16,725 And then, without warning, 20 00:01:16,726 --> 00:01:19,327 a middle-class childhood in an American suburb. 21 00:01:19,328 --> 00:01:22,497 Thirteen... fourteen... 22 00:01:22,498 --> 00:01:25,542 fifteen... sixteen... 23 00:01:25,543 --> 00:01:27,294 - What are you looking at, Rue? - Seventeen... 24 00:01:27,295 --> 00:01:28,668 Rue, look at me. 25 00:01:30,549 --> 00:01:35,683 - One, two, three... - What are you doing, Rue? 26 00:01:42,124 --> 00:01:45,167 I'd say she's suffering from obsessive compulsive disorder... 27 00:01:45,168 --> 00:01:46,520 It's not like I was physically abused... 28 00:01:46,521 --> 00:01:47,753 ...attention deficit disorder... 29 00:01:47,754 --> 00:01:49,040 ...or had a shortage of clean water... 30 00:01:49,041 --> 00:01:50,056 ...general anxiety disorder... 31 00:01:50,057 --> 00:01:51,724 ...or was molested by a family member. 32 00:01:51,725 --> 00:01:53,521 ...and possibly bipolar disorder. 33 00:01:53,522 --> 00:01:55,744 But she's a little young to tell. 34 00:01:55,745 --> 00:01:57,825 So, explain this shit to me. 35 00:01:57,826 --> 00:02:00,076 Honey, it's just the way your brain was hardwired. 36 00:02:00,077 --> 00:02:02,246 Plenty of great, intelligent, 37 00:02:02,247 --> 00:02:04,330 funny, interesting, and creative people 38 00:02:04,331 --> 00:02:06,666 have struggled with the same things you struggle with. 39 00:02:06,667 --> 00:02:08,876 Like who? 40 00:02:08,877 --> 00:02:10,962 Uh... 41 00:02:10,963 --> 00:02:12,533 Vincent Van Gogh. 42 00:02:15,010 --> 00:02:16,193 Sylvia Plath. 43 00:02:16,194 --> 00:02:19,496 And your favorite: Britney Spears. 44 00:02:19,497 --> 00:02:21,848 - She's bald! - Oh, my God! 45 00:02:21,849 --> 00:02:24,150 She is completely bald! 46 00:02:25,607 --> 00:02:26,796 I don't remember much 47 00:02:26,797 --> 00:02:28,940 between the ages of eight and 12. 48 00:02:29,763 --> 00:02:32,842 Just that the world moved fast and my brain moved slow. 49 00:02:32,843 --> 00:02:36,145 Okay, does anybody have any idea of what a preposition might be? 50 00:02:38,978 --> 00:02:40,445 And every now and then, if I focused 51 00:02:40,446 --> 00:02:42,636 too closely on the way I breathed... 52 00:02:46,063 --> 00:02:48,226 ...I'd die. 53 00:02:53,463 --> 00:02:55,106 Slow down, just breathe. 54 00:02:55,107 --> 00:02:57,177 Until every second of every day, 55 00:02:57,178 --> 00:03:00,055 you find yourself trying to outrun your anxiety. 56 00:03:05,443 --> 00:03:06,812 What's wrong, Rue? 57 00:03:07,411 --> 00:03:08,621 And quite frankly... 58 00:03:09,313 --> 00:03:11,964 I'm just fucking exhausted. 59 00:03:11,965 --> 00:03:13,432 You said the doctor was in our network. 60 00:03:13,433 --> 00:03:15,767 How could he suddenly be out of network? 61 00:03:15,768 --> 00:03:18,303 I can't afford it. 62 00:03:18,304 --> 00:03:20,472 Did you see that video of the beauty queen 63 00:03:20,473 --> 00:03:22,241 who got acid thrown on her face? 64 00:03:22,242 --> 00:03:25,177 - Mm, uh, what? No. - It's pretty fucked up. 65 00:03:25,178 --> 00:03:28,375 - Hey, Mom, you got any tampons? - In my bathroom, under the sink. 66 00:03:29,318 --> 00:03:31,382 And at some point, you make a choice 67 00:03:31,383 --> 00:03:34,119 about who you are and what you want. 68 00:03:39,120 --> 00:03:40,985 Oh, my... 69 00:03:40,986 --> 00:03:44,062 ♪ I'm living for the thrill... formula ♪ 70 00:03:46,664 --> 00:03:50,367 - ♪ On a Monday ♪ - ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh ♪ 71 00:03:50,368 --> 00:03:53,392 - ♪ Where's the propane? - ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh ♪ 72 00:03:53,393 --> 00:03:55,029 ♪ Tell 'em ♪ 73 00:03:55,552 --> 00:03:57,375 All right, Gia, let's roll. 74 00:03:57,376 --> 00:03:59,743 Why is the co-payment $300? 75 00:03:59,744 --> 00:04:02,103 Rue, did you eat breakfast? 76 00:04:02,104 --> 00:04:04,982 - ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh ♪ - ♪ Tell 'em ♪ 77 00:04:04,983 --> 00:04:07,552 What's with the sunglasses? 78 00:04:07,553 --> 00:04:11,943 What sunglasses? 79 00:04:11,944 --> 00:04:16,021 ♪ I'm livin' for the thrill for your love... ♪ 80 00:04:21,135 --> 00:04:25,571 I just showed up one day, without a map or a compass... 81 00:04:25,572 --> 00:04:27,516 Attention, students, we need to lockdown. 82 00:04:27,517 --> 00:04:29,359 ...or to be honest, anyone capable 83 00:04:29,360 --> 00:04:31,730 of giving on iota of good fucking advice. 84 00:04:31,731 --> 00:04:35,951 ♪ I'm livin' for the thrill formula... ♪ 85 00:04:35,952 --> 00:04:39,279 And I know it all may seem sad, but guess what? 86 00:04:40,060 --> 00:04:43,892 I didn't build this system, nor did I fuck it up. 87 00:04:44,297 --> 00:04:45,830 ♪ Chill ♪ 88 00:04:48,486 --> 00:04:50,753 ♪ They been waiting for me ♪ 89 00:04:52,814 --> 00:04:55,348 ♪ What the fuk, what the fuk ♪ 90 00:04:57,869 --> 00:05:02,151 ♪ Feel the morning on my face ♪ 91 00:05:02,948 --> 00:05:06,800 ♪ Ain't a pill that I didn't take ♪ 92 00:05:09,145 --> 00:05:11,211 And then it happens. 93 00:05:11,668 --> 00:05:14,219 That moment when your breath starts to slow. 94 00:05:14,815 --> 00:05:19,384 ♪ 'Cause Ima sleep when I RIP... Ba-da-ba-da-ba ♪ 95 00:05:20,768 --> 00:05:22,571 And every time you breathe, 96 00:05:22,572 --> 00:05:24,472 you breathe out all the oxygen you have. 97 00:05:27,807 --> 00:05:29,646 And everything stops: 98 00:05:30,613 --> 00:05:33,166 your heart, your lungs, 99 00:05:34,025 --> 00:05:35,777 then finally, your brain. 100 00:05:38,547 --> 00:05:42,401 And everything you feel, and wish, and want to forget, 101 00:05:42,402 --> 00:05:43,841 it all just sinks. 102 00:05:47,658 --> 00:05:49,541 And then suddenly... 103 00:05:56,048 --> 00:05:59,950 ...you give it air again, give it life again. 104 00:06:04,823 --> 00:06:06,904 I remember the first time it happened to me, 105 00:06:06,905 --> 00:06:09,451 I got so scared I wanted to call 911. 106 00:06:09,452 --> 00:06:13,290 Go to the hospital and be kept alive by machines and apple juice. 107 00:06:15,882 --> 00:06:17,983 But I didn't want to look like an idiot, 108 00:06:18,403 --> 00:06:20,354 and I didn't want to fuck up everyone's night. 109 00:06:23,233 --> 00:06:26,344 And then over time, it's all I wanted... 110 00:06:27,037 --> 00:06:29,563 Those two seconds of nothingness. 111 00:06:32,067 --> 00:06:35,768 ♪ I'll find somebody, wait and see ♪ 112 00:06:37,172 --> 00:06:40,307 ♪ Who am I kidding, only me ♪ 113 00:06:42,190 --> 00:06:45,806 ♪ 'Cause no one else could take your place ♪ 114 00:06:47,262 --> 00:06:51,478 ♪ Guess that I am just a hopeless case ♪ 115 00:06:51,479 --> 00:07:03,324 Sync and corrections by btsix www.addic7ed.com 116 00:07:19,314 --> 00:07:23,132 I spent a good portion of the summer before junior year 117 00:07:23,133 --> 00:07:24,584 in rehab. 118 00:07:25,153 --> 00:07:30,661 God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, 119 00:07:30,662 --> 00:07:33,921 the courage to change the things I can, 120 00:07:33,922 --> 00:07:36,078 and the wisdom to know the difference. 121 00:07:51,011 --> 00:07:52,728 Rue! 122 00:07:52,729 --> 00:07:55,742 - Come here! - Hey. 123 00:07:55,743 --> 00:07:57,899 - How are you? - Good. 124 00:07:57,900 --> 00:08:00,521 - I missed you. - I missed you, too. 125 00:08:00,522 --> 00:08:02,883 - Look at you. Are you growing? - No. 126 00:08:04,058 --> 00:08:05,140 Hey! 127 00:08:14,214 --> 00:08:16,057 I'm very happy for you, Rue. 128 00:08:18,637 --> 00:08:21,151 You're about to start a brand-new chapter. 129 00:08:44,776 --> 00:08:47,978 It was the end of summer, the week before school started. 130 00:08:51,514 --> 00:08:53,615 I had no intention of staying clean. 131 00:08:53,616 --> 00:08:55,907 And Jules had just moved to town. 132 00:09:06,853 --> 00:09:10,418 There's some new girl in town that I think you gonna be friends with. 133 00:09:10,419 --> 00:09:13,239 - Who? - Shit, I don't know. 134 00:09:13,240 --> 00:09:17,231 She came in yesterday lookin' all Sailor Moon and shit. 135 00:09:17,232 --> 00:09:19,140 I'm thinking to myself, like, 136 00:09:19,141 --> 00:09:21,778 look like somebody Rue would get along with. 137 00:09:22,437 --> 00:09:25,105 Which was sort of like a dead-on observation for Fezco, 138 00:09:25,106 --> 00:09:28,301 who's not normally revolving in the same direction as planet Earth. 139 00:09:30,772 --> 00:09:32,855 So, how long you been back? 140 00:09:32,856 --> 00:09:34,656 - Five days. - And like, 141 00:09:34,657 --> 00:09:36,631 - how you feelin'? - I mean, 142 00:09:36,632 --> 00:09:39,661 ever since I gave my life over to my lord and savior Jesus Christ, 143 00:09:39,662 --> 00:09:41,262 things have been, like, really good. 144 00:09:41,263 --> 00:09:44,215 - Word? That's what's up. - Yeah. 145 00:09:44,216 --> 00:09:46,209 I'm fucking with you, Fez. 146 00:09:46,210 --> 00:09:47,635 - It was a joke. - Shit. 147 00:09:47,636 --> 00:09:50,571 Hey, I don't judge. 148 00:09:50,572 --> 00:09:52,507 Uh, but low-key, is Ashtray in the back? 149 00:09:52,508 --> 00:09:54,008 Are you serious? 150 00:09:54,009 --> 00:09:56,277 What, you think 'cause I went to rehab, I stayed clean? 151 00:09:56,278 --> 00:09:58,397 I mean, ain't that the point? 152 00:09:59,199 --> 00:10:01,482 Yeah, well, the world's coming to an end, 153 00:10:01,483 --> 00:10:04,403 and I haven't even graduated high school yet. 154 00:10:09,613 --> 00:10:11,735 ♪ Fuck this shit y'all seeing on TV ♪ 155 00:10:11,736 --> 00:10:14,311 ♪ Listen up, pay the fuck attention, yeah ♪ 156 00:10:14,312 --> 00:10:15,890 I thought your ass was dead. 157 00:10:15,891 --> 00:10:18,532 I thought you had Asperger's till I realized you're just a prick. 158 00:10:18,533 --> 00:10:20,918 This is a fickle industry. Y'all come and go. 159 00:10:20,919 --> 00:10:24,156 I'm just trying to stack my cash, pay off our mortgage. 160 00:10:24,157 --> 00:10:25,975 So what the fuck you want? 161 00:10:26,692 --> 00:10:28,501 ♪ Pull up on the block and I'm lit ♪ 162 00:10:28,502 --> 00:10:30,546 ♪ Got em' looking real sick, throw it up... ♪ 163 00:10:30,547 --> 00:10:32,311 You sure you don't want to try nothin' new? 164 00:10:32,312 --> 00:10:36,226 - Like what? - 2C-T-2, 2C-T-7, 165 00:10:36,227 --> 00:10:38,068 and 5-MeO-DIPT. 166 00:10:38,069 --> 00:10:40,487 I'm sorry, I have zero fucking idea what you just said. 167 00:10:40,488 --> 00:10:41,955 It doesn't matter. 168 00:10:41,956 --> 00:10:44,858 But this shit is fucking lit. 169 00:10:44,859 --> 00:10:46,259 What is it? 170 00:10:46,260 --> 00:10:49,128 N-diisopropyl-5-methoxytryptamine. 171 00:10:49,129 --> 00:10:51,342 It's a fast-acting psychedelic. 172 00:10:52,385 --> 00:10:54,818 Got some similarities to LSD, 173 00:10:54,819 --> 00:10:57,031 but with, like, key differences. 174 00:10:58,016 --> 00:10:59,649 Not as visual and shit, 175 00:10:59,650 --> 00:11:02,892 but definitely a sense distorter. 176 00:11:06,865 --> 00:11:09,648 What's wrong? 177 00:11:09,649 --> 00:11:13,252 I'm just so happy. 178 00:11:13,253 --> 00:11:15,455 I don't know. The shit's been blowing up in Tampa, 179 00:11:15,456 --> 00:11:17,540 and mad people like to fuck on it. 180 00:11:18,243 --> 00:11:19,762 Okay. Yeah. 181 00:11:20,428 --> 00:11:21,894 That'll be 120. 182 00:11:21,895 --> 00:11:24,530 - Uh, Fez said he'd spot me. - Fezco don't spot nobody. 183 00:11:24,531 --> 00:11:26,098 Yeah, well, it's a post-rehab discount, 184 00:11:26,099 --> 00:11:27,399 - so you should ask him. - I will go ask him, 185 00:11:27,400 --> 00:11:28,985 'cause I know you're full of shit. 186 00:11:31,589 --> 00:11:36,274 ♪ There's a brighter tomorrow ♪ 187 00:11:36,275 --> 00:11:38,494 ♪ Just around the bend... ♪ 188 00:11:40,705 --> 00:11:42,759 In truth, I didn't have much of an issue 189 00:11:42,760 --> 00:11:45,245 with Nate until all the bullshit with Jules. 190 00:11:45,246 --> 00:11:48,815 I mean, I never liked him, and once, during freshman formal, 191 00:11:48,816 --> 00:11:52,163 he tried to finger me on the dance floor without my permission. 192 00:11:52,164 --> 00:11:55,137 But like... it's America. 193 00:11:55,860 --> 00:11:58,113 And if they were throwing an end-of-summer party... 194 00:11:58,114 --> 00:12:00,303 Yo, I'd do it for Rue! 195 00:12:01,613 --> 00:12:03,131 ...of course I'd fucking go. 196 00:12:03,132 --> 00:12:06,154 Yo. The whole world's gonna be talking about 197 00:12:06,155 --> 00:12:09,442 how McKay threw the grimiest fucking banger of the summer. 198 00:12:09,443 --> 00:12:11,842 I don't know, bro. You know my mom is real OCD. 199 00:12:11,843 --> 00:12:14,182 She notices the smallest shit: a little scratch on the wall, 200 00:12:14,183 --> 00:12:15,338 the dishes are out of order. 201 00:12:15,339 --> 00:12:16,923 Fine. We'll just take a picture of everything, 202 00:12:16,924 --> 00:12:18,738 and we'll put it back the way we found it. 203 00:12:18,739 --> 00:12:21,019 What the fuck is this, Mission Impossible? 204 00:12:21,020 --> 00:12:23,087 Would you stop worrying about your mom, 205 00:12:23,088 --> 00:12:24,922 and start worrying about all the fucking pussy 206 00:12:24,923 --> 00:12:26,490 that we're gonna smash tonight, bro. 207 00:12:26,491 --> 00:12:29,826 No, no, no, no, no. Wait. Isn't Maddy coming tonight? 208 00:12:29,827 --> 00:12:31,628 I don't know. 209 00:12:31,629 --> 00:12:33,997 I don't give a fuck. She broke up with me. Fuck her. 210 00:12:33,998 --> 00:12:36,366 See, no, bro. 'Cause she's crazy. 211 00:12:36,367 --> 00:12:39,269 I don't want her to come and try to burn my house down. 212 00:12:39,270 --> 00:12:40,737 - Burn your... - Yeah. 213 00:12:40,738 --> 00:12:42,839 Shut the fuck up. 214 00:12:42,840 --> 00:12:46,209 Yo. This is exactly what I'm talking about. 215 00:12:46,210 --> 00:12:48,298 Right here. I'm gonna tell you something... 216 00:12:48,299 --> 00:12:50,537 - Nate, don't do anything stupid. Come on. - Yeah, yeah. 217 00:12:51,601 --> 00:12:53,534 Hey, yo, what up, B? 218 00:12:54,070 --> 00:12:56,086 Yo, how 'bout you come and ride on this dick? 219 00:12:56,087 --> 00:12:59,040 No, Nate, chill, bro! Come on man. 220 00:13:00,276 --> 00:13:02,293 What the fuck, bro. 221 00:13:02,680 --> 00:13:04,331 Whoops. 222 00:13:12,494 --> 00:13:14,585 Jules moved from the city to the suburbs 223 00:13:14,586 --> 00:13:16,663 after her mom and dad got divorced. 224 00:13:20,229 --> 00:13:22,348 She doesn't really like to talk about it, 225 00:13:22,349 --> 00:13:24,386 but dads almost never get full custody, 226 00:13:24,387 --> 00:13:26,623 so you know some shit definitely went down. 227 00:13:29,334 --> 00:13:32,061 She went to, like, three weeks of summer school with Kat, 228 00:13:32,462 --> 00:13:34,756 who failed Intro to Visual Arts. 229 00:13:35,815 --> 00:13:38,294 _ 230 00:13:42,417 --> 00:13:44,115 _ 231 00:13:44,657 --> 00:13:46,688 _ 232 00:13:46,689 --> 00:13:48,374 _ 233 00:13:58,504 --> 00:14:00,504 _ 234 00:14:04,135 --> 00:14:06,135 _ 235 00:14:18,191 --> 00:14:22,236 _ 236 00:14:30,698 --> 00:14:34,123 _ 237 00:14:40,642 --> 00:14:43,892 - Do you think my areolas look weird? - No. 238 00:14:43,893 --> 00:14:45,535 But, like, the edges, though. 239 00:14:45,536 --> 00:14:47,022 _ 240 00:14:47,023 --> 00:14:48,063 Maddy, they're fine. 241 00:14:48,064 --> 00:14:49,531 Fine like they're kind of weird, or fine like 242 00:14:49,532 --> 00:14:51,833 nobody but me would ever notice what I notice? 243 00:14:51,834 --> 00:14:54,034 Fine like shut the fuck up, Maddy. 244 00:14:54,035 --> 00:14:56,954 I'm disgusting. I literally look disgusting. 245 00:14:56,955 --> 00:14:59,924 Maddy, you just snap the fuck out of this. You're hot as fuck. 246 00:14:59,925 --> 00:15:02,843 - Nate's a loser. Who cares? - He's not a loser. He's a dick. 247 00:15:02,844 --> 00:15:04,812 All dicks are losers. Duh. 248 00:15:04,813 --> 00:15:07,948 Look, bottom line: y'all need to walk into this party 249 00:15:07,949 --> 00:15:10,017 like your pussy costs a million dollars. 250 00:15:10,018 --> 00:15:12,253 For real, I'd settle for like fifty grand. 251 00:15:12,254 --> 00:15:13,821 Fifty grand is a million dollars. 252 00:15:13,822 --> 00:15:16,090 I'd settle for, like, four Corona Lights 253 00:15:16,091 --> 00:15:17,592 and some non-rapey affection. 254 00:15:17,593 --> 00:15:19,193 - That's kind of depressing. - Nate's just, 255 00:15:19,194 --> 00:15:21,362 like, totally ruined my confidence. 256 00:15:21,363 --> 00:15:23,431 You know when somebody just constantly criticizes, 257 00:15:23,432 --> 00:15:25,132 like, everything about you? 258 00:15:25,133 --> 00:15:26,721 Yep. That's, like, every guy. 259 00:15:26,722 --> 00:15:28,969 You just need to catch a dick and forget about your troubles. 260 00:15:28,970 --> 00:15:30,604 Girl, you just need to catch a dick. 261 00:15:30,605 --> 00:15:32,806 Seriously, Maddy, the best thing to do after a breakup 262 00:15:32,807 --> 00:15:34,929 is to fuck someone new, and then move on. 263 00:15:34,930 --> 00:15:37,244 Please, Kat, remind me again how many guys you've fucked? 264 00:15:37,245 --> 00:15:40,464 And, um, oh, yeah, cat-fishing, that don't count. 265 00:15:40,867 --> 00:15:43,298 Can you not be a cunt for like, 15 seconds? 266 00:15:44,302 --> 00:15:46,125 - What are we doing for dinner? - Dad, stop being a pervert! 267 00:15:46,126 --> 00:15:48,722 We're literally, like, all naked! 268 00:15:58,551 --> 00:16:00,484 Fuck. 269 00:16:01,787 --> 00:16:03,420 Okay. 270 00:16:06,292 --> 00:16:08,141 - Where were you? - I went to eat. 271 00:16:08,142 --> 00:16:10,543 - What do you mean, you went to eat? - What? 272 00:16:10,544 --> 00:16:13,146 What? Don't walk away from me. 273 00:16:13,147 --> 00:16:14,981 You know what, Rue? I don't trust you. 274 00:16:14,982 --> 00:16:16,583 I don't know what you want me to say. 275 00:16:16,584 --> 00:16:18,269 I want you to tell me where you were. 276 00:16:18,270 --> 00:16:20,654 - I just said I went to fucking eat! - Don't you talk to me like that! 277 00:16:20,655 --> 00:16:22,547 You know what? I'm gonna drug test you. 278 00:16:22,548 --> 00:16:24,683 - Don't be slamming no doors around here. - It was an accident. 279 00:16:24,684 --> 00:16:27,694 I don't care. You're not leaving this house until you take a drug test. 280 00:16:27,695 --> 00:16:29,696 I just peed! 281 00:16:29,697 --> 00:16:31,240 Slam another door. 282 00:16:32,918 --> 00:16:35,019 That girl's gonna be the death of me. 283 00:16:41,841 --> 00:16:43,510 Shit. 284 00:16:43,511 --> 00:16:46,210 Now, there's a few ways to beat a drug test. 285 00:16:46,211 --> 00:16:48,840 The first is simple. Stop doing drugs. 286 00:16:48,841 --> 00:16:51,363 But if you're in a bind and totally fucked, 287 00:16:51,364 --> 00:16:53,803 option one: niacin. 288 00:16:53,804 --> 00:16:55,806 It's a B vitamin that, like, 289 00:16:55,807 --> 00:16:58,098 breaks down fat and chemicals or whatever, 290 00:16:58,099 --> 00:17:01,227 and if you take a lot of it, like 2,000 milligrams, 291 00:17:01,228 --> 00:17:02,820 then chug a few gallons of water, 292 00:17:02,821 --> 00:17:05,090 you can flush your system in two to three days. 293 00:17:05,091 --> 00:17:07,776 The only problem is, it has a few side effects. 294 00:17:07,777 --> 00:17:10,095 Skin flushing, extreme dizziness, vomiting, 295 00:17:10,096 --> 00:17:12,475 rapid heartbeat, and sometimes death. 296 00:17:13,445 --> 00:17:16,702 I don't recommend it. Nor does any legit drug site on the Internet. 297 00:17:17,097 --> 00:17:19,731 Option 2: synthetic urine. 298 00:17:20,820 --> 00:17:22,903 Yeah, fucking right. 299 00:17:23,251 --> 00:17:27,135 Option 3: get a non-drug addict friend to piss for you. 300 00:17:29,440 --> 00:17:31,765 The only problem is... 301 00:17:31,766 --> 00:17:34,336 ...most over-the-counter home drug testing kits 302 00:17:34,337 --> 00:17:35,972 come with a heat-sensor strip 303 00:17:35,973 --> 00:17:37,902 that detects the temperature of your urine. 304 00:17:37,903 --> 00:17:40,319 And if your parents watch you pee, 305 00:17:40,320 --> 00:17:42,253 you can't really do the sink trick. 306 00:17:43,986 --> 00:17:47,621 So you gotta get it fresh. 307 00:17:49,057 --> 00:17:50,607 Hey, Rue. 308 00:17:50,608 --> 00:17:53,577 - Hey, I, um... I need a favor. - What? 309 00:17:53,578 --> 00:17:57,727 - I... like for real, Lexi. - What? 310 00:17:59,144 --> 00:18:03,399 - Side effects of this option? - Are you serious? 311 00:18:04,181 --> 00:18:05,799 Please. 312 00:18:08,043 --> 00:18:09,943 Thanks. 313 00:18:11,848 --> 00:18:14,498 Hey, Rue. 314 00:18:14,499 --> 00:18:16,727 How was rehab? 315 00:18:17,333 --> 00:18:18,848 Shit. 316 00:18:20,990 --> 00:18:24,510 - It was good. It was really, really good. - Well, that's good. 317 00:18:25,310 --> 00:18:28,511 - How long have you been back? - Five days. 318 00:18:28,512 --> 00:18:30,063 Oh. 319 00:18:31,338 --> 00:18:33,583 - New chapter. - Mom. 320 00:18:33,584 --> 00:18:35,046 Hmm? 321 00:18:36,098 --> 00:18:38,683 Lexi and I have known each other since pre-school. 322 00:18:39,191 --> 00:18:42,193 And like, in some ways she's my best friend, 323 00:18:42,194 --> 00:18:44,272 even though I think we've grown apart. 324 00:18:44,273 --> 00:18:46,442 We don't really have much in common anymore. 325 00:18:49,384 --> 00:18:51,600 Did you m... meet any cute guys there? 326 00:18:51,601 --> 00:18:54,503 - Here's that eyeliner. - Thanks. 327 00:18:54,504 --> 00:18:56,055 Huh. 328 00:19:04,694 --> 00:19:06,604 Mom, I have to pee! 329 00:19:08,011 --> 00:19:09,517 I wish we could do this in a way 330 00:19:09,518 --> 00:19:12,220 that wasn't a complete invasion of my privacy. 331 00:19:12,221 --> 00:19:15,123 Well, you lost your right to privacy after your overdose. 332 00:19:15,124 --> 00:19:17,873 - That was a mistake. - Don't be flip, Rue. 333 00:19:19,579 --> 00:19:21,662 Could you... 334 00:19:21,663 --> 00:19:23,048 Thank you. 335 00:19:28,255 --> 00:19:31,539 You don't understand. This was the most frightening moment 336 00:19:31,540 --> 00:19:33,741 a mother could witness. And Gia... 337 00:19:33,742 --> 00:19:37,812 - Gia, who absolutely idolizes you... - I know, Mom. 338 00:19:37,813 --> 00:19:41,748 To have her find you unconscious... 339 00:19:43,451 --> 00:19:46,171 Can we just... Can we not do this right now, Mom? 340 00:19:46,824 --> 00:19:48,922 Rue? 341 00:19:50,891 --> 00:19:52,259 Rue? 342 00:19:54,829 --> 00:19:57,481 Rue. 343 00:20:07,559 --> 00:20:10,113 I know a lot of you probably hate me right now, 344 00:20:10,114 --> 00:20:11,627 and I get it. 345 00:20:12,897 --> 00:20:16,839 If I could be a different person, I promise you, I would. 346 00:20:18,640 --> 00:20:22,263 Not because I want it, but because they do. 347 00:20:22,816 --> 00:20:25,001 And therein lies the catch. 348 00:20:28,105 --> 00:20:32,641 I'm sorry... for slamming the door earlier. 349 00:20:36,521 --> 00:20:40,023 It's okay. I forgive you. Come here. 350 00:20:48,399 --> 00:20:50,441 - Hey, Mom? - Yeah? 351 00:20:50,442 --> 00:20:52,117 Can I spend the night at Lexi's tonight? 352 00:20:52,118 --> 00:20:54,019 - Yeah, that's fine. - Thanks. 353 00:20:54,020 --> 00:20:55,337 Yeah. 354 00:21:10,120 --> 00:21:11,644 ♪ He's heating up! ♪ 355 00:21:11,645 --> 00:21:14,339 ♪ No room key, socks on, can't stay long ♪ 356 00:21:14,340 --> 00:21:16,441 ♪ Before you know it, in the morning, I'll be gone ♪ 357 00:21:16,442 --> 00:21:19,319 ♪ I ain't staying till the morning, yeah, I'm gone ♪ 358 00:21:19,320 --> 00:21:22,586 ♪ I ain't staying till the morning, yeah, I'm gone ♪ 359 00:21:22,587 --> 00:21:25,686 ♪ Tommy, call my name, when you open your eyes ♪ 360 00:21:25,687 --> 00:21:28,403 ♪ Make it rain, you can stay in my sky ♪ 361 00:21:28,404 --> 00:21:31,014 ♪ Keep it to yourself when you find me ♪ 362 00:21:31,015 --> 00:21:33,875 ♪ Hands on your knees it's a sign we don't need ♪ 363 00:21:33,876 --> 00:21:36,293 ♪ Nothing but a rope and a room key ♪ 364 00:21:36,294 --> 00:21:38,922 ♪ Makin' sure you know that you knew me ♪ 365 00:21:38,923 --> 00:21:41,883 ♪ No room key, socks on, can't stay long ♪ 366 00:21:41,884 --> 00:21:44,093 ♪ Before you know it, in the morning, I'll be gone ♪ 367 00:21:44,094 --> 00:21:47,163 ♪ I ain't staying till the morning, yeah, I'm gone ♪ 368 00:21:47,164 --> 00:21:50,258 ♪ I ain't staying till the morning, yeah, I'm gone ♪ 369 00:21:53,462 --> 00:21:54,663 Where you going? 370 00:21:54,664 --> 00:21:58,265 Uh, I don't know. Some party, or something. 371 00:21:59,201 --> 00:22:00,546 Or something? 372 00:22:01,232 --> 00:22:02,672 Dad. 373 00:22:05,040 --> 00:22:08,592 I know. You know, just, new town. Be safe. 374 00:22:08,593 --> 00:22:11,227 - Yeah. I'm fine. - Good. 375 00:22:11,228 --> 00:22:13,329 - Love you. - I love you, too. 376 00:22:13,330 --> 00:22:15,515 - Okay. - Have fun. 377 00:22:20,930 --> 00:22:23,634 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 378 00:22:24,202 --> 00:22:26,688 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 379 00:22:27,163 --> 00:22:29,682 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 380 00:22:30,124 --> 00:22:32,392 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 381 00:22:32,393 --> 00:22:34,686 Jules told me later what had happened. 382 00:22:34,687 --> 00:22:38,340 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 383 00:22:38,883 --> 00:22:41,260 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 384 00:22:41,802 --> 00:22:44,537 ♪ Ooh ♪ 385 00:22:45,134 --> 00:22:48,036 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 386 00:22:48,624 --> 00:22:50,775 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 387 00:22:53,621 --> 00:22:55,332 _ 388 00:22:55,846 --> 00:22:57,846 _ 389 00:22:58,592 --> 00:23:00,821 _ 390 00:23:01,297 --> 00:23:03,297 _ 391 00:23:10,503 --> 00:23:12,223 Looking back on it, 392 00:23:12,224 --> 00:23:15,311 she probably would have just been better off going to McKay's. 393 00:23:16,337 --> 00:23:18,109 But... 394 00:23:47,487 --> 00:23:48,619 Come in. 395 00:23:55,248 --> 00:23:57,731 ♪ Straight out of the jungle... ♪ 396 00:23:57,732 --> 00:24:01,362 Yo, so, Cassie's a whore. Fact. 397 00:24:01,363 --> 00:24:04,705 No, she's not. Fact. She's not even that type of girl. 398 00:24:04,706 --> 00:24:07,274 Oh. Have you seen her slut pages, though? 399 00:24:07,275 --> 00:24:09,693 - No. - They're wild, yo. 400 00:24:09,694 --> 00:24:12,673 - She's like a fuckin' freak! - Cassie's on the slut pages? 401 00:24:12,674 --> 00:24:14,300 Yo, we gotta see this shit. 402 00:24:14,301 --> 00:24:16,118 Yo, what are y'all even doing out the room, man? 403 00:24:16,119 --> 00:24:17,450 - Go back upstairs, bro. - What? 404 00:24:17,451 --> 00:24:19,752 Thing one and thing two. Take it up, man. 405 00:24:19,753 --> 00:24:22,672 - Take it up. - Relax. No one gets here till ten. 406 00:24:22,673 --> 00:24:23,879 What's up, Nate? 407 00:24:23,880 --> 00:24:25,924 What's good, what's good, good lookin'. 408 00:24:25,925 --> 00:24:29,312 Look, all I'm saying is, I think you did Cassie. That's it. 409 00:24:29,313 --> 00:24:32,415 McKay, whether I like her or not is irrelevant. 410 00:24:32,416 --> 00:24:36,031 The fact is, she's a fucking whore through and through, bro. 411 00:24:36,032 --> 00:24:38,804 All right, look, I don't know what she's done, guys, but I'm just saying, 412 00:24:38,805 --> 00:24:42,108 I think she's cool. She's smart. She's funny. 413 00:24:42,109 --> 00:24:45,778 Bro, she likes cars, man. 414 00:24:45,779 --> 00:24:48,214 She loves cars. Shit, thank you for telling me. 415 00:24:48,215 --> 00:24:50,522 - What the fuck? - Dude's got mad feelings. 416 00:24:50,523 --> 00:24:53,052 For real, yo. McKay's about to start a Pinterest, guys. 417 00:24:53,053 --> 00:24:55,154 Just wait. Give it a minute. 418 00:24:55,155 --> 00:24:58,436 Yo, did you say you don't know what she's done? 419 00:25:02,147 --> 00:25:03,752 No, I don't know. 420 00:25:05,131 --> 00:25:06,882 Take a seat. 421 00:25:06,883 --> 00:25:09,842 You and I are gonna take a little trip to the land of shame, bro. 422 00:25:09,843 --> 00:25:11,594 ♪ Point-blank range give a nigga nose rings ♪ 423 00:25:11,595 --> 00:25:13,396 ♪ Skip to my Lou with a pack in the cat ♪ 424 00:25:13,397 --> 00:25:14,722 ♪ Jiffy, Lube, where the bricks, where they at? ♪ 425 00:25:14,723 --> 00:25:16,565 ♪ Dripping, ooze, the Patek all wet... ♪ 426 00:25:17,558 --> 00:25:20,600 Here's the fucking thing that pisses me off about the world. 427 00:25:20,601 --> 00:25:23,104 Like, every time someone's shit gets leaked, 428 00:25:23,105 --> 00:25:25,298 whether it's J. Law or Leslie Jones, 429 00:25:25,299 --> 00:25:27,116 the whole world's like, "Well if you don't want it out there, 430 00:25:27,117 --> 00:25:29,027 don't take the nudes in the first place." 431 00:25:29,028 --> 00:25:31,277 I'm sorry. I know your generation 432 00:25:31,278 --> 00:25:33,656 relied on flowers and fathers' permission, 433 00:25:33,657 --> 00:25:36,451 but it's 2019, and unless you're Amish, 434 00:25:36,452 --> 00:25:39,995 nudes are the currency of love, so stop shaming us. 435 00:25:39,996 --> 00:25:42,330 Shame the assholes who create password-protected 436 00:25:42,331 --> 00:25:44,936 online directories of naked, underage girls. 437 00:25:46,419 --> 00:25:48,713 Cassie's actually super sweet. 438 00:25:48,714 --> 00:25:50,632 You remember, like, from earlier. 439 00:25:51,510 --> 00:25:55,780 - Yo, Rue, Rue. - Hey. How you been? 440 00:25:55,781 --> 00:25:57,948 She's just being coy. 441 00:25:57,949 --> 00:26:01,652 'Cause she has a new boyfriend she's head over heels for. 442 00:26:01,653 --> 00:26:04,555 Mom, stop being retarded. He's not my boyfriend. 443 00:26:04,556 --> 00:26:06,630 Oh. Okay! 444 00:26:06,631 --> 00:26:09,470 Who's that handsome young man who came over for dinner last night? 445 00:26:09,471 --> 00:26:12,530 - Oh, my God, Mom! Stop! - Christopher McKay. 446 00:26:13,517 --> 00:26:15,299 So, you're dating McKay. 447 00:26:15,300 --> 00:26:18,703 Okay, Mom, I'm literally going to poison you in your sleep. 448 00:26:18,704 --> 00:26:21,622 So, Rue, how was rehab? 449 00:26:22,619 --> 00:26:23,763 Um... 450 00:26:24,643 --> 00:26:27,510 Did you m... meet any cute guys there? 451 00:26:27,511 --> 00:26:30,464 - Here's that eyeliner. - Thanks. 452 00:26:31,115 --> 00:26:33,149 But anyway, back to this bullshit. 453 00:26:33,150 --> 00:26:37,253 And the Oscar goes to... 454 00:26:37,254 --> 00:26:39,456 - Oh! - Shit! 455 00:26:39,457 --> 00:26:41,491 I'm talkin' 'bout, like, tag team. 456 00:26:41,492 --> 00:26:43,960 - That's what I'm saying. Double team. - Like, triple. 457 00:26:43,961 --> 00:26:45,628 With Roy in the front. 458 00:26:45,629 --> 00:26:47,529 You can even tell that that's her, man. 459 00:26:47,530 --> 00:26:48,732 It's her, bro. 460 00:26:48,733 --> 00:26:50,231 This is definitely her. Look at her titties. 461 00:26:50,232 --> 00:26:53,202 You want my advice? You fuck her like the whore she is, 462 00:26:53,203 --> 00:26:55,071 you kick her ass to the curb. 463 00:26:55,072 --> 00:26:56,773 If you don't, we will. 464 00:26:56,774 --> 00:26:58,541 Shut your all little virgin asses up, man. 465 00:26:58,542 --> 00:27:00,442 Y'all wouldn't even know what to do with that. 466 00:27:00,443 --> 00:27:03,312 Are you crazy? I just got a tutorial, step-by-step. 467 00:27:04,915 --> 00:27:07,008 It's obvious that Nate got in McKay's head, 468 00:27:07,009 --> 00:27:09,503 because Cassie told Lexi, and Lexi told me, 469 00:27:09,504 --> 00:27:11,305 that the night of the party... 470 00:27:12,874 --> 00:27:14,341 What? 471 00:27:16,624 --> 00:27:18,257 Nothing. 472 00:27:19,114 --> 00:27:21,314 Why do you keep staring at me? 473 00:27:24,819 --> 00:27:28,338 I'm sorry. Kind of spaced out for a second. 474 00:27:29,005 --> 00:27:30,774 I wasn't being weird, was I? 475 00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:34,153 No. You're being cute. 476 00:27:36,330 --> 00:27:39,431 Listen, I don't want to sound corny or whatever, but... 477 00:27:40,935 --> 00:27:44,019 you are literally the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. 478 00:27:44,020 --> 00:27:45,672 They hooked up. 479 00:27:53,547 --> 00:27:55,407 Fuck. 480 00:27:56,499 --> 00:27:58,599 You always this wet? 481 00:27:58,600 --> 00:28:01,502 Kind of. It's super embarrassing. 482 00:28:01,503 --> 00:28:05,475 - Does it turn you off? - Not at all. 483 00:28:05,476 --> 00:28:07,529 It's cool. 484 00:28:11,122 --> 00:28:13,256 Stay right here. 485 00:28:37,991 --> 00:28:40,407 Aah! 486 00:28:40,408 --> 00:28:43,334 McKay. McKay, stop! Stop... 487 00:28:43,835 --> 00:28:45,982 Now, I know this looks disturbing, but for real, 488 00:28:45,983 --> 00:28:49,008 I promise you, this does not end in a rape. 489 00:28:49,009 --> 00:28:50,624 But here's the thing. 490 00:28:50,625 --> 00:28:53,856 Everyone on the planet watches porn. Fact. 491 00:28:53,857 --> 00:28:57,859 And if you were to click on the 20 most popular videos on Porn Hub right now, 492 00:28:57,860 --> 00:28:59,986 this is basically what you'd see: 493 00:28:59,987 --> 00:29:01,937 Good girl, yes, yes. 494 00:29:03,242 --> 00:29:05,059 Are you gonna be an obedient little slut? 495 00:29:09,502 --> 00:29:11,057 - Say thank you, again. - Oh, thank you. 496 00:29:11,058 --> 00:29:12,625 I'm not trying to be sex negative or anything. 497 00:29:12,626 --> 00:29:14,210 - I'm just saying... - Stop! 498 00:29:14,211 --> 00:29:16,544 ...this shit isn't out of left fucking field. 499 00:29:16,545 --> 00:29:18,744 - Fuck, McKay! - What did I do? 500 00:29:18,745 --> 00:29:20,596 Why would you grab me like that? I couldn't breathe. 501 00:29:20,597 --> 00:29:21,935 I don't know. I thought you liked that. 502 00:29:21,936 --> 00:29:24,597 Why the fuck would I like that? 503 00:29:25,035 --> 00:29:27,535 Cassie, I'm sorry. I didn't know. 504 00:29:27,972 --> 00:29:30,923 I just didn't expect it. 505 00:29:37,314 --> 00:29:40,866 Cassie, I'm really sorry, okay? I'm sorry. 506 00:29:40,867 --> 00:29:44,119 You know I would never do anything to hurt you. 507 00:29:45,347 --> 00:29:47,572 Just don't do it again. 508 00:29:51,194 --> 00:29:53,928 Unless you ask me first. 509 00:30:00,171 --> 00:30:02,204 Or I ask you. 510 00:30:08,678 --> 00:30:11,125 Anyway, I didn't go to Lexi's. That was a lie. 511 00:30:11,126 --> 00:30:12,944 So, I was walking to McKay's party, 512 00:30:12,945 --> 00:30:16,251 because I have this rule that I don't drink and bike, 'cause like... 513 00:30:24,742 --> 00:30:27,678 - Is that...? - Oh, shit. Slow down. 514 00:30:27,679 --> 00:30:29,997 Dude, that's Rue. Oh, my God. 515 00:30:29,998 --> 00:30:32,249 - Wait. Didn't Rue, like, die? - Oh, my God, I hate ghosts. 516 00:30:32,250 --> 00:30:35,536 Yo, Casper! You want a ride? 517 00:30:39,882 --> 00:30:41,190 Why, thank you. 518 00:30:42,654 --> 00:30:44,153 ♪ Get it up, get it up, get it ♪ 519 00:30:44,154 --> 00:30:47,246 ♪ I am not seeking approval, I'm number one, I tell bitches what to do ♪ 520 00:30:47,247 --> 00:30:49,174 ♪ He heard I'm Creole, he think I know voodoo ♪ 521 00:30:49,175 --> 00:30:50,918 ♪ Bitch, I will twist your ass up like a noodle ♪ 522 00:30:50,919 --> 00:30:52,887 ♪ Hoe, you a copy of me, you a doodle ♪ 523 00:30:52,888 --> 00:30:54,591 ♪ Bitches is flocking to me like I'm Kodak ♪ 524 00:30:54,592 --> 00:30:56,560 ♪ All of my bitches is yellow, they bodak ♪ 525 00:30:56,561 --> 00:30:58,396 ♪ Hop out the whip at the light and they throw that ♪ 526 00:30:58,397 --> 00:31:00,533 ♪ Uh, cocky as fuck in the mall witcho daddy ♪ 527 00:31:00,534 --> 00:31:02,536 ♪ He kissing the ground that I walk on, uh ♪ 528 00:31:02,537 --> 00:31:04,372 ♪ Cocky as fuck in a pic witcho nigga ♪ 529 00:31:04,373 --> 00:31:06,742 ♪ He bought everything that I got on, eh, eh ♪ 530 00:31:06,743 --> 00:31:09,613 ♪ Get in line hoe, I be on yo' mind though ♪ 531 00:31:09,614 --> 00:31:11,418 ♪ Bitch you know I'm poppin' ♪ 532 00:31:11,419 --> 00:31:13,551 ♪ You just hatin' 'cause I'm fine, hoe ♪ 533 00:31:13,552 --> 00:31:15,220 ♪ Don't like me, then stay off my shit, uh ♪ 534 00:31:15,221 --> 00:31:17,089 ♪ You need to hold your tongue, uh ♪ 535 00:31:17,090 --> 00:31:19,669 ♪ Unless you gonna lick on my clit, ah-ah ♪ 536 00:31:20,850 --> 00:31:26,052 - Ah. How old are you? - Uh, 22. 537 00:31:27,623 --> 00:31:29,456 Thanks. 538 00:31:30,298 --> 00:31:32,154 Do you live in town? 539 00:31:32,873 --> 00:31:35,378 Uh, no. I'm just, uh, visiting my grandparents. 540 00:31:35,379 --> 00:31:37,063 Hmm. 541 00:31:38,773 --> 00:31:40,142 What about you? 542 00:31:41,761 --> 00:31:43,990 Do you walk around like this? 543 00:31:46,441 --> 00:31:47,849 What do you mean? 544 00:31:48,438 --> 00:31:50,367 Well, this is how you look generally? 545 00:31:51,846 --> 00:31:54,914 I mean... yeah. 546 00:31:58,452 --> 00:31:59,943 You're beautiful. 547 00:32:02,156 --> 00:32:03,431 Thank you. 548 00:32:08,362 --> 00:32:11,780 I'm envious of your generation, you know. 549 00:32:13,149 --> 00:32:16,335 You guys don't care as much about the rules. 550 00:32:17,638 --> 00:32:20,506 You know, I think that's a good thing. 551 00:32:20,874 --> 00:32:24,359 And I don't want to be that old guy that gives you advice, 552 00:32:24,360 --> 00:32:27,929 but I look at you and I think there are... 553 00:32:27,930 --> 00:32:31,132 two versions of how your life can go. 554 00:32:31,133 --> 00:32:35,469 You can either go someplace, where you're 555 00:32:35,470 --> 00:32:38,138 wanted for who you are. 556 00:32:38,139 --> 00:32:41,992 Or you can stay in a town like this. End up like me. 557 00:32:43,363 --> 00:32:46,163 Living your life out in motel rooms. 558 00:32:50,169 --> 00:32:51,578 Selfishly... 559 00:32:53,996 --> 00:32:55,874 I hope you stay. 560 00:32:58,945 --> 00:33:00,337 Wider. 561 00:33:02,048 --> 00:33:04,866 Wider. There you go. 562 00:33:05,596 --> 00:33:08,485 That's it. Good girl. 563 00:33:17,829 --> 00:33:20,878 Jules once told me that every night when she was a kid, 564 00:33:20,879 --> 00:33:23,049 like, five or something... 565 00:33:23,050 --> 00:33:24,984 Spit. 566 00:33:24,985 --> 00:33:27,115 ...she'd lock herself in the bathroom, 567 00:33:27,116 --> 00:33:29,423 get down on her hands and knees, and... 568 00:33:29,424 --> 00:33:31,008 pray to God. 569 00:33:35,953 --> 00:33:38,644 She'd pray that when she woke up in the morning, 570 00:33:38,645 --> 00:33:40,602 she'd be 25 years old. 571 00:33:41,382 --> 00:33:43,922 She'd live with her best friend, a girl. 572 00:33:44,465 --> 00:33:46,900 Someone she hadn't met yet, but... 573 00:33:47,214 --> 00:33:49,115 someone she knew she'd trust forever. 574 00:33:56,948 --> 00:33:59,328 I don't know why, but when she told me that story, 575 00:33:59,329 --> 00:34:01,987 I started to cry so hard I hyperventilated. 576 00:34:01,988 --> 00:34:04,923 You're so clean. 577 00:34:04,924 --> 00:34:07,043 And you don't know how rare that is. 578 00:34:10,868 --> 00:34:14,594 Jules just kept laughing and saying, "What's wrong?" But... 579 00:34:15,287 --> 00:34:16,746 I didn't know. 580 00:34:51,954 --> 00:34:54,304 And then, the night got weird. 581 00:35:11,039 --> 00:35:16,460 ♪ Good times, good times ♪ 582 00:35:16,461 --> 00:35:21,664 ♪ There's gonna be good times, good times ♪ 583 00:35:21,665 --> 00:35:23,306 ♪ I know there's gonna be ♪ 584 00:35:23,307 --> 00:35:25,873 ♪ Work every day till me meet ends ♪ 585 00:35:25,874 --> 00:35:28,626 ♪ Have to turn it up on the weekends ♪ 586 00:35:28,627 --> 00:35:31,586 ♪ Bust a toast to your real friends ♪ 587 00:35:31,587 --> 00:35:33,463 ♪ Tell me what you're drinking ♪ 588 00:35:33,464 --> 00:35:35,963 ♪ I know there's gonna be good times ♪ 589 00:35:35,964 --> 00:35:38,280 - Hey. - Hey. 590 00:35:38,281 --> 00:35:40,916 ♪ There's gonna be good times ♪ 591 00:35:40,917 --> 00:35:43,343 ♪ There's gonna be good times ♪ 592 00:35:43,344 --> 00:35:46,502 ♪ Good times, there's gonna be some good times ♪ 593 00:35:46,503 --> 00:35:48,754 ♪ Remember we used to pull up and let 'em fight, that's hood time ♪ 594 00:35:48,755 --> 00:35:51,606 ♪ Remember I used to grab on that ass when it was wood time ♪ 595 00:35:51,607 --> 00:35:55,362 ♪ Yeah, if that bitch walk up trippin' she get that mush time ♪ 596 00:35:55,363 --> 00:35:58,755 ♪ I don't waste time, I don't waste time ♪ 597 00:35:58,756 --> 00:36:00,678 ♪ I don't have patience, baby ♪ 598 00:36:00,679 --> 00:36:02,431 ♪ She gon' get on top of this dick ♪ 599 00:36:02,432 --> 00:36:04,678 ♪ And she gon' squish it like squish, then go fast ♪ 600 00:36:04,679 --> 00:36:06,270 ♪ She Speed Racer ♪ 601 00:36:06,271 --> 00:36:08,907 ♪ We gon' ball, Walter Payton ♪ 602 00:36:08,908 --> 00:36:11,959 ♪ She my boss like I'm Prince's son ♪ 603 00:36:11,960 --> 00:36:14,505 ♪ Come here, bae, I'ma listen ♪ 604 00:36:14,506 --> 00:36:17,341 ♪ I let her write me my suggestions ♪ 605 00:36:17,342 --> 00:36:19,110 ♪ Pop quiz, it's a pop quiz... ♪ 606 00:36:19,111 --> 00:36:21,720 Now, there's a couple versions of what happened that night. 607 00:36:21,721 --> 00:36:24,123 It all depends on who you ask, and to be honest, 608 00:36:24,124 --> 00:36:26,845 I'm not always the most reliable narrator. 609 00:36:27,949 --> 00:36:30,775 ♪ Me and papi on the same pills ♪ 610 00:36:30,776 --> 00:36:33,356 But Nate was fucking on one. 611 00:36:33,357 --> 00:36:36,818 And in turn, Maddy was fucking on one. 612 00:36:36,819 --> 00:36:40,614 ♪ Come have a good time, bust a back wine ♪ 613 00:36:40,615 --> 00:36:42,577 ♪ Know say you wan' gimme suckle and corn ♪ 614 00:36:42,578 --> 00:36:44,395 Hi. 615 00:36:46,166 --> 00:36:47,954 ♪ I make ya sing this time ♪ 616 00:36:47,955 --> 00:36:51,475 ♪ I know there's gonna be good times ♪ 617 00:36:51,476 --> 00:36:53,638 Get undressed. I want to go swimming. 618 00:36:54,842 --> 00:36:57,068 ♪ There's gonna be good times ♪ 619 00:36:57,069 --> 00:36:59,414 ♪ There's gonna be good times ♪ 620 00:36:59,415 --> 00:37:01,644 ♪ Ima ride in that pussy like a stroller ♪ 621 00:37:01,645 --> 00:37:04,012 ♪ I'll survive in a mothafuckin' gutter ♪ 622 00:37:04,013 --> 00:37:06,807 ♪ That's my mothafuckin' woadie, like the Noila ♪ 623 00:37:06,808 --> 00:37:09,893 ♪ And I'm coming red like Coca-Cola ♪ 624 00:37:09,894 --> 00:37:11,839 ♪ Ima have a very good time ♪ 625 00:37:11,840 --> 00:37:14,625 - You're so hot. - I know. 626 00:37:15,728 --> 00:37:18,136 ♪ Ima have a very good time ♪ 627 00:37:18,137 --> 00:37:20,697 ♪ I swear to God I can't never sound like Lil shorty ♪ 628 00:37:20,698 --> 00:37:23,700 ♪ She say she like all of her nigga's rhymes ♪ 629 00:37:23,701 --> 00:37:25,487 ♪ Where is my phone... ♪ 630 00:37:28,939 --> 00:37:31,850 ♪ Even in the summertime me and Lil shawty cuddle ♪ 631 00:37:31,851 --> 00:37:34,319 ♪ I swear to God I'ma tip you, you don't got to struggle ♪ 632 00:37:34,320 --> 00:37:35,963 ♪ Baby come sit... ♪ 633 00:37:35,964 --> 00:37:38,181 You're fucking crazy. 634 00:37:38,182 --> 00:37:42,311 No, I'm not. I'm just trying to get back at my really shitty ex-boyfriend. 635 00:37:42,312 --> 00:37:43,820 What? 636 00:37:44,256 --> 00:37:48,416 What if I told you that I wanted you to fuck me, right here, right now? 637 00:37:49,432 --> 00:37:50,810 Are you serious? 638 00:37:52,442 --> 00:37:54,406 And that's right about the time that Jules 639 00:37:54,407 --> 00:37:57,025 decided to ghost her hookup and bike over to McKay's. 640 00:37:59,104 --> 00:38:02,822 Now, Jules texted Kat, but Kat didn't answer, because... 641 00:38:07,113 --> 00:38:10,639 ♪ I'm on a new level, I'm on a new level ♪ 642 00:38:11,189 --> 00:38:14,500 ♪ I'm on a new level, I'm on a new level... ♪ 643 00:38:14,501 --> 00:38:16,852 So what's the deal with your friend, BB? 644 00:38:17,288 --> 00:38:18,505 What about her? 645 00:38:18,506 --> 00:38:20,472 Well, is she like a prude, or is she like a slut? 646 00:38:20,473 --> 00:38:23,108 Definitely a slut. 647 00:38:23,109 --> 00:38:26,011 - What about you? - What about me? 648 00:38:26,012 --> 00:38:27,779 Are you a slut? 649 00:38:27,780 --> 00:38:30,882 Yeah, I'm a fucking savage. 650 00:38:30,883 --> 00:38:33,252 Oh, yeah? What's your number? 651 00:38:33,253 --> 00:38:36,342 Huh. Higher than you two can count. 652 00:38:36,343 --> 00:38:38,441 Stop playing. You're a fucking prude. 653 00:38:39,839 --> 00:38:42,762 Now, Kat wasn't a prude, but she was a virgin. 654 00:38:42,763 --> 00:38:44,580 She'd told Jules that a week into summer school, 655 00:38:44,581 --> 00:38:46,297 and when Kat saw her reaction: 656 00:38:46,298 --> 00:38:49,082 Bitch, this isn't the '80s. You need to catch a dick. 657 00:38:49,083 --> 00:38:52,959 ♪ Now, I'm on a new level, I'm on a new level ♪ 658 00:38:52,960 --> 00:38:54,764 She was on a mission to enter junior year 659 00:38:54,765 --> 00:38:56,524 as a woman of questionable morals. 660 00:38:56,525 --> 00:38:58,543 Let me ask you a question. 661 00:38:58,544 --> 00:39:02,146 If I were to pull my dick out right now, would you suck it? 662 00:39:02,147 --> 00:39:05,415 I don't know. Let me see it. 663 00:39:05,416 --> 00:39:08,085 It's not hard yet. 664 00:39:08,086 --> 00:39:10,220 You've probably never sucked a dick in your life. 665 00:39:10,221 --> 00:39:11,636 Yeah, I have. 666 00:39:11,637 --> 00:39:13,690 No, most girls don't know how to suck dick. 667 00:39:13,691 --> 00:39:15,825 - Yeah. - What do you mean? 668 00:39:15,826 --> 00:39:17,327 Well, they're too gentle. It's like, 669 00:39:17,328 --> 00:39:19,062 they're fucking scared of it or something. 670 00:39:19,063 --> 00:39:20,964 - Not in porn. - Exactly. 671 00:39:20,965 --> 00:39:23,800 - You watch porn? - Doesn't everyone? 672 00:39:23,801 --> 00:39:26,169 No. Every guy does. Yeah. 673 00:39:26,170 --> 00:39:28,538 Not prudes. Only sluts. 674 00:39:28,539 --> 00:39:30,240 Yeah, well... 675 00:39:30,241 --> 00:39:33,020 Yeah, but like, how much? 676 00:39:33,021 --> 00:39:36,054 - What? - How much of a slut are you? 677 00:39:37,533 --> 00:39:40,282 Mm. Why don't you come find out? 678 00:39:41,503 --> 00:39:43,252 Why don't you take your top off? 679 00:39:44,954 --> 00:39:48,991 Like, right now, in front of... In front of these two? 680 00:39:48,992 --> 00:39:50,443 Yeah. 681 00:39:51,045 --> 00:39:52,874 I dare you. 682 00:39:53,271 --> 00:39:56,373 ♪ I'm on a new level, I'm on a new level ♪ 683 00:39:57,047 --> 00:40:00,726 ♪ I'm on a new level, I'm on a new level ♪ 684 00:40:01,156 --> 00:40:03,019 ♪ Bought me a new shovel ♪ 685 00:40:03,020 --> 00:40:04,779 ♪ Put these niggas in the dirt ♪ 686 00:40:05,180 --> 00:40:06,802 ♪ Chain with the new bezel ♪ 687 00:40:06,803 --> 00:40:09,172 ♪ All my niggas put in work ♪ 688 00:40:09,173 --> 00:40:11,680 ♪ I'm on a new level, I'm on a new level... ♪ 689 00:40:11,681 --> 00:40:13,881 Yo, you know what they say, right? 690 00:40:13,882 --> 00:40:16,584 Fat girls give the best head. 691 00:40:19,622 --> 00:40:21,822 ♪ Put these niggas in the dirt ♪ 692 00:40:21,823 --> 00:40:23,049 ♪ Chain with a new bezel ♪ 693 00:40:23,050 --> 00:40:24,890 ♪ All my niggas put in work ♪ 694 00:40:24,891 --> 00:40:26,765 ♪ Daddy, look at that, I know he see me ♪ 695 00:40:26,766 --> 00:40:30,323 ♪ Blowing up, my grandma would be so proud up in heaven... ♪ 696 00:40:30,324 --> 00:40:33,768 I was out back talking to Fezco when Jules arrived. 697 00:40:33,769 --> 00:40:35,870 What the fuck, Rue? 698 00:40:35,871 --> 00:40:38,585 What? What, what, what, what? 699 00:40:38,586 --> 00:40:41,976 Come on now, bruh. You owe me 120 bucks. 700 00:40:41,977 --> 00:40:44,078 My bad, man, I forgot. 701 00:40:44,079 --> 00:40:46,764 Shit, you know I ain't trippin'. 702 00:40:49,001 --> 00:40:50,884 Well, to be honest with you, 703 00:40:50,885 --> 00:40:54,188 your whole drug shit got me feeling kind of uneasy. 704 00:40:54,189 --> 00:40:57,123 Come on, don't go soft on me, Fez. 705 00:40:57,124 --> 00:40:59,826 No, I'm not. It's just that... 706 00:40:59,827 --> 00:41:03,630 I like you. And I missed you, bruh. Like... 707 00:41:03,631 --> 00:41:05,947 That shit at the beginning of summer 708 00:41:05,948 --> 00:41:08,001 had me scared as fuck. 709 00:41:08,002 --> 00:41:11,238 - Yeah, you and everybody else. - I'm serious, Rue. 710 00:41:11,239 --> 00:41:13,824 I've seen a lot of people die. 711 00:41:15,160 --> 00:41:17,277 None like you. 712 00:41:17,278 --> 00:41:20,414 I don't know what type of fucked up shit 713 00:41:20,415 --> 00:41:22,181 you got going inside your head. 714 00:41:22,182 --> 00:41:25,818 I don't know how to help, but I could tell you one thing: 715 00:41:25,819 --> 00:41:29,539 this drug shit, it's not the answer. 716 00:41:34,746 --> 00:41:37,980 You know, I remember when I was eleven years old... 717 00:41:39,050 --> 00:41:42,167 It was a couple months after my dad got diagnosed, 718 00:41:42,168 --> 00:41:45,170 and we got the results back from the prognosis. 719 00:41:45,171 --> 00:41:48,774 And it was really good. It was like, 80/20. 720 00:41:48,775 --> 00:41:51,644 And we decided to celebrate, so... 721 00:41:51,645 --> 00:41:55,131 we like ordered a bunch of Chinese food. 722 00:41:56,233 --> 00:42:00,051 I remember that night, I was laying between my parents in bed, 723 00:42:00,052 --> 00:42:02,537 and, uh... 724 00:42:03,741 --> 00:42:05,736 all of a sudden I couldn't breathe. 725 00:42:07,844 --> 00:42:13,097 It was like there was no more air left in the world. 726 00:42:13,098 --> 00:42:16,403 And I was gasping, and I was panicking. 727 00:42:17,462 --> 00:42:20,029 And they called the ambulance and they thought it was like... 728 00:42:20,774 --> 00:42:23,392 an allergic reaction or some shit. 729 00:42:24,161 --> 00:42:26,569 And then when I got to the hospital, 730 00:42:27,862 --> 00:42:29,913 they gave me liquid Valium. 731 00:42:32,083 --> 00:42:35,136 Yeah. To calm me down. 732 00:42:38,040 --> 00:42:39,874 And when it hit me, I thought... 733 00:42:42,377 --> 00:42:43,544 This is it. 734 00:42:45,625 --> 00:42:49,333 This is the feeling I have been searching for my entire life, 735 00:42:49,334 --> 00:42:51,778 for as long as I could remember. 736 00:42:52,345 --> 00:42:54,097 Because suddenly, 737 00:42:55,473 --> 00:42:57,100 the world went quiet. 738 00:42:58,184 --> 00:43:02,188 And I felt safe, in my own head. 739 00:43:07,168 --> 00:43:09,216 Two years later, he was gone. 740 00:43:12,072 --> 00:43:13,721 Panic attacks stayed. 741 00:43:16,411 --> 00:43:18,871 And I found a way to live, so... 742 00:43:19,497 --> 00:43:22,231 Will it eventually kill me? Maybe. 743 00:43:22,232 --> 00:43:24,984 Fuck, maybe not. I don't know. 744 00:43:29,190 --> 00:43:31,591 You still gonna be my dealer, Fez? 745 00:43:32,227 --> 00:43:35,611 You a fucking trip, bruh. 746 00:43:35,612 --> 00:43:38,747 I'm too high to be having this conversation right now. 747 00:43:38,748 --> 00:43:40,584 Yeah, man. Me, too. 748 00:43:41,485 --> 00:43:43,229 Me fucking too. 749 00:43:51,712 --> 00:43:53,463 ♪ Contacting the Rico ♪ 750 00:43:53,464 --> 00:43:55,006 ♪ I been on the block serving the people ♪ 751 00:43:55,007 --> 00:43:56,925 ♪ I see zombies all up in the peep hole ♪ 752 00:43:56,926 --> 00:43:58,718 ♪ I got two for one, yeah, that's a free throw ♪ 753 00:43:58,719 --> 00:44:00,637 ♪ I'm the pusha They callin' me Chico ♪ 754 00:44:00,638 --> 00:44:02,639 ♪ Know the pusha for real, the pusha for real ♪ 755 00:44:02,640 --> 00:44:04,391 ♪ Know the pusha for real, the pusha for real ♪ 756 00:44:04,392 --> 00:44:05,724 ♪ You know I got work All the fiends ♪ 757 00:44:05,725 --> 00:44:07,269 ♪ They been beggin' and looking for deals ♪ 758 00:44:07,270 --> 00:44:09,526 ♪ Know the pusha for real ♪ 759 00:44:09,527 --> 00:44:11,356 ♪ Know the pusha for real ♪ 760 00:44:11,357 --> 00:44:12,942 ♪ You talkin' 'bout ♪ ♪ cheffin', it's nothing ♪ 761 00:44:12,943 --> 00:44:15,030 ♪ you know I know pusha's for real ♪ 762 00:44:15,031 --> 00:44:17,817 ♪ Told 'em to hit me if you need some weight ♪ 763 00:44:17,818 --> 00:44:20,987 ♪ I know the pusha, yeah, I know the pusha ♪ 764 00:44:20,988 --> 00:44:23,057 ♪ Yeah, I know the pusha ♪ 765 00:44:23,058 --> 00:44:25,088 ♪ I told 'em hit me you need it today... ♪ 766 00:44:30,232 --> 00:44:33,034 Yeah, that's real classy, you fucking whore. 767 00:44:33,035 --> 00:44:34,602 Suck my dick. 768 00:44:34,603 --> 00:44:37,088 Ooh! 769 00:44:39,159 --> 00:44:41,108 ♪ Yeah, I know the pusha ♪ 770 00:44:44,913 --> 00:44:46,163 ♪ I know the pusha ♪ 771 00:44:50,495 --> 00:44:53,496 Get the fuck out of here! Get the fuck out of the kitchen! Fuck! 772 00:44:54,273 --> 00:44:56,673 Get out of here. Get the fuck out of here. 773 00:45:01,380 --> 00:45:04,081 What the fuck are you looking at? 774 00:45:07,519 --> 00:45:09,202 Who are you? 775 00:45:09,203 --> 00:45:12,923 - I'm Jules. I'm a friend of... - You're a friend of, uh... 776 00:45:12,924 --> 00:45:14,802 A friend of whose? 'Cause you're not my fucking friend. 777 00:45:14,803 --> 00:45:16,676 Who the fuck are you friends with, Jules? 778 00:45:16,677 --> 00:45:18,261 Hmm? 779 00:45:18,830 --> 00:45:21,230 Do you guys know who the fuck this is? 780 00:45:21,899 --> 00:45:24,417 Does anybody know who this is? 781 00:45:24,418 --> 00:45:27,686 Does anybody know who the fuck Jules is? 782 00:45:27,687 --> 00:45:31,157 Anyone at all. You, do you know who the fuck Jules is? 783 00:45:34,285 --> 00:45:35,884 So, who are you? 784 00:45:37,382 --> 00:45:40,232 I'm just minding my own business. I'm not trying to start anything. 785 00:45:40,233 --> 00:45:42,701 Well, no, you're not. Nobody that looks like you 786 00:45:42,702 --> 00:45:45,554 is minding their own fuckin' business. 787 00:45:47,598 --> 00:45:49,060 I know what you are. 788 00:45:49,877 --> 00:45:52,193 Yeah. Yeah, I see you. 789 00:45:52,746 --> 00:45:54,552 So what do you want, huh? 790 00:45:55,581 --> 00:45:58,183 You want some, some fucking attention? 791 00:45:58,184 --> 00:46:00,508 'Cause I'll give you some fucking attention. 792 00:46:03,273 --> 00:46:07,692 Yo, is anybody here friends with Jules? 793 00:46:07,693 --> 00:46:10,676 Anyone? Does anybody know who the fuck this bitch is? 794 00:46:10,677 --> 00:46:14,299 Somebody better speak up, or this bitch is gonna get fucked up! 795 00:46:14,300 --> 00:46:16,828 Shit! 796 00:46:16,829 --> 00:46:19,070 - You wanna fucking hurt me? - No, I was fucking kidding! 797 00:46:19,071 --> 00:46:21,606 Back the fuck up! What the fuck is your problem? 798 00:46:21,607 --> 00:46:23,608 Put the fucking knife down, okay. 799 00:46:23,609 --> 00:46:25,977 - It was a joke. - You wanna fucking hurt me? 800 00:46:25,978 --> 00:46:28,613 - No, no, no... - You have no fucking idea! 801 00:46:29,882 --> 00:46:31,643 - See? - You're psycho! 802 00:46:31,644 --> 00:46:34,051 - I'm fucking invincible! - You're a fucking freak. 803 00:46:34,052 --> 00:46:36,053 What the fuck? 804 00:46:42,478 --> 00:46:44,243 By the way, I'm Jules. 805 00:46:45,209 --> 00:46:46,846 I just moved here. 806 00:46:48,051 --> 00:46:51,270 I mean... right? 807 00:46:51,271 --> 00:46:53,559 ♪ Billy boy, big boy, want war ♪ 808 00:46:53,560 --> 00:46:56,295 ♪ Niggas hidin', "Knock, knock," through the door ♪ 809 00:46:56,296 --> 00:46:59,556 ♪ Shootin' out the window, bitch, on the floor... ♪ 810 00:47:00,411 --> 00:47:03,179 Where the fuck have you been? You missed the craziest shit ever! 811 00:47:03,180 --> 00:47:05,214 I just lost my virginity. 812 00:47:05,215 --> 00:47:08,184 Bitch, are you fucking serious? With who? 813 00:47:08,185 --> 00:47:09,953 This guy from St. Mary's. 814 00:47:09,954 --> 00:47:12,756 - How did you like it? - It was nice. Yeah. 815 00:47:12,757 --> 00:47:17,729 Oh, my God. My little slut. I'm so proud of you! 816 00:47:23,919 --> 00:47:26,036 Yo! Shit, uh... 817 00:47:26,037 --> 00:47:28,371 - Are you okay? - Uh, uh, yeah. It's fine. 818 00:47:28,372 --> 00:47:30,591 Guess I knew that was gonna get violent, 819 00:47:30,592 --> 00:47:32,609 and I didn't want a fucking broken cheekbone or some shit. 820 00:47:32,610 --> 00:47:35,244 Yeah, no, no, I totally, like, I get the logic behind it. 821 00:47:35,245 --> 00:47:38,381 But it's still, like, fucking insane. 822 00:47:43,972 --> 00:47:47,006 - I'm Rue. - I'm Jules. 823 00:47:47,875 --> 00:47:50,426 Where are you headed to? 824 00:47:50,427 --> 00:47:53,179 Home. Probably. 825 00:47:54,516 --> 00:47:56,716 Can I come with you? 826 00:48:49,017 --> 00:48:50,968 Shh. 827 00:49:03,683 --> 00:49:05,249 Let me see. 828 00:49:07,586 --> 00:49:09,019 Oh. 829 00:49:10,489 --> 00:49:15,625 ♪ Crawling down ♪ 830 00:49:19,231 --> 00:49:20,881 Shh! 831 00:49:20,882 --> 00:49:23,433 Sorry. Sorry. 832 00:49:40,526 --> 00:49:44,944 ♪ Baby, my heart and soul ♪ 833 00:49:44,945 --> 00:49:48,716 ♪ A giant in the room ♪ 834 00:49:48,717 --> 00:49:51,953 ♪ I left him long ago ♪ 835 00:49:51,954 --> 00:49:54,173 ♪ Following you ♪ 836 00:49:56,067 --> 00:50:00,212 ♪ Wind heavy on the ground ♪ 837 00:50:00,213 --> 00:50:04,131 ♪ A cloak before the moon ♪ 838 00:50:04,132 --> 00:50:07,007 ♪ I guess I've never known ♪ 839 00:50:07,008 --> 00:50:10,347 ♪ Someone like you ♪ 840 00:50:27,632 --> 00:50:32,200 ♪ Falling down ♪ 841 00:50:35,439 --> 00:50:41,209 ♪ From high hopes to the ground 842 00:50:42,380 --> 00:50:48,616 ♪ There's no way out ♪ 843 00:50:53,856 --> 00:50:58,743 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 844 00:50:58,744 --> 00:51:01,582 ♪ Baby, my heart and soul ♪ 845 00:51:01,583 --> 00:51:05,650 ♪ A giant in the room ♪ 846 00:51:05,651 --> 00:51:08,427 ♪ We took the walk alone... ♪ 847 00:51:08,428 --> 00:51:11,773 Remember when I said things got weird? 848 00:51:14,810 --> 00:51:17,811 So... yeah. 849 00:51:20,883 --> 00:51:25,635 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 850 00:51:25,636 --> 00:51:29,005 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 851 00:51:29,006 --> 00:51:33,310 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 852 00:51:33,311 --> 00:51:37,013 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 853 00:51:37,014 --> 00:51:40,617 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 854 00:51:40,618 --> 00:51:44,887 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 855 00:51:44,888 --> 00:51:47,924 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh... ♪ 856 00:51:47,925 --> 00:51:50,944 I've got an idea. 857 00:51:52,146 --> 00:51:53,410 What? 858 00:51:54,532 --> 00:51:56,013 Wanna get high? 859 00:51:56,880 --> 00:52:00,133 - ♪ Hey, hey, hey, snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 860 00:52:00,134 --> 00:52:02,869 - ♪ My pretty little snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 861 00:52:02,870 --> 00:52:08,675 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, the change in the weather has made it better for me ♪ 862 00:52:08,676 --> 00:52:11,545 - ♪ Hey, hey, hey, snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 863 00:52:11,546 --> 00:52:14,796 - ♪ My pretty little snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 864 00:52:14,797 --> 00:52:17,055 ♪ You've got me warm as a fire ♪ 865 00:52:17,056 --> 00:52:20,097 ♪ With a burning desire for you ♪ 866 00:52:21,263 --> 00:52:24,376 ♪ Snow was falling when love came calling ♪ 867 00:52:24,377 --> 00:52:27,061 ♪ On this lonely heart of mine ♪ 868 00:52:27,062 --> 00:52:32,317 ♪ You were standing there with snowflakes in your hair ♪ 869 00:52:33,008 --> 00:52:35,787 ♪ You kept stalling while my thoughts were calling 870 00:52:35,788 --> 00:52:38,854 ♪ On every way I knew ♪ 871 00:52:38,855 --> 00:52:42,726 ♪ For one excuse to get acquainted with you ♪ 872 00:52:43,803 --> 00:52:46,754 - ♪ Then I said snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 873 00:52:46,755 --> 00:52:49,307 - ♪ My pretty little snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 874 00:52:49,308 --> 00:52:51,669 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, the change in the weather ♪ 875 00:52:51,670 --> 00:52:55,336 ♪ Has made it better for me ♪ 876 00:52:55,337 --> 00:52:58,320 - ♪ Hey, hey, hey, snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 877 00:52:58,321 --> 00:53:01,379 - ♪ My pretty little snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 878 00:53:01,380 --> 00:53:03,817 ♪ You've got me warm as a fire ♪ 879 00:53:03,818 --> 00:53:06,700 ♪ With a burning desire for you ♪ 880 00:53:06,701 --> 00:53:10,554 ♪ The ice was breaking and love was waking ♪ 881 00:53:10,555 --> 00:53:13,310 ♪ In a winter wonderland ♪ 882 00:53:13,311 --> 00:53:17,595 ♪ When I felt you slip your fingers in my hand ♪ 883 00:53:18,680 --> 00:53:22,065 ♪ Now snow is gleaming and I'm not dreaming ♪ 884 00:53:22,066 --> 00:53:24,931 ♪ I know this is for real ♪ 885 00:53:24,932 --> 00:53:29,717 ♪ The love I have is too much to conceal ♪ 886 00:53:29,718 --> 00:53:32,500 - ♪ Hey, hey, hey, snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 887 00:53:32,501 --> 00:53:35,228 - ♪ My pretty little snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake... ♪