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♪ It goes on and on ♪

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<i>The human body has three
systems of communication...</i>

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<i>The nervous, endocrine,
and immune systems.</i>

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♪ It goes on and on ♪

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♪ Get away from me, yeah ♪

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♪ What we do for the people ♪

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♪ Trying to save you from your ego ♪

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♪ This world never stops ♪

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♪ Till you're [INAUDIBLE] ♪
♪ free to find the [INAUDIBLE] ♪

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♪ Said you needed a hero ♪

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<i>When any of these systems
experience a malfunction,</i>

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<i>it can wreak havoc on the body.</i>

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♪ Try to copy me ♪

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♪ Try to steal my flair ♪

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♪ I go for love ♪

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♪ It's time to let it rain ♪

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<i>Effective communication
between surgeons in the OR</i>

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<i>is just as essential.</i>

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Guess who took the red eye?

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Guess who took the whole day off?

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♪ We're gonna get higher ♪

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♪ Tiptoe through fire ♪

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♪ We're gonna get high ♪

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♪ Till we find our way ♪

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♪ It goes on and on ♪

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<i>When a life is at stake,</i>

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<i>there's no time or
space for body language</i>

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<i>or carefully chosen words.</i>

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♪ It goes on and on ♪

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You're saying I should
crawl into a hole and hide?

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No, I'm saying changing
your phone number

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and email address isn't the worst idea.

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- [PHONE BUZZES]
- I'm not gonna let them win.

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- It's just a cell phone number.
- Just a cell phone number?

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It's the only one I've ever had.

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I've known that number
longer than I've known you.

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I've been reading...

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I've been reading up on other
doctors who've been doxxed,

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and it only gets worse from here.

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Calls at all hours of the
night, email inboxes flooded,

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people showing up at your door.

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You want to move.

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Look, we'll find an Airbnb.

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- It'll just be six months, tops.
- Six months!

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- Like a vacation...
- Oh, no. No, this will blow over.

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They'll get bored or find someone

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- else to be outraged about.
- [PHONE BUZZING]

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Mm-hmm, mm-hmm.

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Look, I'll have an
intern babysit my phone.

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♪ It goes on and on ♪

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<i>But no matter how hard we try,</i>

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<i>there's always a risk
of being misunderstood.</i>

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<i>Or simply unheard.</i>

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You look like crap.

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Yeah, I worked the closing shift
at Joe's. What's your excuse?

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- Do we still have that thing tonight?
- Yes, cake tasting at 7:00.

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Oh. Can't wait to see
what you do with floral

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- arrangements, Adams.
- Remember when you fainted in the OR?

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- So this is Pierce's last day?
- Oh, God, I hate that.

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Apparently Ndugu's staying.

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- I work at a bar. I hear things.
- Good for her.

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You don't like Ndugu?

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- Don't like marriage.
- What's wrong with marriage?

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- It's a distraction.
- From what?

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Meaningful career, making an
impactful contribution to the world,

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fully-realized individual potential.

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- Ready.
- Are you sure?

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[ELEVATOR DINGS]

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[GIGGLES] Sorry. Are you going
to get off work on time tonight?

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Because I made us this reservation

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at that pizza place
you keep talking about.

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- Pizzageddon?
- Mm-hmm.

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- It's impossible to get into.
- Well, I have an in with the manager.

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I delivered his baby.

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Did I forget? Is it my birthday?

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- Is it your birthday?
- No, I just...

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I figured that we deserved a night out.

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- Yeah.
- Yeah!

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- All right.
- OK.

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[BOTH CHUCKLE]

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- Those two need to get a room.
- What, Link and Wilson?

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Yeah, they basically just
had sex in front of us.

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[SCOFFS] You remember
what sex is, right?

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- I'm just saying. Messy.
- I don't know.

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Hey, you remember when you
and me used to be like that?

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- [ELEVATOR DINGS]
- Nope.

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- Do you smell margaritas?
- It's me.

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Joe's had a two-for-one
special last night.

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Oh, maybe you should try soap next time.

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Oh, maybe you should try
being the maid of honor

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for someone you have feelings for who's

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marrying someone else... Oh, wait.

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- Mission accomplished.
- We're just friends.

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Don't care.

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Oh, but can you bring
leftovers from the cake tasting?

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- Ow. Ow!

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- What do we got?
- William Hudson, 32. GCS 14.

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Left upper extremity deformity
and abdominal contusion.

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- Systolic's in the low 100s.
- Trauma three.

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- OK. What happened?
- Am I bleeding?

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He, uh, tried to mail himself
to his girlfriend in Florida.

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- Excuse me?
- It's her birthday tomorrow.

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Says he was trying to surprise her.

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- Wait, you put yourself in a box?
- Ow!

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And the box fell from the conveyor belt

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while they were loading
it into the plane.

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Yeah, maybe for the best.
He could have died in the cargo hold.

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- He could still die here.
- What?

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- I'll go page Hunt.
- You guys still use pagers?

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[PA ANNOUNCEMENT]

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Excuse me, excuse me.
Hi, are you doctors?

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Uh, yes, we are. How can we help you?

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We're here to speak
to Dr. Margaret Pierce.

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- Do you have an appointment?
- Viv, this was not a good idea.

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Can you just call Dr. Pierce?

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Uh, her... Her schedule is very busy.

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But if you, um, give me
your information, I can...

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No, no, no, no. We
just drove 400 miles

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in my 1994 roadie van,

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without air conditioning,
so that my friend here

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could be seen for the giant tumor
that is crushing her heart.

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So can you two baby doctors
just pick up the phone

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and call Dr. Margaret Pierce?

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Because we are not leaving until you do.

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- You packing up?
- Yeah.

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I'm at that point where
I'm just throwing everything

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into a bag because I don't
have time to decide whether

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I want to keep it or not.

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I know this is all
happening really fast.

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Um, it's actually happening
a little quickly for me, too.

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But this is just such
a huge opportunity.

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I guess I thought this
place meant more to you

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than just a stepping
stone for something bigger.

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Richard, of course it does.

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I mean, we just revived
the residency program.

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- We just lost Meredith.
- I know.

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And I told Teddy when I gave her

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my resignation that I would
help interview new candidates

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over video chat.

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In my day, you accepted a
job after your fellowship,

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then you worked there until you retired.

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They taught you that loyalty mattered.

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So out of loyalty, I should
not pursue research that would

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save thousands of patients?

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You've already started
doing that here... with Winston.

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I hate that you're upset, but
I'm not going to apologize...

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Dr. Margaret Pierce, can you
please come to the nurses' station

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- on the first floor, please?
- I guess, um...

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- Dr. Margaret Pierce...
- We'll talk later.

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Can you please come to the
nurses' station on the first floor.

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- Ma'am, you are not allowed...
- Dr. Margaret Pierce, can you please

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come to the nurses' station...

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Security is on their way,
and the longer we do this,

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- the longer it will...
- Oh, my God. I'm here.

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Second floor please!

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Why am I being paged
on repeat by someone

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who doesn't even work here?

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- We're so sorry, Dr. Pierce.
- She grabbed the phone.

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- And we called security.
- Dr. Pierce! Um, big fan.

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This is Nola. She has
mediastinal mass syndrome

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due to the large thymoma which has

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completely taken over her heart.

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Uh, Dr. Griffith, uh, get
them upstairs in a room,

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so I can do a proper
consult, but do not ever

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come into a hospital that way again,

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or you'll be quickly escorted out.

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Uh, I thought you were leaving.

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[SIGHS] I'm going to push my flight.

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Next time, try listening to the patients

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before you call security on them.

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[GRUNTING]

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I'm sorry.

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- I know it's uncomfortable.
- Uncomfortable?

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It hurts like hell.

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[GRUNTS]

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Can't you give him
anything for the pain?

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We need to complete
the initial exam first.

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Can I just get back
to playing "Minecraft"?

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What mode are you playing?

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- Survival.
- Mm.

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Just nailed an enchanting table,

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then you came in and
started trying to kill me.

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- Ow!
- Sorry.

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David.

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- Oh hey, Daisy.
- Dr. Webber.

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Well, look who we have here.

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- Dr. Kwan?
- Grayson Friedman, 13.

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History of ulcerative colitis,

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which has previously been in clinical...

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- He knows already. He's my doctor.
- Hey. Sorry.

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Dr. Webber diagnosed
Grayson when he was eight.

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We've been managing
his condition with meds.

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But this morning, the pain
was so bad he collapsed

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on the floor in the bathroom.

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Do you think he needs surgery?

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- No.
- Last time you mentioned

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- an ostomy.
- No, I know what that is.

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It's not that bad.
Don't do surgery, please.

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We won't do anything until
we find out what's going on.

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We'll run some tests,

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and then we'll get you
something for your pain.

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- Thank you.
- I don't want surgery.

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I don't even think I need it.

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Order a CBC, CMP,
inflammatory markers with a CT.

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Then put him on an IV steroid

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with a PRN of morphine
to make him comfortable,

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and page me when you get the scans.

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Uh, Dr. Webber?

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Do you think that maybe we
could find some time to talk?

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Seems like we're doing
that now, Schmitt.

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Well, I don't have my notes with me.

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Right.

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I've been thinking about fellowships

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and attending positions,

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and I would love to pick your brain...

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You haven't applied for
your fellowships yet?

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I submitted my recommendations

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for most candidates months ago.

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I've been exploring options,

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and I would love your suggestions.

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You're a fourth-year resident, Schmitt.

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My suggestion would be,

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get your act together sooner than later.

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Nola, we're really here.

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You're... you're really being examined

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by Dr. Margaret Pierce.

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I mean, the Dr. Margaret Pierce!

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- Meeting you in person, it's like...
- That time we met Stevie Nicks.

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- I'm digging this more.
- I am flattered.

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Oh, keep her elevated.

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If she's flat, the tumor could further

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compress the vasculature, which
could lead to more swelling.

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Griffith?

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Uh, Nola Marquez, 42.

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Developed a mediastinal mass

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with a tissue diagnosis of a thymoma.

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The tumor grew alongside her heart,

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putting pressure on
it and the vasculature,

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causing SVC syndrome.

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Symptoms include shortness of breath

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and mental acuity issues.

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- It's not that bad.
- No one believes you.

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- Sisters?
- Close.

245
00:10:05,743 --> 00:10:07,814
We're, uh, friends
since elementary school.

246
00:10:07,848 --> 00:10:10,610
We met in chorus, and been
rocking together ever since.

247
00:10:10,644 --> 00:10:12,542
- You're in a band?
- We are a band.

248
00:10:12,763 --> 00:10:14,096
Double Helix.

249
00:10:14,130 --> 00:10:16,212
Ever since Nola got diagnosed
she hasn't touched her guitar.

250
00:10:16,536 --> 00:10:19,166
I can barely sleep, let alone perform.

251
00:10:19,757 --> 00:10:21,482
Viv has dragged me
to every heart surgeon

252
00:10:21,517 --> 00:10:23,228
in the Pacific Northwest.

253
00:10:23,450 --> 00:10:24,796
No one will operate.

254
00:10:24,908 --> 00:10:26,591
They all say it's too risky.

255
00:10:26,626 --> 00:10:28,662
Bunch of cowards. But
now we have the best.

256
00:10:28,697 --> 00:10:31,734
Dr. Pierce, she's... she's not
pop rock, she's Led Zeppelin.

257
00:10:31,769 --> 00:10:34,161
- Double Helix is back.
- All right, well, first things first.

258
00:10:34,185 --> 00:10:36,394
Let's get some scans, see where we are.

259
00:10:36,428 --> 00:10:38,223
Griffith, Millin.

260
00:10:38,258 --> 00:10:41,192
Uh, she's been fasting, and
we've both been visualizing.

261
00:10:41,226 --> 00:10:43,127
So she's ready for
surgery the minute you are.

262
00:10:46,080 --> 00:10:47,785
Why didn't you show up with flowers?

263
00:10:47,819 --> 00:10:49,234
That was all I'm saying.

264
00:10:49,269 --> 00:10:52,237
It was supposed to be a
grand romantic gesture.

265
00:10:52,272 --> 00:10:53,972
I surprised you in Germany.

266
00:10:54,308 --> 00:10:57,246
- Yeah, but you came on a plane.
- Yeah, like a regular human person.

267
00:10:57,967 --> 00:11:01,488
We need to check his upper
left extremity for a fracture.

268
00:11:01,522 --> 00:11:04,605
- Order some AP and lateral films.
- OK.

269
00:11:05,492 --> 00:11:06,769
What's the lesson here?

270
00:11:06,804 --> 00:11:08,426
Romance can be fatal.

271
00:11:08,460 --> 00:11:10,048
[CHUCKLES] Wouldn't be the first time.

272
00:11:10,083 --> 00:11:12,223
- Or it can save lives and heal.
- Oh, please.

273
00:11:12,257 --> 00:11:13,707
You're just trying to prove me wrong

274
00:11:13,742 --> 00:11:16,227
because you didn't even know
that Jo and Link were an item.

275
00:11:16,261 --> 00:11:18,401
No. No, Jo and I
are... We're just friends.

276
00:11:18,436 --> 00:11:19,886
Friends who have slept together.

277
00:11:19,920 --> 00:11:22,233
Wait, you guys slept together?

278
00:11:22,267 --> 00:11:23,693
- How do you know that?
- You know what?

279
00:11:23,717 --> 00:11:25,942
Just, uh, page me
when the scans come in.

280
00:11:28,192 --> 00:11:31,760
How much longer do I have to be in here?

281
00:11:31,794 --> 00:11:32,933
Not long.

282
00:11:32,968 --> 00:11:35,039
Just think like you have a health bar

283
00:11:35,073 --> 00:11:37,106
that needs replenishing.

284
00:11:37,324 --> 00:11:40,239
- It's a video game reference.
- I'm aware.

285
00:11:41,739 --> 00:11:44,773
How do you not know if you're
doing general or sub-specialty?

286
00:11:45,463 --> 00:11:48,742
- It's a fellowship reference.
- Wow.

287
00:11:48,777 --> 00:11:51,089
You're really begging
for a pile of scut, Kwan.

288
00:11:51,124 --> 00:11:52,746
No, I'm genuinely asking

289
00:11:52,781 --> 00:11:54,679
how you got into your
fourth year of residency

290
00:11:54,714 --> 00:11:58,476
- without a clear direction.
- Well, let's see.

291
00:11:58,510 --> 00:12:02,238
Maybe it was the worldwide
pandemic that happened

292
00:12:02,273 --> 00:12:03,757
in the middle of my residency,

293
00:12:03,792 --> 00:12:07,312
or... the program being
shut down last year.

294
00:12:07,347 --> 00:12:08,617
Take your pick.

295
00:12:09,729 --> 00:12:11,731
Well, I like to track each sub-specialty

296
00:12:11,765 --> 00:12:13,698
I'm interested in with a spreadsheet

297
00:12:13,733 --> 00:12:15,458
and monitor trends in each area.

298
00:12:15,493 --> 00:12:16,701
I'm hot.

299
00:12:16,736 --> 00:12:18,341
And it's really dark in here, guys.

300
00:12:18,876 --> 00:12:20,049
I really want to get out.

301
00:12:20,084 --> 00:12:24,674
Grayson, just, um, hum a song or sing.

302
00:12:24,709 --> 00:12:25,883
Like what?

303
00:12:25,917 --> 00:12:27,482
Anything inside your head.

304
00:12:30,404 --> 00:12:33,960
[SINGING IN HEBREW]

305
00:12:39,083 --> 00:12:40,829
You studying for your bar mitzvah?

306
00:12:40,863 --> 00:12:42,554
Yeah. I sound terrible.

307
00:12:42,589 --> 00:12:44,764
I've been practicing for
over 300 days in a row,

308
00:12:44,798 --> 00:12:46,317
and I still sound awful, right?

309
00:12:46,351 --> 00:12:48,008
- Yes.
- Keep chanting.

310
00:12:48,043 --> 00:12:51,080
[SINGING IN HEBREW]

311
00:12:54,320 --> 00:12:56,395
It's acute severe colitis.

312
00:12:57,604 --> 00:12:59,240
[SIGHS]

313
00:13:00,158 --> 00:13:04,630
[SINGING CONTINUES]

314
00:13:14,414 --> 00:13:16,830
That smells delicious.

315
00:13:16,865 --> 00:13:19,799
I was thinking after we
eat, we can go on a walk.

316
00:13:20,020 --> 00:13:21,840
Um, I wanted to talk...

317
00:13:23,088 --> 00:13:24,653
Hey, what's wrong?

318
00:13:27,047 --> 00:13:28,404
With Mer gone and Maggie leaving,

319
00:13:28,428 --> 00:13:30,474
there's not going to
be any Sunday dinners.

320
00:13:30,740 --> 00:13:32,397
Mm.

321
00:13:32,432 --> 00:13:34,740
On Sundays, Maggie cooks,

322
00:13:34,952 --> 00:13:36,746
and she puts enough
leftovers in my fridge

323
00:13:36,781 --> 00:13:37,955
to get me to Wednesday.

324
00:13:37,989 --> 00:13:40,716
So maybe it's time to learn how to cook.

325
00:13:43,927 --> 00:13:46,722
I have a history of spiraling
when people leave me,

326
00:13:46,756 --> 00:13:49,552
and a good old-fashioned
spiral does not leave

327
00:13:49,587 --> 00:13:51,900
much time for cooking lessons.

328
00:13:52,138 --> 00:13:53,867
What does it leave time for?

329
00:13:53,902 --> 00:13:55,583
All kinds of fun things.

330
00:13:56,326 --> 00:13:59,665
Uh, pulling away from people you love,

331
00:13:59,700 --> 00:14:03,221
starting fights, lack of sleep,

332
00:14:03,622 --> 00:14:06,121
spilling your worst instincts
to someone who just flew

333
00:14:06,155 --> 00:14:09,333
halfway across the
country to cook for you.

334
00:14:10,056 --> 00:14:11,607
You love your sisters.

335
00:14:12,005 --> 00:14:14,798
This is a big change.
Anybody would be sad, Amelia.

336
00:14:18,271 --> 00:14:20,634
How could I be sad with you here?

337
00:14:29,157 --> 00:14:31,677
[PA ANNOUNCEMENT]

338
00:14:33,803 --> 00:14:37,980
- Yasuda, I have a job for you.
- Oh, Dr. Bailey, thank you.

339
00:14:38,015 --> 00:14:41,390
- At your service.
- Hey, I need you to hold on to this.

340
00:14:43,054 --> 00:14:46,540
That is my lifeline, and
I'm entrusting it to you.

341
00:14:46,575 --> 00:14:48,957
Do not answer it unless caller ID says

342
00:14:48,991 --> 00:14:51,787
it's my husband Ben Warren,
or a hospital number.

343
00:14:51,821 --> 00:14:52,995
Got it.

344
00:14:53,030 --> 00:14:56,171
So Grey Sloan, your
husband, or Ben Warren?

345
00:14:56,205 --> 00:14:57,793
My husband is Ben Warren.

346
00:14:57,827 --> 00:15:00,244
Do I need to entrust
this to someone else?

347
00:15:00,278 --> 00:15:03,007
Nope. I got this. Entrust me.

348
00:15:06,491 --> 00:15:07,749
Hey, if you don't screw it up,

349
00:15:07,774 --> 00:15:10,944
maybe she'll entrust you
to babysit her tablet next.

350
00:15:10,979 --> 00:15:13,947
[PHONE BUZZES]

351
00:15:14,099 --> 00:15:16,032
[CHUCKLES]

352
00:15:19,154 --> 00:15:20,717
Do I need to get surgery?

353
00:15:21,230 --> 00:15:23,336
We should really wait for your parents.

354
00:15:23,370 --> 00:15:24,820
I can't get surgery.

355
00:15:24,854 --> 00:15:26,891
My bar mitzvah's to be in 36 hours.

356
00:15:26,926 --> 00:15:28,582
You haven't been taking your medication.

357
00:15:28,617 --> 00:15:31,931
What? No, I have. Every day.

358
00:15:31,965 --> 00:15:34,718
My parents set this, um,
annoying alarm. Um...

359
00:15:34,743 --> 00:15:37,005
Grayson, I have your urine results.

360
00:15:37,187 --> 00:15:40,466
The labs don't lie, but
sometimes patients do.

361
00:15:44,529 --> 00:15:47,187
Yeah, OK, I... I stopped.

362
00:15:47,222 --> 00:15:48,982
But just for a little bit.

363
00:15:49,017 --> 00:15:50,201
I've been in these Hebrew classes,

364
00:15:50,225 --> 00:15:51,823
and the pills and
infusions, they made me...

365
00:15:51,847 --> 00:15:54,307
They made me really
tired, so tired that I...

366
00:15:54,332 --> 00:15:56,024
I fainted one day, and everyone saw.

367
00:15:56,058 --> 00:15:58,440
And then the... the medications,
they dried my eyes out.

368
00:15:58,474 --> 00:16:00,097
And then the eye drops, they burned.

369
00:16:00,131 --> 00:16:02,306
And I got this gross-looking
rash on my neck

370
00:16:02,340 --> 00:16:03,686
that Eloise Schurmann saw...

371
00:16:03,721 --> 00:16:05,688
Do you know how worried
your parents have been?

372
00:16:05,723 --> 00:16:06,589
Dr. Webber...

373
00:16:06,614 --> 00:16:08,968
How much money they've
spent on your treatments?

374
00:16:09,002 --> 00:16:11,453
- Now you need surgery.
- No. No surgery.

375
00:16:11,487 --> 00:16:12,767
It doesn't even hurt that badly.

376
00:16:12,799 --> 00:16:14,697
Just... just give me some
steroids or infusions.

377
00:16:14,732 --> 00:16:16,941
The Torah portion is only 25 minutes.

378
00:16:16,976 --> 00:16:18,632
- I can make 25 minutes.
- No, you can't.

379
00:16:18,667 --> 00:16:19,878
- Please.
- If you don't get

380
00:16:19,903 --> 00:16:22,026
the surgery immediately, the
inflammation in your intestine

381
00:16:22,050 --> 00:16:23,672
will get worse, spread further,

382
00:16:23,706 --> 00:16:25,674
and lead to an incredibly
serious infection.

383
00:16:25,708 --> 00:16:28,470
You would be in excruciating
pain, and you would die.

384
00:16:28,504 --> 00:16:30,886
- Kwan!
- You know what? Dr. Kwan is right.

385
00:16:30,920 --> 00:16:33,751
Grayson, you're not an adult,
and you're not a doctor.

386
00:16:33,785 --> 00:16:35,487
I'm talking to your
parents, because clearly

387
00:16:35,511 --> 00:16:37,479
you aren't mature enough
to understand how much

388
00:16:37,513 --> 00:16:39,964
we care about you, and how much harm

389
00:16:39,999 --> 00:16:42,089
you could have done to yourself.

390
00:16:49,111 --> 00:16:50,664
OK, Hudson's X-rays are in.

391
00:16:50,699 --> 00:16:52,321
- [PHONE DINGS]
- Uh, sorry. One sec.

392
00:16:52,356 --> 00:16:53,529
It's Jo.

393
00:16:53,712 --> 00:16:56,680
- [CHUCKLES]
- [MESSAGE BLIPS]

394
00:16:57,395 --> 00:16:59,303
Um, it looks like a simple

395
00:16:59,328 --> 00:17:01,032
mildly displaced humeral fracture.

396
00:17:01,057 --> 00:17:03,505
Yeah, and a shattered spleen
with decreasing responses

397
00:17:03,539 --> 00:17:04,816
- to fluids.
- [PHONE DINGS]

398
00:17:04,851 --> 00:17:07,026
Teddy and I can take
him up for an ex-lap now.

399
00:17:07,060 --> 00:17:09,210
And I will set and reduce
the fracture when you're done.

400
00:17:09,234 --> 00:17:10,891
- Mm-hmm.
- [PHONE DINGS]

401
00:17:10,925 --> 00:17:12,962
- [LAUGHS]
- [MESSAGE BLIPS]

402
00:17:14,585 --> 00:17:16,137
I know what you're thinking...

403
00:17:16,173 --> 00:17:18,520
That I should tell Jo
I have feelings for her.

404
00:17:18,554 --> 00:17:20,867
But listen, we built a
home together as friends.

405
00:17:20,901 --> 00:17:22,189
Our kids are practically siblings.

406
00:17:22,213 --> 00:17:24,973
If I make a move and she
doesn't feel the same way, it's over.

407
00:17:25,009 --> 00:17:26,400
Saying something is not a good idea.

408
00:17:26,424 --> 00:17:28,288
That is not at all what I was thinking.

409
00:17:28,323 --> 00:17:30,507
- So you think it's a good idea?
- I have no opinion.

410
00:17:30,733 --> 00:17:33,131
Plus, the last person I talked
to about their relationship

411
00:17:33,155 --> 00:17:35,640
was Ndugu, and his wife
is moving to another state.

412
00:17:35,675 --> 00:17:38,335
- Not to mention him and Altman.
- What was that, Yasuda?

413
00:17:39,506 --> 00:17:41,819
Do you and Altman need us
to prep him for surgery?

414
00:17:41,861 --> 00:17:44,475
Yes. And type and
cross two units of blood.

415
00:17:45,189 --> 00:17:47,640
[LAUGHS]

416
00:17:48,719 --> 00:17:51,484
- [MESSAGE BLIPS]
- [SIGHS]

417
00:17:51,518 --> 00:17:54,590
[GUITAR TUNING]

418
00:17:56,730 --> 00:17:58,030
And deep breath.

419
00:17:59,216 --> 00:18:01,425
My parents toured with
the band for a minute.

420
00:18:01,459 --> 00:18:02,909
They were called Blessed Wolf.

421
00:18:02,943 --> 00:18:05,912
Well, I tried to name us
after our third grade teacher,

422
00:18:05,946 --> 00:18:09,980
Mrs. Hatmaker, but Nola here nixed it.

423
00:18:10,641 --> 00:18:13,191
Two women in a folk rock duo called

424
00:18:13,216 --> 00:18:16,371
the Hatmakers might as well
sew up their vaginas forever.

425
00:18:16,405 --> 00:18:18,752
Is Viv your only emergency contact?

426
00:18:18,887 --> 00:18:21,272
My ride or die, since day one.

427
00:18:21,307 --> 00:18:23,792
And you repay me by trying to die.

428
00:18:23,817 --> 00:18:25,769
Think about all the songs you'll be

429
00:18:25,794 --> 00:18:27,106
able to write about my death.

430
00:18:27,140 --> 00:18:28,555
Oh, you're better off.

431
00:18:28,590 --> 00:18:31,144
I mean, who needs a spouse
when you have a band-mate?

432
00:18:31,179 --> 00:18:34,147
Well, we prefer the
term platonic soulmate.

433
00:18:34,182 --> 00:18:35,597
Another excellent band name.

434
00:18:35,631 --> 00:18:36,953
We're going to talk to Dr. Pierce,

435
00:18:36,977 --> 00:18:38,435
and we'll be back to update you.

436
00:18:41,375 --> 00:18:43,825
[GUITAR STRUMMING]

437
00:18:45,917 --> 00:18:47,224
Thank you.

438
00:18:48,610 --> 00:18:50,508
- OK, what is your problem?
- With what?

439
00:18:50,543 --> 00:18:52,521
You're hating on marriage
to anyone who will listen,

440
00:18:52,545 --> 00:18:53,960
when I'm about to get married.

441
00:18:53,994 --> 00:18:56,007
Or I'm doing my job and
connecting with our patients.

442
00:18:56,031 --> 00:18:58,147
Yeah, but you don't know Trey.
You don't know our relationship.

443
00:18:58,171 --> 00:19:01,692
I know. Get married, don't
get married. I don't care.

444
00:19:01,726 --> 00:19:03,072
But it's not a distraction.

445
00:19:03,106 --> 00:19:05,615
I've been singularly focused on
becoming a surgeon since I was eight.

446
00:19:05,640 --> 00:19:08,802
Griffith, I've already
said I don't care.

447
00:19:08,837 --> 00:19:10,356
Who are you trying to convince?

448
00:19:10,390 --> 00:19:12,530
Doctors? It's Nola. Something happened.

449
00:19:12,565 --> 00:19:14,336
- [MONITORS BEEPING]
- We were talking and she gasped.

450
00:19:14,360 --> 00:19:16,603
And then, um, this
machine started going off.

451
00:19:16,638 --> 00:19:18,474
- I don't know.
- Grab a crash cart.

452
00:19:19,394 --> 00:19:20,755
How's her airway?

453
00:19:21,505 --> 00:19:22,896
Airway's patent and she's breathing.

454
00:19:22,920 --> 00:19:24,013
She has JVD.

455
00:19:24,038 --> 00:19:27,455
OK, we need to get her
oxygen, and page Dr. Pierce!

456
00:19:27,511 --> 00:19:30,711
- [TENSE MUSIC]
- O2.

457
00:19:38,004 --> 00:19:39,761
- What happened?
- Her BP dropped.

458
00:19:39,786 --> 00:19:41,777
- JVD, muffled heart sounds.
- What does it mean?

459
00:19:41,801 --> 00:19:44,838
- Cardiac tamponade.
- Someone tell me what that means.

460
00:19:44,873 --> 00:19:50,119
Nola's tumor has caused fluid
to accumulate around her heart.

461
00:19:50,154 --> 00:19:52,018
We need to relieve the
pressure by draining it,

462
00:19:52,052 --> 00:19:54,253
by doing what's called
a pericardiocentesis.

463
00:19:54,511 --> 00:19:56,574
18-gauge spinal needle.

464
00:19:56,609 --> 00:20:00,958
- Griffith?
- [MACHINERY BEEPING]

465
00:20:03,029 --> 00:20:04,346
Find your landmarks.

466
00:20:04,371 --> 00:20:08,137
Find one centimeter inferior
to the left xiphocostal angle.

467
00:20:08,172 --> 00:20:09,346
Yep.

468
00:20:09,380 --> 00:20:11,831
Insert the needle at a 30-degree angle.

469
00:20:11,865 --> 00:20:13,108
Good.

470
00:20:13,142 --> 00:20:19,183
And slowly advance it toward
the left shoulder, while aspirating.

471
00:20:19,218 --> 00:20:20,667
And you should start to see fluid.

472
00:20:20,702 --> 00:20:24,533
- Good, there it is. Good.
- [BEEPING SLOWS]

473
00:20:24,568 --> 00:20:27,156
She's stable, but we
don't have much time.

474
00:20:27,191 --> 00:20:30,332
- Until what?
- Until the fluid builds up again.

475
00:20:30,367 --> 00:20:34,267
Let's get her to the CCU,
and page Dr. Ndugu right now.

476
00:20:34,302 --> 00:20:37,822
[MACHINERY BEEPING]

477
00:20:37,857 --> 00:20:40,860
- [PHONE BUZZING]
- Do you hear something?

478
00:20:40,894 --> 00:20:42,620
Don't worry about it, William.

479
00:20:42,655 --> 00:20:44,933
- Maybe it's Rose.
- Who's Rose?

480
00:20:44,967 --> 00:20:48,281
Oh, she's my girlfriend.
She's so pretty and smart.

481
00:20:48,316 --> 00:20:50,110
Except for her teeth.

482
00:20:50,145 --> 00:20:53,010
Don't worry about it,
William. It's not Rose.

483
00:20:53,044 --> 00:20:55,806
- Oh, my God.
- It's not my fault.

484
00:20:55,840 --> 00:20:57,497
[PHONE BUZZING]

485
00:20:57,532 --> 00:20:59,119
Stop calling, asshat!

486
00:20:59,154 --> 00:21:00,397
You're not harassing Dr. Bailey.

487
00:21:00,431 --> 00:21:02,364
You are harassing me!
A poor, overworked,

488
00:21:02,399 --> 00:21:05,092
tired intern who would really
appreciate it if you could...

489
00:21:05,402 --> 00:21:11,131
Hello? Hi... Sorry.
I'll... I'll tell her.

490
00:21:11,166 --> 00:21:14,756
- [QUIRKY MUSIC]
- That was Dr. Bailey's optometrist.

491
00:21:14,790 --> 00:21:16,275
Tuck's glasses are ready.

492
00:21:16,309 --> 00:21:17,562
Do you need me to hold
the phone for a while?

493
00:21:17,586 --> 00:21:19,036
No, thank you.

494
00:21:19,070 --> 00:21:21,038
Do you need me to hold
the phone for a while?

495
00:21:21,072 --> 00:21:22,936
[PHONE BUZZES]

496
00:21:23,335 --> 00:21:26,112
- You in the Nether worlds now?
- [CHIPTUNE MUSIC PLAYING]

497
00:21:26,146 --> 00:21:27,769
Do you play with friends, or...

498
00:21:27,803 --> 00:21:31,669
Do you think Dr. Webber will
still want to be my doctor after this?

499
00:21:31,704 --> 00:21:34,991
- Of course he will.
- I disappointed him.

500
00:21:35,016 --> 00:21:38,866
Well, if it makes you
feel any better, so have I.

501
00:21:40,126 --> 00:21:42,061
Kids at school call me a defect,

502
00:21:42,256 --> 00:21:44,648
because I'm always in the
nurse's office taking my meds.

503
00:21:44,682 --> 00:21:48,410
I just wanted to be normal, you know?

504
00:21:48,445 --> 00:21:52,345
You know, I tried for a really long time

505
00:21:52,380 --> 00:21:54,105
to be what I thought was normal,

506
00:21:54,140 --> 00:21:58,031
and then I decided to see
what would happen if I stopped.

507
00:21:58,203 --> 00:22:01,906
- What happened?
- I liked myself a lot more.

508
00:22:05,393 --> 00:22:06,578
OK.

509
00:22:07,291 --> 00:22:08,508
I'm ready.

510
00:22:09,120 --> 00:22:10,360
OK.

511
00:22:12,020 --> 00:22:15,305
- [DOOR CLICKS]
- You paged?

512
00:22:16,611 --> 00:22:18,613
I wasn't sure you'd answer it.

513
00:22:18,647 --> 00:22:21,201
You're still my boss
till the end of the day.

514
00:22:21,236 --> 00:22:23,203
Pushed my flight till tomorrow.

515
00:22:24,914 --> 00:22:28,036
Looks like a large
thymoma in the mediastinum.

516
00:22:28,070 --> 00:22:30,349
It's already... starting to tamponade

517
00:22:30,383 --> 00:22:32,813
with sympathetic fluid, so
I don't have a lot of time.

518
00:22:33,386 --> 00:22:35,117
Tumor is shaped like a heart.

519
00:22:36,147 --> 00:22:37,563
- You didn't notice?
- No.

520
00:22:37,597 --> 00:22:39,323
I was more concerned
with how close it was

521
00:22:39,358 --> 00:22:41,274
to the heart, not its shape.

522
00:22:41,739 --> 00:22:43,948
Have you considered doing
a reconstruction of the SVC?

523
00:22:43,983 --> 00:22:46,917
Yes. But I'm concerned
that the tumor involves

524
00:22:46,951 --> 00:22:48,539
the innominate artery.

525
00:22:48,574 --> 00:22:51,818
OK, what if you take the
entire SVC and left subclavian?

526
00:22:51,853 --> 00:22:53,613
You'd have to resect the sternum,

527
00:22:53,648 --> 00:22:57,406
the SVC, and all the pericardium,
but you'd get the entire tumor.

528
00:22:57,755 --> 00:22:59,481
That's if she doesn't
decompensate first.

529
00:22:59,516 --> 00:23:01,414
If I go into the wrong dissecting plane

530
00:23:01,449 --> 00:23:05,103
even a tiny bit, she
bleeds out and dies.

531
00:23:05,625 --> 00:23:08,103
She'll die if she continues
to have fluid buildup.

532
00:23:11,618 --> 00:23:16,470
What if we use a bovine pericardial
patch for the reconstruction?

533
00:23:19,915 --> 00:23:23,228
Maybe that would allow
us to have clear margins.

534
00:23:23,781 --> 00:23:26,163
No interns. There's no margin for error.

535
00:23:26,197 --> 00:23:29,118
- Just you and me.
- Just you and me.

536
00:23:35,451 --> 00:23:40,025
[SNIFFLING]

537
00:23:40,384 --> 00:23:43,076
- I'm sorry.
- It's OK.

538
00:23:43,111 --> 00:23:44,399
We hardly get to see each other,

539
00:23:44,423 --> 00:23:45,814
and I'm sitting here
crying like somebody died.

540
00:23:45,838 --> 00:23:48,081
[LAUGHS]

541
00:23:50,161 --> 00:23:52,509
[SIGHS]

542
00:23:52,763 --> 00:23:55,157
Even though I'm scaring you,
I'm so glad that you're here.

543
00:23:55,192 --> 00:23:57,818
Oh, it takes a lot
for this one to scare.

544
00:23:58,091 --> 00:24:01,094
[CHUCKLES]

545
00:24:01,129 --> 00:24:03,372
I've hidden parts of
myself in every relationship

546
00:24:03,407 --> 00:24:04,960
I've ever had, except for this one.

547
00:24:04,995 --> 00:24:06,514
It feels so freeing.

548
00:24:06,548 --> 00:24:08,537
I just can be myself,

549
00:24:09,586 --> 00:24:10,990
queen of spirals.

550
00:24:11,709 --> 00:24:13,900
You can't be the queen of
something that's only, like,

551
00:24:13,935 --> 00:24:16,420
- a tiny part of who you are.
- [CHUCKLES]

552
00:24:18,180 --> 00:24:21,748
You are sweet and kind.

553
00:24:22,081 --> 00:24:25,006
But I also think that
you are underestimating

554
00:24:25,360 --> 00:24:27,685
my ability to fall off the deep end.

555
00:24:28,328 --> 00:24:30,690
I'm not underestimating anything.

556
00:24:32,367 --> 00:24:37,061
The Amelia I know is
a badass neurosurgeon,

557
00:24:37,283 --> 00:24:39,134
an amazing mom.

558
00:24:40,064 --> 00:24:42,393
She works hard on her sobriety.

559
00:24:43,965 --> 00:24:47,565
She's a loving sister, a devoted friend.

560
00:24:48,281 --> 00:24:50,439
The Amelia I know is inspiring.

561
00:24:50,979 --> 00:24:53,065
She is not the queen of spirals.

562
00:24:53,733 --> 00:24:56,667
She is just a queen.

563
00:24:56,702 --> 00:24:59,670
[PEACEFUL MUSIC]

564
00:24:59,705 --> 00:25:06,643
♪

565
00:25:14,651 --> 00:25:18,572
Dr. Bailey, Dr. Altman, Dr. Fox.

566
00:25:19,587 --> 00:25:22,244
All married surgeons
with stellar careers.

567
00:25:27,387 --> 00:25:30,494
[MACHINE BEEPING]

568
00:25:30,529 --> 00:25:31,804
Careful.

569
00:25:32,220 --> 00:25:34,049
The tissue is very friable.

570
00:25:34,084 --> 00:25:35,765
I'm aware, Dr. Pierce.

571
00:25:36,935 --> 00:25:38,133
All right.

572
00:25:38,571 --> 00:25:40,093
Specimen's coming out.

573
00:25:48,167 --> 00:25:51,480
[MACHINERY BEEPING RAPIDLY]

574
00:25:51,515 --> 00:25:54,483
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]

575
00:25:54,518 --> 00:25:56,037
♪

576
00:25:56,243 --> 00:25:58,313
Her blood pressure's soaring.

577
00:26:02,457 --> 00:26:04,328
Uh, why aren't you doing anything?

578
00:26:06,461 --> 00:26:07,704
[BEEPING STOPS]

579
00:26:07,738 --> 00:26:09,188
Pressure is stabilized.

580
00:26:09,222 --> 00:26:10,774
Pseudo tamponade effect.

581
00:26:11,017 --> 00:26:13,664
The heart isn't used to all
that space without the tumor.

582
00:26:13,951 --> 00:26:16,469
Now it's alone... and happy.

583
00:26:18,646 --> 00:26:19,899
Let's start the reconstruction.

584
00:26:19,923 --> 00:26:21,545
Put her on bypass.

585
00:26:24,721 --> 00:26:27,137
Dr. Hunt and I were able
to perform your splenectomy

586
00:26:27,171 --> 00:26:28,517
without any complications.

587
00:26:28,552 --> 00:26:30,865
- You should heal nicely.
- Same with your shoulder.

588
00:26:30,899 --> 00:26:33,384
You're going to need a couple
of months of rehabilitation,

589
00:26:33,419 --> 00:26:36,008
but then you should be able
to regain normal function.

590
00:26:36,042 --> 00:26:37,526
Great.

591
00:26:37,561 --> 00:26:39,132
- Thanks.
- Mm-hmm.

592
00:26:40,633 --> 00:26:43,819
William, this is all good news.

593
00:26:45,120 --> 00:26:51,230
Yeah. No, sorry. Um, Rose heard
what I did, and she dumped me.

594
00:26:51,264 --> 00:26:53,439
- [SIGHS]
- You know...

595
00:26:53,473 --> 00:26:56,649
I fell for her the second I saw her
in line for Space Mountain.

596
00:26:56,929 --> 00:26:58,720
Company retreat in Orlando.

597
00:26:58,958 --> 00:27:01,147
I thought she was the love of my life.

598
00:27:02,244 --> 00:27:04,246
How could I have been so wrong?

599
00:27:04,429 --> 00:27:06,179
Listen, me and my wife,

600
00:27:06,694 --> 00:27:09,272
we were friends for years
before we became a couple.

601
00:27:09,297 --> 00:27:11,699
We met when we were
army surgeons together.

602
00:27:11,733 --> 00:27:13,804
So just to get this
right, are you judging me

603
00:27:13,839 --> 00:27:15,910
for meeting Rose at a theme park,

604
00:27:15,944 --> 00:27:18,119
or for believing in love at first sight?

605
00:27:18,153 --> 00:27:20,121
[CHUCKLES] Neither.

606
00:27:20,155 --> 00:27:22,744
Listen, even though it took us
years to get together, I knew.

607
00:27:22,779 --> 00:27:24,435
I knew from the moment that I saw her

608
00:27:24,470 --> 00:27:27,646
emerging from a surgical
tent in 100 degrees heat,

609
00:27:27,680 --> 00:27:29,682
having just repaired
an aortic dissection

610
00:27:29,717 --> 00:27:31,650
and saving a soldier's life.

611
00:27:31,684 --> 00:27:34,687
- I knew I wanted her in my life.
- Then what took you so long?

612
00:27:34,722 --> 00:27:36,931
Well, I was...

613
00:27:36,965 --> 00:27:40,417
I was engaged, and then
I was married for a while,

614
00:27:40,451 --> 00:27:41,590
and she was married.

615
00:27:41,625 --> 00:27:43,523
Our timing was just never quite right.

616
00:27:43,558 --> 00:27:45,284
But those relationships,
they came and went.

617
00:27:45,318 --> 00:27:47,804
And our friendship outlasted them all,

618
00:27:47,838 --> 00:27:49,814
even after she moved out of the country.

619
00:27:50,295 --> 00:27:51,938
Then one day, I...

620
00:27:52,153 --> 00:27:54,086
I just realized that
she was the one person

621
00:27:54,120 --> 00:27:55,684
that I wanted to talk to
at the end of a long day,

622
00:27:55,708 --> 00:27:56,860
or a great day.

623
00:27:56,885 --> 00:27:59,239
When I was reading a book or
watching a movie, I'd think,

624
00:27:59,263 --> 00:28:00,886
man, she would love this, you know?

625
00:28:00,920 --> 00:28:04,372
She just kept... she would
constantly pop into my mind

626
00:28:04,406 --> 00:28:05,787
until finally, I just...

627
00:28:05,822 --> 00:28:09,306
I got on that plane to Germany, and I...

628
00:28:09,870 --> 00:28:11,274
I just told her.

629
00:28:12,691 --> 00:28:14,347
So if you feel that way about Rose,

630
00:28:14,382 --> 00:28:17,730
if you know you want her in your life,

631
00:28:17,765 --> 00:28:19,095
you should just try again.

632
00:28:23,425 --> 00:28:24,617
Yeah.

633
00:28:25,842 --> 00:28:27,617
I don't think Rose is it.

634
00:28:28,976 --> 00:28:30,363
Excuse me.

635
00:28:30,398 --> 00:28:33,366
- I got to be somewhere.
- Mm-hmm.

636
00:28:33,401 --> 00:28:36,734
I mean, I did mail myself
in a box, but she's not it.

637
00:28:37,324 --> 00:28:39,047
Thank you for that story.

638
00:28:40,442 --> 00:28:43,756
Oh, look all of this
inflammation and necrosis.

639
00:28:43,791 --> 00:28:46,172
I mean, this is almost the entire colon.

640
00:28:46,207 --> 00:28:48,450
How long had Grayson's
symptoms been under control?

641
00:28:48,485 --> 00:28:50,004
Oh, years.

642
00:28:50,038 --> 00:28:51,868
The medication protocol worked wonders.

643
00:28:51,902 --> 00:28:54,008
And now he's completely
turned that around.

644
00:28:54,268 --> 00:28:56,523
Foolish to the point of stupid.

645
00:29:00,152 --> 00:29:02,085
Dr. Kwan, do you even remember

646
00:29:02,119 --> 00:29:03,914
what being 13 is like?

647
00:29:03,949 --> 00:29:05,047
Because I do.

648
00:29:05,672 --> 00:29:07,228
It was really, really hard.

649
00:29:07,262 --> 00:29:09,126
You think Grayson doesn't already know

650
00:29:09,161 --> 00:29:10,759
that he disappointed
everyone around him?

651
00:29:10,783 --> 00:29:13,015
You think he doesn't
already feel stupid?

652
00:29:13,484 --> 00:29:14,649
Believe me, he does.

653
00:29:14,683 --> 00:29:17,307
Did you even hear him when
he was trying to tell us

654
00:29:17,445 --> 00:29:19,654
that the medications
made him feel terrible,

655
00:29:19,688 --> 00:29:22,078
worse than it already feels to be 13?

656
00:29:22,346 --> 00:29:25,039
Did you listen to your patient?

657
00:29:25,172 --> 00:29:26,765
Of course I did. But...

658
00:29:26,799 --> 00:29:30,389
Grayson has spent an entire
year working his butt off

659
00:29:30,423 --> 00:29:32,736
on becoming a man, so
maybe stop chastising him

660
00:29:32,771 --> 00:29:35,297
like a toddler and freaking
him out that he could die.

661
00:29:36,360 --> 00:29:41,745
Sometimes being a good
doctor, or a parent,

662
00:29:41,842 --> 00:29:44,085
or even a good mentor,

663
00:29:44,265 --> 00:29:46,617
means listening to what
the other person needs.

664
00:29:48,994 --> 00:29:51,099
[SIGHS]

665
00:29:51,134 --> 00:29:52,309
Suction, Kwan.

666
00:29:53,032 --> 00:29:56,587
[MILCK'S "ANIMAL"]

667
00:29:56,622 --> 00:29:58,624
All right.

668
00:29:58,658 --> 00:30:00,868
♪

669
00:30:00,902 --> 00:30:02,317
What is it?

670
00:30:02,464 --> 00:30:04,604
There's no back wall left
for the reconstruction.

671
00:30:04,629 --> 00:30:06,442
I don't think the
patch is going to work.

672
00:30:07,460 --> 00:30:11,395
♪ Everything's alive
and wild and dying ♪

673
00:30:11,430 --> 00:30:12,811
What if we access the jugulars

674
00:30:12,845 --> 00:30:14,571
and use reverse cryoartery,

675
00:30:14,605 --> 00:30:16,124
and drain into the right atrium?

676
00:30:16,159 --> 00:30:18,230
Two incisions, end to
end, on the two jugulars.

677
00:30:18,264 --> 00:30:21,164
- Yes.
- You think we can pull it off?

678
00:30:21,198 --> 00:30:23,649
I think we're Nola's only option.

679
00:30:23,683 --> 00:30:25,942
All right, let's do it. Right angle.

680
00:30:26,825 --> 00:30:28,827
Vessel loop.

681
00:30:28,861 --> 00:30:31,657
♪

682
00:30:31,691 --> 00:30:34,625
♪ Since I was a child ♪

683
00:30:34,660 --> 00:30:38,330
♪ I've been fighting ♪

684
00:30:39,064 --> 00:30:44,670
♪ I am an animal ♪

685
00:30:44,704 --> 00:30:46,914
♪

686
00:30:46,948 --> 00:30:53,058
♪ My wild's undeniable ♪

687
00:30:53,092 --> 00:30:54,887
♪

688
00:30:54,922 --> 00:30:58,891
♪ A miracle, a mess ♪

689
00:30:59,135 --> 00:31:03,171
♪ Ethereal, blood and flesh ♪

690
00:31:03,206 --> 00:31:09,315
♪ I am an animal ♪

691
00:31:09,350 --> 00:31:11,179
♪

692
00:31:11,214 --> 00:31:15,839
[VOCALIZING]

693
00:31:15,874 --> 00:31:22,881
♪

694
00:31:35,894 --> 00:31:42,762
♪ The animal is in all of us ♪

695
00:31:48,492 --> 00:31:51,012
[CHEERS AND APPLAUSE]

696
00:31:51,047 --> 00:31:58,088
♪

697
00:32:08,793 --> 00:32:11,147
[PHONE BUZZING]

698
00:32:13,000 --> 00:32:14,701
I'm not saying I'm going
to throw it in the toilet.

699
00:32:14,725 --> 00:32:16,669
But if you throw it in the
toilet, I would cover for you.

700
00:32:16,693 --> 00:32:19,075
- Just shut it up.
- I can't.

701
00:32:19,109 --> 00:32:22,492
[PHONE BUZZING]

702
00:32:22,526 --> 00:32:24,011
[QUIRKY MUSIC]

703
00:32:24,045 --> 00:32:25,944
What are you doing?

704
00:32:29,016 --> 00:32:31,535
[BOTH SIGH]

705
00:32:31,570 --> 00:32:35,160
- [PHONE BUZZING]
- Oh, my God!

706
00:32:39,513 --> 00:32:44,035
What on Earth do you think you're doing?

707
00:32:44,624 --> 00:32:48,276
Respectfully, Dr. Bailey, have
you considered just turning it off?

708
00:32:48,311 --> 00:32:50,969
Uh, have you considered being a wife,

709
00:32:51,010 --> 00:32:54,255
a mother, and a high-level
professional? Give me the phone.

710
00:32:54,282 --> 00:32:57,665
- [SIGHS]
- [PHONE BUZZES]

711
00:33:00,806 --> 00:33:02,773
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC]

712
00:33:02,808 --> 00:33:04,775
OK.

713
00:33:04,810 --> 00:33:11,851
♪

714
00:33:18,444 --> 00:33:19,583
No.

715
00:33:19,618 --> 00:33:21,965
No, no, no, no, no, no.

716
00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:24,036
- No, no, no, no, no, no.
- Oh, no. No, no, Viv.

717
00:33:24,071 --> 00:33:25,727
- I can't.
- She's OK, Viv.

718
00:33:25,762 --> 00:33:27,600
Viv, she's alive.

719
00:33:28,109 --> 00:33:32,052
She's in the ICU. We were able
to successfully remove the mass.

720
00:33:32,077 --> 00:33:34,771
- Wait, what... what?
- The tumor is gone.

721
00:33:34,805 --> 00:33:38,085
She has a long recovery,
but she's stable.

722
00:33:38,119 --> 00:33:39,569
[EXHALES]

723
00:33:42,020 --> 00:33:45,954
I thought she was dead. I just...

724
00:33:45,989 --> 00:33:47,163
Your faces, those were not

725
00:33:47,197 --> 00:33:49,337
"I just saved a life
against all odds" faces.

726
00:33:49,372 --> 00:33:53,652
Yeah. We have a lot going on.

727
00:33:53,686 --> 00:33:55,412
Thank you.

728
00:33:55,447 --> 00:33:58,864
Dr. Pierce, I knew you
were the person. Thank you.

729
00:33:58,898 --> 00:34:00,383
It was teamwork.

730
00:34:00,417 --> 00:34:02,316
I could not have done
it without Dr. Ndugu.

731
00:34:02,350 --> 00:34:04,145
Oh, thank you, thank you.

732
00:34:04,525 --> 00:34:10,047
♪ Carry you through when
there's no other way ♪

733
00:34:10,081 --> 00:34:13,706
♪ Hold you in my arms ♪

734
00:34:13,741 --> 00:34:15,708
♪ Like I know what to do ♪

735
00:34:15,743 --> 00:34:17,813
- [GRUNTS]
- ♪ Hold you in my arms

736
00:34:17,848 --> 00:34:19,431
How long?

737
00:34:21,714 --> 00:34:24,062
How long do I have the ostomy for?

738
00:34:24,096 --> 00:34:26,212
Well, a few months.

739
00:34:27,567 --> 00:34:30,876
Your... your parents went
to get something to eat,

740
00:34:31,621 --> 00:34:33,939
but they've been with
you the whole time.

741
00:34:35,969 --> 00:34:38,689
I didn't mean to worry
them or to make you mad.

742
00:34:39,525 --> 00:34:41,525
I just didn't think
it'd be such a big deal.

743
00:34:41,976 --> 00:34:43,735
You know, I remember your diagnosis

744
00:34:43,771 --> 00:34:45,228
like it was yesterday.

745
00:34:46,567 --> 00:34:47,853
It was a while ago.

746
00:34:48,031 --> 00:34:50,064
I was in, uh, kindergarten.

747
00:34:50,639 --> 00:34:54,022
And you were very worried about
missing your end-of-class party.

748
00:34:54,056 --> 00:34:57,854
Yeah. I was worried about
missing the ice cream cake.

749
00:34:57,888 --> 00:35:01,275
[CHUCKLES] I've known
you for a long time, son.

750
00:35:02,065 --> 00:35:04,556
And I look forward to
seeing what's next for you.

751
00:35:05,134 --> 00:35:09,650
I mean, your bar mitzvah,
high school graduation, college.

752
00:35:10,246 --> 00:35:13,111
And when you make a decision
that puts your future at risk,

753
00:35:13,145 --> 00:35:15,587
well, it's... it's frustrating.

754
00:35:16,369 --> 00:35:18,254
But I'm not mad at you.

755
00:35:18,288 --> 00:35:21,188
And if it came off that way, I...

756
00:35:21,222 --> 00:35:24,639
- I'm sorry.
- I'm sorry, too.

757
00:35:24,674 --> 00:35:25,985
Good.

758
00:35:26,020 --> 00:35:29,782
Now that we've got that out the way,
I want you to do me a favor.

759
00:35:29,817 --> 00:35:31,681
Now, when you heal up from the surgery,

760
00:35:31,715 --> 00:35:35,063
I'm going to give you a prescription
for a new medication.

761
00:35:35,098 --> 00:35:36,489
You want me to promise to take it?

762
00:35:36,513 --> 00:35:39,378
I want you to tell me if
it gives you any problems,

763
00:35:39,577 --> 00:35:42,946
if something's off, and we'll...

764
00:35:43,020 --> 00:35:44,746
We'll find a solution together.

765
00:35:44,866 --> 00:35:46,798
- OK.
- OK.

766
00:35:48,007 --> 00:35:50,563
All right, let's check that ticker.

767
00:35:51,839 --> 00:35:54,117
[ELEVATOR DINGS]

768
00:35:54,152 --> 00:35:56,292
♪ Carry you through ♪

769
00:35:56,326 --> 00:35:57,672
- Hey.
- Hey.

770
00:35:57,707 --> 00:36:00,054
♪ When there's no other way ♪

771
00:36:00,088 --> 00:36:02,298
♪ Hold you in my arms ♪

772
00:36:02,332 --> 00:36:04,196
I have to hand it to
you, you really went for

773
00:36:04,231 --> 00:36:06,750
your two favorite
things in that speech...

774
00:36:06,894 --> 00:36:09,680
Proving me wrong and getting laid.

775
00:36:11,328 --> 00:36:13,524
I was just trying to make
our patient feel better.

776
00:36:13,861 --> 00:36:15,501
- Uh-huh.
- Mm-hmm.

777
00:36:17,149 --> 00:36:18,322
Did it work?

778
00:36:18,521 --> 00:36:19,954
Didn't you see Link?

779
00:36:22,180 --> 00:36:24,043
- I meant the other thing.
- [ELEVATOR DINGS]

780
00:36:24,078 --> 00:36:25,597
♪ And I'll carry you through ♪

781
00:36:25,631 --> 00:36:28,531
Your mom's watching
the kids for the night.

782
00:36:28,565 --> 00:36:34,330
♪

783
00:36:34,533 --> 00:36:37,471
Dr. Mary Edwards Walker,
first female surgeon

784
00:36:37,505 --> 00:36:39,197
in the United States, the second female

785
00:36:39,231 --> 00:36:40,853
to graduate from medical school.

786
00:36:40,888 --> 00:36:44,478
Married. Started a
practice with her husband.

787
00:36:44,512 --> 00:36:47,494
Wow, you're still worried
about what I think of you?

788
00:36:48,378 --> 00:36:50,346
The marriage isn't a distraction.

789
00:36:50,380 --> 00:36:51,971
It's the damn wedding.

790
00:36:52,225 --> 00:36:54,124
It's a pain in my ass.

791
00:36:54,315 --> 00:36:56,317
It's the menu, and the seating chart,

792
00:36:56,352 --> 00:36:57,905
and the dress shop is harassing me

793
00:36:57,939 --> 00:36:59,296
because they want me
to come get measured.

794
00:36:59,320 --> 00:37:00,977
But I am here from sunrise till sundown,

795
00:37:01,011 --> 00:37:02,299
because I'm trying to
prove I'm just as good

796
00:37:02,323 --> 00:37:03,330
as the rest of you.

797
00:37:03,355 --> 00:37:05,544
Also, bridal shops are
open, like, three hours a day

798
00:37:05,568 --> 00:37:08,010
or something, and I can't
ask Adams to measure me

799
00:37:08,295 --> 00:37:11,056
because we all know why, and
my sister won't text me back.

800
00:37:11,090 --> 00:37:13,161
So I'm not going to get measured,
so I'm not going to get married,

801
00:37:13,196 --> 00:37:16,057
- so I'm not going to have a dress...
- OK, OK, OK. Lift your arms.

802
00:37:17,235 --> 00:37:19,685
- What?
- Lift.

803
00:37:19,720 --> 00:37:21,002
What are you doing?

804
00:37:21,963 --> 00:37:24,229
Well, we can't let
Adams near your inseam.

805
00:37:31,870 --> 00:37:33,527
And again.

806
00:37:33,561 --> 00:37:34,942
Thank you.

807
00:37:34,976 --> 00:37:38,394
- You owe me a drink.
- [LAUGHS]

808
00:37:38,428 --> 00:37:43,502
Jo, you are... donuts in human form.

809
00:37:43,537 --> 00:37:46,574
[LAUGHS] OK. No, no. All right.

810
00:37:46,609 --> 00:37:49,957
You are... you are twinkle
lights and yellow roses,

811
00:37:49,991 --> 00:37:53,201
and... although I hate most of
humanity, I do not hate you.

812
00:37:53,236 --> 00:37:55,273
That... oh, um.

813
00:37:55,652 --> 00:37:58,137
Uh, in fact, you are the only person

814
00:37:58,172 --> 00:38:01,037
I want to come home to for
the rest of my... why...

815
00:38:01,071 --> 00:38:02,418
Why didn't I write a song?

816
00:38:02,452 --> 00:38:04,316
Should have written a song.

817
00:38:04,351 --> 00:38:05,921
[PHONE RINGS]

818
00:38:06,905 --> 00:38:10,322
[SIGHS]

819
00:38:10,357 --> 00:38:11,496
Hey, Jo.

820
00:38:11,530 --> 00:38:12,738
- I canceled the...
- [SOBS]

821
00:38:12,773 --> 00:38:14,706
Whoa, whoa, whoa,
whoa. What happened?

822
00:38:14,740 --> 00:38:19,573
- It's Luna. Something's wrong.
- Wait, wait, whoa. What's wrong?

823
00:38:19,607 --> 00:38:23,784
The daycare think that... That
there's a problem with her hearing.

824
00:38:23,818 --> 00:38:28,340
I... I need... I need to
get her checked out.

825
00:38:28,375 --> 00:38:30,963
- I'll be right there.
- No, no, no.

826
00:38:30,998 --> 00:38:32,798
We're gonna... we're
gonna come straight home,

827
00:38:32,827 --> 00:38:34,242
so you stay there, OK?

828
00:38:34,354 --> 00:38:36,391
- OK.
- OK.

829
00:38:38,454 --> 00:38:39,929
[SIGHS]

830
00:38:40,525 --> 00:38:43,493
[FRANKLIN CHENEY'S "THE
SEASON OF LEAVING WINTER"]

831
00:38:43,528 --> 00:38:49,603
♪

832
00:38:49,637 --> 00:38:52,008
<i>When we don't feel heard or validated,</i>

833
00:38:52,555 --> 00:38:55,993
<i>it can be very easy to forget
that we aren't actually alone.</i>

834
00:38:57,300 --> 00:39:00,268
♪ Wait ♪

835
00:39:00,303 --> 00:39:03,375
♪ Let the colors flow ♪

836
00:39:03,410 --> 00:39:06,827
♪ The changing of the season ♪

837
00:39:06,861 --> 00:39:09,933
♪ Ain't enough to bring you home ♪

838
00:39:09,968 --> 00:39:13,627
♪

839
00:39:13,661 --> 00:39:16,630
Hey, there are my girls. [LAUGHS]

840
00:39:16,664 --> 00:39:18,632
Hey, you ready to go home? [SMOOCHES]

841
00:39:18,666 --> 00:39:22,049
Uh, we're not going
home. I got us a rental.

842
00:39:27,641 --> 00:39:30,298
- What is this?
- It's a picture of Tuck in school.

843
00:39:30,333 --> 00:39:34,770
I know it's a picture of
Tuck, but who sent it to you?

844
00:39:35,629 --> 00:39:38,445
One of the numbers who's
called my phone over 40 times.

845
00:39:38,479 --> 00:39:41,931
I know. I just changed the
number, changed the emails.

846
00:39:41,965 --> 00:39:44,645
We're taking the kids out
of school for a few days.

847
00:39:45,783 --> 00:39:47,095
<i>And that there is a difference</i>

848
00:39:47,120 --> 00:39:49,468
<i>between being alone,
and just feeling lonely.</i>

849
00:39:49,628 --> 00:39:51,423
<i>Sometimes, being alone is the only way</i>

850
00:39:51,458 --> 00:39:54,357
<i>we can hear our own hearts
trying to communicate</i>

851
00:39:54,392 --> 00:39:56,428
<i>what it is that we actually want...</i>

852
00:39:56,463 --> 00:39:57,887
I smell cake.

853
00:39:59,180 --> 00:40:01,934
<i>What we need, and who we love.</i>

854
00:40:02,779 --> 00:40:04,785
Oh, no fork.

855
00:40:05,955 --> 00:40:07,405
<i>So we can move through this world</i>

856
00:40:07,439 --> 00:40:09,545
<i>with better communication
when we actually have</i>

857
00:40:09,579 --> 00:40:11,478
<i>something important to say...</i>

858
00:40:11,512 --> 00:40:12,485
Hey.

859
00:40:13,370 --> 00:40:14,969
Hell of a way to go out today.

860
00:40:16,891 --> 00:40:19,071
I could not have done
that surgery without you.

861
00:40:19,106 --> 00:40:22,126
- You would have figured it out.
- No, I wouldn't have.

862
00:40:23,008 --> 00:40:25,215
I wouldn't have figured out
a lot of things without you.

863
00:40:25,250 --> 00:40:26,562
You push me to be better.

864
00:40:26,782 --> 00:40:28,218
You challenge me.

865
00:40:28,253 --> 00:40:32,008
You inspire me to never give
in on a challenging case.

866
00:40:32,477 --> 00:40:35,363
And the way that you accessed
that jugular today, it was...

867
00:40:35,398 --> 00:40:38,079
- [CHUCKLES]
- It was what?

868
00:40:38,746 --> 00:40:41,508
♪

869
00:40:41,542 --> 00:40:44,511
♪ So come on, bring the rain ♪

870
00:40:44,545 --> 00:40:47,514
[VOCALIZING]

871
00:40:47,548 --> 00:40:51,069
♪

872
00:40:51,103 --> 00:40:54,659
♪ Like a tidal wave when
you're tired of waking up ♪

873
00:40:54,693 --> 00:41:01,355
♪

874
00:41:02,770 --> 00:41:05,911
♪ Oh, come on, bring the rain ♪

875
00:41:05,946 --> 00:41:12,918
♪

876
00:41:12,953 --> 00:41:16,474
♪ Oh, come on, bring the rain ♪

877
00:41:17,710 --> 00:41:20,337
<i>And to be crystal clear when we do.</i>

878
00:41:20,581 --> 00:41:26,276
♪

879
00:41:31,281 --> 00:41:35,573
- I had a great day.
- Me too.

880
00:41:36,770 --> 00:41:39,186
Don't go back to Minnesota.

881
00:41:39,220 --> 00:41:40,566
I'm not.

882
00:41:41,947 --> 00:41:48,160
Um, the team wants me
to open up a lab in London.

883
00:41:48,195 --> 00:41:49,955
I'd run it.

884
00:41:50,324 --> 00:41:52,918
Triple the size, triple the staff.

885
00:41:53,580 --> 00:41:58,516
I wanted to tell you earlier,
but you were already so sad.

886
00:42:00,359 --> 00:42:01,589
You want to go?

887
00:42:02,761 --> 00:42:04,394
Amelia, I accepted.

888
00:42:05,369 --> 00:42:07,129
I am going.

889
00:42:07,352 --> 00:42:10,217
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC]

890
00:42:11,699 --> 00:42:17,293
♪

891
00:42:18,433 --> 00:42:23,433
- <font color="#D81D1D">Synced and corrected by ChrisKe</font> -
-- <font color="#138CE9">for www.addic7ed.com</font> --

892
00:42:55,883 --> 00:42:58,334
[RIDERS SCREAMING]

893
00:42:58,368 --> 00:43:00,957
[GUITAR STRUMS]
- Fantastic.

