1 00:00:01,502 --> 00:00:03,495 MEREDITH: We surgeons have come up with a stitch 2 00:00:03,519 --> 00:00:04,852 for just about anything. 3 00:00:04,887 --> 00:00:07,847 Get a mole removed... Subcutaneous suture. 4 00:00:08,117 --> 00:00:11,549 Snag your arm on barbed wire... Loose interrupted suture. 5 00:00:11,574 --> 00:00:13,708 Internal bleed... silk. 6 00:00:13,776 --> 00:00:17,165 Slice your scalp open... well, that's gonna need staples. 7 00:00:17,239 --> 00:00:19,674 I heard you got into an O.R. today. 8 00:00:19,708 --> 00:00:22,443 I'm jealous. I haven't held a scalpel in two weeks. 9 00:00:22,478 --> 00:00:24,312 JACKSON: Yeah, well, if it's any consolation, 10 00:00:24,346 --> 00:00:27,248 it was 98 degrees in full PPE. 11 00:00:27,323 --> 00:00:29,958 Debriding a poor kid's burns from a wildfire. 12 00:00:29,985 --> 00:00:31,619 All I do is run codes. 13 00:00:31,654 --> 00:00:34,756 I get a break when I get to get a family in to say goodbye, 14 00:00:34,823 --> 00:00:37,392 and then I just run another code. 15 00:00:37,426 --> 00:00:39,995 Yeah, well, you're not gonna like this part, then. 16 00:00:41,263 --> 00:00:44,499 - I'm not even done yet. - ♪ And I'm finding some peace ♪ 17 00:00:44,533 --> 00:00:49,437 We obsess about making every stitch precise and strong. 18 00:00:49,505 --> 00:00:50,505 [SIREN WAILING] 19 00:00:50,539 --> 00:00:52,940 ♪ Life goes on ♪ 20 00:00:53,008 --> 00:00:55,309 You asleep? 21 00:00:55,344 --> 00:00:57,612 ♪ No free will without the choice ♪ 22 00:00:57,646 --> 00:01:00,181 Thanks, Grey. I was perfectly content in that dream. 23 00:01:00,249 --> 00:01:02,383 ♪ I can't think around the noise ♪ 24 00:01:02,418 --> 00:01:04,285 - Where were you? - ♪ It gets hard to avoid ♪ 25 00:01:04,353 --> 00:01:06,821 - [GROANS] I was in a field - ♪ It all gets harder to avoid ♪ 26 00:01:06,855 --> 00:01:08,523 - near where I grew up in Ireland. - ♪ No free will without the choice ♪ 27 00:01:08,557 --> 00:01:10,191 But instead of barley, 28 00:01:10,225 --> 00:01:11,726 - it was just dead bodies. - ♪ I can't think around the noise ♪ 29 00:01:11,760 --> 00:01:14,028 - And you want to go back there? - [CELLPHONE CHIMES] 30 00:01:14,063 --> 00:01:16,898 I want to go anywhere that isn't this bloody place. 31 00:01:16,932 --> 00:01:18,866 ♪ 32 00:01:18,934 --> 00:01:20,735 Back to it. 33 00:01:20,769 --> 00:01:23,705 - Your mask is... - Falling apart? Yeah. 34 00:01:23,739 --> 00:01:26,874 I gave my new one for today to one of the nurses. 35 00:01:26,909 --> 00:01:29,010 - [CHUCKLES SOFTLY] - ♪ Life goes on ♪ 36 00:01:29,044 --> 00:01:32,380 ♪ 37 00:01:32,414 --> 00:01:34,415 WOMAN: [OVER P.A.] Dr. Mannard to radiology. 38 00:01:34,450 --> 00:01:35,750 Dr. Mannard to radiology. 39 00:01:35,784 --> 00:01:37,351 MAGGIE: Richard. Hey! 40 00:01:37,386 --> 00:01:39,687 - Is everything okay? - Uh, yeah, yeah. 41 00:01:39,755 --> 00:01:43,357 I'm just going over patients', um, uh, supply needs... 42 00:01:43,425 --> 00:01:44,599 - Oh. - ...with, um... 43 00:01:44,646 --> 00:01:46,227 CATHERINE: Ready for you, Dr. Pierce. 44 00:01:46,261 --> 00:01:47,895 [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS] 45 00:01:47,920 --> 00:01:49,924 With Dr. Fox. 46 00:01:51,300 --> 00:01:55,470 Uh, I'll just, uh, take the stairs. 47 00:01:55,504 --> 00:01:57,371 ♪ 48 00:01:57,406 --> 00:01:59,040 Go easy on that hip. 49 00:01:59,074 --> 00:02:01,609 You don't want to get hurt on your first day back. 50 00:02:01,643 --> 00:02:03,244 Well, thanks. 51 00:02:03,269 --> 00:02:06,342 But the only pain I'm feeling right now is square in my ass. 52 00:02:08,083 --> 00:02:09,383 [HUFFS] 53 00:02:09,451 --> 00:02:15,089 ♪ 54 00:02:15,124 --> 00:02:21,919 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 55 00:02:23,332 --> 00:02:24,799 [BAILEY SHUDDERS, GROANS] 56 00:02:24,833 --> 00:02:27,401 I swear, if that idiot broke my nose, 57 00:02:27,469 --> 00:02:29,437 - I swear I'm gonna sue... - BAILEY: Sir, shut up! 58 00:02:29,505 --> 00:02:33,441 Uh, DeLuca, here. Take the other father over to bed 7. 59 00:02:33,475 --> 00:02:35,376 If it's occupied, I don't care where he goes, 60 00:02:35,410 --> 00:02:36,711 as long as he's 15 yards away from that one. 61 00:02:36,745 --> 00:02:38,112 Okay. You got it, Chief. 62 00:02:38,147 --> 00:02:40,448 - [SIGHS] - LEVI: There's tissue swelling, 63 00:02:40,516 --> 00:02:41,749 she had trouble putting weight on it, 64 00:02:41,784 --> 00:02:43,417 and I can see some slight bruising. 65 00:02:43,452 --> 00:02:46,087 It's probably a sprain, but I ordered an X-ray to be safe. 66 00:02:46,155 --> 00:02:47,121 NICO: What happened, exactly? 67 00:02:47,156 --> 00:02:49,590 I rolled it or someone stomped on it. 68 00:02:49,658 --> 00:02:51,726 I-I don't... I don't know. It happened fast. 69 00:02:51,760 --> 00:02:53,661 Alright, well, it's most likely just a sprain, 70 00:02:53,695 --> 00:02:55,229 but, Schmitt, shout when you get an X-ray. 71 00:02:55,264 --> 00:02:56,931 I'll take a look. 72 00:02:56,965 --> 00:02:58,599 [GROANS] 73 00:02:58,634 --> 00:03:00,468 LEVI: Chief, that's exactly what I said. 74 00:03:00,502 --> 00:03:02,023 But you're not the orthopedic surgeon. 75 00:03:02,057 --> 00:03:03,404 Come on. Radiology! Let's go. 76 00:03:03,472 --> 00:03:05,439 [SIGHS] 77 00:03:12,367 --> 00:03:15,369 Bailey needs soccer or T-ball. 78 00:03:15,394 --> 00:03:17,395 Or maybe we could get him to run wind sprints 79 00:03:17,420 --> 00:03:19,221 up and down the driveway just to wear him out. 80 00:03:19,246 --> 00:03:20,680 You think that would be cruel? 81 00:03:20,705 --> 00:03:21,771 [SIGHS] 82 00:03:21,796 --> 00:03:23,463 What's with everybody posting "Happy birthday" 83 00:03:23,488 --> 00:03:26,724 all over your social media? Your birthday's next week. 84 00:03:27,029 --> 00:03:28,729 [SIGHS] 85 00:03:28,764 --> 00:03:30,865 Wait. No. 86 00:03:30,899 --> 00:03:32,318 I didn't miss... 87 00:03:33,181 --> 00:03:34,815 How is next week already over? 88 00:03:34,840 --> 00:03:37,275 I missed it myself until my mom called. 89 00:03:37,472 --> 00:03:39,825 [SIGHS] Our lives are insane. 90 00:03:40,496 --> 00:03:43,412 Okay, but when your mom called, why didn't you tell me? 91 00:03:44,413 --> 00:03:46,848 - I didn't want you to feel bad. - [SIGHS] 92 00:03:46,915 --> 00:03:48,683 I feel bad now! 93 00:03:48,717 --> 00:03:49,851 [SIGHS] 94 00:03:49,885 --> 00:03:51,754 I'm hungry. 95 00:03:52,654 --> 00:03:55,068 - [SIGHS] - Babe, I-I'm not upset. 96 00:03:55,068 --> 00:03:56,769 I promise. I-I ju... 97 00:03:56,803 --> 00:03:58,304 I lived another year. 98 00:03:58,338 --> 00:04:01,600 I made a healthy baby with a woman I am crazy about. 99 00:04:02,409 --> 00:04:03,842 [SIGHS] It's all good. 100 00:04:03,877 --> 00:04:05,844 Oh, God. 101 00:04:05,912 --> 00:04:08,447 [TAPE REWINDS] 102 00:04:08,481 --> 00:04:10,349 You are the cutest, Scout. 103 00:04:10,383 --> 00:04:13,185 Or maybe not Scout. 104 00:04:13,253 --> 00:04:14,286 Why not Scout? 105 00:04:14,354 --> 00:04:15,888 I'm not sure yet. 106 00:04:15,922 --> 00:04:18,700 Oh. Why not Scout? 107 00:04:18,978 --> 00:04:21,261 I love Scout as a nickname, 108 00:04:21,294 --> 00:04:22,461 and I love you. 109 00:04:22,495 --> 00:04:24,096 I got that. I'm good. 110 00:04:24,164 --> 00:04:26,098 But we should name him. 111 00:04:26,132 --> 00:04:27,299 I agree with Link. 112 00:04:27,334 --> 00:04:28,634 - On Scout? - On naming him. 113 00:04:28,668 --> 00:04:30,402 What about Tony? 114 00:04:30,437 --> 00:04:31,770 - Mm... - You hate it. 115 00:04:31,838 --> 00:04:33,639 Tony Soprano. "Tony Baloney." 116 00:04:33,673 --> 00:04:35,425 "Tony's a phony." 117 00:04:36,009 --> 00:04:37,643 I'm allowed to not like names, right? 118 00:04:37,677 --> 00:04:39,612 I'm not weighing in on that. 119 00:04:39,646 --> 00:04:41,580 ♪ 120 00:04:41,615 --> 00:04:44,483 Now... he's adorable, whatever his name is. 121 00:04:44,517 --> 00:04:45,818 Right. 122 00:04:45,852 --> 00:04:48,921 Except... not Tony. 123 00:04:48,955 --> 00:04:51,056 ♪ 124 00:04:51,124 --> 00:04:53,092 No, not Tony. 125 00:04:53,126 --> 00:04:56,261 SCREENER: Thank you, sir. Please wait over there. Next! 126 00:04:56,329 --> 00:04:58,631 [SIREN WAILS IN DISTANCE] 127 00:04:58,665 --> 00:05:01,300 - Hey. - Hey. Sorry to pull you from screening, 128 00:05:01,368 --> 00:05:02,835 but we're running low on doctors over here. 129 00:05:02,902 --> 00:05:04,870 This should be the last kid from the wildfire. 130 00:05:04,904 --> 00:05:06,271 Nice change of pace... 131 00:05:06,306 --> 00:05:08,741 I mean... not nice. 132 00:05:08,775 --> 00:05:11,176 Obviously, it's... it's terrible and infuriating, 133 00:05:11,211 --> 00:05:13,312 and, you know, for the first time in my career, 134 00:05:13,346 --> 00:05:15,648 I haven't seen a stroke or a heart attack within a week, 135 00:05:15,715 --> 00:05:17,449 and I know that people are still having them, 136 00:05:17,484 --> 00:05:19,385 but they're just afraid to come in because of COVID, 137 00:05:19,419 --> 00:05:20,971 which means they're dying at home. 138 00:05:21,855 --> 00:05:25,858 [SIGHS] Sorry. Not a lot of opportunity to vent these days. 139 00:05:25,892 --> 00:05:27,826 [SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE] 140 00:05:27,861 --> 00:05:30,963 Listen, Teddy, I know we've barely spoken since, um... 141 00:05:30,997 --> 00:05:33,032 You don't... You don't need to say it. 142 00:05:33,066 --> 00:05:35,768 But I've been thinking, and... 143 00:05:35,802 --> 00:05:37,202 there are some things we should talk about 144 00:05:37,237 --> 00:05:39,371 [SIGHS] maybe after work, 145 00:05:39,439 --> 00:05:41,940 - if our schedules allow? - Yes, yes, yeah. 146 00:05:41,975 --> 00:05:43,876 - Let's... Let's... Let's talk. - [SIREN CHIRPS] 147 00:05:43,910 --> 00:05:48,981 ♪ 148 00:05:49,015 --> 00:05:50,275 [SIGHS] 149 00:05:50,934 --> 00:05:52,184 PARAMEDIC: 18-year-old male 150 00:05:52,218 --> 00:05:54,687 found half a mile from the Black Ball Hill fire. 151 00:05:54,721 --> 00:05:57,556 Penetrating abdominal trauma from a broken tree shard. 152 00:05:57,590 --> 00:05:59,324 Otherwise, alert and oriented times three. 153 00:05:59,392 --> 00:06:00,759 Let's get him to trauma 2. Let's go. 154 00:06:00,794 --> 00:06:02,061 Please don't tell my dad. 155 00:06:02,128 --> 00:06:03,228 [TAPE REWINDS] 156 00:06:03,263 --> 00:06:07,199 ♪ 157 00:06:09,069 --> 00:06:10,235 Hey. 158 00:06:10,270 --> 00:06:12,104 Amelia and Link had their baby. 159 00:06:12,138 --> 00:06:14,406 Did you see him? Really cute little guy. 160 00:06:14,441 --> 00:06:16,909 - What happened last night? - Oh, my mom told you, right? 161 00:06:16,976 --> 00:06:19,111 I, uh, had a last-minute emergency surgery. 162 00:06:19,145 --> 00:06:20,245 I should have texted, 163 00:06:20,280 --> 00:06:22,347 or a voicemail would have worked, too. 164 00:06:22,382 --> 00:06:24,249 [CHUCKLES] 165 00:06:24,284 --> 00:06:26,618 To tell me that our wedding was off? 166 00:06:26,653 --> 00:06:28,921 What? Not off, just... just delayed. 167 00:06:28,955 --> 00:06:31,590 Why would it be off? 168 00:06:31,658 --> 00:06:34,326 I don't know. I don't know. I just... I-I guess I-I... 169 00:06:34,394 --> 00:06:37,830 I-It just... I kind of... I got thrown. 170 00:06:37,864 --> 00:06:41,333 Yeah. Okay. Well, got it. 171 00:06:41,367 --> 00:06:44,603 Well, no. No. I don't want to cancel our wedding, Teddy. 172 00:06:44,637 --> 00:06:47,339 - Do you? - No. [SIGHS] 173 00:06:47,381 --> 00:06:49,049 [CELLPHONE VIBRATES, CHIMES] 174 00:06:49,075 --> 00:06:51,176 [SIGHS] Trauma's coming in. 175 00:06:51,201 --> 00:06:52,802 See ya. 176 00:07:00,695 --> 00:07:04,006 [CHUCKLES] Would you like me to buy you a Porsche, as well? 177 00:07:04,030 --> 00:07:05,734 Maybe a private jet? 178 00:07:05,759 --> 00:07:07,060 I know it looks like a lot... 179 00:07:07,094 --> 00:07:09,395 It doesn't look like a lot. It is a lot! 180 00:07:09,430 --> 00:07:10,730 It is unreasonable. 181 00:07:10,764 --> 00:07:13,233 Catherine, it is just what I need 182 00:07:13,267 --> 00:07:16,569 to keep my patients alive and safe. 183 00:07:16,637 --> 00:07:17,570 What is unreasonable 184 00:07:17,605 --> 00:07:19,539 is that too many of them are black and brown, 185 00:07:19,573 --> 00:07:20,573 and not enough people seem to care. 186 00:07:20,608 --> 00:07:22,675 - I know that! - Then why are you yelling at me? 187 00:07:22,710 --> 00:07:24,043 I'm not yelling at you, 188 00:07:24,078 --> 00:07:26,212 I'm yelling at the world through you! 189 00:07:26,280 --> 00:07:27,513 I hate this. 190 00:07:27,548 --> 00:07:29,782 I hate this! 191 00:07:29,817 --> 00:07:31,417 I am good at my job, 192 00:07:31,485 --> 00:07:33,653 and I have yet to meet a problem that I couldn't fix 193 00:07:33,687 --> 00:07:36,156 until this! 194 00:07:36,798 --> 00:07:40,101 Try it, Maggie! It feels good to yell. 195 00:07:40,127 --> 00:07:41,761 I hate this, too! 196 00:07:41,795 --> 00:07:43,529 - Yeah! - I hate this! 197 00:07:43,564 --> 00:07:46,432 I hate that I've had to cancel all of my surgeries! 198 00:07:46,467 --> 00:07:48,134 I hate that people are dying 199 00:07:48,168 --> 00:07:50,703 because they don't have access to healthcare! 200 00:07:50,771 --> 00:07:54,340 I hate that my entire day is spent on a computer conference! 201 00:07:54,408 --> 00:07:55,541 Conference, conference! 202 00:07:55,576 --> 00:07:59,479 And I hate that everyone is dying no matter what we do! 203 00:07:59,513 --> 00:08:01,681 Lord, I hate that everyone is dying! 204 00:08:01,715 --> 00:08:02,915 I hate that I can't fix it! 205 00:08:02,983 --> 00:08:04,851 I hate that I can't fix this! 206 00:08:04,885 --> 00:08:07,186 [BOTH SCREAMING] 207 00:08:07,221 --> 00:08:10,523 [BOTH LAUGHING] 208 00:08:14,261 --> 00:08:15,461 [GROANS] 209 00:08:15,496 --> 00:08:20,066 And I hate that my husband hasn't come back to me. 210 00:08:20,134 --> 00:08:21,434 [SIGHS] 211 00:08:21,502 --> 00:08:23,636 ♪ 212 00:08:23,671 --> 00:08:26,105 [GROANS] 213 00:08:26,140 --> 00:08:27,987 I hate that, too. 214 00:08:28,029 --> 00:08:31,311 ♪ 215 00:08:31,345 --> 00:08:33,780 [SIGHS] 216 00:08:33,814 --> 00:08:36,416 [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS] 217 00:08:36,450 --> 00:08:38,551 KORACICK: Hey. [CLEARS THROAT] Dr. Webber? 218 00:08:38,585 --> 00:08:42,388 Uh, I-I heard about your PPE cleaning hack. 219 00:08:42,456 --> 00:08:43,656 Smart. [CHUCKLES] 220 00:08:43,691 --> 00:08:44,891 Well, I'm glad to help. 221 00:08:44,958 --> 00:08:46,326 I-I... You know, I've been meaning to ask, 222 00:08:46,360 --> 00:08:49,962 how are things, uh, with you and Dr. Fox? 223 00:08:51,432 --> 00:08:54,600 You want to know if she's back on the market? 224 00:08:54,635 --> 00:08:55,968 How kind of you to offer. No. 225 00:08:56,003 --> 00:09:00,506 I-I wondered if I could, uh, take credit for your idea. 226 00:09:00,541 --> 00:09:02,108 Buy a little goodwill. 227 00:09:03,711 --> 00:09:05,478 Yeah, forget it. I'll just, uh... 228 00:09:05,512 --> 00:09:07,780 I'll just hide from her instead. 229 00:09:07,815 --> 00:09:11,417 ♪ 230 00:09:11,485 --> 00:09:13,319 [TAPE REWINDS] 231 00:09:14,555 --> 00:09:17,256 RICHARD: We cannot blame, um, 232 00:09:17,291 --> 00:09:20,693 environment, toxins, family history. 233 00:09:20,728 --> 00:09:22,528 How 'bout that last quarter, huh? 234 00:09:22,563 --> 00:09:25,531 Cells need apologies, 235 00:09:25,566 --> 00:09:27,633 - and they need to know... - No, no, no. No, no, no. 236 00:09:27,668 --> 00:09:29,836 The conference confirmed that they weren't gonna post this. 237 00:09:29,870 --> 00:09:31,637 - Damn it! - [GROANS] They didn't. 238 00:09:31,672 --> 00:09:33,606 It was someone's cellphone. 239 00:09:33,640 --> 00:09:35,141 I've gone viral. 240 00:09:35,175 --> 00:09:36,542 Alright. That's fine. We issue a press release. 241 00:09:36,577 --> 00:09:38,611 We explain the whole thing. We explain the symptoms 242 00:09:38,645 --> 00:09:40,513 and the dangers of cobalt poisoning. 243 00:09:40,547 --> 00:09:41,647 People need to know the risks. 244 00:09:41,682 --> 00:09:45,651 My reputation, Jackson... It's everything I had. 245 00:09:45,719 --> 00:09:47,353 And it's still intact, alright? 246 00:09:47,421 --> 00:09:50,156 You have a legendary career. You got sick. 247 00:09:50,190 --> 00:09:53,559 It's tempting to want to point to my illness and say, 248 00:09:53,594 --> 00:09:55,728 "That's why he made so many mistakes." 249 00:09:55,796 --> 00:09:58,965 But rigorous honesty is a tenet of my sobriety, 250 00:09:59,032 --> 00:10:00,833 and if I look at myself in the mirror, 251 00:10:00,901 --> 00:10:04,470 I know there were things that were not the cobalt. 252 00:10:04,538 --> 00:10:05,772 They were just me. 253 00:10:05,806 --> 00:10:07,573 Look, I told Maggie 254 00:10:07,641 --> 00:10:09,275 she should operate on her cousin. 255 00:10:09,309 --> 00:10:10,743 That was a tough call. In that circumstance, 256 00:10:10,811 --> 00:10:12,345 I might have made the same decision. 257 00:10:12,379 --> 00:10:16,024 And I spent time with a woman who wasn't your mother. 258 00:10:16,617 --> 00:10:19,585 I knew it was wrong, and I did it anyway, 259 00:10:19,620 --> 00:10:23,689 all because she... puffed up my ego. 260 00:10:23,724 --> 00:10:26,092 It wasn't physical. I made sure of that. 261 00:10:26,160 --> 00:10:27,869 But, still, it... 262 00:10:28,762 --> 00:10:30,830 It felt like cheating. 263 00:10:31,799 --> 00:10:34,000 And I have no one to blame but myself. 264 00:10:34,034 --> 00:10:36,702 [CELLPHONE CHIMES] 265 00:10:36,737 --> 00:10:37,829 Ah, my patient. 266 00:10:37,906 --> 00:10:40,799 Ah, you... you go. 267 00:10:40,854 --> 00:10:48,327 ♪ 268 00:10:48,816 --> 00:10:52,585 [INDISTINCT TALKING ON TELEVISION] 269 00:10:52,619 --> 00:10:56,722 School is done, and the kids are watching a movie. 270 00:10:56,757 --> 00:10:59,692 All three of them? How'd you swing that? 271 00:10:59,726 --> 00:11:02,628 I told them it's what you wanted for your re-birthday. 272 00:11:02,696 --> 00:11:06,632 [SIGHS] I missed the real one, so now it's today. Surprise! 273 00:11:06,667 --> 00:11:08,568 Amelia, you don't have to... 274 00:11:08,602 --> 00:11:11,804 Do you realize what I have done? 275 00:11:11,839 --> 00:11:14,140 When was the last time every child in this house 276 00:11:14,208 --> 00:11:17,143 was doing something that did not involve us? 277 00:11:17,177 --> 00:11:18,644 And the baby's asleep. 278 00:11:18,679 --> 00:11:20,680 The baby has a name. 279 00:11:24,918 --> 00:11:27,854 But... I just forgot it. 280 00:11:27,888 --> 00:11:29,822 [TELEVISION CONTINUES] 281 00:11:29,857 --> 00:11:32,124 [BABY COOING] 282 00:11:32,159 --> 00:11:33,493 Mikey. 283 00:11:33,527 --> 00:11:35,294 [BABY COOING] 284 00:11:35,329 --> 00:11:36,855 Evan. 285 00:11:38,432 --> 00:11:40,166 Toby. 286 00:11:40,234 --> 00:11:41,801 What are you doing? 287 00:11:41,835 --> 00:11:43,803 Oh, uh, I figured 288 00:11:43,837 --> 00:11:46,839 if we couldn't pick a name, 289 00:11:46,874 --> 00:11:48,174 he could pick his own. 290 00:11:48,208 --> 00:11:51,744 Maybe he'll react when I say the right one. 291 00:11:51,778 --> 00:11:55,081 Hmm? And I can't think of a better idea. 292 00:11:55,682 --> 00:11:57,049 Mark. 293 00:11:57,084 --> 00:11:59,452 [LAUGHS] 294 00:11:59,520 --> 00:12:00,486 Gabriel. 295 00:12:00,554 --> 00:12:02,655 No, no, no, not that one. 296 00:12:02,689 --> 00:12:05,691 - Gabe Lincoln? - Oh, God. 297 00:12:05,759 --> 00:12:07,026 Maybe we should try some girl names. 298 00:12:07,060 --> 00:12:08,861 We don't know if he'll identify as male. 299 00:12:08,896 --> 00:12:10,196 Good point. 300 00:12:10,230 --> 00:12:11,297 Kimberly. 301 00:12:14,034 --> 00:12:17,503 [MONITOR BEEPING] 302 00:12:17,538 --> 00:12:20,673 This kid's dad attacked another kid's dad, 303 00:12:20,707 --> 00:12:22,542 somehow Bailey's foot got involved, 304 00:12:22,576 --> 00:12:24,010 and now they're all in the E.R. 305 00:12:24,044 --> 00:12:28,314 Well, I'm okay with that as long as no one's dying of the plague. 306 00:12:28,348 --> 00:12:31,284 DeLuca's wondering if there's an update for the dad. 307 00:12:31,351 --> 00:12:33,386 I mean, his blood pressure's barely holding, 308 00:12:33,420 --> 00:12:37,457 and his burns are extensive, so it's a long road. 309 00:12:38,158 --> 00:12:40,293 Oh, wow. 310 00:12:41,228 --> 00:12:43,896 These burns have gone through the muscle, into his chest? 311 00:12:43,931 --> 00:12:45,431 Wait, you're touching his lung? 312 00:12:45,465 --> 00:12:46,866 Have cardio meet us in the O.R. 313 00:12:46,900 --> 00:12:48,234 Get a thoracotomy tray ready right away. 314 00:12:48,268 --> 00:12:50,345 I'm on it. 315 00:12:51,271 --> 00:12:53,606 [SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE] 316 00:13:05,519 --> 00:13:07,853 [SIGHS, SNIFFS] 317 00:13:07,888 --> 00:13:09,488 - Hey. - Hey. 318 00:13:09,523 --> 00:13:11,824 Look, I-I don't know when I'm gonna get another quiet moment, 319 00:13:11,892 --> 00:13:13,092 so do you want to talk now? 320 00:13:13,160 --> 00:13:15,560 Uh, yeah, sure. That's a good idea. 321 00:13:15,615 --> 00:13:17,863 There hasn't really been much time to think lately. 322 00:13:17,898 --> 00:13:20,667 But what little time there has been, I've been... 323 00:13:21,602 --> 00:13:23,503 I've been thinking about the future 324 00:13:24,037 --> 00:13:25,905 and our future. 325 00:13:25,973 --> 00:13:27,966 Yeah, me, too. 326 00:13:29,142 --> 00:13:32,095 So I took a look at my medical directives and my will. 327 00:13:32,813 --> 00:13:35,781 And if anything happened to me, 328 00:13:35,816 --> 00:13:37,083 obviously, you'd get Allison, 329 00:13:37,150 --> 00:13:38,784 uh, but we haven't made a plan for Leo. 330 00:13:38,819 --> 00:13:40,400 - [CLEARS THROAT] - Owen, I want to talk about us. 331 00:13:40,429 --> 00:13:42,188 And I haven't talked to Amelia and Link about this... 332 00:13:42,255 --> 00:13:43,889 I wanna talk about you and me. 333 00:13:43,924 --> 00:13:45,458 ...but if you... if you can't, then maybe they'd be willing... 334 00:13:45,492 --> 00:13:46,859 [CELLPHONE VIBRATES, CHIMES] 335 00:13:46,893 --> 00:13:48,828 - At least then, the kids would... - [CELLPHONE VIBRATES, CHIMES] 336 00:13:48,862 --> 00:13:50,129 You... You need to get that? 337 00:13:50,197 --> 00:13:51,998 Yeah. I-I'm sorry. I, um... 338 00:13:52,032 --> 00:13:54,800 Um, yeah. The O.R. needs me now. 339 00:13:54,835 --> 00:13:56,235 Yeah. Okay. 340 00:13:56,269 --> 00:13:59,238 Owen, look. Leo and Allison, they're brother and sister. 341 00:13:59,272 --> 00:14:01,140 I w... I-I don't want to split them up. 342 00:14:01,208 --> 00:14:02,308 Of course not. I don't, either. 343 00:14:02,342 --> 00:14:03,709 And if you're okay with them both... 344 00:14:03,744 --> 00:14:07,546 [SCOFFS] I'm not okay with you dying, Owen. 345 00:14:07,614 --> 00:14:09,915 ♪ 346 00:14:09,950 --> 00:14:11,651 Let's talk later, then. 347 00:14:18,540 --> 00:14:19,609 Hey, hey, hey! 348 00:14:19,609 --> 00:14:20,939 I got your page. 349 00:14:20,963 --> 00:14:23,365 - Please tell me it's a surgery. - It's surgery. 350 00:14:23,399 --> 00:14:25,233 Oh, good, 'cause I can't call time of death 351 00:14:25,268 --> 00:14:26,902 on one more person. 352 00:14:26,936 --> 00:14:28,804 And I don't want it to be someone's grandmother. 353 00:14:28,838 --> 00:14:30,906 Oh, you'd prefer it was a teenager? 354 00:14:30,940 --> 00:14:32,941 Well, no, no. That came out wrong. 355 00:14:33,009 --> 00:14:34,109 I just want to do what I'm best at, 356 00:14:34,143 --> 00:14:35,977 and cutting people open is what I'm best at, 357 00:14:36,012 --> 00:14:37,813 - and what do we have? - Frankie Morris. 358 00:14:37,847 --> 00:14:40,115 Eight weeks ago, I helped give him a transplanted kidney 359 00:14:40,149 --> 00:14:41,883 for ARPKD. 360 00:14:41,918 --> 00:14:42,984 It was behaving beautifully 361 00:14:43,019 --> 00:14:45,120 till a tree branch penetrated it earlier today. 362 00:14:45,154 --> 00:14:46,922 Injured the superior pole. 363 00:14:46,956 --> 00:14:48,824 - Tree branch? - He was running from a wildfire. 364 00:14:48,858 --> 00:14:51,560 - What do you think? - I think I'm saving a kidney! 365 00:14:51,594 --> 00:14:54,830 ♪ 366 00:14:54,864 --> 00:14:56,064 - You coming? - Well, I wouldn't mind, 367 00:14:56,132 --> 00:14:58,099 considering it's my patient. 368 00:14:58,134 --> 00:14:59,668 Stay out of my way. 369 00:14:59,702 --> 00:15:01,254 Uh-huh. 370 00:15:03,072 --> 00:15:04,172 LEVI: How does this feel? 371 00:15:04,240 --> 00:15:06,107 T-T... It feels like you put on a tourniquet, 372 00:15:06,142 --> 00:15:08,743 and all my blood flow has stopped. T... Ah! 373 00:15:08,811 --> 00:15:12,848 Alright. Uh, we got some soft tissue swelling but no fracture. 374 00:15:12,882 --> 00:15:14,916 You'll be as good as new in a few days if you stay off it. 375 00:15:14,984 --> 00:15:17,337 Oh, great. Just like I thought. 376 00:15:17,787 --> 00:15:19,855 [SIGHS] 377 00:15:19,889 --> 00:15:21,556 RICHARD: Ah. 378 00:15:21,591 --> 00:15:22,757 Well, what happened here? 379 00:15:22,825 --> 00:15:25,861 There was a fistfight between some parents. 380 00:15:25,895 --> 00:15:27,529 You start it? 381 00:15:27,563 --> 00:15:28,964 I live in a hotel. 382 00:15:28,998 --> 00:15:31,099 My sister-in-law takes care of my boys. 383 00:15:31,133 --> 00:15:32,400 I only get to see my husband 384 00:15:32,435 --> 00:15:35,470 when he comes here to clap for me every 12 hours, 385 00:15:35,505 --> 00:15:38,373 and two grown men just used me as a wrestling mat. 386 00:15:38,407 --> 00:15:40,075 - You're not funny. - [KNOCK ON DOOR] 387 00:15:40,109 --> 00:15:41,643 ZANDER: Dr. Fox is ready for you, Chief. 388 00:15:41,677 --> 00:15:43,011 - Ugh. - Ohh. 389 00:15:43,045 --> 00:15:44,346 Should I tell her to wait? 390 00:15:44,380 --> 00:15:47,015 And if so, can someone else? Because I am not her favorite. 391 00:15:47,083 --> 00:15:49,017 LEVI: So [SIGHS] conference room? 392 00:15:49,051 --> 00:15:51,286 No. Cancun. 393 00:15:52,188 --> 00:15:53,822 See? That was funny. 394 00:15:53,856 --> 00:15:54,856 Chief Bailey? 395 00:15:54,924 --> 00:15:56,892 T... Uh, tell her I'll be there soon. 396 00:15:56,926 --> 00:15:59,027 ♪ 397 00:15:59,061 --> 00:16:00,996 Ugh. 398 00:16:01,063 --> 00:16:03,365 ♪ 399 00:16:03,399 --> 00:16:05,500 JACKSON: Rigorous honesty, right? 400 00:16:05,535 --> 00:16:09,070 I am here to be rigorously honest with you. 401 00:16:09,105 --> 00:16:10,572 No, not right now, thank you. 402 00:16:10,606 --> 00:16:11,973 I'm gonna tell you my truth, and you're gonna listen, 403 00:16:12,008 --> 00:16:14,042 whether you like it or not, because you're bed-bound 404 00:16:14,076 --> 00:16:15,377 and I'm not. 405 00:16:17,192 --> 00:16:20,227 I know it's really hard to live with my mom. 406 00:16:20,252 --> 00:16:21,752 I know she can be withholding 407 00:16:21,777 --> 00:16:24,362 when she's angry or feels slighted. 408 00:16:25,304 --> 00:16:27,038 And I remember. I know she didn't say anything 409 00:16:27,073 --> 00:16:29,074 when Bailey fired you. 410 00:16:29,108 --> 00:16:30,609 I have been where you are. 411 00:16:30,643 --> 00:16:32,844 I get it. And, yeah, I'm a little pissed 412 00:16:32,912 --> 00:16:34,579 about the whole other-woman thing, 413 00:16:34,614 --> 00:16:36,014 but you know what? A-At my core, 414 00:16:36,082 --> 00:16:37,949 I kind of... I kind of even get that, too, 415 00:16:37,984 --> 00:16:40,786 because I know that Mom can push people to need to prove 416 00:16:40,820 --> 00:16:43,355 that she is not the sun, moon, and stars all rolled into one, 417 00:16:43,423 --> 00:16:44,890 to prove that you're your own man, 418 00:16:44,957 --> 00:16:47,125 to prove that, "Hey, sometimes you're just plain wrong," 419 00:16:47,160 --> 00:16:48,427 even if she'll never admit it. 420 00:16:48,461 --> 00:16:50,061 I also get that she kind of is 421 00:16:50,096 --> 00:16:51,930 the sun, moon, and stars all rolled into one, 422 00:16:51,964 --> 00:16:53,765 especially when she loves you, 423 00:16:53,833 --> 00:16:56,968 'cause when she loves you, man, she will move mountains 424 00:16:57,003 --> 00:16:58,170 to help you. 425 00:16:58,204 --> 00:17:00,906 She will dedicate herself totally and completely 426 00:17:00,940 --> 00:17:03,308 to helping you, to getting you where you need to go, 427 00:17:03,376 --> 00:17:06,144 however you need to get there. 428 00:17:06,179 --> 00:17:07,913 When she loves, it's super hard. 429 00:17:07,947 --> 00:17:10,916 And all of that love... It's worth the rest of it. 430 00:17:10,983 --> 00:17:12,551 I know you love her. I know you do. 431 00:17:12,585 --> 00:17:13,785 'Cause you're physically better. 432 00:17:13,820 --> 00:17:16,054 The cobalt's pretty much out of your system by now. 433 00:17:16,088 --> 00:17:17,489 You're still not yourself. You're not even fighting 434 00:17:17,557 --> 00:17:19,925 for your damn reputation or your career, Richard, 435 00:17:19,959 --> 00:17:21,793 'cause your wife isn't here. 436 00:17:21,828 --> 00:17:24,563 Why is that? 'Cause you sent her away. 437 00:17:24,630 --> 00:17:25,931 I know with all of my being 438 00:17:25,998 --> 00:17:29,000 that you need to get over this stubborn ego, stubborn pride, 439 00:17:29,068 --> 00:17:31,536 and go call and claim the woman that you love, 440 00:17:31,571 --> 00:17:32,971 'cause you're not gonna get over it. 441 00:17:33,005 --> 00:17:35,600 And you're damn sure never gonna get over her. 442 00:17:37,109 --> 00:17:39,344 You know, I'm not too old to kick your ass. 443 00:17:39,378 --> 00:17:41,446 [CHUCKLES] 444 00:17:41,481 --> 00:17:43,915 ♪ 445 00:17:43,950 --> 00:17:45,450 I always wanted a son. 446 00:17:45,485 --> 00:17:47,619 Well, you've got one. 447 00:17:47,653 --> 00:17:50,856 So when she calls you, just answer the damn phone, okay? 448 00:17:50,890 --> 00:17:52,290 Hear her out. 449 00:17:52,358 --> 00:17:54,828 If you don't want to do it for yourself, do it for me. 450 00:17:55,194 --> 00:17:56,628 [MONITORS BEEPING] 451 00:17:56,662 --> 00:18:00,031 JACKSON: Can I get another 2 units of blood on standby? 452 00:18:00,066 --> 00:18:01,066 - Got your page. - Got your page. 453 00:18:01,100 --> 00:18:02,868 - JACKSON: Get in here. - Both of you. 454 00:18:02,902 --> 00:18:04,603 His burns have gone past the chest wall 455 00:18:04,637 --> 00:18:06,137 all the way into the thoracic cavity. 456 00:18:06,172 --> 00:18:07,973 MAGGIE: Full-thickness burns all the way to the lungs? 457 00:18:08,007 --> 00:18:09,174 Have you ever seen anything like that? 458 00:18:09,208 --> 00:18:11,977 TEDDY: Yeah, in a bombing in Iraq. 459 00:18:12,011 --> 00:18:14,012 JO: Clamp. 460 00:18:24,652 --> 00:18:26,787 Is feels like... 461 00:18:26,821 --> 00:18:29,990 [CHUCKLES] 462 00:18:30,024 --> 00:18:32,993 I had this friend in the bike shop in Venice. 463 00:18:33,027 --> 00:18:34,661 Mm-hmm. 464 00:18:34,729 --> 00:18:37,816 And one year, it rained like crazy. 465 00:18:38,708 --> 00:18:40,876 And he said, uh, 466 00:18:40,902 --> 00:18:42,836 there had to be this one moment 467 00:18:42,871 --> 00:18:46,206 when all the windshield wipers on all the cars in the city 468 00:18:46,241 --> 00:18:51,111 were aligned and in sync just for one or two wipes. 469 00:18:51,145 --> 00:18:57,017 He called it a fleeting moment of profound harmony. 470 00:18:57,085 --> 00:18:59,653 Mm. This friend smoke a lot of pot? 471 00:19:00,422 --> 00:19:04,725 Mm. Yeah, he had a medical card and a dealer. 472 00:19:04,759 --> 00:19:08,195 [BABY CRYING OVER MONITOR] 473 00:19:08,263 --> 00:19:10,163 - [GROANS] - I got it. 474 00:19:10,231 --> 00:19:12,065 You enjoy 475 00:19:12,100 --> 00:19:16,069 your profound moment of fleeting... 476 00:19:16,104 --> 00:19:17,671 Happy birthday. [SIGHS] 477 00:19:17,739 --> 00:19:18,972 - [CHUCKLES] - [SIGHS] 478 00:19:19,007 --> 00:19:21,208 [CONTINUES CRYING] 479 00:19:23,578 --> 00:19:26,713 [SIGHS] 480 00:19:26,781 --> 00:19:30,384 This website says some people pick names from a dream. 481 00:19:30,451 --> 00:19:32,519 What was the last dream you had before the baby was born? 482 00:19:32,587 --> 00:19:34,554 Um, does it have to be my dream? 483 00:19:34,589 --> 00:19:37,724 Yes, because I don't think we should call him 484 00:19:37,792 --> 00:19:40,193 Sex with His Dad. 485 00:19:40,261 --> 00:19:42,729 I don't think Snake in a Vest is much better. 486 00:19:42,764 --> 00:19:43,764 Right. 487 00:19:43,798 --> 00:19:45,165 Okay. Let's keep going. 488 00:19:45,199 --> 00:19:46,767 Power through it. Think outside the box. 489 00:19:46,834 --> 00:19:48,535 No wrong answers. Say some things you love. 490 00:19:48,569 --> 00:19:52,839 Or we could just take a step back... 491 00:19:52,907 --> 00:19:57,277 rest our brains, revisit the subject when we feel more... 492 00:19:57,345 --> 00:19:59,279 like ourselves? 493 00:19:59,314 --> 00:20:02,716 "Like ourselves" as in "not hormonal and crazy"? 494 00:20:02,750 --> 00:20:04,278 I mean... 495 00:20:05,219 --> 00:20:06,954 - Yes? - Go away. 496 00:20:06,988 --> 00:20:08,301 - I... I... - Get out 497 00:20:08,336 --> 00:20:10,557 before I shoot breast milk in your eyes. 498 00:20:10,591 --> 00:20:12,292 ♪ 499 00:20:12,360 --> 00:20:13,961 [SUCTION GURGLING, MONITOR BEEPING] 500 00:20:13,995 --> 00:20:15,262 HAYES: No one would be able tell 501 00:20:15,296 --> 00:20:17,097 you've been out of the O.R. for a while. 502 00:20:17,131 --> 00:20:18,565 MEREDITH: I recite surgical steps 503 00:20:18,599 --> 00:20:21,034 when I'm putting on my PPE. 504 00:20:21,102 --> 00:20:24,538 I'm claustrophobic, so it calms me down. 505 00:20:24,572 --> 00:20:25,939 How are your lot taking it? 506 00:20:26,007 --> 00:20:27,347 - My kids? - Mm-hmm. 507 00:20:27,381 --> 00:20:28,727 Well, I haven't been home in two weeks, 508 00:20:28,761 --> 00:20:31,979 so I'm not sure they remember who I am. 509 00:20:32,013 --> 00:20:33,513 My lads are crawling the walls. 510 00:20:33,548 --> 00:20:35,716 I just pray to God they don't do anything this stupid. 511 00:20:35,750 --> 00:20:37,117 Gonna tell me when you were this age, 512 00:20:37,185 --> 00:20:39,252 you don't remember being away from your friends for two days 513 00:20:39,320 --> 00:20:41,088 feeling like an eternity? 514 00:20:41,122 --> 00:20:43,056 Friends, no. Girlfriend, maybe. 515 00:20:43,124 --> 00:20:44,591 I once hoisted myself over an electric fence 516 00:20:44,625 --> 00:20:46,361 to get to a girlfriend. 517 00:20:47,028 --> 00:20:48,662 What were you doing behind an electric fence? 518 00:20:48,696 --> 00:20:51,131 Ah, we don't know each other well enough for that story yet. 519 00:20:53,334 --> 00:20:55,936 Alright, Frankie. Moment of truth. 520 00:20:55,970 --> 00:20:57,571 We'll have to inspect the calyces, 521 00:20:57,605 --> 00:21:00,040 but so far, so good. 522 00:21:03,277 --> 00:21:05,612 Well, what do you know? Maybe there is another tomorrow. 523 00:21:05,680 --> 00:21:06,747 [CHUCKLES] 524 00:21:06,781 --> 00:21:08,348 [MONITORS BEEPING RAPIDLY] 525 00:21:08,416 --> 00:21:10,250 - Damn it. - Clamp. 526 00:21:10,284 --> 00:21:12,252 ♪ 527 00:21:12,286 --> 00:21:13,494 Come on, Frankie. 528 00:21:13,530 --> 00:21:15,188 Come on, Frankie. 529 00:21:15,223 --> 00:21:17,290 ♪ 530 00:21:17,325 --> 00:21:18,825 No, no, no. Ma, Ma, you got to do the thing 531 00:21:18,860 --> 00:21:20,093 where you pretend that the broccoli 532 00:21:20,161 --> 00:21:22,329 is the brother of the carrots that he already ate 533 00:21:22,363 --> 00:21:25,298 and that they need to be reunited in his tummy. 534 00:21:25,333 --> 00:21:29,302 Yeah, like, uh, "Please, Mr. Leo. Please, please, 535 00:21:29,337 --> 00:21:31,805 let me be reunited with my sister in your tummy." 536 00:21:31,839 --> 00:21:35,308 Okay? Okay, good. Yeah, Ma. I got to go. I love you. Bye. 537 00:21:35,376 --> 00:21:37,377 AARON: Excuse me, Doctor. Uh, my son is Frankie. 538 00:21:37,412 --> 00:21:39,179 Is there any update? 539 00:21:39,213 --> 00:21:40,347 Do they have to take his new kidney out? 540 00:21:40,415 --> 00:21:41,948 Are... Are we going through this all over again? 541 00:21:41,983 --> 00:21:43,316 Well, he only just went up to the O.R., 542 00:21:43,351 --> 00:21:47,256 so it's gonna be a while before we know, I'm afraid. 543 00:21:48,356 --> 00:21:51,425 You know, when COVID started, I told Frankie, "Now it's our turn 544 00:21:51,459 --> 00:21:54,327 to protect the doctors and nurses who helped you," 545 00:21:54,362 --> 00:21:56,129 and we have been diligent and careful. 546 00:21:56,197 --> 00:21:57,831 We have quarantined, and we have prayed, 547 00:21:57,865 --> 00:22:02,035 and now my own son, my son who is alive 548 00:22:02,070 --> 00:22:05,072 because a good person died and donated a kidney... 549 00:22:05,106 --> 00:22:09,820 He threw it all away for a party. 550 00:22:10,445 --> 00:22:13,313 [VOICE BREAKING] I love my son more than I love myself, 551 00:22:13,347 --> 00:22:14,714 and I want him to be okay. 552 00:22:14,749 --> 00:22:16,994 [CRYING] But I am so mad. 553 00:22:17,785 --> 00:22:20,353 I don't know how I'll even be able to look at him. 554 00:22:20,388 --> 00:22:23,390 ♪ 555 00:22:24,659 --> 00:22:26,393 OWEN: Schmitt, check on her post-op H&H 556 00:22:26,427 --> 00:22:29,229 and keep an eye on her urine output, okay? 557 00:22:32,900 --> 00:22:34,768 Owen... 558 00:22:34,802 --> 00:22:36,513 what's going on? 559 00:22:37,371 --> 00:22:39,600 What's wrong? I... [SIGHS] 560 00:22:40,441 --> 00:22:41,608 What are you not saying? I know you. 561 00:22:41,642 --> 00:22:44,845 I-I know that there is something wrong. 562 00:22:46,581 --> 00:22:48,849 Do you think maybe you're projecting, Teddy? 563 00:22:48,883 --> 00:22:51,284 I mean [CHUCKLES] what are you not saying? 564 00:22:51,319 --> 00:22:53,238 What are you not telling me? 565 00:22:54,489 --> 00:22:56,033 I'm right here. 566 00:22:57,425 --> 00:23:00,162 I'm right here, Teddy, and I love you. 567 00:23:00,828 --> 00:23:04,458 And I... [SIGHS] I trust you. 568 00:23:05,439 --> 00:23:07,306 And you're my best friend. 569 00:23:07,331 --> 00:23:09,463 So if there's something... 570 00:23:10,250 --> 00:23:14,686 you need to tell me, now is the time. 571 00:23:18,579 --> 00:23:21,748 No. No, there... there's nothing. [CHUCKLES] 572 00:23:21,782 --> 00:23:23,316 Nothing. 573 00:23:23,351 --> 00:23:26,286 [INHALES DEEPLY] 574 00:23:26,320 --> 00:23:28,088 [SIGHS] 575 00:23:29,865 --> 00:23:33,568 [TEDDY AND KORACICK MOANING] 576 00:23:33,594 --> 00:23:35,962 TEDDY: Oh, God. Oh. 577 00:23:35,997 --> 00:23:37,764 KORACICK: Let's not wait till 7:00. Let's leave now. 578 00:23:37,832 --> 00:23:40,000 No, I can't. [BREATHING HEAVILY] 579 00:23:40,034 --> 00:23:41,334 Schmitt... I can't leave with you. 580 00:23:41,376 --> 00:23:44,311 - Oh, my God. - Schmitt played this for me in the O.R. 581 00:23:44,338 --> 00:23:45,972 - I am marrying Owen. - ...on what was supposed to be 582 00:23:46,007 --> 00:23:47,641 our wedding day. 583 00:23:47,675 --> 00:23:50,677 [SIGHS] 584 00:23:50,711 --> 00:23:52,746 So much for love. 585 00:23:52,788 --> 00:23:54,656 ♪ 586 00:23:54,682 --> 00:23:56,349 So much for friendship. 587 00:23:56,384 --> 00:23:58,518 So much for... [SNIFFLES] 588 00:23:58,553 --> 00:24:00,617 So much for trust. 589 00:24:00,641 --> 00:24:02,022 [CHUCKLES DRYLY] 590 00:24:02,056 --> 00:24:03,456 - Owen, I... - So much for us. 591 00:24:03,524 --> 00:24:04,491 - Owen, wait, wait. - No. 592 00:24:04,525 --> 00:24:06,092 Oh, my God. Wait. Owen. 593 00:24:06,160 --> 00:24:08,461 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 594 00:24:08,496 --> 00:24:10,497 [CRYING] 595 00:24:10,531 --> 00:24:12,132 Oh, my God. 596 00:24:17,982 --> 00:24:21,284 No. They said he was out of surgery. 597 00:24:21,318 --> 00:24:23,152 There were some complications. 598 00:24:23,186 --> 00:24:26,188 Uh, y-your son's burns were much deeper than we saw initially, 599 00:24:26,223 --> 00:24:28,858 so they had to take him back in. 600 00:24:28,892 --> 00:24:30,540 Sorry. 601 00:24:31,728 --> 00:24:33,496 Kayden told me about the party 602 00:24:33,530 --> 00:24:35,796 and asked if he could take the car. 603 00:24:36,466 --> 00:24:40,570 And I had this feeling in my gut like it's not a good idea. 604 00:24:40,604 --> 00:24:42,135 But I figured, 605 00:24:42,873 --> 00:24:44,407 it's just a few kids. 606 00:24:44,441 --> 00:24:46,556 They'll all wear masks. 607 00:24:47,477 --> 00:24:49,211 No one will find out. 608 00:24:49,279 --> 00:24:51,581 [GOLDFORD'S "WALK WITH ME" PLAYING] 609 00:24:51,615 --> 00:24:54,250 Why didn't I say no? 610 00:24:54,318 --> 00:24:57,119 ♪ 611 00:24:57,154 --> 00:25:03,392 ♪ Walk with me, I'll walk with you ♪ 612 00:25:03,427 --> 00:25:09,532 ♪ Down these troubled roads we've stumbled into ♪ 613 00:25:09,566 --> 00:25:12,835 ♪ We're all in this thing together ♪ 614 00:25:12,869 --> 00:25:15,304 ♪ We're gonna make it through ♪ 615 00:25:15,339 --> 00:25:21,110 ♪ Walk with me, I'll walk with you ♪ 616 00:25:21,144 --> 00:25:27,850 ♪ Be there for me, I'll be there for you ♪ 617 00:25:27,884 --> 00:25:30,920 ♪ When we're running out of hope ♪ 618 00:25:30,954 --> 00:25:33,889 ♪ When we don't know what to do ♪ 619 00:25:33,924 --> 00:25:39,295 ♪ Like a candle in the darkness shining bright and true ♪ 620 00:25:39,363 --> 00:25:45,501 ♪ Be there for me, I'll be there for you ♪ 621 00:25:45,535 --> 00:25:50,473 ♪ Walk with me, I'll walk with you ♪ 622 00:25:50,540 --> 00:25:51,741 [CELLPHONE VIBRATES, CHIMES] 623 00:25:51,775 --> 00:25:54,644 ♪ I know the rain of today ♪ 624 00:25:54,678 --> 00:25:57,947 ♪ Will bring tomorrow's bloom ♪ 625 00:25:57,981 --> 00:26:00,783 ♪ When we can't see where we're goin' ♪ 626 00:26:00,817 --> 00:26:03,452 ♪ Or what the world is coming to ♪ 627 00:26:03,520 --> 00:26:08,891 ♪ Will you walk with me? Oh, I'll walk with you ♪ 628 00:26:08,925 --> 00:26:13,429 ♪ 629 00:26:13,497 --> 00:26:16,332 ♪ Walk with me ♪ 630 00:26:16,366 --> 00:26:18,367 ♪ 631 00:26:18,402 --> 00:26:22,405 ♪ And I will walk with you ♪ 632 00:26:22,439 --> 00:26:25,741 ♪ 633 00:26:25,776 --> 00:26:28,678 ♪ Walk with me ♪ 634 00:26:28,712 --> 00:26:30,646 ♪ 635 00:26:30,681 --> 00:26:33,716 ♪ And I will walk with you ♪ 636 00:26:33,750 --> 00:26:35,918 ♪ It's gonna be ♪ 637 00:26:35,952 --> 00:26:37,853 ♪ Oh, it's gonna be ♪ 638 00:26:37,888 --> 00:26:40,790 - ♪ Walk with me ♪ - ♪ Gonna be, gonna be alright ♪ 639 00:26:40,824 --> 00:26:42,692 ♪ Everything ♪ 640 00:26:42,759 --> 00:26:45,795 - ♪ And I will walk with you ♪ - ♪ Is gonna be alright ♪ 641 00:26:45,829 --> 00:26:47,296 - ♪ Yeah ♪ - ♪ Walk with me ♪ 642 00:26:47,330 --> 00:26:49,932 ♪ Ooh, it's gonna be ♪ 643 00:26:49,966 --> 00:26:53,002 - ♪ Walk with me ♪ - ♪ Gonna be, gonna be alright ♪ 644 00:26:53,036 --> 00:26:54,837 ♪ Everything ♪ 645 00:26:54,871 --> 00:26:59,141 - ♪ And I will walk with you ♪ - ♪ Is gonna be alright ♪ 646 00:26:59,176 --> 00:27:03,512 ♪ Walk with me, and I will walk with you ♪ 647 00:27:03,580 --> 00:27:04,617 HAYES: Aaron? 648 00:27:04,651 --> 00:27:06,515 - Hey, Doc. - Happy to report 649 00:27:06,583 --> 00:27:08,384 he pulled through surgery like a champ, okay? 650 00:27:08,452 --> 00:27:10,252 Dr. Grey's settling him into the ICU now. 651 00:27:10,287 --> 00:27:11,520 And w-what about his kidney? 652 00:27:11,555 --> 00:27:13,556 Okay. We did have to remove part of his kidney, 653 00:27:13,590 --> 00:27:15,191 but it's still functioning, 654 00:27:15,225 --> 00:27:16,792 so we'll monitor him closely, but it's promising. 655 00:27:16,827 --> 00:27:19,395 Okay. Thank you so much, Dr. Hayes. Thank you. 656 00:27:19,429 --> 00:27:21,530 Once the anesthesia wears off, we'll set you up with a tablet 657 00:27:21,598 --> 00:27:23,632 - so you can chat, okay? - Thank you! 658 00:27:25,936 --> 00:27:27,903 DELUCA: Mr. Lee? 659 00:27:27,938 --> 00:27:29,438 These are Kayden's doctors. 660 00:27:29,473 --> 00:27:30,706 STEVE: How is he? 661 00:27:31,404 --> 00:27:32,875 Is Mrs. Lee here? 662 00:27:32,943 --> 00:27:35,377 She's outside. One second. 663 00:27:35,412 --> 00:27:37,379 - Let me get her on the phone. - No, no, we sh... 664 00:27:37,414 --> 00:27:39,548 TEDDY: Let's... Let's go and talk to her. 665 00:27:39,583 --> 00:27:41,231 Why? 666 00:27:44,588 --> 00:27:46,522 No. 667 00:27:46,590 --> 00:27:48,280 Oh, God. 668 00:27:48,759 --> 00:27:50,323 No. 669 00:27:51,795 --> 00:27:54,196 Just tell me he's alive. 670 00:27:54,231 --> 00:27:56,432 Just that much, because... 671 00:27:56,500 --> 00:27:59,001 I can't go all the way to my wife 672 00:27:59,035 --> 00:28:00,917 if I don't even know that. 673 00:28:02,672 --> 00:28:04,379 [CRYING] No. 674 00:28:05,809 --> 00:28:07,299 No! 675 00:28:08,645 --> 00:28:10,412 He can't be. 676 00:28:10,447 --> 00:28:12,637 Not my baby boy. 677 00:28:14,117 --> 00:28:17,920 [SOBBING] Oh, not my baby boy. 678 00:28:17,954 --> 00:28:21,590 [SOBBING] 679 00:28:21,625 --> 00:28:24,093 No! [CRYING] 680 00:28:24,127 --> 00:28:26,262 It's okay. Come on. 681 00:28:26,296 --> 00:28:28,230 I got you. 682 00:28:28,265 --> 00:28:29,863 I got you. 683 00:28:30,267 --> 00:28:32,668 [CRYING] 684 00:28:32,702 --> 00:28:38,808 ♪ 685 00:28:38,842 --> 00:28:44,980 ♪ 686 00:28:45,048 --> 00:28:49,251 So, that's your report... That the world is on fire? 687 00:28:49,319 --> 00:28:51,554 BAILEY: I think it's an accurate summation. 688 00:28:51,621 --> 00:28:53,923 What, you... you want me to give you the long version? 689 00:28:53,957 --> 00:28:57,426 Well, Koracick's $100,000 order 690 00:28:57,460 --> 00:28:58,994 was nothing but booties. 691 00:28:59,029 --> 00:29:01,597 We are losing people. We're losing money. 692 00:29:01,631 --> 00:29:04,633 But we'll keep showing up until we win. 693 00:29:04,668 --> 00:29:06,635 - End of report. - [DOOR OPENS] 694 00:29:06,670 --> 00:29:09,238 Look, I get that Richard humiliated you 695 00:29:09,272 --> 00:29:11,507 when he sent you away after his surgery. 696 00:29:11,541 --> 00:29:12,875 So what? 697 00:29:12,909 --> 00:29:15,511 You humiliated him when you bought his hospital. 698 00:29:15,545 --> 00:29:18,681 You have both done incredibly hurtful things. 699 00:29:18,748 --> 00:29:22,184 But he is someone who can help you through this nightmare 700 00:29:22,252 --> 00:29:23,953 and bring you some joy, 701 00:29:23,987 --> 00:29:26,522 which is something we all need more of right now. 702 00:29:26,556 --> 00:29:30,526 And it's only too late if you decide it's too late! 703 00:29:30,560 --> 00:29:32,061 There are people dying! 704 00:29:32,095 --> 00:29:34,530 There are children dying! 705 00:29:34,564 --> 00:29:36,599 There's a worldwide pandemic! 706 00:29:36,633 --> 00:29:38,300 But you are still alive. 707 00:29:38,335 --> 00:29:39,935 And I am sorry that I'm yelling right now, 708 00:29:40,003 --> 00:29:42,004 but it really does feel good, 709 00:29:42,038 --> 00:29:43,873 especially when it's the truth! 710 00:29:43,907 --> 00:29:47,776 - [CLAPS HANDS] - Also an accurate summation. 711 00:29:47,811 --> 00:29:49,044 Schmitt? 712 00:29:49,079 --> 00:29:51,680 LEVI: Oh, thank God. That was really uncomfortable. 713 00:29:51,715 --> 00:29:54,116 [CHUCKLES] 714 00:30:01,124 --> 00:30:03,459 [CRYING] 715 00:30:07,664 --> 00:30:08,697 [DOOR OPENS] 716 00:30:08,765 --> 00:30:10,032 [CLEARS THROAT] 717 00:30:10,066 --> 00:30:12,208 Sorry. I just, um... 718 00:30:12,232 --> 00:30:14,050 [CLEARS THROAT] 719 00:30:15,238 --> 00:30:17,072 I just really wanted that kid to live. 720 00:30:17,107 --> 00:30:18,741 Yeah. We all did. 721 00:30:18,775 --> 00:30:21,644 Oh, okay, so you're on Owen's side, too. 722 00:30:21,678 --> 00:30:23,012 I guess that makes everyone. 723 00:30:23,046 --> 00:30:25,648 You think they should be on you side? 724 00:30:25,682 --> 00:30:27,883 I think everyone should just mind their own business. 725 00:30:27,918 --> 00:30:29,752 Having your life fall apart is hard enough 726 00:30:29,786 --> 00:30:32,388 without everyone's judgment. 727 00:30:32,422 --> 00:30:33,945 [SIGHS] 728 00:30:34,457 --> 00:30:39,159 Let me guess. You just followed your heart. 729 00:30:39,763 --> 00:30:41,196 Well, this is where your heart led you, 730 00:30:41,231 --> 00:30:43,599 and it's no one's fault but your own. 731 00:30:43,667 --> 00:30:46,735 You had a beautiful life, a beautiful family, 732 00:30:46,770 --> 00:30:49,544 and you blew it up with a butt dial? 733 00:30:50,073 --> 00:30:53,375 Do you have any idea how humiliating that is for Owen? 734 00:30:53,410 --> 00:30:54,743 It's not my fault that Alex left you, 735 00:30:54,778 --> 00:30:57,713 but if you want to take that out on me, then okay. Fine. 736 00:31:01,284 --> 00:31:03,719 You never made a mistake? 737 00:31:03,753 --> 00:31:06,227 You never hurt someone that you love? 738 00:31:06,823 --> 00:31:08,590 [VOICE BREAKING] You never tried to sabotage 739 00:31:08,667 --> 00:31:12,437 your own happiness because easy and happy 740 00:31:12,462 --> 00:31:15,278 are so unfamiliar to you? 741 00:31:15,699 --> 00:31:18,801 They're so foreign that you can't even live with it. 742 00:31:18,835 --> 00:31:22,071 I love Owen, and I broke us, 743 00:31:22,113 --> 00:31:24,648 and that feeling is unbearable. 744 00:31:24,674 --> 00:31:27,276 So you can judge me all you want or you can take a break, 745 00:31:27,310 --> 00:31:31,127 because I'm doing enough judging of myself for the both of us. 746 00:31:31,823 --> 00:31:34,958 Have you said all of that to him? 747 00:31:34,985 --> 00:31:37,753 I tried, but he doesn't want to listen. 748 00:31:38,218 --> 00:31:39,822 Try harder. 749 00:31:39,889 --> 00:31:44,793 ♪ 750 00:31:44,828 --> 00:31:48,630 [DOOR OPENS] 751 00:31:48,665 --> 00:31:50,032 [DOOR SHUTS] 752 00:31:54,771 --> 00:31:59,308 ♪ 753 00:32:00,210 --> 00:32:01,444 I got paged. 754 00:32:05,832 --> 00:32:08,714 Am, uh, I supposed to guess what you wanted? 755 00:32:11,589 --> 00:32:14,557 Hey, Catherine. I-I got your page. 756 00:32:14,592 --> 00:32:16,426 I guess you, uh... 757 00:32:16,460 --> 00:32:18,494 [SIGHS] you heard about the delivery. 758 00:32:18,529 --> 00:32:22,932 Tom, sometimes a crisis proves bigger than any one man. 759 00:32:22,967 --> 00:32:25,648 This one has proved bigger than you. 760 00:32:26,511 --> 00:32:28,879 You'll stay on as neuro attending, 761 00:32:28,913 --> 00:32:32,482 but I'm accepting your resignation as chief of chiefs, 762 00:32:32,550 --> 00:32:35,148 effective immediately. 763 00:32:35,920 --> 00:32:39,156 [SIGHS] Are... Are you firing me? 764 00:32:39,190 --> 00:32:42,192 [CHUCKLES] And you expect me to... to stay? 765 00:32:42,226 --> 00:32:44,594 Uh, yeah. N-No, thanks. 766 00:32:44,629 --> 00:32:46,830 I-I can get a job anywhere I want. 767 00:32:46,898 --> 00:32:49,232 And, what, broadcast your sexual escapades 768 00:32:49,267 --> 00:32:51,535 in someone else's O.R.? 769 00:32:51,569 --> 00:32:55,405 Tommy, word gets around. 770 00:32:55,440 --> 00:32:57,462 This is a new world. 771 00:32:57,909 --> 00:33:00,477 If I were you, I'd take the win. 772 00:33:00,792 --> 00:33:02,842 [SIGHS] 773 00:33:14,058 --> 00:33:18,495 Dr. Webber, I'm hoping that you 774 00:33:18,529 --> 00:33:22,299 will accept his job as chief of chiefs 775 00:33:22,333 --> 00:33:27,604 and my apologies for everything I've done to hurt you. 776 00:33:27,638 --> 00:33:29,172 I am so sorry. 777 00:33:29,207 --> 00:33:30,907 ♪ Amen ♪ 778 00:33:30,942 --> 00:33:33,677 ♪ 779 00:33:33,745 --> 00:33:35,779 - Well... - ♪ Amen ♪ 780 00:33:35,813 --> 00:33:39,783 ...I guess we need to get our hands on some COVID tests. 781 00:33:39,817 --> 00:33:40,984 ♪ Amen ♪ 782 00:33:41,019 --> 00:33:43,553 Why? A-Are you feeling poorly? 783 00:33:43,588 --> 00:33:46,123 No, I-I feel fine. Never felt better. 784 00:33:46,157 --> 00:33:48,925 - I just want to make sure it's safe - ♪ I work a lot on the down low ♪ 785 00:33:48,960 --> 00:33:51,895 to do all the things I want to do with you. 786 00:33:51,929 --> 00:33:54,297 ♪ Somebody that they all know ♪ 787 00:33:54,332 --> 00:33:55,565 ♪ I double-check my phone ♪ 788 00:33:55,600 --> 00:33:57,034 [CHUCKLES] 789 00:33:57,068 --> 00:33:59,536 ♪ No new messages, no missed calls ♪ 790 00:33:59,604 --> 00:34:02,939 ♪ Everybody needs somebody to hold them too close ♪ 791 00:34:03,007 --> 00:34:08,779 ♪ I need a little mercy, mercy ♪ 792 00:34:08,813 --> 00:34:11,048 ♪ I need a little mercy, mercy ♪ 793 00:34:11,115 --> 00:34:12,649 [CLEARS THROAT] 794 00:34:12,683 --> 00:34:14,378 Andrew. 795 00:34:14,405 --> 00:34:16,486 What? I'm tagging you out, right? 796 00:34:16,521 --> 00:34:19,389 You know, I-I pulled off this incredible surgery, 797 00:34:19,424 --> 00:34:22,826 and I sort of got a second wind, so I think I can stay. 798 00:34:22,894 --> 00:34:25,962 You know, someone once told me that sleep's important. 799 00:34:25,997 --> 00:34:27,904 - Mm. I should try it sometime. - Mm-hmm. 800 00:34:27,938 --> 00:34:29,238 ♪ Devil's not in the details, he's on the front page ♪ 801 00:34:29,300 --> 00:34:30,834 Is there any specific patient you want me to check in on? 802 00:34:30,868 --> 00:34:33,003 - I can do it. - It should be me. 803 00:34:33,037 --> 00:34:36,073 Okay. You know that friend who told me about sleep? 804 00:34:36,107 --> 00:34:38,275 She also told me that I wouldn't be much use to anyone 805 00:34:38,342 --> 00:34:40,844 if I didn't take care of myself. 806 00:34:40,878 --> 00:34:42,946 She's a friend now, huh? 807 00:34:42,980 --> 00:34:46,016 She saved my life, so... 808 00:34:46,050 --> 00:34:48,685 she's whatever she wants to be to me. 809 00:34:48,753 --> 00:34:50,020 ♪ I need some mercy, mercy ♪ 810 00:34:50,054 --> 00:34:52,856 - Okay. 1702... - Mm-hmm. 811 00:34:52,890 --> 00:34:55,659 If she decompensates at all, please call me. 812 00:34:55,693 --> 00:34:56,860 - I don't care what time it is. - ♪ Mercy ♪ 813 00:34:56,894 --> 00:34:58,128 Okay. You have my word. 814 00:34:58,162 --> 00:34:59,401 Thanks. 815 00:34:59,425 --> 00:35:01,031 ♪ Mercy ♪ 816 00:35:01,065 --> 00:35:02,999 - Good luck out there. - Thanks. 817 00:35:03,034 --> 00:35:05,969 ♪ Mercy, mercy, no murcielago ♪ 818 00:35:06,003 --> 00:35:08,039 ♪ Just a Nissan low on gas ♪ 819 00:35:08,073 --> 00:35:10,208 ♪ Thank God for every time he saved my ass ♪ 820 00:35:10,242 --> 00:35:12,043 ♪ Like back when we was on the Internet ♪ 821 00:35:12,077 --> 00:35:13,878 ♪ But we never copped nothin' ♪ 822 00:35:13,912 --> 00:35:15,646 LEVI: [SCOFFS] Not sure what you're looking for, 823 00:35:15,714 --> 00:35:17,181 but we probably don't have it. 824 00:35:17,249 --> 00:35:19,283 ♪ Moral of the story you can't take it with you ♪ 825 00:35:19,318 --> 00:35:22,520 ♪ Moral of the story, everybody needs something or somebody ♪ 826 00:35:22,554 --> 00:35:23,821 ♪ Everybody needs a lil mercy ♪ 827 00:35:23,856 --> 00:35:24,856 What are you doing? 828 00:35:24,923 --> 00:35:26,336 Look... 829 00:35:26,892 --> 00:35:28,493 I was a terrible boyfriend, 830 00:35:28,527 --> 00:35:31,796 and I get it if you say no, but... 831 00:35:31,830 --> 00:35:33,965 ...my thinking is that you just need some stress relief. 832 00:35:33,999 --> 00:35:35,366 ♪ I don't wanna talk to God ♪ 833 00:35:35,434 --> 00:35:37,902 And while I couldn't provide you 834 00:35:37,936 --> 00:35:42,006 with the love and the affection that you deserved... 835 00:35:42,040 --> 00:35:43,908 ♪ Mercy ♪ 836 00:35:43,942 --> 00:35:45,243 ...I can provide you with that. 837 00:35:45,277 --> 00:35:46,978 ♪ I need a little mercy ♪ 838 00:35:47,012 --> 00:35:48,913 - Stress relief? - ♪ Mercy ♪ 839 00:35:48,947 --> 00:35:50,081 Stress relief. 840 00:35:50,115 --> 00:35:53,985 - But... - ♪ I need a little mercy, mercy ♪ 841 00:35:54,019 --> 00:35:56,053 - ...can we leave my mask on? - ♪ I don't wanna talk to God ♪ 842 00:35:56,088 --> 00:35:57,989 That's not what I want to take off. 843 00:35:58,023 --> 00:36:00,424 ♪ I just wanna be free ♪ 844 00:36:00,459 --> 00:36:01,893 ♪ Mercy ♪ 845 00:36:01,960 --> 00:36:03,161 [PACKAGES CLATTER] 846 00:36:03,195 --> 00:36:05,062 ♪ Mercy ♪ 847 00:36:05,130 --> 00:36:08,900 ♪ 848 00:36:08,967 --> 00:36:11,102 [LAUGHING] I'm serious. 849 00:36:11,136 --> 00:36:13,237 The next time you feel overwhelmed, 850 00:36:13,272 --> 00:36:15,106 just start screaming. 851 00:36:15,140 --> 00:36:17,008 It really... It really took a load off. 852 00:36:17,075 --> 00:36:18,910 [CHUCKLES] 853 00:36:24,750 --> 00:36:26,050 Everything okay? 854 00:36:26,118 --> 00:36:29,187 There's just a tent here that wasn't here this morning. 855 00:36:31,790 --> 00:36:33,090 Surprise. 856 00:36:33,125 --> 00:36:35,493 What? What are you talking about? What are... 857 00:36:38,096 --> 00:36:39,063 Did you do this? 858 00:36:39,097 --> 00:36:40,698 Well, sort of, yeah. 859 00:36:40,732 --> 00:36:43,467 I-I bought it, but your family did all the labor. 860 00:36:43,502 --> 00:36:47,038 You work harder than anybody I know, and you need your rest. 861 00:36:47,105 --> 00:36:48,305 So I thought this way, 862 00:36:48,372 --> 00:36:50,107 you could see your family whenever you wanted 863 00:36:50,175 --> 00:36:52,009 without having to sleep on the floor. 864 00:36:54,179 --> 00:36:56,147 Oh, baby. 865 00:36:56,181 --> 00:36:58,049 [LAUGHING] Oh, my... 866 00:36:58,116 --> 00:37:00,284 Oh, my... 867 00:37:00,319 --> 00:37:03,154 Oh, my God! 868 00:37:03,188 --> 00:37:07,825 - This is amazing! Oh! I... I... - ♪ I just bought a new car ♪ 869 00:37:07,859 --> 00:37:09,160 What was that? 870 00:37:09,194 --> 00:37:10,394 You were about to say it. 871 00:37:10,429 --> 00:37:12,630 Shut up. I was not. 872 00:37:12,664 --> 00:37:15,333 But if Kingsley is there, I have something to say to him. 873 00:37:15,367 --> 00:37:18,535 And I know you don't like camping, but... 874 00:37:18,603 --> 00:37:20,238 No, no. You know, it turns out 875 00:37:20,305 --> 00:37:24,475 when it's just a-a tent in a backyard... 876 00:37:24,509 --> 00:37:27,111 camping's kind of sexy. 877 00:37:27,145 --> 00:37:28,312 - Oh, really, now? - Mm-hmm. 878 00:37:28,347 --> 00:37:29,794 ♪ And into my heart ♪ 879 00:37:29,867 --> 00:37:32,016 Oh. I got to decon first. 880 00:37:32,084 --> 00:37:35,019 ♪ I wanna drive you wild, wild, wild ♪ 881 00:37:35,053 --> 00:37:38,589 Wait a minute. You really gonna strip and not let me watch? 882 00:37:38,657 --> 00:37:39,857 [CHUCKLES] 883 00:37:39,925 --> 00:37:42,660 ♪ I wanna love you ♪ 884 00:37:42,694 --> 00:37:44,028 Okay. 885 00:37:44,062 --> 00:37:47,164 ♪ For miles and miles ♪ 886 00:37:47,199 --> 00:37:51,168 ♪ We can go slow, we don't need to rush ♪ 887 00:37:51,203 --> 00:37:54,939 ♪ I'll take the wheel, make you feel every touch ♪ 888 00:37:55,015 --> 00:37:58,884 ♪ I wanna drive you wild, wild, wild ♪ 889 00:37:58,910 --> 00:38:02,183 You got all the kids to bed while I was building that tent? 890 00:38:02,748 --> 00:38:05,449 - Can you forget all my birthdays? - ♪ Lay on the passenger's side ♪ 891 00:38:05,484 --> 00:38:07,018 [CHUCKLES] 892 00:38:07,060 --> 00:38:08,961 I know. It's pathetic. 893 00:38:09,021 --> 00:38:10,221 I couldn't even light the candle 894 00:38:10,255 --> 00:38:12,089 because I can't find anything in this house that makes fire, 895 00:38:12,124 --> 00:38:14,158 because we hid it all away from Bailey. 896 00:38:14,226 --> 00:38:15,430 ♪ We'll get there tonight ♪ 897 00:38:15,465 --> 00:38:17,628 I love it. Thank you. 898 00:38:18,530 --> 00:38:20,445 They accidentally sent gluten-free. 899 00:38:20,445 --> 00:38:21,545 I'm so sorry. 900 00:38:21,579 --> 00:38:23,847 - Mmm! - ♪ You set me on fire ♪ 901 00:38:23,881 --> 00:38:27,217 - [SIGHS] I really am sorry I forgot. - ♪ I swear you're the only one ♪ 902 00:38:27,251 --> 00:38:29,119 Are you kidding? 903 00:38:29,187 --> 00:38:32,018 There were no major meltdowns... 904 00:38:32,018 --> 00:38:34,152 - ...I got to have sex, and... - ♪ I wanna drive you ♪ 905 00:38:34,220 --> 00:38:35,654 ...I got a doughnut. 906 00:38:35,688 --> 00:38:37,189 ♪ Wild, wild, wild ♪ 907 00:38:37,223 --> 00:38:40,092 The only guy who might be luckier 908 00:38:40,126 --> 00:38:42,361 is Scout Derek Shepherd Lincoln... 909 00:38:42,395 --> 00:38:44,162 ♪ I wanna love you for miles and miles ♪ 910 00:38:44,197 --> 00:38:47,466 ...because he has the best mom in the whole world. 911 00:38:47,533 --> 00:38:49,534 Now I've got to get a glass of water, because this is... 912 00:38:49,569 --> 00:38:51,637 - They're terrible. - It's terrible. Terrible. 913 00:38:51,671 --> 00:38:55,040 MEREDITH: As proud as we surgeons are of our stitches, 914 00:38:55,074 --> 00:38:58,377 they aren't meant to be a permanent fix. 915 00:38:58,411 --> 00:39:01,573 Your body still has to do the real work. 916 00:39:02,148 --> 00:39:09,388 ♪ 917 00:39:09,413 --> 00:39:11,347 Your mom's watching the kids. 918 00:39:11,424 --> 00:39:15,739 And the... the gift shop was out of flowers. 919 00:39:16,462 --> 00:39:17,829 Teddy, don't do this. 920 00:39:17,864 --> 00:39:20,565 - Owen, I love you. - ♪ Yeah, wanna love you ♪ 921 00:39:20,600 --> 00:39:24,136 - I am sorry. I am so sorry. - ♪ Wanna touch you, wanna drive you ♪ 922 00:39:24,170 --> 00:39:26,504 I will do anything you say to fix this. 923 00:39:26,529 --> 00:39:28,907 I don't want to lose our family. Owen, please. 924 00:39:28,941 --> 00:39:30,075 - Can we just... - ♪ Oh, wanna love you ♪ 925 00:39:30,109 --> 00:39:31,643 Please don't go. Ple... Owen, 926 00:39:31,678 --> 00:39:34,309 let's just talk about this. Owen. 927 00:39:34,344 --> 00:39:37,215 - [MUSIC STOPS] - What did I do, Teddy? 928 00:39:37,283 --> 00:39:39,851 What did I do to make you hate me this much? 929 00:39:39,886 --> 00:39:42,154 When I cheated on Cristina, it was because I hated her. 930 00:39:42,188 --> 00:39:44,156 - I was enraged, so... - I don't... I don't hate you. 931 00:39:44,190 --> 00:39:45,824 That's... That's not what this was. 932 00:39:45,858 --> 00:39:47,225 Then what? Because I've spent the last few weeks 933 00:39:47,260 --> 00:39:49,494 trying to comprehend why you would do that, and I can't. 934 00:39:49,519 --> 00:39:51,119 I don't know. It was a mistake. 935 00:39:51,146 --> 00:39:53,781 It was... It was a stupid mistake. That's all. 936 00:39:55,077 --> 00:39:56,483 He asked you to run away with him. 937 00:39:56,518 --> 00:39:57,685 And I said no. 938 00:39:57,752 --> 00:39:59,420 No! No, you didn't! 939 00:39:59,454 --> 00:40:01,522 'Cause I listened to it. I listened to it almost 100 times. 940 00:40:01,556 --> 00:40:04,458 He asks you to run away, and you don't say no. 941 00:40:04,492 --> 00:40:06,327 You don't say that you don't want to. 942 00:40:06,361 --> 00:40:08,128 You don't say that you can't because you love me 943 00:40:08,163 --> 00:40:09,430 or even because you have a family. 944 00:40:09,464 --> 00:40:12,266 You just say, "I'm marrying Owen," 945 00:40:12,334 --> 00:40:14,568 like it's j... like it's just some kind of fate 946 00:40:14,603 --> 00:40:17,471 that you just... accepted. 947 00:40:17,505 --> 00:40:19,807 - Look at me. - ♪ Once in a while ♪ 948 00:40:19,901 --> 00:40:22,670 An army of different cells comes in to build new tissue. 949 00:40:22,737 --> 00:40:24,004 ♪ I see myself ♪ 950 00:40:24,039 --> 00:40:25,824 I want to be with you. 951 00:40:26,474 --> 00:40:28,375 [SIGHS TEARFULLY] 952 00:40:28,410 --> 00:40:31,512 - I love our family. - ♪ No longer enchanted ♪ 953 00:40:31,546 --> 00:40:34,782 - I love you. - ♪ By the future or the past ♪ 954 00:40:34,849 --> 00:40:39,286 And eventually, you've produced enough collagen to heal. 955 00:40:39,320 --> 00:40:40,421 - Owen. - I can't. I'm sorry. 956 00:40:40,488 --> 00:40:41,955 - Teddy... - Owen, please don't go. 957 00:40:42,023 --> 00:40:44,324 - Owen, please. - ♪ Once in a while ♪ 958 00:40:44,359 --> 00:40:46,126 - Owen, please wait. - [ENGINE STARTS] 959 00:40:46,161 --> 00:40:47,561 Please don't... Owen! 960 00:40:47,595 --> 00:40:51,231 - Wait! Wait! - ♪ It's crystal clear ♪ 961 00:40:51,266 --> 00:40:53,437 At least that's the plan. 962 00:40:54,310 --> 00:40:57,111 Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying 963 00:40:57,146 --> 00:40:59,123 you shouldn't obsess about technique. 964 00:40:59,123 --> 00:41:00,390 Please, obsess. 965 00:41:00,424 --> 00:41:05,061 ♪ They disappear ♪ 966 00:41:05,096 --> 00:41:06,696 HAYES: No. No! 967 00:41:06,764 --> 00:41:08,898 Grey! Grey! 968 00:41:08,933 --> 00:41:10,867 - Grey, Grey, can you hear me? - ♪ If every breath is sacred ♪ 969 00:41:10,901 --> 00:41:12,002 Somebody help me! 970 00:41:12,076 --> 00:41:13,543 Because even one mistake... 971 00:41:13,604 --> 00:41:15,505 Careful. Careful. I got her head. 972 00:41:15,539 --> 00:41:19,009 I need rapid response, oxygen, and a gurney now! Go! Hurry up! 973 00:41:19,043 --> 00:41:21,911 Can you hear me, Grey? Grey, come on. Stay with me, Grey. 974 00:41:21,946 --> 00:41:23,480 I'm here, don't worry. It'll be okay. 975 00:41:23,514 --> 00:41:24,781 One slip... 976 00:41:24,815 --> 00:41:29,219 ♪ Deep enough to believe ♪ 977 00:41:29,253 --> 00:41:31,681 ...can cost a lot of blood. 978 00:41:32,056 --> 00:41:33,223 MAN: [ECHOING] Meredith! 979 00:41:33,257 --> 00:41:35,592 ♪ If every breath is sacred ♪ 980 00:41:35,626 --> 00:41:37,193 Meredith! 981 00:41:39,005 --> 00:41:40,940 Oh, my God. 982 00:41:41,599 --> 00:41:42,852 Meredith! 983 00:41:42,889 --> 00:41:48,271 ♪ Deep enough to feel something ♪ 984 00:41:48,305 --> 00:41:53,610 ♪ Deep enough to believe ♪ 985 00:41:53,644 --> 00:41:58,048 ♪ That every breath is sacred ♪ 986 00:41:58,082 --> 00:42:03,046 ♪ God, I want to breathe ♪ 987 00:42:03,688 --> 00:42:05,632 Meredith! 988 00:42:05,923 --> 00:42:07,635 ♪ Deep enough to feel something ♪ 989 00:42:07,669 --> 00:42:08,968 Derek. 990 00:42:09,393 --> 00:42:16,433 ♪ Please show me how to breathe ♪