1 00:00:01,787 --> 00:00:03,780 MEREDITH: We surgeons have come up with a stitch 2 00:00:03,804 --> 00:00:05,137 for just about anything. 3 00:00:05,172 --> 00:00:08,132 Get a mole removed... Subcutaneous suture. 4 00:00:08,170 --> 00:00:11,602 Snag your arm on barbed wire... Loose interrupted suture. 5 00:00:11,627 --> 00:00:13,761 Internal bleed... silk. 6 00:00:13,829 --> 00:00:17,218 Slice your scalp open... well, that's gonna need staples. 7 00:00:17,292 --> 00:00:19,727 I heard you got into an O.R. today. 8 00:00:19,761 --> 00:00:22,496 I'm jealous. I haven't held a scalpel in two weeks. 9 00:00:22,531 --> 00:00:24,365 JACKSON: Yeah, well, if it's any consolation, 10 00:00:24,399 --> 00:00:27,301 it was 98 degrees in full PPE. 11 00:00:27,376 --> 00:00:30,011 Debriding a poor kid's burns from a wildfire. 12 00:00:30,038 --> 00:00:31,672 All I do is run codes. 13 00:00:31,707 --> 00:00:34,809 I get a break when I get to get a family in to say goodbye, 14 00:00:34,876 --> 00:00:37,445 and then I just run another code. 15 00:00:37,479 --> 00:00:40,048 Yeah, well, you're not gonna like this part, then. 16 00:00:41,316 --> 00:00:44,552 - I'm not even done yet. - ♪ And I'm finding some peace ♪ 17 00:00:44,586 --> 00:00:49,490 We obsess about making every stitch precise and strong. 18 00:00:49,558 --> 00:00:50,558 [SIREN WAILING] 19 00:00:50,592 --> 00:00:52,993 ♪ Life goes on ♪ 20 00:00:53,061 --> 00:00:55,362 You asleep? 21 00:00:55,397 --> 00:00:57,665 ♪ No free will without the choice ♪ 22 00:00:57,699 --> 00:01:00,234 Thanks, Grey. I was perfectly content in that dream. 23 00:01:00,302 --> 00:01:02,436 ♪ I can't think around the noise ♪ 24 00:01:02,471 --> 00:01:04,338 - Where were you? - ♪ It gets hard to avoid ♪ 25 00:01:04,406 --> 00:01:06,874 - [GROANS] I was in a field - ♪ It all gets harder to avoid ♪ 26 00:01:06,908 --> 00:01:08,576 - near where I grew up in Ireland. - ♪ No free will without the choice ♪ 27 00:01:08,610 --> 00:01:10,244 But instead of barley, 28 00:01:10,278 --> 00:01:11,779 - it was just dead bodies. - ♪ I can't think around the noise ♪ 29 00:01:11,813 --> 00:01:14,081 - And you want to go back there? - [CELLPHONE CHIMES] 30 00:01:14,116 --> 00:01:16,951 I want to go anywhere that isn't this bloody place. 31 00:01:16,985 --> 00:01:18,919 ♪ 32 00:01:18,987 --> 00:01:20,788 Back to it. 33 00:01:20,822 --> 00:01:23,758 - Your mask is... - Falling apart? Yeah. 34 00:01:23,792 --> 00:01:26,927 I gave my new one for today to one of the nurses. 35 00:01:26,962 --> 00:01:29,063 - [CHUCKLES SOFTLY] - ♪ Life goes on ♪ 36 00:01:29,097 --> 00:01:32,433 ♪ 37 00:01:32,467 --> 00:01:34,468 WOMAN: [OVER P.A.] Dr. Mannard to radiology. 38 00:01:34,503 --> 00:01:35,803 Dr. Mannard to radiology. 39 00:01:35,837 --> 00:01:37,404 MAGGIE: Richard. Hey! 40 00:01:37,439 --> 00:01:39,740 - Is everything okay? - Uh, yeah, yeah. 41 00:01:39,808 --> 00:01:43,410 I'm just going over patients', um, uh, supply needs... 42 00:01:43,478 --> 00:01:44,652 - Oh. - ...with, um... 43 00:01:44,699 --> 00:01:46,280 CATHERINE: Ready for you, Dr. Pierce. 44 00:01:46,314 --> 00:01:47,948 [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS] 45 00:01:47,973 --> 00:01:49,977 With Dr. Fox. 46 00:01:51,353 --> 00:01:55,523 Uh, I'll just, uh, take the stairs. 47 00:01:55,557 --> 00:01:57,424 ♪ 48 00:01:57,459 --> 00:01:59,093 Go easy on that hip. 49 00:01:59,127 --> 00:02:01,662 You don't want to get hurt on your first day back. 50 00:02:01,696 --> 00:02:03,297 Well, thanks. 51 00:02:03,322 --> 00:02:06,395 But the only pain I'm feeling right now is square in my ass. 52 00:02:08,136 --> 00:02:09,436 [HUFFS] 53 00:02:09,504 --> 00:02:15,142 ♪ 54 00:02:15,177 --> 00:02:21,972 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 55 00:02:23,385 --> 00:02:24,852 [BAILEY SHUDDERS, GROANS] 56 00:02:24,886 --> 00:02:27,454 I swear, if that idiot broke my nose, 57 00:02:27,522 --> 00:02:29,490 - I swear I'm gonna sue... - BAILEY: Sir, shut up! 58 00:02:29,558 --> 00:02:33,494 Uh, DeLuca, here. Take the other father over to bed 7. 59 00:02:33,528 --> 00:02:35,429 If it's occupied, I don't care where he goes, 60 00:02:35,463 --> 00:02:36,764 as long as he's 15 yards away from that one. 61 00:02:36,798 --> 00:02:38,165 Okay. You got it, Chief. 62 00:02:38,200 --> 00:02:40,501 - [SIGHS] - LEVI: There's tissue swelling, 63 00:02:40,569 --> 00:02:41,802 she had trouble putting weight on it, 64 00:02:41,837 --> 00:02:43,470 and I can see some slight bruising. 65 00:02:43,505 --> 00:02:46,140 It's probably a sprain, but I ordered an X-ray to be safe. 66 00:02:46,208 --> 00:02:47,174 NICO: What happened, exactly? 67 00:02:47,209 --> 00:02:49,643 I rolled it or someone stomped on it. 68 00:02:49,711 --> 00:02:51,779 I-I don't... I don't know. It happened fast. 69 00:02:51,813 --> 00:02:53,714 Alright, well, it's most likely just a sprain, 70 00:02:53,748 --> 00:02:55,282 but, Schmitt, shout when you get an X-ray. 71 00:02:55,317 --> 00:02:56,984 I'll take a look. 72 00:02:57,018 --> 00:02:58,652 [GROANS] 73 00:02:58,687 --> 00:03:00,521 LEVI: Chief, that's exactly what I said. 74 00:03:00,555 --> 00:03:02,076 But you're not the orthopedic surgeon. 75 00:03:02,110 --> 00:03:03,457 Come on. Radiology! Let's go. 76 00:03:03,525 --> 00:03:05,492 [SIGHS] 77 00:03:12,420 --> 00:03:15,422 Bailey needs soccer or T-ball. 78 00:03:15,447 --> 00:03:17,448 Or maybe we could get him to run wind sprints 79 00:03:17,473 --> 00:03:19,274 up and down the driveway just to wear him out. 80 00:03:19,299 --> 00:03:20,733 You think that would be cruel? 81 00:03:20,758 --> 00:03:21,824 [SIGHS] 82 00:03:21,849 --> 00:03:23,516 What's with everybody posting "Happy birthday" 83 00:03:23,541 --> 00:03:26,777 all over your social media? Your birthday's next week. 84 00:03:27,082 --> 00:03:28,782 [SIGHS] 85 00:03:28,817 --> 00:03:30,918 Wait. No. 86 00:03:30,952 --> 00:03:32,371 I didn't miss... 87 00:03:33,234 --> 00:03:34,868 How is next week already over? 88 00:03:34,893 --> 00:03:37,328 I missed it myself until my mom called. 89 00:03:37,525 --> 00:03:39,878 [SIGHS] Our lives are insane. 90 00:03:40,549 --> 00:03:43,465 Okay, but when your mom called, why didn't you tell me? 91 00:03:44,466 --> 00:03:46,901 - I didn't want you to feel bad. - [SIGHS] 92 00:03:46,968 --> 00:03:48,736 I feel bad now! 93 00:03:48,770 --> 00:03:49,904 [SIGHS] 94 00:03:49,938 --> 00:03:51,807 I'm hungry. 95 00:03:52,707 --> 00:03:55,342 - [SIGHS] - Babe, I-I'm not upset. 96 00:03:55,410 --> 00:03:57,111 I promise. I-I ju... 97 00:03:57,145 --> 00:03:58,646 I lived another year. 98 00:03:58,680 --> 00:04:01,942 I made a healthy baby with a woman I am crazy about. 99 00:04:02,751 --> 00:04:04,184 [SIGHS] It's all good. 100 00:04:04,219 --> 00:04:06,186 Oh, God. 101 00:04:06,254 --> 00:04:08,789 [TAPE REWINDS] 102 00:04:08,823 --> 00:04:10,691 You are the cutest, Scout. 103 00:04:10,725 --> 00:04:13,527 Or maybe not Scout. 104 00:04:13,595 --> 00:04:14,628 Why not Scout? 105 00:04:14,696 --> 00:04:16,230 I'm not sure yet. 106 00:04:16,264 --> 00:04:19,042 Oh. Why not Scout? 107 00:04:19,320 --> 00:04:21,603 I love Scout as a nickname, 108 00:04:21,636 --> 00:04:22,803 and I love you. 109 00:04:22,837 --> 00:04:24,438 I got that. I'm good. 110 00:04:24,506 --> 00:04:26,440 But we should name him. 111 00:04:26,474 --> 00:04:27,641 I agree with Link. 112 00:04:27,676 --> 00:04:28,976 - On Scout? - On naming him. 113 00:04:29,010 --> 00:04:30,744 What about Tony? 114 00:04:30,779 --> 00:04:32,112 - Mm... - You hate it. 115 00:04:32,180 --> 00:04:33,981 Tony Soprano. "Tony Baloney." 116 00:04:34,015 --> 00:04:35,767 "Tony's a phony." 117 00:04:36,351 --> 00:04:37,985 I'm allowed to not like names, right? 118 00:04:38,019 --> 00:04:39,954 I'm not weighing in on that. 119 00:04:39,988 --> 00:04:41,922 ♪ 120 00:04:41,957 --> 00:04:44,825 Now... he's adorable, whatever his name is. 121 00:04:44,859 --> 00:04:46,160 Right. 122 00:04:46,194 --> 00:04:49,263 Except... not Tony. 123 00:04:49,297 --> 00:04:51,398 ♪ 124 00:04:51,466 --> 00:04:53,434 No, not Tony. 125 00:04:53,468 --> 00:04:56,603 SCREENER: Thank you, sir. Please wait over there. Next! 126 00:04:56,671 --> 00:04:58,973 [SIREN WAILS IN DISTANCE] 127 00:04:59,007 --> 00:05:01,642 - Hey. - Hey. Sorry to pull you from screening, 128 00:05:01,710 --> 00:05:03,177 but we're running low on doctors over here. 129 00:05:03,244 --> 00:05:05,212 This should be the last kid from the wildfire. 130 00:05:05,246 --> 00:05:06,613 Nice change of pace... 131 00:05:06,648 --> 00:05:09,083 I mean... not nice. 132 00:05:09,117 --> 00:05:11,518 Obviously, it's... it's terrible and infuriating, 133 00:05:11,553 --> 00:05:13,654 and, you know, for the first time in my career, 134 00:05:13,688 --> 00:05:15,990 I haven't seen a stroke or a heart attack within a week, 135 00:05:16,057 --> 00:05:17,791 and I know that people are still having them, 136 00:05:17,826 --> 00:05:19,727 but they're just afraid to come in because of COVID, 137 00:05:19,761 --> 00:05:21,313 which means they're dying at home. 138 00:05:22,197 --> 00:05:26,200 [SIGHS] Sorry. Not a lot of opportunity to vent these days. 139 00:05:26,234 --> 00:05:28,168 [SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE] 140 00:05:28,203 --> 00:05:31,305 Listen, Teddy, I know we've barely spoken since, um... 141 00:05:31,339 --> 00:05:33,374 You don't... You don't need to say it. 142 00:05:33,408 --> 00:05:36,110 But I've been thinking, and... 143 00:05:36,144 --> 00:05:37,544 there are some things we should talk about 144 00:05:37,579 --> 00:05:39,713 [SIGHS] maybe after work, 145 00:05:39,781 --> 00:05:42,282 - if our schedules allow? - Yes, yes, yeah. 146 00:05:42,317 --> 00:05:44,218 - Let's... Let's... Let's talk. - [SIREN CHIRPS] 147 00:05:44,252 --> 00:05:49,323 ♪ 148 00:05:49,357 --> 00:05:50,617 [SIGHS] 149 00:05:51,276 --> 00:05:52,526 PARAMEDIC: 18-year-old male 150 00:05:52,560 --> 00:05:55,029 found half a mile from the Black Ball Hill fire. 151 00:05:55,063 --> 00:05:57,898 Penetrating abdominal trauma from a broken tree shard. 152 00:05:57,932 --> 00:05:59,666 Otherwise, alert and oriented times three. 153 00:05:59,734 --> 00:06:01,101 Let's get him to trauma 2. Let's go. 154 00:06:01,136 --> 00:06:02,403 Please don't tell my dad. 155 00:06:02,470 --> 00:06:03,570 [TAPE REWINDS] 156 00:06:03,605 --> 00:06:07,541 ♪ 157 00:06:09,411 --> 00:06:10,577 Hey. 158 00:06:10,612 --> 00:06:12,446 Amelia and Link had their baby. 159 00:06:12,480 --> 00:06:14,748 Did you see him? Really cute little guy. 160 00:06:14,783 --> 00:06:17,251 - What happened last night? - Oh, my mom told you, right? 161 00:06:17,318 --> 00:06:19,453 I, uh, had a last-minute emergency surgery. 162 00:06:19,487 --> 00:06:20,587 I should have texted, 163 00:06:20,622 --> 00:06:22,689 or a voicemail would have worked, too. 164 00:06:22,724 --> 00:06:24,591 [CHUCKLES] 165 00:06:24,626 --> 00:06:26,960 To tell me that our wedding was off? 166 00:06:26,995 --> 00:06:29,263 What? Not off, just... just delayed. 167 00:06:29,297 --> 00:06:31,932 Why would it be off? 168 00:06:32,000 --> 00:06:34,668 I don't know. I don't know. I just... I-I guess I-I... 169 00:06:34,736 --> 00:06:38,172 I-It just... I kind of... I got thrown. 170 00:06:38,206 --> 00:06:41,675 Yeah. Okay. Well, got it. 171 00:06:41,709 --> 00:06:44,945 Well, no. No. I don't want to cancel our wedding, Teddy. 172 00:06:44,979 --> 00:06:47,681 - Do you? - No. [SIGHS] 173 00:06:47,715 --> 00:06:49,383 [CELLPHONE VIBRATES, CHIMES] 174 00:06:49,417 --> 00:06:51,518 [SIGHS] Trauma's coming in. 175 00:06:51,543 --> 00:06:53,144 See ya. 176 00:07:00,946 --> 00:07:04,257 [CHUCKLES] Would you like me to buy you a Porsche, as well? 177 00:07:04,281 --> 00:07:05,615 Maybe a private jet? 178 00:07:05,649 --> 00:07:06,950 I know it looks like a lot... 179 00:07:06,984 --> 00:07:09,285 It doesn't look like a lot. It is a lot! 180 00:07:09,320 --> 00:07:10,620 It is unreasonable. 181 00:07:10,654 --> 00:07:13,123 Catherine, it is just what I need 182 00:07:13,157 --> 00:07:16,459 to keep my patients alive and safe. 183 00:07:16,527 --> 00:07:17,460 What is unreasonable 184 00:07:17,495 --> 00:07:19,429 is that too many of them are black and brown, 185 00:07:19,463 --> 00:07:20,463 and not enough people seem to care. 186 00:07:20,498 --> 00:07:22,565 - I know that! - Then why are you yelling at me? 187 00:07:22,600 --> 00:07:23,933 I'm not yelling at you, 188 00:07:23,968 --> 00:07:26,102 I'm yelling at the world through you! 189 00:07:26,170 --> 00:07:27,403 I hate this. 190 00:07:27,438 --> 00:07:29,672 I hate this! 191 00:07:29,707 --> 00:07:31,307 I am good at my job, 192 00:07:31,375 --> 00:07:33,543 and I have yet to meet a problem that I couldn't fix 193 00:07:33,577 --> 00:07:36,046 until this! 194 00:07:36,680 --> 00:07:39,983 Try it, Maggie! It feels good to yell. 195 00:07:40,017 --> 00:07:41,651 I hate this, too! 196 00:07:41,685 --> 00:07:43,419 - Yeah! - I hate this! 197 00:07:43,454 --> 00:07:46,322 I hate that I've had to cancel all of my surgeries! 198 00:07:46,357 --> 00:07:48,024 I hate that people are dying 199 00:07:48,058 --> 00:07:50,593 because they don't have access to healthcare! 200 00:07:50,661 --> 00:07:54,230 I hate that my entire day is spent on a computer conference! 201 00:07:54,298 --> 00:07:55,431 Conference, conference! 202 00:07:55,466 --> 00:07:59,369 And I hate that everyone is dying no matter what we do! 203 00:07:59,403 --> 00:08:01,571 Lord, I hate that everyone is dying! 204 00:08:01,605 --> 00:08:02,805 I hate that I can't fix it! 205 00:08:02,873 --> 00:08:04,741 I hate that I can't fix this! 206 00:08:04,775 --> 00:08:07,076 [BOTH SCREAMING] 207 00:08:07,111 --> 00:08:10,413 [BOTH LAUGHING] 208 00:08:14,151 --> 00:08:15,351 [GROANS] 209 00:08:15,386 --> 00:08:19,956 And I hate that my husband hasn't come back to me. 210 00:08:20,024 --> 00:08:21,324 [SIGHS] 211 00:08:21,392 --> 00:08:23,526 ♪ 212 00:08:23,561 --> 00:08:25,995 [GROANS] 213 00:08:26,030 --> 00:08:27,877 I hate that, too. 214 00:08:27,919 --> 00:08:31,201 ♪ 215 00:08:31,235 --> 00:08:33,670 [SIGHS] 216 00:08:33,704 --> 00:08:36,306 [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS] 217 00:08:36,340 --> 00:08:38,441 KORACICK: Hey. [CLEARS THROAT] Dr. Webber? 218 00:08:38,475 --> 00:08:42,278 Uh, I-I heard about your PPE cleaning hack. 219 00:08:42,346 --> 00:08:43,546 Smart. [CHUCKLES] 220 00:08:43,581 --> 00:08:44,781 Well, I'm glad to help. 221 00:08:44,848 --> 00:08:46,216 I-I... You know, I've been meaning to ask, 222 00:08:46,250 --> 00:08:49,852 how are things, uh, with you and Dr. Fox? 223 00:08:51,322 --> 00:08:54,490 You want to know if she's back on the market? 224 00:08:54,525 --> 00:08:55,858 How kind of you to offer. No. 225 00:08:55,893 --> 00:09:00,396 I-I wondered if I could, uh, take credit for your idea. 226 00:09:00,431 --> 00:09:01,998 Buy a little goodwill. 227 00:09:03,601 --> 00:09:05,368 Yeah, forget it. I'll just, uh... 228 00:09:05,402 --> 00:09:07,670 I'll just hide from her instead. 229 00:09:07,705 --> 00:09:11,307 ♪ 230 00:09:11,375 --> 00:09:13,209 [TAPE REWINDS] 231 00:09:14,445 --> 00:09:17,146 RICHARD: We cannot blame, um, 232 00:09:17,181 --> 00:09:20,583 environment, toxins, family history. 233 00:09:20,618 --> 00:09:22,418 How 'bout that last quarter, huh? 234 00:09:22,453 --> 00:09:25,421 Cells need apologies, 235 00:09:25,456 --> 00:09:27,523 - and they need to know... - No, no, no. No, no, no. 236 00:09:27,558 --> 00:09:29,726 The conference confirmed that they weren't gonna post this. 237 00:09:29,760 --> 00:09:31,527 - Damn it! - [GROANS] They didn't. 238 00:09:31,562 --> 00:09:33,496 It was someone's cellphone. 239 00:09:33,530 --> 00:09:35,031 I've gone viral. 240 00:09:35,065 --> 00:09:36,432 Alright. That's fine. We issue a press release. 241 00:09:36,467 --> 00:09:38,501 We explain the whole thing. We explain the symptoms 242 00:09:38,535 --> 00:09:40,403 and the dangers of cobalt poisoning. 243 00:09:40,437 --> 00:09:41,537 People need to know the risks. 244 00:09:41,572 --> 00:09:45,541 My reputation, Jackson... It's everything I had. 245 00:09:45,609 --> 00:09:47,243 And it's still intact, alright? 246 00:09:47,311 --> 00:09:50,046 You have a legendary career. You got sick. 247 00:09:50,080 --> 00:09:53,449 It's tempting to want to point to my illness and say, 248 00:09:53,484 --> 00:09:55,618 "That's why he made so many mistakes." 249 00:09:55,686 --> 00:09:58,855 But rigorous honesty is a tenet of my sobriety, 250 00:09:58,922 --> 00:10:00,723 and if I look at myself in the mirror, 251 00:10:00,791 --> 00:10:04,360 I know there were things that were not the cobalt. 252 00:10:04,428 --> 00:10:05,662 They were just me. 253 00:10:05,696 --> 00:10:07,463 Look, I told Maggie 254 00:10:07,531 --> 00:10:09,165 she should operate on her cousin. 255 00:10:09,199 --> 00:10:10,633 That was a tough call. In that circumstance, 256 00:10:10,701 --> 00:10:12,235 I might have made the same decision. 257 00:10:12,269 --> 00:10:15,914 And I spent time with a woman who wasn't your mother. 258 00:10:16,507 --> 00:10:19,475 I knew it was wrong, and I did it anyway, 259 00:10:19,510 --> 00:10:23,579 all because she... puffed up my ego. 260 00:10:23,614 --> 00:10:25,982 It wasn't physical. I made sure of that. 261 00:10:26,050 --> 00:10:27,759 But, still, it... 262 00:10:28,652 --> 00:10:30,720 It felt like cheating. 263 00:10:31,689 --> 00:10:33,890 And I have no one to blame but myself. 264 00:10:33,924 --> 00:10:36,592 [CELLPHONE CHIMES] 265 00:10:36,627 --> 00:10:37,719 Ah, my patient. 266 00:10:37,796 --> 00:10:40,689 Ah, you... you go. 267 00:10:40,744 --> 00:10:48,217 ♪ 268 00:10:48,706 --> 00:10:52,475 [INDISTINCT TALKING ON TELEVISION] 269 00:10:52,509 --> 00:10:56,612 School is done, and the kids are watching a movie. 270 00:10:56,647 --> 00:10:59,582 All three of them? How'd you swing that? 271 00:10:59,616 --> 00:11:02,518 I told them it's what you wanted for your re-birthday. 272 00:11:02,586 --> 00:11:06,522 [SIGHS] I missed the real one, so now it's today. Surprise! 273 00:11:06,557 --> 00:11:08,458 Amelia, you don't have to... 274 00:11:08,492 --> 00:11:11,694 Do you realize what I have done? 275 00:11:11,729 --> 00:11:14,030 When was the last time every child in this house 276 00:11:14,098 --> 00:11:17,033 was doing something that did not involve us? 277 00:11:17,067 --> 00:11:18,534 And the baby's asleep. 278 00:11:18,569 --> 00:11:20,570 The baby has a name. 279 00:11:24,808 --> 00:11:27,744 But... I just forgot it. 280 00:11:27,778 --> 00:11:29,712 [TELEVISION CONTINUES] 281 00:11:29,747 --> 00:11:32,014 [BABY COOING] 282 00:11:32,049 --> 00:11:33,383 Mikey. 283 00:11:33,417 --> 00:11:35,184 [BABY COOING] 284 00:11:35,219 --> 00:11:36,745 Evan. 285 00:11:38,322 --> 00:11:40,056 Toby. 286 00:11:40,124 --> 00:11:41,691 What are you doing? 287 00:11:41,725 --> 00:11:43,693 Oh, uh, I figured 288 00:11:43,727 --> 00:11:46,729 if we couldn't pick a name, 289 00:11:46,764 --> 00:11:48,064 he could pick his own. 290 00:11:48,098 --> 00:11:51,634 Maybe he'll react when I say the right one. 291 00:11:51,668 --> 00:11:54,971 Hmm? And I can't think of a better idea. 292 00:11:55,572 --> 00:11:56,939 Mark. 293 00:11:56,974 --> 00:11:59,342 [LAUGHS] 294 00:11:59,410 --> 00:12:00,376 Gabriel. 295 00:12:00,444 --> 00:12:02,545 No, no, no, not that one. 296 00:12:02,579 --> 00:12:05,581 - Gabe Lincoln? - Oh, God. 297 00:12:05,649 --> 00:12:06,916 Maybe we should try some girl names. 298 00:12:06,950 --> 00:12:08,751 We don't know if he'll identify as male. 299 00:12:08,786 --> 00:12:10,086 Good point. 300 00:12:10,120 --> 00:12:11,187 Kimberly. 301 00:12:13,924 --> 00:12:17,393 [MONITOR BEEPING] 302 00:12:17,428 --> 00:12:20,563 This kid's dad attacked another kid's dad, 303 00:12:20,597 --> 00:12:22,432 somehow Bailey's foot got involved, 304 00:12:22,466 --> 00:12:23,900 and now they're all in the E.R. 305 00:12:23,934 --> 00:12:28,204 Well, I'm okay with that as long as no one's dying of the plague. 306 00:12:28,238 --> 00:12:31,174 DeLuca's wondering if there's an update for the dad. 307 00:12:31,241 --> 00:12:33,276 I mean, his blood pressure's barely holding, 308 00:12:33,310 --> 00:12:37,347 and his burns are extensive, so it's a long road. 309 00:12:38,048 --> 00:12:40,183 Oh, wow. 310 00:12:41,118 --> 00:12:43,786 These burns have gone through the muscle, into his chest? 311 00:12:43,821 --> 00:12:45,321 Wait, you're touching his lung? 312 00:12:45,355 --> 00:12:46,756 Have cardio meet us in the O.R. 313 00:12:46,790 --> 00:12:48,124 Get a thoracotomy tray ready right away. 314 00:12:48,158 --> 00:12:50,235 I'm on it. 315 00:12:51,161 --> 00:12:53,496 [SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE] 316 00:13:05,409 --> 00:13:07,743 [SIGHS, SNIFFS] 317 00:13:07,778 --> 00:13:09,378 - Hey. - Hey. 318 00:13:09,413 --> 00:13:11,714 Look, I-I don't know when I'm gonna get another quiet moment, 319 00:13:11,782 --> 00:13:12,982 so do you want to talk now? 320 00:13:13,050 --> 00:13:15,450 Uh, yeah, sure. That's a good idea. 321 00:13:15,505 --> 00:13:17,753 There hasn't really been much time to think lately. 322 00:13:17,788 --> 00:13:20,557 But what little time there has been, I've been... 323 00:13:21,492 --> 00:13:23,393 I've been thinking about the future 324 00:13:23,927 --> 00:13:25,795 and our future. 325 00:13:25,863 --> 00:13:27,856 Yeah, me, too. 326 00:13:29,032 --> 00:13:31,985 So I took a look at my medical directives and my will. 327 00:13:32,703 --> 00:13:35,671 And if anything happened to me, 328 00:13:35,706 --> 00:13:36,973 obviously, you'd get Allison, 329 00:13:37,040 --> 00:13:38,674 uh, but we haven't made a plan for Leo. 330 00:13:38,709 --> 00:13:40,290 - [CLEARS THROAT] - Owen, I want to talk about us. 331 00:13:40,319 --> 00:13:42,078 And I haven't talked to Amelia and Link about this... 332 00:13:42,145 --> 00:13:43,779 I wanna talk about you and me. 333 00:13:43,814 --> 00:13:45,348 ...but if you... if you can't, then maybe they'd be willing... 334 00:13:45,382 --> 00:13:46,749 [CELLPHONE VIBRATES, CHIMES] 335 00:13:46,783 --> 00:13:48,718 - At least then, the kids would... - [CELLPHONE VIBRATES, CHIMES] 336 00:13:48,752 --> 00:13:50,019 You... You need to get that? 337 00:13:50,087 --> 00:13:51,888 Yeah. I-I'm sorry. I, um... 338 00:13:51,922 --> 00:13:54,690 Um, yeah. The O.R. needs me now. 339 00:13:54,725 --> 00:13:56,125 Yeah. Okay. 340 00:13:56,159 --> 00:13:59,128 Owen, look. Leo and Allison, they're brother and sister. 341 00:13:59,162 --> 00:14:01,030 I w... I-I don't want to split them up. 342 00:14:01,098 --> 00:14:02,198 Of course not. I don't, either. 343 00:14:02,232 --> 00:14:03,599 And if you're okay with them both... 344 00:14:03,634 --> 00:14:07,436 [SCOFFS] I'm not okay with you dying, Owen. 345 00:14:07,504 --> 00:14:09,805 ♪ 346 00:14:09,840 --> 00:14:11,541 Let's talk later, then. 347 00:14:18,549 --> 00:14:19,845 Hey, hey, hey! 348 00:14:19,869 --> 00:14:21,199 I got your page. 349 00:14:21,223 --> 00:14:23,625 - Please tell me it's a surgery. - It's surgery. 350 00:14:23,659 --> 00:14:25,493 Oh, good, 'cause I can't call time of death 351 00:14:25,528 --> 00:14:27,162 on one more person. 352 00:14:27,196 --> 00:14:29,064 And I don't want it to be someone's grandmother. 353 00:14:29,098 --> 00:14:31,166 Oh, you'd prefer it was a teenager? 354 00:14:31,200 --> 00:14:33,201 Well, no, no. That came out wrong. 355 00:14:33,269 --> 00:14:34,369 I just want to do what I'm best at, 356 00:14:34,403 --> 00:14:36,237 and cutting people open is what I'm best at, 357 00:14:36,272 --> 00:14:38,073 - and what do we have? - Frankie Morris. 358 00:14:38,107 --> 00:14:40,375 Eight weeks ago, I helped give him a transplanted kidney 359 00:14:40,409 --> 00:14:42,143 for ARPKD. 360 00:14:42,178 --> 00:14:43,244 It was behaving beautifully 361 00:14:43,279 --> 00:14:45,380 till a tree branch penetrated it earlier today. 362 00:14:45,414 --> 00:14:47,182 Injured the superior pole. 363 00:14:47,216 --> 00:14:49,084 - Tree branch? - He was running from a wildfire. 364 00:14:49,118 --> 00:14:51,820 - What do you think? - I think I'm saving a kidney! 365 00:14:51,854 --> 00:14:55,090 ♪ 366 00:14:55,124 --> 00:14:56,324 - You coming? - Well, I wouldn't mind, 367 00:14:56,392 --> 00:14:58,359 considering it's my patient. 368 00:14:58,394 --> 00:14:59,928 Stay out of my way. 369 00:14:59,962 --> 00:15:01,514 Uh-huh. 370 00:15:03,332 --> 00:15:04,432 LEVI: How does this feel? 371 00:15:04,500 --> 00:15:06,367 T-T... It feels like you put on a tourniquet, 372 00:15:06,402 --> 00:15:09,003 and all my blood flow has stopped. T... Ah! 373 00:15:09,071 --> 00:15:13,108 Alright. Uh, we got some soft tissue swelling but no fracture. 374 00:15:13,142 --> 00:15:15,176 You'll be as good as new in a few days if you stay off it. 375 00:15:15,244 --> 00:15:17,597 Oh, great. Just like I thought. 376 00:15:18,047 --> 00:15:20,115 [SIGHS] 377 00:15:20,149 --> 00:15:21,816 RICHARD: Ah. 378 00:15:21,851 --> 00:15:23,017 Well, what happened here? 379 00:15:23,085 --> 00:15:26,121 There was a fistfight between some parents. 380 00:15:26,155 --> 00:15:27,789 You start it? 381 00:15:27,823 --> 00:15:29,224 I live in a hotel. 382 00:15:29,258 --> 00:15:31,359 My sister-in-law takes care of my boys. 383 00:15:31,393 --> 00:15:32,660 I only get to see my husband 384 00:15:32,695 --> 00:15:35,730 when he comes here to clap for me every 12 hours, 385 00:15:35,765 --> 00:15:38,633 and two grown men just used me as a wrestling mat. 386 00:15:38,667 --> 00:15:40,335 - You're not funny. - [KNOCK ON DOOR] 387 00:15:40,369 --> 00:15:41,903 ZANDER: Dr. Fox is ready for you, Chief. 388 00:15:41,937 --> 00:15:43,271 - Ugh. - Ohh. 389 00:15:43,305 --> 00:15:44,606 Should I tell her to wait? 390 00:15:44,640 --> 00:15:47,275 And if so, can someone else? Because I am not her favorite. 391 00:15:47,343 --> 00:15:49,277 LEVI: So [SIGHS] conference room? 392 00:15:49,311 --> 00:15:51,546 No. Cancun. 393 00:15:52,448 --> 00:15:54,082 See? That was funny. 394 00:15:54,116 --> 00:15:55,116 Chief Bailey? 395 00:15:55,184 --> 00:15:57,152 T... Uh, tell her I'll be there soon. 396 00:15:57,186 --> 00:15:59,287 ♪ 397 00:15:59,321 --> 00:16:01,256 Ugh. 398 00:16:01,323 --> 00:16:03,625 ♪ 399 00:16:03,659 --> 00:16:05,760 JACKSON: Rigorous honesty, right? 400 00:16:05,795 --> 00:16:09,330 I am here to be rigorously honest with you. 401 00:16:09,365 --> 00:16:10,832 No, not right now, thank you. 402 00:16:10,866 --> 00:16:12,233 I'm gonna tell you my truth, and you're gonna listen, 403 00:16:12,268 --> 00:16:14,302 whether you like it or not, because you're bed-bound 404 00:16:14,336 --> 00:16:15,637 and I'm not. 405 00:16:17,452 --> 00:16:20,487 I know it's really hard to live with my mom. 406 00:16:20,512 --> 00:16:22,012 I know she can be withholding 407 00:16:22,037 --> 00:16:24,622 when she's angry or feels slighted. 408 00:16:25,564 --> 00:16:27,298 And I remember. I know she didn't say anything 409 00:16:27,333 --> 00:16:29,334 when Bailey fired you. 410 00:16:29,368 --> 00:16:30,869 I have been where you are. 411 00:16:30,903 --> 00:16:33,104 I get it. And, yeah, I'm a little pissed 412 00:16:33,172 --> 00:16:34,839 about the whole other-woman thing, 413 00:16:34,874 --> 00:16:36,274 but you know what? A-At my core, 414 00:16:36,342 --> 00:16:38,209 I kind of... I kind of even get that, too, 415 00:16:38,244 --> 00:16:41,046 because I know that Mom can push people to need to prove 416 00:16:41,080 --> 00:16:43,615 that she is not the sun, moon, and stars all rolled into one, 417 00:16:43,683 --> 00:16:45,150 to prove that you're your own man, 418 00:16:45,217 --> 00:16:47,385 to prove that, "Hey, sometimes you're just plain wrong," 419 00:16:47,420 --> 00:16:48,687 even if she'll never admit it. 420 00:16:48,721 --> 00:16:50,321 I also get that she kind of is 421 00:16:50,356 --> 00:16:52,190 the sun, moon, and stars all rolled into one, 422 00:16:52,224 --> 00:16:54,025 especially when she loves you, 423 00:16:54,093 --> 00:16:57,228 'cause when she loves you, man, she will move mountains 424 00:16:57,263 --> 00:16:58,430 to help you. 425 00:16:58,464 --> 00:17:01,166 She will dedicate herself totally and completely 426 00:17:01,200 --> 00:17:03,568 to helping you, to getting you where you need to go, 427 00:17:03,636 --> 00:17:06,404 however you need to get there. 428 00:17:06,439 --> 00:17:08,173 When she loves, it's super hard. 429 00:17:08,207 --> 00:17:11,176 And all of that love... It's worth the rest of it. 430 00:17:11,243 --> 00:17:12,811 I know you love her. I know you do. 431 00:17:12,845 --> 00:17:14,045 'Cause you're physically better. 432 00:17:14,080 --> 00:17:16,314 The cobalt's pretty much out of your system by now. 433 00:17:16,348 --> 00:17:17,749 You're still not yourself. You're not even fighting 434 00:17:17,817 --> 00:17:20,185 for your damn reputation or your career, Richard, 435 00:17:20,219 --> 00:17:22,053 'cause your wife isn't here. 436 00:17:22,088 --> 00:17:24,823 Why is that? 'Cause you sent her away. 437 00:17:24,890 --> 00:17:26,191 I know with all of my being 438 00:17:26,258 --> 00:17:29,260 that you need to get over this stubborn ego, stubborn pride, 439 00:17:29,328 --> 00:17:31,796 and go call and claim the woman that you love, 440 00:17:31,831 --> 00:17:33,231 'cause you're not gonna get over it. 441 00:17:33,265 --> 00:17:35,860 And you're damn sure never gonna get over her. 442 00:17:37,369 --> 00:17:39,604 You know, I'm not too old to kick your ass. 443 00:17:39,638 --> 00:17:41,706 [CHUCKLES] 444 00:17:41,741 --> 00:17:44,175 ♪ 445 00:17:44,210 --> 00:17:45,710 I always wanted a son. 446 00:17:45,745 --> 00:17:47,879 Well, you've got one. 447 00:17:47,913 --> 00:17:51,116 So when she calls you, just answer the damn phone, okay? 448 00:17:51,150 --> 00:17:52,550 Hear her out. 449 00:17:52,618 --> 00:17:55,088 If you don't want to do it for yourself, do it for me. 450 00:17:55,454 --> 00:17:56,888 [MONITORS BEEPING] 451 00:17:56,922 --> 00:18:00,291 JACKSON: Can I get another 2 units of blood on standby? 452 00:18:00,326 --> 00:18:01,326 - Got your page. - Got your page. 453 00:18:01,360 --> 00:18:03,128 - JACKSON: Get in here. - Both of you. 454 00:18:03,162 --> 00:18:04,863 His burns have gone past the chest wall 455 00:18:04,897 --> 00:18:06,397 all the way into the thoracic cavity. 456 00:18:06,432 --> 00:18:08,233 MAGGIE: Full-thickness burns all the way to the lungs? 457 00:18:08,267 --> 00:18:09,434 Have you ever seen anything like that? 458 00:18:09,468 --> 00:18:12,237 TEDDY: Yeah, in a bombing in Iraq. 459 00:18:12,271 --> 00:18:14,272 JO: Clamp. 460 00:18:24,874 --> 00:18:27,009 LINK: Is feels like... 461 00:18:27,043 --> 00:18:30,212 [CHUCKLES] 462 00:18:30,246 --> 00:18:33,215 I had this friend in the bike shop in Venice. 463 00:18:33,249 --> 00:18:34,883 Mm-hmm. 464 00:18:34,951 --> 00:18:38,038 And one year, it rained like crazy. 465 00:18:38,922 --> 00:18:41,090 And he said, uh, 466 00:18:41,124 --> 00:18:43,058 there had to be this one moment 467 00:18:43,093 --> 00:18:46,428 when all the windshield wipers on all the cars in the city 468 00:18:46,463 --> 00:18:51,333 were aligned and in sync just for one or two wipes. 469 00:18:51,367 --> 00:18:57,239 He called it a fleeting moment of profound harmony. 470 00:18:57,307 --> 00:18:59,875 Mm. This friend smoke a lot of pot? 471 00:19:00,644 --> 00:19:04,947 Mm. Yeah, he had a medical card and a dealer. 472 00:19:04,981 --> 00:19:08,417 [BABY CRYING OVER MONITOR] 473 00:19:08,485 --> 00:19:10,385 - [GROANS] - I got it. 474 00:19:10,453 --> 00:19:12,287 You enjoy 475 00:19:12,322 --> 00:19:16,291 your profound moment of fleeting... 476 00:19:16,326 --> 00:19:17,893 Happy birthday. [SIGHS] 477 00:19:17,961 --> 00:19:19,194 - [CHUCKLES] - [SIGHS] 478 00:19:19,229 --> 00:19:21,430 [CONTINUES CRYING] 479 00:19:23,800 --> 00:19:26,935 [SIGHS] 480 00:19:27,003 --> 00:19:30,606 This website says some people pick names from a dream. 481 00:19:30,673 --> 00:19:32,741 What was the last dream you had before the baby was born? 482 00:19:32,809 --> 00:19:34,776 Um, does it have to be my dream? 483 00:19:34,811 --> 00:19:37,946 Yes, because I don't think we should call him 484 00:19:38,014 --> 00:19:40,415 Sex with His Dad. 485 00:19:40,483 --> 00:19:42,951 I don't think Snake in a Vest is much better. 486 00:19:42,986 --> 00:19:43,986 Right. 487 00:19:44,020 --> 00:19:45,387 Okay. Let's keep going. 488 00:19:45,421 --> 00:19:46,989 Power through it. Think outside the box. 489 00:19:47,056 --> 00:19:48,757 No wrong answers. Say some things you love. 490 00:19:48,791 --> 00:19:53,061 Or we could just take a step back... 491 00:19:53,129 --> 00:19:57,499 rest our brains, revisit the subject when we feel more... 492 00:19:57,567 --> 00:19:59,501 like ourselves? 493 00:19:59,536 --> 00:20:02,938 "Like ourselves" as in "not hormonal and crazy"? 494 00:20:02,972 --> 00:20:04,500 I mean... 495 00:20:05,441 --> 00:20:07,176 - Yes? - Go away. 496 00:20:07,210 --> 00:20:08,523 - I... I... - Get out 497 00:20:08,558 --> 00:20:10,779 before I shoot breast milk in your eyes. 498 00:20:10,813 --> 00:20:12,514 ♪ 499 00:20:12,582 --> 00:20:14,183 [SUCTION GURGLING, MONITOR BEEPING] 500 00:20:14,217 --> 00:20:15,484 HAYES: No one would be able tell 501 00:20:15,518 --> 00:20:17,319 you've been out of the O.R. for a while. 502 00:20:17,353 --> 00:20:18,787 MEREDITH: I recite surgical steps 503 00:20:18,821 --> 00:20:21,256 when I'm putting on my PPE. 504 00:20:21,324 --> 00:20:24,760 I'm claustrophobic, so it calms me down. 505 00:20:24,794 --> 00:20:26,161 How are your lot taking it? 506 00:20:26,229 --> 00:20:27,569 - My kids? - Mm-hmm. 507 00:20:27,603 --> 00:20:28,949 Well, I haven't been home in two weeks, 508 00:20:28,983 --> 00:20:32,201 so I'm not sure they remember who I am. 509 00:20:32,235 --> 00:20:33,735 My lads are crawling the walls. 510 00:20:33,770 --> 00:20:35,938 I just pray to God they don't do anything this stupid. 511 00:20:35,972 --> 00:20:37,339 Gonna tell me when you were this age, 512 00:20:37,407 --> 00:20:39,474 you don't remember being away from your friends for two days 513 00:20:39,542 --> 00:20:41,310 feeling like an eternity? 514 00:20:41,344 --> 00:20:43,278 Friends, no. Girlfriend, maybe. 515 00:20:43,346 --> 00:20:44,813 I once hoisted myself over an electric fence 516 00:20:44,847 --> 00:20:46,583 to get to a girlfriend. 517 00:20:47,250 --> 00:20:48,884 What were you doing behind an electric fence? 518 00:20:48,918 --> 00:20:51,353 Ah, we don't know each other well enough for that story yet. 519 00:20:53,556 --> 00:20:56,158 Alright, Frankie. Moment of truth. 520 00:20:56,192 --> 00:20:57,793 We'll have to inspect the calyces, 521 00:20:57,827 --> 00:21:00,262 but so far, so good. 522 00:21:03,499 --> 00:21:05,834 Well, what do you know? Maybe there is another tomorrow. 523 00:21:05,902 --> 00:21:06,969 [CHUCKLES] 524 00:21:07,003 --> 00:21:08,570 [MONITORS BEEPING RAPIDLY] 525 00:21:08,638 --> 00:21:10,472 - Damn it. - Clamp. 526 00:21:10,506 --> 00:21:12,474 ♪ 527 00:21:12,508 --> 00:21:13,716 Come on, Frankie. 528 00:21:13,752 --> 00:21:15,410 Come on, Frankie. 529 00:21:15,445 --> 00:21:17,512 ♪ 530 00:21:17,547 --> 00:21:19,047 No, no, no. Ma, Ma, you got to do the thing 531 00:21:19,082 --> 00:21:20,315 where you pretend that the broccoli 532 00:21:20,383 --> 00:21:22,551 is the brother of the carrots that he already ate 533 00:21:22,585 --> 00:21:25,520 and that they need to be reunited in his tummy. 534 00:21:25,555 --> 00:21:29,524 Yeah, like, uh, "Please, Mr. Leo. Please, please, 535 00:21:29,559 --> 00:21:32,027 let me be reunited with my sister in your tummy." 536 00:21:32,061 --> 00:21:35,530 Okay? Okay, good. Yeah, Ma. I got to go. I love you. Bye. 537 00:21:35,598 --> 00:21:37,599 AARON: Excuse me, Doctor. Uh, my son is Frankie. 538 00:21:37,634 --> 00:21:39,401 Is there any update? 539 00:21:39,435 --> 00:21:40,569 Do they have to take his new kidney out? 540 00:21:40,637 --> 00:21:42,170 Are... Are we going through this all over again? 541 00:21:42,205 --> 00:21:43,538 Well, he only just went up to the O.R., 542 00:21:43,573 --> 00:21:47,478 so it's gonna be a while before we know, I'm afraid. 543 00:21:48,578 --> 00:21:51,647 You know, when COVID started, I told Frankie, "Now it's our turn 544 00:21:51,681 --> 00:21:54,549 to protect the doctors and nurses who helped you," 545 00:21:54,584 --> 00:21:56,351 and we have been diligent and careful. 546 00:21:56,419 --> 00:21:58,053 We have quarantined, and we have prayed, 547 00:21:58,087 --> 00:22:02,257 and now my own son, my son who is alive 548 00:22:02,292 --> 00:22:05,294 because a good person died and donated a kidney... 549 00:22:05,328 --> 00:22:10,042 He threw it all away for a party. 550 00:22:10,667 --> 00:22:13,535 [VOICE BREAKING] I love my son more than I love myself, 551 00:22:13,569 --> 00:22:14,936 and I want him to be okay. 552 00:22:14,971 --> 00:22:17,216 [CRYING] But I am so mad. 553 00:22:18,007 --> 00:22:20,575 I don't know how I'll even be able to look at him. 554 00:22:20,610 --> 00:22:23,612 ♪ 555 00:22:24,881 --> 00:22:26,615 OWEN: Schmitt, check on her post-op H&H 556 00:22:26,649 --> 00:22:29,451 and keep an eye on her urine output, okay? 557 00:22:33,122 --> 00:22:34,990 Owen... 558 00:22:35,024 --> 00:22:36,735 what's going on? 559 00:22:37,593 --> 00:22:39,822 What's wrong? I... [SIGHS] 560 00:22:40,663 --> 00:22:41,830 What are you not saying? I know you. 561 00:22:41,864 --> 00:22:45,067 I-I know that there is something wrong. 562 00:22:46,803 --> 00:22:49,071 Do you think maybe you're projecting, Teddy? 563 00:22:49,105 --> 00:22:51,506 I mean [CHUCKLES] what are you not saying? 564 00:22:51,541 --> 00:22:53,460 What are you not telling me? 565 00:22:54,711 --> 00:22:56,255 I'm right here. 566 00:22:57,647 --> 00:23:00,384 I'm right here, Teddy, and I love you. 567 00:23:01,050 --> 00:23:04,680 And I... [SIGHS] I trust you. 568 00:23:05,661 --> 00:23:07,528 And you're my best friend. 569 00:23:07,553 --> 00:23:09,685 So if there's something... 570 00:23:10,472 --> 00:23:14,908 you need to tell me, now is the time. 571 00:23:18,801 --> 00:23:21,970 No. No, there... there's nothing. [CHUCKLES] 572 00:23:22,004 --> 00:23:23,538 Nothing. 573 00:23:23,573 --> 00:23:26,508 [INHALES DEEPLY] 574 00:23:26,542 --> 00:23:28,310 [SIGHS] 575 00:23:30,079 --> 00:23:33,782 [TEDDY AND KORACICK MOANING] 576 00:23:33,816 --> 00:23:36,184 TEDDY: Oh, God. Oh. 577 00:23:36,219 --> 00:23:37,986 KORACICK: Let's not wait till 7:00. Let's leave now. 578 00:23:38,054 --> 00:23:40,222 No, I can't. [BREATHING HEAVILY] 579 00:23:40,256 --> 00:23:41,556 Schmitt... I can't leave with you. 580 00:23:41,591 --> 00:23:44,526 - Oh, my God. - Schmitt played this for me in the O.R. 581 00:23:44,560 --> 00:23:46,194 - I am marrying Owen. - ...on what was supposed to be 582 00:23:46,229 --> 00:23:47,863 our wedding day. 583 00:23:47,897 --> 00:23:50,899 [SIGHS] 584 00:23:50,933 --> 00:23:52,968 So much for love. 585 00:23:53,002 --> 00:23:54,870 ♪ 586 00:23:54,904 --> 00:23:56,571 So much for friendship. 587 00:23:56,606 --> 00:23:58,740 So much for... [SNIFFLES] 588 00:23:58,775 --> 00:24:00,839 So much for trust. 589 00:24:00,863 --> 00:24:02,244 [CHUCKLES DRYLY] 590 00:24:02,278 --> 00:24:03,678 - Owen, I... - So much for us. 591 00:24:03,746 --> 00:24:04,713 - Owen, wait, wait. - No. 592 00:24:04,747 --> 00:24:06,314 Oh, my God. Wait. Owen. 593 00:24:06,382 --> 00:24:08,683 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 594 00:24:08,718 --> 00:24:10,719 [CRYING] 595 00:24:10,753 --> 00:24:12,354 Oh, my God. 596 00:24:18,256 --> 00:24:21,558 No. They said he was out of surgery. 597 00:24:21,592 --> 00:24:23,426 There were some complications. 598 00:24:23,460 --> 00:24:26,462 Uh, y-your son's burns were much deeper than we saw initially, 599 00:24:26,497 --> 00:24:29,132 so they had to take him back in. 600 00:24:29,166 --> 00:24:30,814 Sorry. 601 00:24:32,002 --> 00:24:33,770 Kayden told me about the party 602 00:24:33,804 --> 00:24:36,070 and asked if he could take the car. 603 00:24:36,740 --> 00:24:40,844 And I had this feeling in my gut like it's not a good idea. 604 00:24:40,878 --> 00:24:42,409 But I figured, 605 00:24:43,147 --> 00:24:44,681 it's just a few kids. 606 00:24:44,715 --> 00:24:46,830 They'll all wear masks. 607 00:24:47,751 --> 00:24:49,485 No one will find out. 608 00:24:49,553 --> 00:24:51,855 [GOLDFORD'S "WALK WITH ME" PLAYING] 609 00:24:51,889 --> 00:24:54,524 Why didn't I say no? 610 00:24:54,592 --> 00:24:57,393 ♪ 611 00:24:57,428 --> 00:25:03,666 ♪ Walk with me, I'll walk with you ♪ 612 00:25:03,701 --> 00:25:09,806 ♪ Down these troubled roads we've stumbled into ♪ 613 00:25:09,840 --> 00:25:13,109 ♪ We're all in this thing together ♪ 614 00:25:13,143 --> 00:25:15,578 ♪ We're gonna make it through ♪ 615 00:25:15,613 --> 00:25:21,384 ♪ Walk with me, I'll walk with you ♪ 616 00:25:21,418 --> 00:25:28,124 ♪ Be there for me, I'll be there for you ♪ 617 00:25:28,158 --> 00:25:31,194 ♪ When we're running out of hope ♪ 618 00:25:31,228 --> 00:25:34,163 ♪ When we don't know what to do ♪ 619 00:25:34,198 --> 00:25:39,569 ♪ Like a candle in the darkness shining bright and true ♪ 620 00:25:39,637 --> 00:25:45,775 ♪ Be there for me, I'll be there for you ♪ 621 00:25:45,809 --> 00:25:50,747 ♪ Walk with me, I'll walk with you ♪ 622 00:25:50,814 --> 00:25:52,015 [CELLPHONE VIBRATES, CHIMES] 623 00:25:52,049 --> 00:25:54,918 ♪ I know the rain of today ♪ 624 00:25:54,952 --> 00:25:58,221 ♪ Will bring tomorrow's bloom ♪ 625 00:25:58,255 --> 00:26:01,057 ♪ When we can't see where we're goin' ♪ 626 00:26:01,091 --> 00:26:03,726 ♪ Or what the world is coming to ♪ 627 00:26:03,794 --> 00:26:09,165 ♪ Will you walk with me? Oh, I'll walk with you ♪ 628 00:26:09,199 --> 00:26:13,703 ♪ 629 00:26:13,771 --> 00:26:16,606 ♪ Walk with me ♪ 630 00:26:16,640 --> 00:26:18,641 ♪ 631 00:26:18,676 --> 00:26:22,679 ♪ And I will walk with you ♪ 632 00:26:22,713 --> 00:26:26,015 ♪ 633 00:26:26,050 --> 00:26:28,952 ♪ Walk with me ♪ 634 00:26:28,986 --> 00:26:30,920 ♪ 635 00:26:30,955 --> 00:26:33,990 ♪ And I will walk with you ♪ 636 00:26:34,024 --> 00:26:36,192 ♪ It's gonna be ♪ 637 00:26:36,226 --> 00:26:38,127 ♪ Oh, it's gonna be ♪ 638 00:26:38,162 --> 00:26:41,064 - ♪ Walk with me ♪ - ♪ Gonna be, gonna be alright ♪ 639 00:26:41,098 --> 00:26:42,966 ♪ Everything ♪ 640 00:26:43,033 --> 00:26:46,069 - ♪ And I will walk with you ♪ - ♪ Is gonna be alright ♪ 641 00:26:46,103 --> 00:26:47,570 - ♪ Yeah ♪ - ♪ Walk with me ♪ 642 00:26:47,604 --> 00:26:50,206 ♪ Ooh, it's gonna be ♪ 643 00:26:50,240 --> 00:26:53,276 - ♪ Walk with me ♪ - ♪ Gonna be, gonna be alright ♪ 644 00:26:53,310 --> 00:26:55,111 ♪ Everything ♪ 645 00:26:55,145 --> 00:26:59,415 - ♪ And I will walk with you ♪ - ♪ Is gonna be alright ♪ 646 00:26:59,450 --> 00:27:03,786 ♪ Walk with me, and I will walk with you ♪ 647 00:27:03,854 --> 00:27:04,891 HAYES: Aaron? 648 00:27:04,925 --> 00:27:06,789 - Hey, Doc. - Happy to report 649 00:27:06,857 --> 00:27:08,658 he pulled through surgery like a champ, okay? 650 00:27:08,726 --> 00:27:10,526 Dr. Grey's settling him into the ICU now. 651 00:27:10,561 --> 00:27:11,794 And w-what about his kidney? 652 00:27:11,829 --> 00:27:13,830 Okay. We did have to remove part of his kidney, 653 00:27:13,864 --> 00:27:15,465 but it's still functioning, 654 00:27:15,499 --> 00:27:17,066 so we'll monitor him closely, but it's promising. 655 00:27:17,101 --> 00:27:19,669 Okay. Thank you so much, Dr. Hayes. Thank you. 656 00:27:19,703 --> 00:27:21,804 Once the anesthesia wears off, we'll set you up with a tablet 657 00:27:21,872 --> 00:27:23,906 - so you can chat, okay? - Thank you! 658 00:27:26,210 --> 00:27:28,177 DELUCA: Mr. Lee? 659 00:27:28,212 --> 00:27:29,712 These are Kayden's doctors. 660 00:27:29,747 --> 00:27:30,980 STEVE: How is he? 661 00:27:31,678 --> 00:27:33,149 Is Mrs. Lee here? 662 00:27:33,217 --> 00:27:35,651 She's outside. One second. 663 00:27:35,686 --> 00:27:37,653 - Let me get her on the phone. - No, no, we sh... 664 00:27:37,688 --> 00:27:39,822 TEDDY: Let's... Let's go and talk to her. 665 00:27:39,857 --> 00:27:41,505 Why? 666 00:27:44,862 --> 00:27:46,796 No. 667 00:27:46,864 --> 00:27:48,554 Oh, God. 668 00:27:49,033 --> 00:27:50,597 No. 669 00:27:52,069 --> 00:27:54,470 Just tell me he's alive. 670 00:27:54,505 --> 00:27:56,706 Just that much, because... 671 00:27:56,774 --> 00:27:59,275 I can't go all the way to my wife 672 00:27:59,309 --> 00:28:01,191 if I don't even know that. 673 00:28:02,946 --> 00:28:04,653 [CRYING] No. 674 00:28:06,083 --> 00:28:07,573 No! 675 00:28:08,919 --> 00:28:10,686 He can't be. 676 00:28:10,721 --> 00:28:12,911 Not my baby boy. 677 00:28:14,391 --> 00:28:18,194 [SOBBING] Oh, not my baby boy. 678 00:28:18,228 --> 00:28:21,864 [SOBBING] 679 00:28:21,899 --> 00:28:24,367 No! [CRYING] 680 00:28:24,401 --> 00:28:26,536 It's okay. Come on. 681 00:28:26,570 --> 00:28:28,504 I got you. 682 00:28:28,539 --> 00:28:30,137 I got you. 683 00:28:30,541 --> 00:28:32,942 [CRYING] 684 00:28:32,976 --> 00:28:39,082 ♪ 685 00:28:39,116 --> 00:28:45,254 ♪ 686 00:28:45,322 --> 00:28:49,525 So, that's your report... That the world is on fire? 687 00:28:49,593 --> 00:28:51,828 BAILEY: I think it's an accurate summation. 688 00:28:51,895 --> 00:28:54,197 What, you... you want me to give you the long version? 689 00:28:54,231 --> 00:28:57,700 Well, Koracick's $100,000 order 690 00:28:57,734 --> 00:28:59,268 was nothing but booties. 691 00:28:59,303 --> 00:29:01,871 We are losing people. We're losing money. 692 00:29:01,905 --> 00:29:04,907 But we'll keep showing up until we win. 693 00:29:04,942 --> 00:29:06,909 - End of report. - [DOOR OPENS] 694 00:29:06,944 --> 00:29:09,512 Look, I get that Richard humiliated you 695 00:29:09,546 --> 00:29:11,781 when he sent you away after his surgery. 696 00:29:11,815 --> 00:29:13,149 So what? 697 00:29:13,183 --> 00:29:15,785 You humiliated him when you bought his hospital. 698 00:29:15,819 --> 00:29:18,955 You have both done incredibly hurtful things. 699 00:29:19,022 --> 00:29:22,458 But he is someone who can help you through this nightmare 700 00:29:22,526 --> 00:29:24,227 and bring you some joy, 701 00:29:24,261 --> 00:29:26,796 which is something we all need more of right now. 702 00:29:26,830 --> 00:29:30,800 And it's only too late if you decide it's too late! 703 00:29:30,834 --> 00:29:32,335 There are people dying! 704 00:29:32,369 --> 00:29:34,804 There are children dying! 705 00:29:34,838 --> 00:29:36,873 There's a worldwide pandemic! 706 00:29:36,907 --> 00:29:38,574 But you are still alive. 707 00:29:38,609 --> 00:29:40,209 And I am sorry that I'm yelling right now, 708 00:29:40,277 --> 00:29:42,278 but it really does feel good, 709 00:29:42,312 --> 00:29:44,147 especially when it's the truth! 710 00:29:44,181 --> 00:29:48,050 - [CLAPS HANDS] - Also an accurate summation. 711 00:29:48,085 --> 00:29:49,318 Schmitt? 712 00:29:49,353 --> 00:29:51,954 LEVI: Oh, thank God. That was really uncomfortable. 713 00:29:51,989 --> 00:29:54,390 [CHUCKLES] 714 00:30:01,398 --> 00:30:03,733 [CRYING] 715 00:30:07,938 --> 00:30:08,971 [DOOR OPENS] 716 00:30:09,039 --> 00:30:10,306 [CLEARS THROAT] 717 00:30:10,340 --> 00:30:12,482 Sorry. I just, um... 718 00:30:12,506 --> 00:30:14,324 [CLEARS THROAT] 719 00:30:15,512 --> 00:30:17,346 I just really wanted that kid to live. 720 00:30:17,381 --> 00:30:19,015 Yeah. We all did. 721 00:30:19,049 --> 00:30:21,918 Oh, okay, so you're on Owen's side, too. 722 00:30:21,952 --> 00:30:23,286 I guess that makes everyone. 723 00:30:23,320 --> 00:30:25,922 You think they should be on you side? 724 00:30:25,956 --> 00:30:28,157 I think everyone should just mind their own business. 725 00:30:28,192 --> 00:30:30,026 Having your life fall apart is hard enough 726 00:30:30,060 --> 00:30:32,662 without everyone's judgment. 727 00:30:32,696 --> 00:30:34,219 [SIGHS] 728 00:30:34,731 --> 00:30:39,433 Let me guess. You just followed your heart. 729 00:30:40,037 --> 00:30:41,470 Well, this is where your heart led you, 730 00:30:41,505 --> 00:30:43,873 and it's no one's fault but your own. 731 00:30:43,941 --> 00:30:47,009 You had a beautiful life, a beautiful family, 732 00:30:47,044 --> 00:30:49,818 and you blew it up with a butt dial? 733 00:30:50,347 --> 00:30:53,649 Do you have any idea how humiliating that is for Owen? 734 00:30:53,684 --> 00:30:55,017 It's not my fault that Alex left you, 735 00:30:55,052 --> 00:30:57,987 but if you want to take that out on me, then okay. Fine. 736 00:31:01,558 --> 00:31:03,993 You never made a mistake? 737 00:31:04,027 --> 00:31:06,501 You never hurt someone that you love? 738 00:31:07,097 --> 00:31:08,864 [VOICE BREAKING] You never tried to sabotage 739 00:31:08,932 --> 00:31:12,702 your own happiness because easy and happy 740 00:31:12,736 --> 00:31:15,552 are so unfamiliar to you? 741 00:31:15,973 --> 00:31:19,075 They're so foreign that you can't even live with it. 742 00:31:19,109 --> 00:31:22,345 I love Owen, and I broke us, 743 00:31:22,379 --> 00:31:24,914 and that feeling is unbearable. 744 00:31:24,948 --> 00:31:27,550 So you can judge me all you want or you can take a break, 745 00:31:27,584 --> 00:31:31,401 because I'm doing enough judging of myself for the both of us. 746 00:31:32,089 --> 00:31:35,224 Have you said all of that to him? 747 00:31:35,259 --> 00:31:38,027 I tried, but he doesn't want to listen. 748 00:31:38,492 --> 00:31:40,096 Try harder. 749 00:31:40,163 --> 00:31:45,067 ♪ 750 00:31:45,102 --> 00:31:48,904 [DOOR OPENS] 751 00:31:48,939 --> 00:31:50,306 [DOOR SHUTS] 752 00:31:54,548 --> 00:31:59,085 ♪ 753 00:32:00,090 --> 00:32:01,324 I got paged. 754 00:32:05,855 --> 00:32:08,737 Am, uh, I supposed to guess what you wanted? 755 00:32:11,612 --> 00:32:14,580 Hey, Catherine. I-I got your page. 756 00:32:14,615 --> 00:32:16,449 I guess you, uh... 757 00:32:16,483 --> 00:32:18,517 [SIGHS] you heard about the delivery. 758 00:32:18,552 --> 00:32:22,955 Tom, sometimes a crisis proves bigger than any one man. 759 00:32:22,990 --> 00:32:25,671 This one has proved bigger than you. 760 00:32:26,460 --> 00:32:28,828 You'll stay on as neuro attending, 761 00:32:28,862 --> 00:32:32,431 but I'm accepting your resignation as chief of chiefs, 762 00:32:32,499 --> 00:32:35,097 effective immediately. 763 00:32:35,869 --> 00:32:39,105 [SIGHS] Are... Are you firing me? 764 00:32:39,139 --> 00:32:42,141 [CHUCKLES] And you expect me to... to stay? 765 00:32:42,175 --> 00:32:44,543 Uh, yeah. N-No, thanks. 766 00:32:44,578 --> 00:32:46,779 I-I can get a job anywhere I want. 767 00:32:46,847 --> 00:32:49,181 And, what, broadcast your sexual escapades 768 00:32:49,216 --> 00:32:51,484 in someone else's O.R.? 769 00:32:51,518 --> 00:32:55,354 Tommy, word gets around. 770 00:32:55,389 --> 00:32:57,411 This is a new world. 771 00:32:57,858 --> 00:33:00,426 If I were you, I'd take the win. 772 00:33:00,741 --> 00:33:02,791 [SIGHS] 773 00:33:14,007 --> 00:33:18,444 Dr. Webber, I'm hoping that you 774 00:33:18,478 --> 00:33:22,248 will accept his job as chief of chiefs 775 00:33:22,282 --> 00:33:27,553 and my apologies for everything I've done to hurt you. 776 00:33:27,587 --> 00:33:29,121 I am so sorry. 777 00:33:29,156 --> 00:33:30,856 ♪ Amen ♪ 778 00:33:30,891 --> 00:33:33,626 ♪ 779 00:33:33,694 --> 00:33:35,728 - Well... - ♪ Amen ♪ 780 00:33:35,762 --> 00:33:39,732 ...I guess we need to get our hands on some COVID tests. 781 00:33:39,766 --> 00:33:40,933 ♪ Amen ♪ 782 00:33:40,968 --> 00:33:43,502 Why? A-Are you feeling poorly? 783 00:33:43,537 --> 00:33:46,072 No, I-I feel fine. Never felt better. 784 00:33:46,106 --> 00:33:48,874 - I just want to make sure it's safe - ♪ I work a lot on the down low ♪ 785 00:33:48,909 --> 00:33:51,844 to do all the things I want to do with you. 786 00:33:51,878 --> 00:33:54,246 ♪ Somebody that they all know ♪ 787 00:33:54,281 --> 00:33:55,514 ♪ I double-check my phone ♪ 788 00:33:55,549 --> 00:33:56,983 [CHUCKLES] 789 00:33:57,017 --> 00:33:59,485 ♪ No new messages, no missed calls ♪ 790 00:33:59,553 --> 00:34:02,888 ♪ Everybody needs somebody to hold them too close ♪ 791 00:34:02,956 --> 00:34:08,728 ♪ I need a little mercy, mercy ♪ 792 00:34:08,762 --> 00:34:10,997 ♪ I need a little mercy, mercy ♪ 793 00:34:11,064 --> 00:34:12,598 [CLEARS THROAT] 794 00:34:12,632 --> 00:34:14,327 Andrew. 795 00:34:14,354 --> 00:34:16,435 What? I'm tagging you out, right? 796 00:34:16,470 --> 00:34:19,338 You know, I-I pulled off this incredible surgery, 797 00:34:19,373 --> 00:34:22,775 and I sort of got a second wind, so I think I can stay. 798 00:34:22,843 --> 00:34:25,911 You know, someone once told me that sleep's important. 799 00:34:25,946 --> 00:34:27,853 - Mm. I should try it sometime. - Mm-hmm. 800 00:34:27,887 --> 00:34:29,187 ♪ Devil's not in the details, he's on the front page ♪ 801 00:34:29,249 --> 00:34:30,783 Is there any specific patient you want me to check in on? 802 00:34:30,817 --> 00:34:32,952 - I can do it. - It should be me. 803 00:34:32,986 --> 00:34:36,022 Okay. You know that friend who told me about sleep? 804 00:34:36,056 --> 00:34:38,224 She also told me that I wouldn't be much use to anyone 805 00:34:38,291 --> 00:34:40,793 if I didn't take care of myself. 806 00:34:40,827 --> 00:34:42,895 She's a friend now, huh? 807 00:34:42,929 --> 00:34:45,965 She saved my life, so... 808 00:34:45,999 --> 00:34:48,634 she's whatever she wants to be to me. 809 00:34:48,702 --> 00:34:49,969 ♪ I need some mercy, mercy ♪ 810 00:34:50,003 --> 00:34:52,805 - Okay. 1702... - Mm-hmm. 811 00:34:52,839 --> 00:34:55,608 If she decompensates at all, please call me. 812 00:34:55,642 --> 00:34:56,809 - I don't care what time it is. - ♪ Mercy ♪ 813 00:34:56,843 --> 00:34:58,077 Okay. You have my word. 814 00:34:58,111 --> 00:34:59,350 Thanks. 815 00:34:59,374 --> 00:35:00,980 ♪ Mercy ♪ 816 00:35:01,014 --> 00:35:02,948 - Good luck out there. - Thanks. 817 00:35:02,983 --> 00:35:05,918 ♪ Mercy, mercy, no murcielago ♪ 818 00:35:05,952 --> 00:35:07,988 ♪ Just a Nissan low on gas ♪ 819 00:35:08,022 --> 00:35:10,157 ♪ Thank God for every time he saved my ass ♪ 820 00:35:10,191 --> 00:35:11,992 ♪ Like back when we was on the Internet ♪ 821 00:35:12,026 --> 00:35:13,827 ♪ But we never copped nothin' ♪ 822 00:35:13,861 --> 00:35:15,595 LEVI: [SCOFFS] Not sure what you're looking for, 823 00:35:15,663 --> 00:35:17,130 but we probably don't have it. 824 00:35:17,198 --> 00:35:19,232 ♪ Moral of the story you can't take it with you ♪ 825 00:35:19,267 --> 00:35:22,469 ♪ Moral of the story, everybody needs something or somebody ♪ 826 00:35:22,503 --> 00:35:23,770 ♪ Everybody needs a lil mercy ♪ 827 00:35:23,805 --> 00:35:24,805 What are you doing? 828 00:35:24,872 --> 00:35:26,285 Look... 829 00:35:26,841 --> 00:35:28,442 I was a terrible boyfriend, 830 00:35:28,476 --> 00:35:31,745 and I get it if you say no, but... 831 00:35:31,779 --> 00:35:33,914 ...my thinking is that you just need some stress relief. 832 00:35:33,948 --> 00:35:35,315 ♪ I don't wanna talk to God ♪ 833 00:35:35,383 --> 00:35:37,851 And while I couldn't provide you 834 00:35:37,885 --> 00:35:41,955 with the love and the affection that you deserved... 835 00:35:41,989 --> 00:35:43,857 ♪ Mercy ♪ 836 00:35:43,891 --> 00:35:45,192 ...I can provide you with that. 837 00:35:45,226 --> 00:35:46,927 ♪ I need a little mercy ♪ 838 00:35:46,961 --> 00:35:48,862 - Stress relief? - ♪ Mercy ♪ 839 00:35:48,896 --> 00:35:50,030 Stress relief. 840 00:35:50,064 --> 00:35:53,934 - But... - ♪ I need a little mercy, mercy ♪ 841 00:35:53,968 --> 00:35:56,002 - ...can we leave my mask on? - ♪ I don't wanna talk to God ♪ 842 00:35:56,037 --> 00:35:57,938 That's not what I want to take off. 843 00:35:57,972 --> 00:36:00,373 ♪ I just wanna be free ♪ 844 00:36:00,408 --> 00:36:01,842 ♪ Mercy ♪ 845 00:36:01,909 --> 00:36:03,110 [PACKAGES CLATTER] 846 00:36:03,144 --> 00:36:05,011 ♪ Mercy ♪ 847 00:36:05,079 --> 00:36:08,849 ♪ 848 00:36:08,916 --> 00:36:11,051 [LAUGHING] I'm serious. 849 00:36:11,085 --> 00:36:13,186 The next time you feel overwhelmed, 850 00:36:13,221 --> 00:36:15,055 just start screaming. 851 00:36:15,089 --> 00:36:16,957 It really... It really took a load off. 852 00:36:17,024 --> 00:36:18,859 [CHUCKLES] 853 00:36:24,699 --> 00:36:25,999 Everything okay? 854 00:36:26,067 --> 00:36:29,136 There's just a tent here that wasn't here this morning. 855 00:36:31,739 --> 00:36:33,039 Surprise. 856 00:36:33,074 --> 00:36:35,442 What? What are you talking about? What are... 857 00:36:38,045 --> 00:36:39,012 Did you do this? 858 00:36:39,046 --> 00:36:40,647 Well, sort of, yeah. 859 00:36:40,681 --> 00:36:43,416 I-I bought it, but your family did all the labor. 860 00:36:43,451 --> 00:36:46,987 You work harder than anybody I know, and you need your rest. 861 00:36:47,054 --> 00:36:48,254 So I thought this way, 862 00:36:48,321 --> 00:36:50,056 you could see your family whenever you wanted 863 00:36:50,124 --> 00:36:51,958 without having to sleep on the floor. 864 00:36:54,128 --> 00:36:56,096 Oh, baby. 865 00:36:56,130 --> 00:36:57,998 [LAUGHING] Oh, my... 866 00:36:58,065 --> 00:37:00,233 Oh, my... 867 00:37:00,268 --> 00:37:03,103 Oh, my God! 868 00:37:03,137 --> 00:37:07,774 - This is amazing! Oh! I... I... - ♪ I just bought a new car ♪ 869 00:37:07,808 --> 00:37:09,109 What was that? 870 00:37:09,143 --> 00:37:10,343 You were about to say it. 871 00:37:10,378 --> 00:37:12,579 Shut up. I was not. 872 00:37:12,613 --> 00:37:15,282 But if Kingsley is there, I have something to say to him. 873 00:37:15,316 --> 00:37:18,484 And I know you don't like camping, but... 874 00:37:18,552 --> 00:37:20,187 No, no. You know, it turns out 875 00:37:20,254 --> 00:37:24,424 when it's just a-a tent in a backyard... 876 00:37:24,458 --> 00:37:27,060 camping's kind of sexy. 877 00:37:27,094 --> 00:37:28,261 - Oh, really, now? - Mm-hmm. 878 00:37:28,296 --> 00:37:29,743 ♪ And into my heart ♪ 879 00:37:29,816 --> 00:37:31,965 Oh. I got to decon first. 880 00:37:32,033 --> 00:37:34,968 ♪ I wanna drive you wild, wild, wild ♪ 881 00:37:35,002 --> 00:37:38,538 Wait a minute. You really gonna strip and not let me watch? 882 00:37:38,606 --> 00:37:39,806 [CHUCKLES] 883 00:37:39,874 --> 00:37:42,609 ♪ I wanna love you ♪ 884 00:37:42,643 --> 00:37:43,977 Okay. 885 00:37:44,011 --> 00:37:47,113 ♪ For miles and miles ♪ 886 00:37:47,148 --> 00:37:51,117 ♪ We can go slow, we don't need to rush ♪ 887 00:37:51,152 --> 00:37:54,888 ♪ I'll take the wheel, make you feel every touch ♪ 888 00:37:54,956 --> 00:37:58,825 ♪ I wanna drive you wild, wild, wild ♪ 889 00:37:58,859 --> 00:38:02,132 You got all the kids to bed while I was building that tent? 890 00:38:02,697 --> 00:38:05,398 - Can you forget all my birthdays? - ♪ Lay on the passenger's side ♪ 891 00:38:05,433 --> 00:38:06,967 [CHUCKLES] 892 00:38:07,001 --> 00:38:08,902 I know. It's pathetic. 893 00:38:08,970 --> 00:38:10,170 I couldn't even light the candle 894 00:38:10,204 --> 00:38:12,038 because I can't find anything in this house that makes fire, 895 00:38:12,073 --> 00:38:14,107 because we hid it all away from Bailey. 896 00:38:14,175 --> 00:38:15,379 ♪ We'll get there tonight ♪ 897 00:38:15,414 --> 00:38:17,577 I love it. Thank you. 898 00:38:17,612 --> 00:38:20,180 They accidentally sent gluten-free. 899 00:38:20,248 --> 00:38:21,348 I'm so sorry. 900 00:38:21,382 --> 00:38:23,650 - Mmm! - ♪ You set me on fire ♪ 901 00:38:23,684 --> 00:38:27,020 - [SIGHS] I really am sorry I forgot. - ♪ I swear you're the only one ♪ 902 00:38:27,054 --> 00:38:28,922 Are you kidding? 903 00:38:28,990 --> 00:38:31,992 There were no major meltdowns... 904 00:38:32,026 --> 00:38:34,160 - ...I got to have sex, and... - ♪ I wanna drive you ♪ 905 00:38:34,228 --> 00:38:35,662 ...I got a doughnut. 906 00:38:35,696 --> 00:38:37,197 ♪ Wild, wild, wild ♪ 907 00:38:37,231 --> 00:38:40,100 The only guy who might be luckier 908 00:38:40,134 --> 00:38:42,369 is Scout Derek Shepherd Lincoln... 909 00:38:42,403 --> 00:38:44,170 ♪ I wanna love you for miles and miles ♪ 910 00:38:44,205 --> 00:38:47,474 ...because he has the best mom in the whole world. 911 00:38:47,541 --> 00:38:49,542 Now I've got to get a glass of water, because this is... 912 00:38:49,577 --> 00:38:51,645 - They're terrible. - It's terrible. Terrible. 913 00:38:51,679 --> 00:38:55,048 MEREDITH: As proud as we surgeons are of our stitches, 914 00:38:55,082 --> 00:38:58,385 they aren't meant to be a permanent fix. 915 00:38:58,419 --> 00:39:02,122 Your body still has to do the real work. 916 00:39:02,156 --> 00:39:09,396 ♪ 917 00:39:09,430 --> 00:39:11,364 Your mom's watching the kids. 918 00:39:11,432 --> 00:39:15,747 And the... the gift shop was out of flowers. 919 00:39:16,470 --> 00:39:17,837 Teddy, don't do this. 920 00:39:17,872 --> 00:39:20,573 - Owen, I love you. - ♪ Yeah, wanna love you ♪ 921 00:39:20,608 --> 00:39:24,144 - I am sorry. I am so sorry. - ♪ Wanna touch you, wanna drive you ♪ 922 00:39:24,178 --> 00:39:26,046 I will do anything you say to fix this. 923 00:39:26,113 --> 00:39:28,915 I don't want to lose our family. Owen, please. 924 00:39:28,949 --> 00:39:30,083 - Can we just... - ♪ Oh, wanna love you ♪ 925 00:39:30,117 --> 00:39:31,651 Please don't go. Ple... Owen, 926 00:39:31,686 --> 00:39:34,317 let's just talk about this. Owen. 927 00:39:34,352 --> 00:39:37,223 - [MUSIC STOPS] - What did I do, Teddy? 928 00:39:37,291 --> 00:39:39,859 What did I do to make you hate me this much? 929 00:39:39,894 --> 00:39:42,162 When I cheated on Cristina, it was because I hated her. 930 00:39:42,196 --> 00:39:44,164 - I was enraged, so... - I don't... I don't hate you. 931 00:39:44,198 --> 00:39:45,832 That's... That's not what this was. 932 00:39:45,866 --> 00:39:47,233 Then what? Because I've spent the last few weeks 933 00:39:47,268 --> 00:39:49,235 trying to comprehend why you would do that, and I can't. 934 00:39:49,270 --> 00:39:50,870 I don't know. It was a mistake. 935 00:39:50,905 --> 00:39:53,540 It was... It was a stupid mistake. That's all. 936 00:39:55,242 --> 00:39:56,242 He asked you to run away with him. 937 00:39:56,277 --> 00:39:57,444 And I said no. 938 00:39:57,511 --> 00:39:59,179 No! No, you didn't! 939 00:39:59,213 --> 00:40:01,281 'Cause I listened to it. I listened to it almost 100 times. 940 00:40:01,315 --> 00:40:04,217 He asks you to run away, and you don't say no. 941 00:40:04,251 --> 00:40:06,086 You don't say that you don't want to. 942 00:40:06,120 --> 00:40:07,887 You don't say that you can't because you love me 943 00:40:07,922 --> 00:40:09,189 or even because you have a family. 944 00:40:09,223 --> 00:40:12,025 You just say, "I'm marrying Owen," 945 00:40:12,093 --> 00:40:14,327 like it's j... like it's just some kind of fate 946 00:40:14,362 --> 00:40:17,230 that you just... accepted. 947 00:40:17,264 --> 00:40:19,566 - Look at me. - ♪ Once in a while ♪ 948 00:40:19,600 --> 00:40:22,369 An army of different cells comes in to build new tissue. 949 00:40:22,436 --> 00:40:23,703 ♪ I see myself ♪ 950 00:40:23,738 --> 00:40:26,139 I want to be with you. 951 00:40:26,173 --> 00:40:28,074 [SIGHS TEARFULLY] 952 00:40:28,109 --> 00:40:31,211 - I love our family. - ♪ No longer enchanted ♪ 953 00:40:31,245 --> 00:40:34,481 - I love you. - ♪ By the future or the past ♪ 954 00:40:34,548 --> 00:40:38,985 And eventually, you've produced enough collagen to heal. 955 00:40:39,019 --> 00:40:40,120 - Owen. - I can't. I'm sorry. 956 00:40:40,187 --> 00:40:41,654 - Teddy... - Owen, please don't go. 957 00:40:41,722 --> 00:40:44,023 - Owen, please. - ♪ Once in a while ♪ 958 00:40:44,058 --> 00:40:45,825 - Owen, please wait. - [ENGINE STARTS] 959 00:40:45,860 --> 00:40:47,260 Please don't... Owen! 960 00:40:47,294 --> 00:40:50,930 - Wait! Wait! - ♪ It's crystal clear ♪ 961 00:40:50,965 --> 00:40:53,136 At least that's the plan. 962 00:40:53,768 --> 00:40:56,569 Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying 963 00:40:56,604 --> 00:40:58,872 you shouldn't obsess about technique. 964 00:40:58,906 --> 00:41:00,173 Please, obsess. 965 00:41:00,207 --> 00:41:04,844 ♪ They disappear ♪ 966 00:41:04,879 --> 00:41:06,479 HAYES: No. No! 967 00:41:06,547 --> 00:41:08,681 Grey! Grey! 968 00:41:08,716 --> 00:41:10,650 - Grey, Grey, can you hear me? - ♪ If every breath is sacred ♪ 969 00:41:10,684 --> 00:41:11,785 Somebody help me! 970 00:41:11,852 --> 00:41:13,319 Because even one mistake... 971 00:41:13,387 --> 00:41:15,288 Careful. Careful. I got her head. 972 00:41:15,322 --> 00:41:18,792 I need rapid response, oxygen, and a gurney now! Go! Hurry up! 973 00:41:18,826 --> 00:41:21,694 Can you hear me, Grey? Grey, come on. Stay with me, Grey. 974 00:41:21,729 --> 00:41:23,263 I'm here, don't worry. It'll be okay. 975 00:41:23,297 --> 00:41:24,564 One slip... 976 00:41:24,598 --> 00:41:29,002 ♪ Deep enough to believe ♪ 977 00:41:29,036 --> 00:41:31,805 ...can cost a lot of blood. 978 00:41:31,839 --> 00:41:33,006 MAN: [ECHOING] Meredith! 979 00:41:33,040 --> 00:41:35,375 ♪ If every breath is sacred ♪ 980 00:41:35,409 --> 00:41:36,976 Meredith! 981 00:41:38,913 --> 00:41:41,347 Oh, my God. 982 00:41:41,382 --> 00:41:42,635 Meredith! 983 00:41:42,672 --> 00:41:48,054 ♪ Deep enough to feel something ♪ 984 00:41:48,088 --> 00:41:53,393 ♪ Deep enough to believe ♪ 985 00:41:53,427 --> 00:41:57,831 ♪ That every breath is sacred ♪ 986 00:41:57,865 --> 00:42:03,403 ♪ God, I want to breathe ♪ 987 00:42:03,471 --> 00:42:05,672 Meredith! 988 00:42:05,706 --> 00:42:07,418 ♪ Deep enough to feel something ♪ 989 00:42:07,452 --> 00:42:09,142 Derek. 990 00:42:09,176 --> 00:42:16,216 ♪ Please show me how to breathe ♪