1 00:00:26,320 --> 00:00:28,110 Naughty thought. 2 00:00:28,610 --> 00:00:31,410 How about we don't wait 12 minutes for our next kiss? 3 00:00:31,420 --> 00:00:34,619 We would never see the end of the movie. 4 00:00:42,590 --> 00:00:44,760 Oh. 5 00:00:48,540 --> 00:00:50,000 Mm. 6 00:00:52,840 --> 00:00:55,280 It's better if we stick to the schedule. 7 00:00:57,440 --> 00:00:59,120 Sure. 8 00:01:08,330 --> 00:01:10,950 Didn't hear you come in last night. 9 00:01:11,970 --> 00:01:15,469 So I'm guessing it went well at Carly's. 10 00:01:15,470 --> 00:01:19,370 The end of the movie was very predictable. 11 00:01:19,710 --> 00:01:22,040 Not the question I was asking, 12 00:01:22,050 --> 00:01:24,780 but you still managed to answer it. 13 00:01:25,250 --> 00:01:28,249 Carly touches me when we kiss. 14 00:01:28,250 --> 00:01:30,550 You don't like her touching you? 15 00:01:30,600 --> 00:01:32,500 - Oh, I... I do. - Oh. 16 00:01:32,510 --> 00:01:37,809 But I prefer to touch only one thing at a time. 17 00:01:37,810 --> 00:01:42,249 Have you told her you prefer to touch only one thing at a time? 18 00:01:42,250 --> 00:01:44,120 In those exact words? 19 00:01:52,460 --> 00:01:53,689 Oh! 20 00:01:53,690 --> 00:01:55,629 Whatever it is, I'm definitely in. 21 00:01:55,630 --> 00:01:57,159 My first lead surgery! 22 00:01:57,160 --> 00:01:58,299 - Oh! - Oh! 23 00:01:58,300 --> 00:02:00,729 Shaun! That is awesome! 24 00:02:00,730 --> 00:02:02,899 I am going to rock it! 25 00:02:02,900 --> 00:02:05,200 Oh, hells to the yeah you are! 26 00:02:11,710 --> 00:02:13,210 Oh! 27 00:02:14,180 --> 00:02:22,179 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 28 00:02:24,520 --> 00:02:25,620 How you doing? 29 00:02:25,630 --> 00:02:26,640 I'm good. 30 00:02:27,430 --> 00:02:30,559 Thank you for helping me with the sea lions. 31 00:02:30,560 --> 00:02:32,030 I'll never say no to a caper. 32 00:02:32,060 --> 00:02:34,529 But I'd like to keep my mother's death between the two of us. 33 00:02:34,530 --> 00:02:37,330 I just... I can't deal with people's platitudes right now. 34 00:02:37,340 --> 00:02:40,069 Okay, but that kinda suggests you're not good. 35 00:02:40,070 --> 00:02:41,400 This is textbook denial. 36 00:02:41,420 --> 00:02:43,380 It's only going to inhibit your grief process. 37 00:02:43,400 --> 00:02:45,410 Denial is the first step in the grief process, 38 00:02:45,420 --> 00:02:46,590 so I'd say I'm right on track. 39 00:02:46,600 --> 00:02:48,530 But thank you for your platitudes. 40 00:02:50,430 --> 00:02:51,769 This is Curtis. 41 00:02:51,770 --> 00:02:53,999 He decided to fix his chimney without a safety harness. 42 00:02:54,000 --> 00:02:55,869 He has open bilateral tib-fib fractures. 43 00:02:55,870 --> 00:02:58,100 They wanted $1,200 for a two-hour job. 44 00:02:58,110 --> 00:03:00,939 And I can still do a Hurricane Grind. 45 00:03:00,940 --> 00:03:03,840 It's a skateboard move that builds off a 180 Ollie. 46 00:03:03,850 --> 00:03:06,010 I got great balance. 47 00:03:09,250 --> 00:03:11,180 Pupils are slow to react. 48 00:03:11,190 --> 00:03:14,150 Unfortunately, balance is less great after a few cocktails. 49 00:03:15,490 --> 00:03:16,820 Not me. 50 00:03:16,830 --> 00:03:18,570 Clean and sober six years, three months, 51 00:03:18,580 --> 00:03:20,030 and... and 24 days. 52 00:03:21,500 --> 00:03:24,029 Get him on IV antibiotics and to OR Level One. 53 00:03:24,030 --> 00:03:25,770 And run a BAC. 54 00:03:28,340 --> 00:03:30,269 I'm Dr. Shaun Murphy. 55 00:03:30,270 --> 00:03:32,100 Your surgeon. 56 00:03:36,610 --> 00:03:41,649 Esophageal cancer is a serious condition. 57 00:03:41,650 --> 00:03:45,619 However, you don't have any remote 58 00:03:45,620 --> 00:03:47,289 or metastatic disease 59 00:03:47,290 --> 00:03:50,259 and responded well to chemoradiation, 60 00:03:50,260 --> 00:03:52,589 so a resection of the esophagus 61 00:03:52,590 --> 00:03:54,860 should render you cancer-free. 62 00:03:57,760 --> 00:03:59,660 You look awfully young. 63 00:04:03,870 --> 00:04:07,239 I always say, the younger they are, the smarter they must be. 64 00:04:10,580 --> 00:04:12,179 Oh, oh, yes. 65 00:04:12,180 --> 00:04:16,249 We will pull the stomach up and attach it to the remains 66 00:04:16,250 --> 00:04:19,849 of your esophagus, keeping your GI system connected, 67 00:04:19,850 --> 00:04:22,019 so you will not need a permanent feeding tube. 68 00:04:22,020 --> 00:04:24,420 My oncologist told me all this, 69 00:04:24,430 --> 00:04:26,859 but I refused to believe it... 70 00:04:26,860 --> 00:04:29,059 that it was all gonna be okay... 71 00:04:29,060 --> 00:04:31,299 until I heard it from my surgeon. 72 00:04:31,300 --> 00:04:33,529 Oh! 73 00:04:33,530 --> 00:04:35,939 I'm sorry, it's just... 74 00:04:35,940 --> 00:04:40,269 I've been through a divorce and a career change... 75 00:04:40,270 --> 00:04:43,479 and I finally bought my own cafe... 76 00:04:43,480 --> 00:04:46,809 three days before I got my diagnosis. 77 00:04:46,810 --> 00:04:49,789 And I thought it was a sign I was making a mistake. 78 00:04:49,790 --> 00:04:52,120 But it was just the opposite. 79 00:04:54,360 --> 00:04:56,130 I wasn't done. 80 00:04:56,560 --> 00:04:58,219 Oh, I'm sorry... 81 00:04:58,220 --> 00:05:02,090 I have to inform you of the risks of this procedure. 82 00:05:02,100 --> 00:05:07,769 There is a 7% chance of heart and lung problems, 83 00:05:07,770 --> 00:05:12,470 a 12% chance of infection, a 0.5% of death, among others. 84 00:05:19,910 --> 00:05:21,379 Bring it, Dr. Murphy. 85 00:05:31,690 --> 00:05:33,529 Shaun got very lucky. 86 00:05:33,530 --> 00:05:36,159 Landed the world's most genial patient for his first case. 87 00:05:36,160 --> 00:05:38,360 - Nice. - Of you. 88 00:05:38,370 --> 00:05:39,660 You picked that patient for him... 89 00:05:39,670 --> 00:05:42,230 I heard it was Park's chart before you stepped in. 90 00:05:42,240 --> 00:05:43,869 Shaun's weakness is patient management. 91 00:05:43,870 --> 00:05:45,169 You shouldn't be coddling him. 92 00:05:45,170 --> 00:05:47,439 We challenge him too much, we lose him. 93 00:05:47,440 --> 00:05:49,239 Murphy? 94 00:05:49,240 --> 00:05:52,239 He perseveres. He's annoyingly resilient. 95 00:05:52,240 --> 00:05:56,610 I agree that some failures don't seem to faze him at all. 96 00:05:56,620 --> 00:05:58,479 But it's his lifelong dream. 97 00:05:58,480 --> 00:06:00,649 So, yes, I think we could lose him. 98 00:06:00,650 --> 00:06:02,790 I'll tough-love his ass next week. 99 00:06:06,230 --> 00:06:07,729 Okay, Curtis, we're good to go. 100 00:06:07,730 --> 00:06:10,159 Curtis, my God. Are you okay? 101 00:06:10,160 --> 00:06:12,199 I'm thinking I should've gone with the contractor. 102 00:06:12,200 --> 00:06:13,560 His thinking was impaired. 103 00:06:13,570 --> 00:06:16,000 He had a blood alcohol level of .09. 104 00:06:18,910 --> 00:06:21,239 Your test must be wrong. 105 00:06:21,240 --> 00:06:24,309 You were quite inebriated when you came in. 106 00:06:24,310 --> 00:06:26,740 That's impossible. Curtis doesn't drink. 107 00:06:27,780 --> 00:06:29,409 We'll make a note of it in his chart. 108 00:06:29,410 --> 00:06:31,180 We've got to get him to the O.R. 109 00:06:42,690 --> 00:06:44,359 You play softball? 110 00:06:44,360 --> 00:06:45,629 Uh, my junior year in high school, 111 00:06:45,630 --> 00:06:47,760 I had an ERA of 2.95. 112 00:06:47,770 --> 00:06:49,629 My wife's got an arm. 113 00:06:49,630 --> 00:06:51,869 I can't believe you're my wife. 114 00:06:51,870 --> 00:06:53,469 Till death do us part. 115 00:06:53,470 --> 00:06:55,240 Yeah. 116 00:07:06,050 --> 00:07:07,780 Oh, you found Wally. 117 00:07:07,790 --> 00:07:09,510 You have a name for it? 118 00:07:09,820 --> 00:07:12,589 Yeah, he's my Walther PPK .32; 119 00:07:12,590 --> 00:07:13,889 he and I go way back. 120 00:07:13,890 --> 00:07:15,600 Is it loaded? 121 00:07:16,790 --> 00:07:18,529 I mean, is this a problem? 122 00:07:18,530 --> 00:07:21,499 'Cause I... I just... I keep it in my bedside table, 123 00:07:21,500 --> 00:07:24,699 in my gun safe... combination 7-3-5-9. 124 00:07:24,700 --> 00:07:26,369 I'm not gonna remember that. 125 00:07:26,370 --> 00:07:28,469 I don't want to remember that. 126 00:07:29,640 --> 00:07:31,709 If we're gonna live together, 127 00:07:31,710 --> 00:07:36,349 we're gonna need to make some compromises. 128 00:07:44,090 --> 00:07:45,630 You nervous? 129 00:07:46,220 --> 00:07:48,020 How badly are you freaking out? 130 00:07:48,030 --> 00:07:51,529 I'm not badly freaking out. 131 00:07:51,530 --> 00:07:55,399 I've assisted in six esophageal resections, 132 00:07:55,400 --> 00:07:57,999 all of which were free of complications. 133 00:07:58,000 --> 00:07:59,730 So you're overdue for a blow-up. 134 00:08:02,500 --> 00:08:03,509 Sorry. 135 00:08:03,510 --> 00:08:05,139 I'm just a bit annoyed 136 00:08:05,140 --> 00:08:08,079 'cause I had my hand on this case first, 137 00:08:08,080 --> 00:08:10,410 and now I'm third out of four, at best. 138 00:08:13,820 --> 00:08:16,280 But I'm happy for you. 139 00:08:16,290 --> 00:08:17,830 Really. 140 00:08:18,260 --> 00:08:20,690 I'm happy for me, too. 141 00:08:21,820 --> 00:08:24,960 She has extensive scar tissue. 142 00:08:25,460 --> 00:08:30,060 And it's plastered her stomach to her anterior abdominal wall. 143 00:08:30,070 --> 00:08:35,640 I told her she wouldn't need a permanent feeding tube. 144 00:08:37,210 --> 00:08:39,510 But she will. 145 00:08:44,070 --> 00:08:47,210 We've got to tell a budding chef she'll never eat again. 146 00:08:48,040 --> 00:08:50,779 How will she react? 147 00:08:50,780 --> 00:08:52,409 Don't know. 148 00:08:52,410 --> 00:08:54,279 Badly. But the specifics... 149 00:08:54,280 --> 00:08:55,949 You should tell her. 150 00:08:55,950 --> 00:08:57,890 She's your patient, it's your job. 151 00:08:58,040 --> 00:09:01,039 I'm bad at patient communication. 152 00:09:01,040 --> 00:09:03,970 If I make her very unhappy, 153 00:09:03,980 --> 00:09:06,240 she may not want me to do the surgery. 154 00:09:06,250 --> 00:09:07,609 If you're not willing to take that risk, 155 00:09:07,610 --> 00:09:09,279 then you should hand the case over to Park. 156 00:09:09,280 --> 00:09:13,380 No. I don't want to hand the case over to Dr. Park. 157 00:09:15,050 --> 00:09:17,810 Park will tell Beth. 158 00:09:18,090 --> 00:09:20,489 And, Shaun, it's still your surgery. 159 00:09:26,270 --> 00:09:27,730 Drill. 160 00:09:30,720 --> 00:09:32,749 Do you see his heart rhythm? 161 00:09:33,990 --> 00:09:35,759 Rate controlled A-fib. 162 00:09:35,760 --> 00:09:37,320 Wasn't on his record. 163 00:09:37,330 --> 00:09:39,329 Ask his wife about it post-op. 164 00:09:39,330 --> 00:09:41,159 Probably a symptom of binge drinking. 165 00:09:41,160 --> 00:09:44,000 Which he'll lie to us about and she'll tell us she believes. 166 00:09:45,730 --> 00:09:47,530 She's in denial? 167 00:09:51,410 --> 00:09:53,709 You had surgery as a child. 168 00:09:53,710 --> 00:09:56,509 As a baby. I don't even remember it. 169 00:09:56,510 --> 00:09:58,179 There's considerable scar tissue... 170 00:09:58,180 --> 00:10:00,010 more than we'd typically expect to find. 171 00:10:00,020 --> 00:10:03,150 Which has affected our surgical plan. 172 00:10:03,640 --> 00:10:04,819 How? 173 00:10:04,820 --> 00:10:06,920 Dr. Murphy will field that question. 174 00:10:08,360 --> 00:10:10,459 No, Dr. Lim s-said... 175 00:10:10,460 --> 00:10:12,090 Proceed, Dr. Murphy. 176 00:10:15,200 --> 00:10:17,060 Somebody please tell me. 177 00:10:25,040 --> 00:10:29,579 We can't move your stomach up, so you will need a feeding tube. 178 00:10:33,080 --> 00:10:36,170 For the rest of your life. 179 00:10:36,950 --> 00:10:41,619 The good news is that this surgery is simpler, 180 00:10:41,620 --> 00:10:46,259 so your recovery time will be shorter by three to five days. 181 00:10:56,540 --> 00:10:57,970 Hey. 182 00:11:00,010 --> 00:11:02,110 Do any of you own a gun? 183 00:11:05,110 --> 00:11:07,379 Is there someone you'd like "taken care of"? 184 00:11:07,380 --> 00:11:09,649 - Ah. - I still have my service pistol. 185 00:11:09,650 --> 00:11:11,680 I have a Sig P365. 186 00:11:11,690 --> 00:11:14,860 Do any of you have, or have you ever had, 187 00:11:14,880 --> 00:11:17,490 issues about it with your significant others? 188 00:11:19,190 --> 00:11:21,890 After our son was born, my wife suddenly hated 189 00:11:21,900 --> 00:11:24,199 having a firearm in the house. 190 00:11:24,200 --> 00:11:27,140 And one night, I came home late to a... 191 00:11:28,070 --> 00:11:29,369 PowerPoint presentation. 192 00:11:29,370 --> 00:11:31,099 90 minutes of horrifying statistics. 193 00:11:31,100 --> 00:11:33,669 Now it's in a locker at my gun range. 194 00:11:33,670 --> 00:11:35,509 Lotta set up but I like that. 195 00:11:35,510 --> 00:11:39,440 I had a boyfriend who felt very weird about me having a gun. 196 00:11:39,460 --> 00:11:41,180 He wasn't big on logic, 197 00:11:41,200 --> 00:11:43,210 so I took the emotional approach. 198 00:11:43,220 --> 00:11:44,879 Told him it's not for the firepower, 199 00:11:44,880 --> 00:11:47,420 it's for the confidence it gives me as a woman when I carry it. 200 00:11:47,870 --> 00:11:49,489 I lived with a guy who had a gun. 201 00:11:49,490 --> 00:11:51,489 Had to use the nuclear option. 202 00:11:51,490 --> 00:11:53,959 It goes or he goes. 203 00:11:53,960 --> 00:11:55,630 It worked... they both went. 204 00:11:57,830 --> 00:11:59,860 Well, that's just wonderful. 205 00:12:05,270 --> 00:12:06,969 I heard your news. 206 00:12:06,970 --> 00:12:08,309 It's pretty exciting. 207 00:12:08,310 --> 00:12:10,339 I jumped seven times. 208 00:12:10,340 --> 00:12:12,079 How's the anxiety level? 209 00:12:12,080 --> 00:12:14,010 Why do people keep asking me that? 210 00:12:15,450 --> 00:12:17,010 Everyone has doubts, Shaun. 211 00:12:17,020 --> 00:12:18,279 I'm excited. 212 00:12:18,280 --> 00:12:21,019 You can be excited. And nervous. 213 00:12:21,020 --> 00:12:23,190 Usually they go together. 214 00:12:23,660 --> 00:12:27,289 Speaking of, uh, I'm sorry if I was a bit 215 00:12:27,290 --> 00:12:29,490 too assertive last night. 216 00:12:29,500 --> 00:12:32,000 Lea said it must be tricky for you. 217 00:12:33,330 --> 00:12:37,569 So now Lea is also privy to the intimacies of our intimacy? 218 00:12:37,570 --> 00:12:39,269 - Great. - Yes. 219 00:12:42,810 --> 00:12:43,970 Oh. 220 00:12:43,980 --> 00:12:46,179 Lea said to tell you 221 00:12:46,180 --> 00:12:49,579 that I prefer to touch only thing at a time. 222 00:12:55,790 --> 00:12:58,489 Located upper esophageal sphincter. 223 00:12:58,490 --> 00:13:01,520 You have a good tumor margin... resecting above or below? 224 00:13:01,530 --> 00:13:03,260 - Below. - Mm-hmm. 225 00:13:05,530 --> 00:13:07,799 Shaun gave the news to his patient after all. 226 00:13:07,800 --> 00:13:09,169 Shaun did what I expected. 227 00:13:09,170 --> 00:13:10,819 He upset her, but the news is upsetting. 228 00:13:10,820 --> 00:13:11,830 She'll deal with it, he'll learn how to... 229 00:13:11,840 --> 00:13:13,539 She wants him off the case. 230 00:13:18,810 --> 00:13:20,830 - Shaun... - No... 231 00:13:22,650 --> 00:13:24,879 Shaun, I will find you another case. 232 00:13:24,880 --> 00:13:28,519 This is my case. 233 00:13:28,520 --> 00:13:31,150 I prepared for this case. 234 00:13:31,160 --> 00:13:33,189 I don't want another case. 235 00:13:35,960 --> 00:13:37,659 Dr. Murphy... 236 00:14:07,100 --> 00:14:09,010 You're learning, Shaun. 237 00:14:09,340 --> 00:14:11,370 That's what you do at a teaching hospital. 238 00:14:11,380 --> 00:14:12,940 I'm learning, too. 239 00:14:14,740 --> 00:14:16,709 Going from attending to Chief of Surgery 240 00:14:16,710 --> 00:14:18,910 is... a big deal. 241 00:14:19,750 --> 00:14:23,949 Every day, every decision, every mistake... 242 00:14:23,950 --> 00:14:25,919 I learn something. 243 00:14:25,920 --> 00:14:27,390 So do you. 244 00:14:29,460 --> 00:14:30,959 No, I don't. 245 00:14:30,960 --> 00:14:33,900 I have a developmental disorder. 246 00:14:40,670 --> 00:14:43,060 - Come with me. - I'm waiting for my bus. 247 00:14:43,080 --> 00:14:44,810 You can take a later one. 248 00:14:47,340 --> 00:14:49,610 I'm sure I mentioned I was Chief? 249 00:14:54,300 --> 00:14:55,570 Hi, Beth. 250 00:14:57,770 --> 00:15:00,369 I'm sorry for what you're going through. 251 00:15:00,370 --> 00:15:04,909 And Dr. Murphy's phrasing was unfortunate. 252 00:15:04,910 --> 00:15:07,449 But there's been no deceit or negligence. 253 00:15:07,450 --> 00:15:08,779 He's an excellent surgeon 254 00:15:08,780 --> 00:15:10,849 who has my full confidence in the O.R. 255 00:15:10,850 --> 00:15:13,040 And if you don't trust him, you don't trust me. 256 00:15:15,350 --> 00:15:16,689 So, I would recommend 257 00:15:16,690 --> 00:15:18,489 you have your surgery at a different hospital. 258 00:15:18,490 --> 00:15:20,510 I can make arrangements. 259 00:15:20,860 --> 00:15:24,229 However, if you reconsider, we can proceed as scheduled 260 00:15:24,230 --> 00:15:25,999 first thing tomorrow morning. 261 00:15:48,590 --> 00:15:50,419 If you don't want people to know your mother died, 262 00:15:50,420 --> 00:15:53,559 stop acting like someone whose mother died. 263 00:15:53,560 --> 00:15:57,460 I'm gonna move on to the second stage of grief... anger. 264 00:15:58,150 --> 00:15:59,410 I'm not acting depressed. 265 00:15:59,420 --> 00:16:01,349 No, you're acting bitchy. 266 00:16:01,350 --> 00:16:03,419 But you're not a bitch, so that looks weird on you, 267 00:16:03,420 --> 00:16:05,519 and people are gonna know something's up. 268 00:16:05,520 --> 00:16:07,489 So, do you want me happier or sadder? 269 00:16:07,490 --> 00:16:09,771 Let me know, because I'm really looking for your approval. 270 00:16:11,630 --> 00:16:13,190 Bitchy... 271 00:16:18,180 --> 00:16:20,819 You really think this guy's still on the wagon? 272 00:16:20,820 --> 00:16:23,689 Just because he's a drunk doesn't mean he's not sick. 273 00:16:23,690 --> 00:16:26,159 But all you can see is an addict married to an enabler, 274 00:16:26,160 --> 00:16:28,860 so all roads lead to rum. 275 00:16:30,660 --> 00:16:32,410 C'mon, that was cute. 276 00:16:33,060 --> 00:16:36,500 No IV wall motion abnormalities. 277 00:16:36,970 --> 00:16:38,930 No valvular disease or dysfunction. 278 00:16:38,940 --> 00:16:42,139 Ruling out any structural cause for the arrhythmia. 279 00:16:42,140 --> 00:16:44,440 You win. Congratulations. 280 00:16:46,880 --> 00:16:48,180 - Hey! - Hey. 281 00:16:48,200 --> 00:16:50,010 How was your day? 282 00:16:50,020 --> 00:16:52,140 Good, good. 283 00:16:52,880 --> 00:16:54,219 Pensive. 284 00:16:54,220 --> 00:16:56,420 I was thinking about your gun and why you need it... 285 00:16:56,440 --> 00:16:58,520 - Oh, Aaron, I... I don't... - No, no, no. 286 00:16:58,540 --> 00:17:00,820 I was an idiot and a guy, I get it. 287 00:17:00,830 --> 00:17:03,129 You walking alone in a garage late at night, 288 00:17:03,130 --> 00:17:05,029 you walking alone on the street late at night... 289 00:17:05,030 --> 00:17:08,629 Or getting into my own car, or even my own house. 290 00:17:08,630 --> 00:17:09,870 Exactly. 291 00:17:09,920 --> 00:17:11,680 That's why I got you a surprise. 292 00:17:13,690 --> 00:17:16,190 - Yeah? - Right outside the back door. 293 00:17:23,480 --> 00:17:26,029 We have exactly 10 seconds to punch in the code 294 00:17:26,030 --> 00:17:28,499 before S.E.A.L. Team Six arrives. 295 00:17:28,500 --> 00:17:31,770 7-3-5-9. 296 00:17:31,780 --> 00:17:34,539 Every door, every window, every vent over 36 inches. 297 00:17:34,540 --> 00:17:36,979 This is your security fob. 298 00:17:36,980 --> 00:17:40,149 Works in all 48 contiguous states and Canada. 299 00:17:40,150 --> 00:17:44,580 You have no idea how much extra comfort this is gonna give me. 300 00:17:46,750 --> 00:17:48,489 Actually, I was hoping it would be 301 00:17:48,490 --> 00:17:51,159 your primary source of comfort. 302 00:17:53,460 --> 00:17:57,229 You were thinking that this would mean 303 00:17:57,230 --> 00:17:58,230 I would give up my gun? 304 00:17:58,231 --> 00:18:00,360 That's exactly what I was thinking. 305 00:18:00,370 --> 00:18:03,140 Well, the first rule of security systems is redundancy. 306 00:18:03,150 --> 00:18:05,389 By that logic, we should get a tank for the garage. 307 00:18:05,390 --> 00:18:07,589 Aaron, it shouldn't matter why I want a gun... 308 00:18:07,590 --> 00:18:10,520 whether it's because it makes me feel more secure, 309 00:18:10,530 --> 00:18:12,159 or it was a memento of my dad's 310 00:18:12,160 --> 00:18:14,729 or just because it's fun to shoot. 311 00:18:14,730 --> 00:18:17,899 All that matters is I'm a grown-up, 312 00:18:17,900 --> 00:18:21,569 and I'm responsible, and I want it. 313 00:18:26,080 --> 00:18:28,139 You're ruining Shaun. 314 00:18:28,140 --> 00:18:30,579 Maybe you got him over the hump of patient management, 315 00:18:30,580 --> 00:18:32,449 but what about surgical management? 316 00:18:32,450 --> 00:18:34,249 Taking charge of the O.R., 317 00:18:34,250 --> 00:18:37,549 keeping lines of communication open, everyone cooperating. 318 00:18:37,550 --> 00:18:39,189 You're throwing him into the deep end, 319 00:18:39,190 --> 00:18:40,619 and that's unfair to him. 320 00:18:40,620 --> 00:18:42,990 Unless you plan to scrub in as a lifeguard. 321 00:18:43,680 --> 00:18:45,390 He'll be fine. 322 00:18:47,300 --> 00:18:48,859 You handpicked his surgical team? 323 00:18:52,200 --> 00:18:53,900 You're ruining him. 324 00:18:56,110 --> 00:18:58,269 The tests prove his arrhythmia is associated 325 00:18:58,270 --> 00:19:00,539 with excessive ethanol consumption. 326 00:19:00,540 --> 00:19:02,109 But there's no permanent damage 327 00:19:02,110 --> 00:19:04,079 and his rhythm will return to normal 328 00:19:04,080 --> 00:19:06,500 in the absence of any further drinking. 329 00:19:10,920 --> 00:19:13,250 We met when we were 15. 330 00:19:14,490 --> 00:19:16,460 I was first clarinet, he was second. 331 00:19:17,630 --> 00:19:20,129 We were at a band festival in Anaheim when he found out 332 00:19:20,130 --> 00:19:22,300 his parents died in a plane crash. 333 00:19:24,170 --> 00:19:27,640 We grieved together and fell in love. 334 00:19:29,070 --> 00:19:30,670 Then he started drinking. 335 00:19:33,580 --> 00:19:36,910 It wasn't until I threatened to leave that he finally woke up. 336 00:19:38,810 --> 00:19:41,149 The day he received his two-year recovery chip 337 00:19:41,150 --> 00:19:43,780 was the day we got married. 338 00:19:43,790 --> 00:19:45,220 The day he vowed to me, 339 00:19:45,240 --> 00:19:47,589 and a church full of our family and friends, 340 00:19:47,590 --> 00:19:50,210 that he would never drink again. 341 00:19:50,930 --> 00:19:53,159 Our marriage is built on his sobriety. 342 00:19:57,930 --> 00:19:59,629 I believe him. 343 00:19:59,630 --> 00:20:05,600 Teal, we ran the BAC three times, 344 00:20:05,610 --> 00:20:07,710 and the results were consistent. 345 00:20:10,210 --> 00:20:12,350 I believe in my husband. 346 00:20:13,080 --> 00:20:14,510 I have to. 347 00:20:16,950 --> 00:20:18,570 His BP is dropping. 348 00:20:19,250 --> 00:20:20,549 Temp is normal. 349 00:20:20,550 --> 00:20:22,289 Check for causes of shock. 350 00:20:24,660 --> 00:20:28,120 Upper GI bleed... need stat hematocrits and transfuse blood. 351 00:20:35,420 --> 00:20:37,680 Surgery's the easy-peasy part. 352 00:20:42,520 --> 00:20:45,339 You wanted this, enjoy it. 353 00:20:47,600 --> 00:20:49,460 I can't. 354 00:20:49,950 --> 00:20:54,319 If I get distracted, if I get upset... 355 00:20:54,320 --> 00:20:56,419 If you do, Andrews has your back. 356 00:20:56,420 --> 00:21:01,789 If Dr. Andrews has to take over, then I have failed. 357 00:21:01,790 --> 00:21:05,829 I have failed, and I have endangered a patient's life, 358 00:21:05,830 --> 00:21:08,929 and if I'm no good at the easy-peasy part, 359 00:21:08,930 --> 00:21:11,570 then what part am I good at? 360 00:21:12,670 --> 00:21:15,339 What do we do when we get all nutty like this? 361 00:21:18,480 --> 00:21:20,509 Blow out the candles. 362 00:21:20,510 --> 00:21:22,620 How many do you need? 363 00:21:23,630 --> 00:21:25,560 Three. 364 00:21:50,660 --> 00:21:52,720 Hey. I was looking for you. 365 00:21:52,730 --> 00:21:54,229 Big day, huh? 366 00:21:54,230 --> 00:21:55,290 How are your nerves holding up? 367 00:21:55,300 --> 00:21:56,999 I'm not nervous. 368 00:21:57,000 --> 00:21:59,299 Of course you're nervous. Everybody's nervous. 369 00:21:59,300 --> 00:22:01,429 It just means that you care. 370 00:22:01,430 --> 00:22:05,569 Being nervous means I feel inadequate and unprepared, 371 00:22:05,570 --> 00:22:06,839 and if I am either of those things, 372 00:22:06,840 --> 00:22:08,739 it doesn't matter whether I care or not. 373 00:22:08,740 --> 00:22:11,409 You are more than adequate, and you're very prepared. 374 00:22:11,410 --> 00:22:13,809 You remind me of a... a young surgeon I knew once. 375 00:22:13,810 --> 00:22:16,849 The day he got his first lead, he was thrilled, 376 00:22:16,850 --> 00:22:19,819 but he was a mess, trying to remember a million things, 377 00:22:19,820 --> 00:22:22,589 imagining a million things that could go wrong. 378 00:22:22,590 --> 00:22:25,359 But then he remembered the birth process, 379 00:22:25,360 --> 00:22:27,959 how moms are asked to pick a focal point, 380 00:22:27,960 --> 00:22:30,080 - let everything filter through that. - Hmm. 381 00:22:30,090 --> 00:22:33,850 So, he chose the color orange to focus on. 382 00:22:34,730 --> 00:22:37,369 This is the cap that he focused on, 383 00:22:37,370 --> 00:22:40,709 and he got through it with flying colors. 384 00:22:40,710 --> 00:22:42,109 Maybe it'll help. 385 00:22:44,910 --> 00:22:47,710 Why do you have the young surgeon's cap? 386 00:22:49,950 --> 00:22:51,579 I was being coy. 387 00:22:51,580 --> 00:22:53,819 The young surgeon was me. 388 00:23:09,970 --> 00:23:11,740 Konnichiwa. 389 00:23:13,540 --> 00:23:15,309 That's Japanese for hello. 390 00:23:15,310 --> 00:23:18,809 Konnichiwa. I have surgery in 42 minutes. 391 00:23:18,810 --> 00:23:21,820 Which is why I'm here, to wish you luck. 392 00:23:22,380 --> 00:23:25,919 I don't need luck. 393 00:23:25,920 --> 00:23:27,780 Everyone needs luck. 394 00:23:30,860 --> 00:23:32,720 That was a good luck kiss. 395 00:23:32,730 --> 00:23:35,710 How can a kiss give you... 396 00:23:37,200 --> 00:23:38,830 So was that. 397 00:23:39,660 --> 00:23:43,300 I am feeling a bit lucky. 398 00:23:43,800 --> 00:23:46,539 You know the thing that Lea told you to tell me? 399 00:23:46,540 --> 00:23:47,839 Yes. 400 00:23:47,840 --> 00:23:49,539 That was actually great advice. 401 00:23:49,540 --> 00:23:51,139 It's important that we tell each other 402 00:23:51,140 --> 00:23:52,779 exactly what we like and what we don't. 403 00:23:52,780 --> 00:23:56,649 I also don't like pickles, sirens, anything wool... 404 00:23:56,650 --> 00:24:00,880 I was thinking more in the romantic area. 405 00:24:00,890 --> 00:24:05,819 And right now, we are not going to touch lips anymore. 406 00:24:05,820 --> 00:24:08,259 Because there's something else I want you to touch. 407 00:24:23,340 --> 00:24:25,109 So, what do you think? 408 00:24:34,570 --> 00:24:36,640 You don't have any lumps. 409 00:24:37,520 --> 00:24:39,250 Win-win. 410 00:24:50,100 --> 00:24:52,669 Lab and imaging tests rule out Crohn's, 411 00:24:52,670 --> 00:24:56,400 gastroenteritis, C-diff colitis, and even H pylori. 412 00:24:56,410 --> 00:24:57,969 Leaving bleeding ulcers. 413 00:24:57,970 --> 00:24:59,870 Caused by alcohol abuse. 414 00:25:01,650 --> 00:25:03,709 He needs to be on a proton pump inhibitor 415 00:25:03,710 --> 00:25:06,449 and octreotide to prevent any further blood loss. 416 00:25:14,190 --> 00:25:15,589 No. 417 00:25:15,590 --> 00:25:17,189 He loves you. 418 00:25:17,190 --> 00:25:19,329 That's why he hasn't been honest. 419 00:25:19,330 --> 00:25:22,629 Doesn't make it right, but it's that same love 420 00:25:22,630 --> 00:25:25,599 that kept you together through everything. 421 00:25:25,600 --> 00:25:27,699 And it'll get you through this, too. 422 00:25:36,080 --> 00:25:38,160 He's telling the truth. 423 00:25:38,850 --> 00:25:40,610 We'll run more tests. 424 00:25:41,880 --> 00:25:44,630 Your faith in your husband is impressive. 425 00:25:45,090 --> 00:25:46,419 But it may have just killed him. 426 00:27:30,160 --> 00:27:31,789 Ten blade, please. 427 00:27:58,150 --> 00:28:03,050 Located lower end of esophageal lesion. 428 00:28:03,060 --> 00:28:05,270 Linear cutting stapler. 429 00:28:05,960 --> 00:28:08,959 Resecting the esophagus from the stomach... 430 00:28:12,270 --> 00:28:16,169 I'm now at the upper end of the lesion. 431 00:28:16,170 --> 00:28:17,369 Hemoclips. 432 00:28:32,450 --> 00:28:33,919 Dr. Murphy? 433 00:28:33,920 --> 00:28:35,460 No. 434 00:28:36,390 --> 00:28:37,889 No... 435 00:28:37,890 --> 00:28:38,959 What's the matter? 436 00:28:38,960 --> 00:28:42,289 No, no, no... 437 00:28:42,290 --> 00:28:43,499 Shaun, what are you seeing? 438 00:28:43,500 --> 00:28:45,099 Can't... can't do this! 439 00:28:45,100 --> 00:28:46,360 What... what can't you do? 440 00:28:46,370 --> 00:28:47,900 - No! - Don't... No. 441 00:28:47,920 --> 00:28:51,130 No! No! No! No! 442 00:28:51,140 --> 00:28:53,099 - Dr. Murphy! - No!! 443 00:28:53,100 --> 00:28:54,569 Dr. Murphy!! 444 00:28:54,570 --> 00:28:55,669 Go, go! 445 00:28:55,670 --> 00:28:57,740 Page Dr. Lim. Keep her stable. 446 00:29:02,720 --> 00:29:06,700 No. No. No. 447 00:29:06,730 --> 00:29:08,750 Yur... 448 00:29:11,010 --> 00:29:12,410 No. 449 00:29:12,430 --> 00:29:13,840 No. 450 00:29:13,860 --> 00:29:15,240 No. 451 00:29:15,250 --> 00:29:17,630 - Yur... - What happened? 452 00:29:17,650 --> 00:29:19,820 - No, no, no. - He lost it, walked out mid-procedure. 453 00:29:19,840 --> 00:29:23,000 Yuri... Yu... 454 00:29:23,060 --> 00:29:25,389 - Yuri kucho saiken. - Shaun? 455 00:29:25,390 --> 00:29:28,529 Yur... Yuri... Yur... 456 00:29:28,530 --> 00:29:30,839 Okay, Park, take over the surgery. 457 00:29:30,840 --> 00:29:32,560 Y... No! 458 00:29:32,790 --> 00:29:34,549 Dr. Park. 459 00:29:34,550 --> 00:29:36,550 Y... 460 00:29:38,540 --> 00:29:40,879 - No. - He obviously can't. 461 00:29:40,880 --> 00:29:42,009 I don't think he lost it. 462 00:29:42,010 --> 00:29:43,179 He was in complete charge of that room. 463 00:29:43,180 --> 00:29:44,379 I don't think this is a meltdown. 464 00:29:44,380 --> 00:29:45,799 He said he can't do it. 465 00:29:45,800 --> 00:29:48,829 He said, "Can't do it." Maybe he meant we can't do it. 466 00:29:48,830 --> 00:29:50,130 I think he's seeing something... 467 00:29:50,140 --> 00:29:52,150 We have a patient open on the table. 468 00:29:52,320 --> 00:29:55,480 Shaun, you have to tell us what you're seeing. 469 00:29:55,490 --> 00:29:56,839 It's okay, Shaun. 470 00:29:59,680 --> 00:30:01,109 Breathe. 471 00:30:17,730 --> 00:30:20,729 That's it. Now slowly. 472 00:30:20,730 --> 00:30:22,899 What are you thinking? 473 00:30:25,600 --> 00:30:27,020 When... 474 00:30:29,240 --> 00:30:33,520 Okay. When I examined the upper portion... 475 00:30:35,160 --> 00:30:36,759 When I examined the upper portion, 476 00:30:36,760 --> 00:30:39,659 there was a much larger area 477 00:30:39,660 --> 00:30:42,529 of tumor-free esophagus than anticipated... 478 00:30:42,530 --> 00:30:45,199 That's correct, but not nearly enough to reach the stomach. 479 00:30:45,200 --> 00:30:49,410 But there is enough to accept a jejunum free flap, 480 00:30:49,460 --> 00:30:53,059 using a portion of the small intestine 481 00:30:53,060 --> 00:30:54,859 to replace the resected esophagus. 482 00:30:54,860 --> 00:30:56,329 We don't do jejunum free flaps. 483 00:30:56,330 --> 00:30:58,170 They do in Japan. 484 00:30:58,200 --> 00:30:59,929 They do in Japan. 485 00:30:59,930 --> 00:31:03,600 I've been studying their technique... 486 00:31:03,610 --> 00:31:06,770 Yuri kucho saiken. 487 00:31:06,780 --> 00:31:09,370 They have had great success. 488 00:31:09,860 --> 00:31:12,290 It would mean Beth wouldn't need a feeding tube. 489 00:31:12,300 --> 00:31:14,060 But... 490 00:31:14,070 --> 00:31:17,630 it is v-very complex. 491 00:31:18,310 --> 00:31:21,739 It's too complex for you to lead. 492 00:31:21,740 --> 00:31:24,030 So you'll lose your case. 493 00:31:24,910 --> 00:31:26,779 Yes... 494 00:31:29,510 --> 00:31:32,449 I haven't done a transposition graft like that before. 495 00:31:35,720 --> 00:31:37,149 Think you can walk us through it? 496 00:31:39,760 --> 00:31:41,259 Yes. 497 00:31:44,430 --> 00:31:46,190 I'll scrub in. 498 00:31:55,210 --> 00:31:58,609 Stomach is perfect. 499 00:31:58,610 --> 00:32:00,610 Check the duodenum. 500 00:32:00,980 --> 00:32:03,209 The only way Teal will accept the treatment 501 00:32:03,210 --> 00:32:05,679 is if we give her no room for denial. 502 00:32:05,680 --> 00:32:07,820 Did you really believe what you said? 503 00:32:07,870 --> 00:32:10,240 That their love is enough to get them through this? 504 00:32:12,140 --> 00:32:15,170 Such BS, the belief that love is enough. 505 00:32:15,180 --> 00:32:17,740 Even worse, it's corollary that a lack of love 506 00:32:17,780 --> 00:32:18,840 is the real problem. 507 00:32:18,850 --> 00:32:20,809 If only they had someone in their life 508 00:32:20,810 --> 00:32:22,710 who had enough faith in them, had enough love for them, 509 00:32:22,720 --> 00:32:23,749 they could've pulled through. 510 00:32:23,750 --> 00:32:26,519 It's wrong and it's mean. 511 00:32:29,720 --> 00:32:31,589 What's that? 512 00:32:31,590 --> 00:32:33,020 Flush the area. 513 00:32:37,000 --> 00:32:38,059 There's our bleed. 514 00:32:38,060 --> 00:32:40,280 But it's not coming from an ulcer... 515 00:32:41,200 --> 00:32:42,569 It's coming from a tumor. 516 00:32:42,570 --> 00:32:44,569 It's obstructing his digestive tract. 517 00:32:44,570 --> 00:32:46,339 I'm paging Melendez to the O.R. 518 00:32:50,180 --> 00:32:51,600 - Okay. - Actually, I'm... 519 00:32:51,630 --> 00:32:53,540 I'm gonna need an extra shot. 520 00:32:53,550 --> 00:32:55,479 Rough day? 521 00:32:55,480 --> 00:32:59,149 Had to help out in the E.R. with an eight-year-old boy 522 00:32:59,150 --> 00:33:01,249 who was accidentally shot by his sister. 523 00:33:01,250 --> 00:33:04,150 He'll survive, but with brain damage. 524 00:33:04,160 --> 00:33:05,889 That's horrible. 525 00:33:05,890 --> 00:33:07,320 Yes, it is. 526 00:33:09,130 --> 00:33:12,829 And quite coincidental. 527 00:33:12,830 --> 00:33:15,499 Like so many other coincidences. 528 00:33:15,500 --> 00:33:17,330 You know how many kids are shot every day in this country? 529 00:33:17,340 --> 00:33:18,569 19. 530 00:33:18,570 --> 00:33:20,700 You know you're three times more likely to be shot 531 00:33:20,710 --> 00:33:22,370 if you have access to guns than if you don't? 532 00:33:22,400 --> 00:33:24,909 Here's another fact... one in four women are victims 533 00:33:24,910 --> 00:33:28,410 of violence at the hands of their intimate partner. 534 00:33:29,380 --> 00:33:32,670 No, no, no. I'm not afraid of you. 535 00:33:33,350 --> 00:33:35,889 This isn't about you. 536 00:33:39,460 --> 00:33:41,720 Did something happen? 537 00:33:41,730 --> 00:33:43,829 'Cause if it did, I want to know about it. 538 00:33:48,300 --> 00:33:51,740 You figure something horrible must have happened to drive me 539 00:33:51,760 --> 00:33:54,469 to such an irrational, fear-driven choice? 540 00:33:58,340 --> 00:33:59,940 I'm sorry. Hi. 541 00:34:05,980 --> 00:34:07,849 The ends of the harvested jejunum have been matched 542 00:34:07,850 --> 00:34:10,119 for caliber size for the attachment sites. 543 00:34:10,120 --> 00:34:14,689 You should begin proximal attachment at the neck incision, 544 00:34:14,690 --> 00:34:17,190 using layer-to-layer technique on the esophagus 545 00:34:17,200 --> 00:34:21,060 and microvascular anastomosis of the vessels. 546 00:34:23,030 --> 00:34:24,169 You wanted to know when Dr. Semler 547 00:34:24,170 --> 00:34:25,670 was heading to O.R. #3. 548 00:34:27,910 --> 00:34:29,940 Dr. Park, scrub out and join Semler. 549 00:34:31,580 --> 00:34:34,209 I-if it's all right, I'd rather stay here. 550 00:34:34,210 --> 00:34:36,009 You're needed where you're needed. 551 00:34:49,760 --> 00:34:52,460 Tumor is free. 552 00:34:53,900 --> 00:34:55,629 Bag it, tag it, and get it to Path. 553 00:34:59,300 --> 00:35:00,800 Do you smell that? 554 00:35:04,580 --> 00:35:07,209 Smells like a distillery. 555 00:35:07,210 --> 00:35:08,640 But we know he couldn't have touched a drop 556 00:35:08,650 --> 00:35:10,220 for at least 24 hours. 557 00:35:18,860 --> 00:35:20,590 Final stitch is yours. 558 00:35:23,490 --> 00:35:27,400 It's completely symbolic, but symbols can be powerful. 559 00:35:53,360 --> 00:35:55,189 Easy-peasy. 560 00:35:59,630 --> 00:36:02,360 You had something called Auto-Brewery Syndrome. 561 00:36:02,370 --> 00:36:05,230 The tumor we found was blocking your intestinal tract. 562 00:36:05,240 --> 00:36:06,830 So carbs weren't being digested, 563 00:36:06,840 --> 00:36:08,939 they were being trapped and fermented. 564 00:36:08,940 --> 00:36:12,409 Your stomach was actually creating its own alcohol. 565 00:36:12,410 --> 00:36:15,039 You were drunk, but not from drinking. 566 00:36:15,040 --> 00:36:17,649 With the removal of the tumor... which was benign... 567 00:36:17,650 --> 00:36:18,679 you're all good. 568 00:36:18,680 --> 00:36:21,079 And the arrhythmia's gone, too. 569 00:36:21,080 --> 00:36:22,719 I never doubted you. 570 00:36:25,720 --> 00:36:28,659 Her faith in you saved your life. 571 00:36:31,730 --> 00:36:33,290 Thank you. 572 00:36:39,700 --> 00:36:41,539 I was so pissed when Lim kicked me out... 573 00:36:41,540 --> 00:36:44,900 until I found Semler had an appendectomy waiting for me. 574 00:36:44,910 --> 00:36:47,239 Got my first lead after all. 575 00:36:47,240 --> 00:36:52,160 I'm happy for you. Really. 576 00:36:52,170 --> 00:36:53,750 I'm happy for me, too. 577 00:36:56,390 --> 00:36:58,189 You earned it. 578 00:36:58,190 --> 00:37:00,220 And you'll get your chance again soon, Shaun. 579 00:37:05,290 --> 00:37:08,029 So that's it? All's well that ends well? 580 00:37:08,030 --> 00:37:09,959 Your surgeon walked out on his case. 581 00:37:09,960 --> 00:37:12,830 That's your takeaway? That he failed? 582 00:37:12,880 --> 00:37:14,080 A chef can eat. 583 00:37:14,090 --> 00:37:16,689 Well, as a diagnostician, 584 00:37:16,690 --> 00:37:19,819 he did something wonderful, but as a surgeon? 585 00:37:19,820 --> 00:37:22,230 Yes, he failed. 586 00:37:24,060 --> 00:37:26,299 We don't work alone, Marcus. 587 00:37:26,300 --> 00:37:28,630 Every time we have a good outcome, 588 00:37:28,640 --> 00:37:31,430 it's because everyone in the room did something right. 589 00:37:31,440 --> 00:37:34,600 Shaun came up with the idea, Park got it out of him, 590 00:37:34,610 --> 00:37:38,170 I approved the surgery, and you? 591 00:37:38,330 --> 00:37:40,259 The only reason Shaun is working here 592 00:37:40,260 --> 00:37:42,770 is because you believed in him. 593 00:37:43,700 --> 00:37:45,199 Yay, team. 594 00:37:49,590 --> 00:37:52,519 Are you still having a gun fight? 595 00:37:52,520 --> 00:37:54,019 Oh, yeah. 596 00:37:54,020 --> 00:37:57,490 Second day of my marriage and we are at an impasse. 597 00:37:57,500 --> 00:38:00,429 Tried the logical approach, I tried the emotional approach, 598 00:38:00,430 --> 00:38:02,599 no compromise. 599 00:38:02,600 --> 00:38:06,360 Only thing left is the nuclear option, which really sucks. 600 00:38:08,670 --> 00:38:11,740 The thought of having a gun in my house makes me sick... 601 00:38:15,510 --> 00:38:18,650 Has Debbie let you touch her breast? 602 00:38:22,090 --> 00:38:23,500 What? 603 00:38:24,820 --> 00:38:29,040 Has Debbie let you touch her breast? 604 00:38:30,260 --> 00:38:31,590 Yeah. 605 00:38:34,230 --> 00:38:38,530 Then you shouldn't worry about anything else. 606 00:38:53,280 --> 00:38:55,480 I was wrong... 607 00:38:55,490 --> 00:38:57,819 this time. 608 00:38:57,820 --> 00:39:03,320 But 99.9% of cases, I would be right. 609 00:39:03,330 --> 00:39:06,029 If... if someone acts like an addict, lies like an addict, 610 00:39:06,030 --> 00:39:08,929 smells like an addict, then they are an addict. 611 00:39:08,930 --> 00:39:11,199 And just because we stumbled across 612 00:39:11,200 --> 00:39:14,299 the one ridiculously fluky exception, 613 00:39:14,300 --> 00:39:17,139 that isn't going to change my attitude moving forward. 614 00:39:21,480 --> 00:39:23,240 I respect you, Claire. 615 00:39:23,250 --> 00:39:26,009 Might even go as far as to say I like you. 616 00:39:26,010 --> 00:39:28,279 And I know you're angry right now. 617 00:39:28,280 --> 00:39:30,219 At your mother. 618 00:39:30,220 --> 00:39:32,319 The world. 619 00:39:32,320 --> 00:39:33,840 Yourself. 620 00:39:35,060 --> 00:39:36,959 Eventually, that'll go away. 621 00:39:36,960 --> 00:39:39,089 Or... at least some of it will. 622 00:39:39,090 --> 00:39:42,329 But until then, giving up on that 0.1% 623 00:39:42,330 --> 00:39:45,199 means giving up on something else. 624 00:39:45,200 --> 00:39:47,069 Hope. 625 00:39:50,370 --> 00:39:52,130 Hope... 626 00:39:53,440 --> 00:39:55,159 killed my mother. 627 00:40:58,270 --> 00:40:59,939 We need to talk. 628 00:40:59,940 --> 00:41:03,710 About the 800-pound gun in the room. 629 00:41:25,570 --> 00:41:28,769 I'm working on my compromise skills. 630 00:41:28,770 --> 00:41:30,339 Okay. 631 00:42:01,870 --> 00:42:04,369 Looks like your first lead surgery went well. 632 00:42:04,370 --> 00:42:08,069 I didn't have a first lead surgery. 633 00:42:08,070 --> 00:42:10,270 Yes. It went very well. 634 00:42:13,910 --> 00:42:16,679 Can I check your other breast?