1 00:00:10,714 --> 00:00:13,116 I was once happy, content, 2 00:00:13,117 --> 00:00:16,252 sloshing around in my own private, primordial pool. 3 00:00:16,253 --> 00:00:18,950 Then one day, for reasons beyond my control, 4 00:00:18,951 --> 00:00:20,609 I was repeatedly crushed... 5 00:00:21,551 --> 00:00:25,645 over and over by the cruel cervix of my mother, Leslie. 6 00:00:26,865 --> 00:00:29,765 I put up a good fight, but I lost, 7 00:00:29,766 --> 00:00:32,480 for the first time, but not the last. 8 00:00:36,973 --> 00:00:40,392 I was born three days after 9/11. 9 00:00:40,393 --> 00:00:43,404 I can hear you... I can hear you, 10 00:00:43,405 --> 00:00:45,414 the rest of the world hears you, 11 00:00:45,415 --> 00:00:48,243 and the people who knocked these buildings down 12 00:00:48,244 --> 00:00:49,844 will hear all of us soon. 13 00:00:49,845 --> 00:00:52,588 USA! USA! 14 00:00:52,589 --> 00:00:54,490 USA! USA! 15 00:00:58,142 --> 00:01:01,050 My mother and father spent two days in the hospital, 16 00:01:01,051 --> 00:01:03,690 holding me under the soft glow of the television, 17 00:01:03,691 --> 00:01:06,659 watching those towers fall over and over again, 18 00:01:06,660 --> 00:01:09,283 until the feelings of grief gave way to numbness. 19 00:01:09,925 --> 00:01:11,725 And then, without warning, 20 00:01:11,726 --> 00:01:14,327 a middle-class childhood in an American suburb. 21 00:01:14,328 --> 00:01:17,497 Thirteen... fourteen... 22 00:01:17,498 --> 00:01:20,542 fifteen... sixteen... 23 00:01:20,543 --> 00:01:22,294 - What are you looking at, Rue? - Seventeen... 24 00:01:22,295 --> 00:01:23,668 Rue, look at me. 25 00:01:25,549 --> 00:01:30,683 - One, two, three... - What are you doing, Rue? 26 00:01:37,124 --> 00:01:40,167 I'd say she's suffering from obsessive compulsive disorder... 27 00:01:40,168 --> 00:01:41,520 It's not like I was physically abused... 28 00:01:41,521 --> 00:01:42,753 ...attention deficit disorder... 29 00:01:42,754 --> 00:01:44,040 ...or had a shortage of clean water... 30 00:01:44,041 --> 00:01:45,056 ...general anxiety disorder... 31 00:01:45,057 --> 00:01:46,724 ...or was molested by a family member. 32 00:01:46,725 --> 00:01:48,521 ...and possibly bipolar disorder. 33 00:01:48,522 --> 00:01:50,744 But she's a little young to tell. 34 00:01:50,745 --> 00:01:52,825 So, explain this shit to me. 35 00:01:52,826 --> 00:01:55,076 Honey, it's just the way your brain was hardwired. 36 00:01:55,077 --> 00:01:57,246 Plenty of great, intelligent, 37 00:01:57,247 --> 00:01:59,330 funny, interesting, and creative people 38 00:01:59,331 --> 00:02:01,666 have struggled with the same things you struggle with. 39 00:02:01,667 --> 00:02:03,876 Like who? 40 00:02:03,877 --> 00:02:05,962 Uh... 41 00:02:05,963 --> 00:02:07,533 Vincent Van Gogh. 42 00:02:10,010 --> 00:02:11,193 Sylvia Plath. 43 00:02:11,194 --> 00:02:14,496 And your favorite: Britney Spears. 44 00:02:14,497 --> 00:02:16,848 - She's bald! - Oh, my God! 45 00:02:16,849 --> 00:02:19,150 She is completely bald! 46 00:02:20,607 --> 00:02:21,796 I don't remember much 47 00:02:21,797 --> 00:02:23,940 between the ages of eight and 12. 48 00:02:24,763 --> 00:02:27,842 Just that the world moved fast and my brain moved slow. 49 00:02:27,843 --> 00:02:31,145 Okay, does anybody have any idea of what a preposition might be? 50 00:02:33,978 --> 00:02:35,445 And every now and then, if I focused 51 00:02:35,446 --> 00:02:37,636 too closely on the way I breathed... 52 00:02:41,063 --> 00:02:43,226 ...I'd die. 53 00:02:48,463 --> 00:02:50,106 Slow down, just breathe. 54 00:02:50,107 --> 00:02:52,177 Until every second of every day, 55 00:02:52,178 --> 00:02:55,055 you find yourself trying to outrun your anxiety. 56 00:03:00,443 --> 00:03:01,812 What's wrong, Rue? 57 00:03:02,411 --> 00:03:03,621 And quite frankly... 58 00:03:04,313 --> 00:03:06,964 I'm just fucking exhausted. 59 00:03:06,965 --> 00:03:08,432 You said the doctor was in our network. 60 00:03:08,433 --> 00:03:10,767 How could he suddenly be out of network? 61 00:03:10,768 --> 00:03:13,303 I can't afford it. 62 00:03:13,304 --> 00:03:15,472 Did you see that video of the beauty queen 63 00:03:15,473 --> 00:03:17,241 who got acid thrown on her face? 64 00:03:17,242 --> 00:03:20,177 - Mm, uh, what? No. - It's pretty fucked up. 65 00:03:20,178 --> 00:03:23,375 - Hey, Mom, you got any tampons? - In my bathroom, under the sink. 66 00:03:24,318 --> 00:03:26,382 And at some point, you make a choice 67 00:03:26,383 --> 00:03:29,119 about who you are and what you want. 68 00:03:34,120 --> 00:03:35,985 Oh, my... 69 00:03:35,986 --> 00:03:39,062 ♪ I'm living for the thrill... formula ♪ 70 00:03:41,664 --> 00:03:45,367 - ♪ On a Monday ♪ - ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh ♪ 71 00:03:45,368 --> 00:03:48,392 - ♪ Where's the propane? - ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh ♪ 72 00:03:48,393 --> 00:03:50,029 ♪ Tell 'em ♪ 73 00:03:50,552 --> 00:03:52,375 All right, Gia, let's roll. 74 00:03:52,376 --> 00:03:54,743 Why is the co-payment $300? 75 00:03:54,744 --> 00:03:57,103 Rue, did you eat breakfast? 76 00:03:57,104 --> 00:03:59,982 - ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh ♪ - ♪ Tell 'em ♪ 77 00:03:59,983 --> 00:04:02,552 What's with the sunglasses? 78 00:04:02,553 --> 00:04:06,943 What sunglasses? 79 00:04:06,944 --> 00:04:11,021 ♪ I'm livin' for the thrill for your love... ♪ 80 00:04:16,135 --> 00:04:20,571 I just showed up one day, without a map or a compass... 81 00:04:20,572 --> 00:04:22,516 Attention, students, we need to lockdown. 82 00:04:22,517 --> 00:04:24,359 ...or to be honest, anyone capable 83 00:04:24,360 --> 00:04:26,730 of giving on iota of good fucking advice. 84 00:04:26,731 --> 00:04:30,951 ♪ I'm livin' for the thrill formula... ♪ 85 00:04:30,952 --> 00:04:34,279 And I know it all may seem sad, but guess what? 86 00:04:35,060 --> 00:04:38,892 I didn't build this system, nor did I fuck it up. 87 00:04:39,297 --> 00:04:40,830 ♪ Chill ♪ 88 00:04:43,486 --> 00:04:45,753 ♪ They been waiting for me ♪ 89 00:04:47,814 --> 00:04:50,348 ♪ What the fuk, what the fuk ♪ 90 00:04:52,869 --> 00:04:57,151 ♪ Feel the morning on my face ♪ 91 00:04:57,948 --> 00:05:01,800 ♪ Ain't a pill that I didn't take ♪ 92 00:05:04,145 --> 00:05:06,211 And then it happens. 93 00:05:06,668 --> 00:05:09,219 That moment when your breath starts to slow. 94 00:05:09,815 --> 00:05:14,384 ♪ 'Cause Ima sleep when I RIP... Ba-da-ba-da-ba ♪ 95 00:05:15,768 --> 00:05:17,571 And every time you breathe, 96 00:05:17,572 --> 00:05:19,472 you breathe out all the oxygen you have. 97 00:05:22,807 --> 00:05:24,646 And everything stops: 98 00:05:25,613 --> 00:05:28,166 your heart, your lungs, 99 00:05:29,025 --> 00:05:30,777 then finally, your brain. 100 00:05:33,547 --> 00:05:37,401 And everything you feel, and wish, and want to forget, 101 00:05:37,402 --> 00:05:38,841 it all just sinks. 102 00:05:42,658 --> 00:05:44,541 And then suddenly... 103 00:05:51,048 --> 00:05:54,950 ...you give it air again, give it life again. 104 00:05:59,823 --> 00:06:01,904 I remember the first time it happened to me, 105 00:06:01,905 --> 00:06:04,451 I got so scared I wanted to call 911. 106 00:06:04,452 --> 00:06:08,290 Go to the hospital and be kept alive by machines and apple juice. 107 00:06:10,882 --> 00:06:12,983 But I didn't want to look like an idiot, 108 00:06:13,403 --> 00:06:15,354 and I didn't want to fuck up everyone's night. 109 00:06:18,233 --> 00:06:21,344 And then over time, it's all I wanted... 110 00:06:22,037 --> 00:06:24,563 Those two seconds of nothingness. 111 00:06:27,067 --> 00:06:30,768 ♪ I'll find somebody, wait and see ♪ 112 00:06:32,172 --> 00:06:35,307 ♪ Who am I kidding, only me ♪ 113 00:06:37,190 --> 00:06:40,806 ♪ 'Cause no one else could take your place ♪ 114 00:06:42,262 --> 00:06:46,478 ♪ Guess that I am just a hopeless case ♪ 115 00:06:46,479 --> 00:06:58,324 Sync and corrections by btsix www.addic7ed.com 116 00:07:14,314 --> 00:07:18,132 I spent a good portion of the summer before junior year 117 00:07:18,133 --> 00:07:19,584 in rehab. 118 00:07:20,153 --> 00:07:25,661 God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, 119 00:07:25,662 --> 00:07:28,921 the courage to change the things I can, 120 00:07:28,922 --> 00:07:31,078 and the wisdom to know the difference. 121 00:07:46,011 --> 00:07:47,728 Rue! 122 00:07:47,729 --> 00:07:50,742 - Come here! - Hey. 123 00:07:50,743 --> 00:07:52,899 - How are you? - Good. 124 00:07:52,900 --> 00:07:55,521 - I missed you. - I missed you, too. 125 00:07:55,522 --> 00:07:57,883 - Look at you. Are you growing? - No. 126 00:07:59,058 --> 00:08:00,140 Hey! 127 00:08:09,214 --> 00:08:11,057 I'm very happy for you, Rue. 128 00:08:13,637 --> 00:08:16,151 You're about to start a brand-new chapter. 129 00:08:39,776 --> 00:08:42,978 It was the end of summer, the week before school started. 130 00:08:46,514 --> 00:08:48,615 I had no intention of staying clean. 131 00:08:48,616 --> 00:08:50,907 And Jules had just moved to town. 132 00:09:01,853 --> 00:09:05,418 There's some new girl in town that I think you gonna be friends with. 133 00:09:05,419 --> 00:09:08,239 - Who? - Shit, I don't know. 134 00:09:08,240 --> 00:09:12,231 She came in yesterday lookin' all Sailor Moon and shit. 135 00:09:12,232 --> 00:09:14,140 I'm thinking to myself, like, 136 00:09:14,141 --> 00:09:16,778 look like somebody Rue would get along with. 137 00:09:17,437 --> 00:09:20,105 Which was sort of like a dead-on observation for Fezco, 138 00:09:20,106 --> 00:09:23,301 who's not normally revolving in the same direction as planet Earth. 139 00:09:25,772 --> 00:09:27,855 So, how long you been back? 140 00:09:27,856 --> 00:09:29,656 - Five days. - And like, 141 00:09:29,657 --> 00:09:31,631 - how you feelin'? - I mean, 142 00:09:31,632 --> 00:09:34,661 ever since I gave my life over to my lord and savior Jesus Christ, 143 00:09:34,662 --> 00:09:36,262 things have been, like, really good. 144 00:09:36,263 --> 00:09:39,215 - Word? That's what's up. - Yeah. 145 00:09:39,216 --> 00:09:41,209 I'm fucking with you, Fez. 146 00:09:41,210 --> 00:09:42,635 - It was a joke. - Shit. 147 00:09:42,636 --> 00:09:45,571 Hey, I don't judge. 148 00:09:45,572 --> 00:09:47,507 Uh, but low-key, is Ashtray in the back? 149 00:09:47,508 --> 00:09:49,008 Are you serious? 150 00:09:49,009 --> 00:09:51,277 What, you think 'cause I went to rehab, I stayed clean? 151 00:09:51,278 --> 00:09:53,397 I mean, ain't that the point? 152 00:09:54,199 --> 00:09:56,482 Yeah, well, the world's coming to an end, 153 00:09:56,483 --> 00:09:59,403 and I haven't even graduated high school yet. 154 00:10:04,613 --> 00:10:06,735 ♪ Fuck this shit y'all seeing on TV ♪ 155 00:10:06,736 --> 00:10:09,311 ♪ Listen up, pay the fuck attention, yeah ♪ 156 00:10:09,312 --> 00:10:10,890 I thought your ass was dead. 157 00:10:10,891 --> 00:10:13,532 I thought you had Asperger's till I realized you're just a prick. 158 00:10:13,533 --> 00:10:15,918 This is a fickle industry. Y'all come and go. 159 00:10:15,919 --> 00:10:19,156 I'm just trying to stack my cash, pay off our mortgage. 160 00:10:19,157 --> 00:10:20,975 So what the fuck you want? 161 00:10:21,692 --> 00:10:23,501 ♪ Pull up on the block and I'm lit ♪ 162 00:10:23,502 --> 00:10:25,546 ♪ Got em' looking real sick, throw it up... ♪ 163 00:10:25,547 --> 00:10:27,311 You sure you don't want to try nothin' new? 164 00:10:27,312 --> 00:10:31,226 - Like what? - 2C-T-2, 2C-T-7, 165 00:10:31,227 --> 00:10:33,068 and 5-MeO-DIPT. 166 00:10:33,069 --> 00:10:35,487 I'm sorry, I have zero fucking idea what you just said. 167 00:10:35,488 --> 00:10:36,955 It doesn't matter. 168 00:10:36,956 --> 00:10:39,858 But this shit is fucking lit. 169 00:10:39,859 --> 00:10:41,259 What is it? 170 00:10:41,260 --> 00:10:44,128 N-diisopropyl-5-methoxytryptamine. 171 00:10:44,129 --> 00:10:46,342 It's a fast-acting psychedelic. 172 00:10:47,385 --> 00:10:49,818 Got some similarities to LSD, 173 00:10:49,819 --> 00:10:52,031 but with, like, key differences. 174 00:10:53,016 --> 00:10:54,649 Not as visual and shit, 175 00:10:54,650 --> 00:10:57,892 but definitely a sense distorter. 176 00:11:01,865 --> 00:11:04,648 What's wrong? 177 00:11:04,649 --> 00:11:08,252 I'm just so happy. 178 00:11:08,253 --> 00:11:10,455 I don't know. The shit's been blowing up in Tampa, 179 00:11:10,456 --> 00:11:12,540 and mad people like to fuck on it. 180 00:11:13,243 --> 00:11:14,762 Okay. Yeah. 181 00:11:15,428 --> 00:11:16,894 That'll be 120. 182 00:11:16,895 --> 00:11:19,530 - Uh, Fez said he'd spot me. - Fezco don't spot nobody. 183 00:11:19,531 --> 00:11:21,098 Yeah, well, it's a post-rehab discount, 184 00:11:21,099 --> 00:11:22,399 - so you should ask him. - I will go ask him, 185 00:11:22,400 --> 00:11:23,985 'cause I know you're full of shit. 186 00:11:26,589 --> 00:11:31,274 ♪ There's a brighter tomorrow ♪ 187 00:11:31,275 --> 00:11:33,494 ♪ Just around the bend... ♪ 188 00:11:35,705 --> 00:11:37,759 In truth, I didn't have much of an issue 189 00:11:37,760 --> 00:11:40,245 with Nate until all the bullshit with Jules. 190 00:11:40,246 --> 00:11:43,815 I mean, I never liked him, and once, during freshman formal, 191 00:11:43,816 --> 00:11:47,163 he tried to finger me on the dance floor without my permission. 192 00:11:47,164 --> 00:11:50,137 But like... it's America. 193 00:11:50,860 --> 00:11:53,113 And if they were throwing an end-of-summer party... 194 00:11:53,114 --> 00:11:55,303 Yo, I'd do it for Rue! 195 00:11:56,613 --> 00:11:58,131 ...of course I'd fucking go. 196 00:11:58,132 --> 00:12:01,154 Yo. The whole world's gonna be talking about 197 00:12:01,155 --> 00:12:04,442 how McKay threw the grimiest fucking banger of the summer. 198 00:12:04,443 --> 00:12:06,842 I don't know, bro. You know my mom is real OCD. 199 00:12:06,843 --> 00:12:09,182 She notices the smallest shit: a little scratch on the wall, 200 00:12:09,183 --> 00:12:10,338 the dishes are out of order. 201 00:12:10,339 --> 00:12:11,923 Fine. We'll just take a picture of everything, 202 00:12:11,924 --> 00:12:13,738 and we'll put it back the way we found it. 203 00:12:13,739 --> 00:12:16,019 What the fuck is this, Mission Impossible? 204 00:12:16,020 --> 00:12:18,087 Would you stop worrying about your mom, 205 00:12:18,088 --> 00:12:19,922 and start worrying about all the fucking pussy 206 00:12:19,923 --> 00:12:21,490 that we're gonna smash tonight, bro. 207 00:12:21,491 --> 00:12:24,826 No, no, no, no, no. Wait. Isn't Maddy coming tonight? 208 00:12:24,827 --> 00:12:26,628 I don't know. 209 00:12:26,629 --> 00:12:28,997 I don't give a fuck. She broke up with me. Fuck her. 210 00:12:28,998 --> 00:12:31,366 See, no, bro. 'Cause she's crazy. 211 00:12:31,367 --> 00:12:34,269 I don't want her to come and try to burn my house down. 212 00:12:34,270 --> 00:12:35,737 - Burn your... - Yeah. 213 00:12:35,738 --> 00:12:37,839 Shut the fuck up. 214 00:12:37,840 --> 00:12:41,209 Yo. This is exactly what I'm talking about. 215 00:12:41,210 --> 00:12:43,298 Right here. I'm gonna tell you something... 216 00:12:43,299 --> 00:12:45,537 - Nate, don't do anything stupid. Come on. - Yeah, yeah. 217 00:12:46,601 --> 00:12:48,534 Hey, yo, what up, B? 218 00:12:49,070 --> 00:12:51,086 Yo, how 'bout you come and ride on this dick? 219 00:12:51,087 --> 00:12:54,040 No, Nate, chill, bro! Come on man. 220 00:12:55,276 --> 00:12:57,293 What the fuck, bro. 221 00:12:57,680 --> 00:12:59,331 Whoops. 222 00:13:07,494 --> 00:13:09,585 Jules moved from the city to the suburbs 223 00:13:09,586 --> 00:13:11,663 after her mom and dad got divorced. 224 00:13:15,229 --> 00:13:17,348 She doesn't really like to talk about it, 225 00:13:17,349 --> 00:13:19,386 but dads almost never get full custody, 226 00:13:19,387 --> 00:13:21,623 so you know some shit definitely went down. 227 00:13:24,334 --> 00:13:27,061 She went to, like, three weeks of summer school with Kat, 228 00:13:27,462 --> 00:13:29,756 who failed Intro to Visual Arts. 229 00:13:30,815 --> 00:13:33,294 _ 230 00:13:37,417 --> 00:13:39,115 _ 231 00:13:39,657 --> 00:13:41,688 _ 232 00:13:41,689 --> 00:13:43,374 _ 233 00:13:53,504 --> 00:13:55,504 _ 234 00:13:59,135 --> 00:14:01,135 _ 235 00:14:13,191 --> 00:14:17,236 _ 236 00:14:25,698 --> 00:14:29,123 _ 237 00:14:35,642 --> 00:14:38,892 - Do you think my areolas look weird? - No. 238 00:14:38,893 --> 00:14:40,535 But, like, the edges, though. 239 00:14:40,536 --> 00:14:42,022 _ 240 00:14:42,023 --> 00:14:43,063 Maddy, they're fine. 241 00:14:43,064 --> 00:14:44,531 Fine like they're kind of weird, or fine like 242 00:14:44,532 --> 00:14:46,833 nobody but me would ever notice what I notice? 243 00:14:46,834 --> 00:14:49,034 Fine like shut the fuck up, Maddy. 244 00:14:49,035 --> 00:14:51,954 I'm disgusting. I literally look disgusting. 245 00:14:51,955 --> 00:14:54,924 Maddy, you just snap the fuck out of this. You're hot as fuck. 246 00:14:54,925 --> 00:14:57,843 - Nate's a loser. Who cares? - He's not a loser. He's a dick. 247 00:14:57,844 --> 00:14:59,812 All dicks are losers. Duh. 248 00:14:59,813 --> 00:15:02,948 Look, bottom line: y'all need to walk into this party 249 00:15:02,949 --> 00:15:05,017 like your pussy costs a million dollars. 250 00:15:05,018 --> 00:15:07,253 For real, I'd settle for like fifty grand. 251 00:15:07,254 --> 00:15:08,821 Fifty grand is a million dollars. 252 00:15:08,822 --> 00:15:11,090 I'd settle for, like, four Corona Lights 253 00:15:11,091 --> 00:15:12,592 and some non-rapey affection. 254 00:15:12,593 --> 00:15:14,193 - That's kind of depressing. - Nate's just, 255 00:15:14,194 --> 00:15:16,362 like, totally ruined my confidence. 256 00:15:16,363 --> 00:15:18,431 You know when somebody just constantly criticizes, 257 00:15:18,432 --> 00:15:20,132 like, everything about you? 258 00:15:20,133 --> 00:15:21,721 Yep. That's, like, every guy. 259 00:15:21,722 --> 00:15:23,969 You just need to catch a dick and forget about your troubles. 260 00:15:23,970 --> 00:15:25,604 Girl, you just need to catch a dick. 261 00:15:25,605 --> 00:15:27,806 Seriously, Maddy, the best thing to do after a breakup 262 00:15:27,807 --> 00:15:29,929 is to fuck someone new, and then move on. 263 00:15:29,930 --> 00:15:32,244 Please, Kat, remind me again how many guys you've fucked? 264 00:15:32,245 --> 00:15:35,464 And, um, oh, yeah, cat-fishing, that don't count. 265 00:15:35,867 --> 00:15:38,298 Can you not be a cunt for like, 15 seconds? 266 00:15:39,302 --> 00:15:41,125 - What are we doing for dinner? - Dad, stop being a pervert! 267 00:15:41,126 --> 00:15:43,722 We're literally, like, all naked! 268 00:15:53,551 --> 00:15:55,484 Fuck. 269 00:15:56,787 --> 00:15:58,420 Okay. 270 00:16:01,292 --> 00:16:03,141 - Where were you? - I went to eat. 271 00:16:03,142 --> 00:16:05,543 - What do you mean, you went to eat? - What? 272 00:16:05,544 --> 00:16:08,146 What? Don't walk away from me. 273 00:16:08,147 --> 00:16:09,981 You know what, Rue? I don't trust you. 274 00:16:09,982 --> 00:16:11,583 I don't know what you want me to say. 275 00:16:11,584 --> 00:16:13,269 I want you to tell me where you were. 276 00:16:13,270 --> 00:16:15,654 - I just said I went to fucking eat! - Don't you talk to me like that! 277 00:16:15,655 --> 00:16:17,547 You know what? I'm gonna drug test you. 278 00:16:17,548 --> 00:16:19,683 - Don't be slamming no doors around here. - It was an accident. 279 00:16:19,684 --> 00:16:22,694 I don't care. You're not leaving this house until you take a drug test. 280 00:16:22,695 --> 00:16:24,696 I just peed! 281 00:16:24,697 --> 00:16:26,240 Slam another door. 282 00:16:27,918 --> 00:16:30,019 That girl's gonna be the death of me. 283 00:16:36,841 --> 00:16:38,510 Shit. 284 00:16:38,511 --> 00:16:41,210 Now, there's a few ways to beat a drug test. 285 00:16:41,211 --> 00:16:43,840 The first is simple. Stop doing drugs. 286 00:16:43,841 --> 00:16:46,363 But if you're in a bind and totally fucked, 287 00:16:46,364 --> 00:16:48,803 option one: niacin. 288 00:16:48,804 --> 00:16:50,806 It's a B vitamin that, like, 289 00:16:50,807 --> 00:16:53,098 breaks down fat and chemicals or whatever, 290 00:16:53,099 --> 00:16:56,227 and if you take a lot of it, like 2,000 milligrams, 291 00:16:56,228 --> 00:16:57,820 then chug a few gallons of water, 292 00:16:57,821 --> 00:17:00,090 you can flush your system in two to three days. 293 00:17:00,091 --> 00:17:02,776 The only problem is, it has a few side effects. 294 00:17:02,777 --> 00:17:05,095 Skin flushing, extreme dizziness, vomiting, 295 00:17:05,096 --> 00:17:07,475 rapid heartbeat, and sometimes death. 296 00:17:08,445 --> 00:17:11,702 I don't recommend it. Nor does any legit drug site on the Internet. 297 00:17:12,097 --> 00:17:14,731 Option 2: synthetic urine. 298 00:17:15,820 --> 00:17:17,903 Yeah, fucking right. 299 00:17:18,251 --> 00:17:22,135 Option 3: get a non-drug addict friend to piss for you. 300 00:17:24,440 --> 00:17:26,765 The only problem is... 301 00:17:26,766 --> 00:17:29,336 ...most over-the-counter home drug testing kits 302 00:17:29,337 --> 00:17:30,972 come with a heat-sensor strip 303 00:17:30,973 --> 00:17:32,902 that detects the temperature of your urine. 304 00:17:32,903 --> 00:17:35,319 And if your parents watch you pee, 305 00:17:35,320 --> 00:17:37,253 you can't really do the sink trick. 306 00:17:38,986 --> 00:17:42,621 So you gotta get it fresh. 307 00:17:44,057 --> 00:17:45,607 Hey, Rue. 308 00:17:45,608 --> 00:17:48,577 - Hey, I, um... I need a favor. - What? 309 00:17:48,578 --> 00:17:52,727 - I... like for real, Lexi. - What? 310 00:17:54,144 --> 00:17:58,399 - Side effects of this option? - Are you serious? 311 00:17:59,181 --> 00:18:00,799 Please. 312 00:18:03,043 --> 00:18:04,943 Thanks. 313 00:18:06,848 --> 00:18:09,498 Hey, Rue. 314 00:18:09,499 --> 00:18:11,727 How was rehab? 315 00:18:12,333 --> 00:18:13,848 Shit. 316 00:18:15,990 --> 00:18:19,510 - It was good. It was really, really good. - Well, that's good. 317 00:18:20,310 --> 00:18:23,511 - How long have you been back? - Five days. 318 00:18:23,512 --> 00:18:25,063 Oh. 319 00:18:26,338 --> 00:18:28,583 - New chapter. - Mom. 320 00:18:28,584 --> 00:18:30,046 Hmm? 321 00:18:31,098 --> 00:18:33,683 Lexi and I have known each other since pre-school. 322 00:18:34,191 --> 00:18:37,193 And like, in some ways she's my best friend, 323 00:18:37,194 --> 00:18:39,272 even though I think we've grown apart. 324 00:18:39,273 --> 00:18:41,442 We don't really have much in common anymore. 325 00:18:44,384 --> 00:18:46,600 Did you m... meet any cute guys there? 326 00:18:46,601 --> 00:18:49,503 - Here's that eyeliner. - Thanks. 327 00:18:49,504 --> 00:18:51,055 Huh. 328 00:18:59,694 --> 00:19:01,604 Mom, I have to pee! 329 00:19:03,011 --> 00:19:04,517 I wish we could do this in a way 330 00:19:04,518 --> 00:19:07,220 that wasn't a complete invasion of my privacy. 331 00:19:07,221 --> 00:19:10,123 Well, you lost your right to privacy after your overdose. 332 00:19:10,124 --> 00:19:12,873 - That was a mistake. - Don't be flip, Rue. 333 00:19:14,579 --> 00:19:16,662 Could you... 334 00:19:16,663 --> 00:19:18,048 Thank you. 335 00:19:23,255 --> 00:19:26,539 You don't understand. This was the most frightening moment 336 00:19:26,540 --> 00:19:28,741 a mother could witness. And Gia... 337 00:19:28,742 --> 00:19:32,812 - Gia, who absolutely idolizes you... - I know, Mom. 338 00:19:32,813 --> 00:19:36,748 To have her find you unconscious... 339 00:19:38,451 --> 00:19:41,171 Can we just... Can we not do this right now, Mom? 340 00:19:41,824 --> 00:19:43,922 Rue? 341 00:19:45,891 --> 00:19:47,259 Rue? 342 00:19:49,829 --> 00:19:52,481 Rue. 343 00:20:02,559 --> 00:20:05,113 I know a lot of you probably hate me right now, 344 00:20:05,114 --> 00:20:06,627 and I get it. 345 00:20:07,897 --> 00:20:11,839 If I could be a different person, I promise you, I would. 346 00:20:13,640 --> 00:20:17,263 Not because I want it, but because they do. 347 00:20:17,816 --> 00:20:20,001 And therein lies the catch. 348 00:20:23,105 --> 00:20:27,641 I'm sorry... for slamming the door earlier. 349 00:20:31,521 --> 00:20:35,023 It's okay. I forgive you. Come here. 350 00:20:43,399 --> 00:20:45,441 - Hey, Mom? - Yeah? 351 00:20:45,442 --> 00:20:47,117 Can I spend the night at Lexi's tonight? 352 00:20:47,118 --> 00:20:49,019 - Yeah, that's fine. - Thanks. 353 00:20:49,020 --> 00:20:50,337 Yeah. 354 00:21:05,120 --> 00:21:06,644 ♪ He's heating up! ♪ 355 00:21:06,645 --> 00:21:09,339 ♪ No room key, socks on, can't stay long ♪ 356 00:21:09,340 --> 00:21:11,441 ♪ Before you know it, in the morning, I'll be gone ♪ 357 00:21:11,442 --> 00:21:14,319 ♪ I ain't staying till the morning, yeah, I'm gone ♪ 358 00:21:14,320 --> 00:21:17,586 ♪ I ain't staying till the morning, yeah, I'm gone ♪ 359 00:21:17,587 --> 00:21:20,686 ♪ Tommy, call my name, when you open your eyes ♪ 360 00:21:20,687 --> 00:21:23,403 ♪ Make it rain, you can stay in my sky ♪ 361 00:21:23,404 --> 00:21:26,014 ♪ Keep it to yourself when you find me ♪ 362 00:21:26,015 --> 00:21:28,875 ♪ Hands on your knees it's a sign we don't need ♪ 363 00:21:28,876 --> 00:21:31,293 ♪ Nothing but a rope and a room key ♪ 364 00:21:31,294 --> 00:21:33,922 ♪ Makin' sure you know that you knew me ♪ 365 00:21:33,923 --> 00:21:36,883 ♪ No room key, socks on, can't stay long ♪ 366 00:21:36,884 --> 00:21:39,093 ♪ Before you know it, in the morning, I'll be gone ♪ 367 00:21:39,094 --> 00:21:42,163 ♪ I ain't staying till the morning, yeah, I'm gone ♪ 368 00:21:42,164 --> 00:21:45,258 ♪ I ain't staying till the morning, yeah, I'm gone ♪ 369 00:21:48,462 --> 00:21:49,663 Where you going? 370 00:21:49,664 --> 00:21:53,265 Uh, I don't know. Some party, or something. 371 00:21:54,201 --> 00:21:55,546 Or something? 372 00:21:56,232 --> 00:21:57,672 Dad. 373 00:22:00,040 --> 00:22:03,592 I know. You know, just, new town. Be safe. 374 00:22:03,593 --> 00:22:06,227 - Yeah. I'm fine. - Good. 375 00:22:06,228 --> 00:22:08,329 - Love you. - I love you, too. 376 00:22:08,330 --> 00:22:10,515 - Okay. - Have fun. 377 00:22:15,930 --> 00:22:18,634 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 378 00:22:19,202 --> 00:22:21,688 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 379 00:22:22,163 --> 00:22:24,682 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 380 00:22:25,124 --> 00:22:27,392 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 381 00:22:27,393 --> 00:22:29,686 Jules told me later what had happened. 382 00:22:29,687 --> 00:22:33,340 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 383 00:22:33,883 --> 00:22:36,260 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 384 00:22:36,802 --> 00:22:39,537 ♪ Ooh ♪ 385 00:22:40,134 --> 00:22:43,036 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 386 00:22:43,624 --> 00:22:45,775 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 387 00:22:48,621 --> 00:22:50,332 _ 388 00:22:50,846 --> 00:22:52,846 _ 389 00:22:53,592 --> 00:22:55,821 _ 390 00:22:56,297 --> 00:22:58,297 _ 391 00:23:05,503 --> 00:23:07,223 Looking back on it, 392 00:23:07,224 --> 00:23:10,311 she probably would have just been better off going to McKay's. 393 00:23:11,337 --> 00:23:13,109 But... 394 00:23:42,487 --> 00:23:43,619 Come in. 395 00:23:50,248 --> 00:23:52,731 ♪ Straight out of the jungle... ♪ 396 00:23:52,732 --> 00:23:56,362 Yo, so, Cassie's a whore. Fact. 397 00:23:56,363 --> 00:23:59,705 No, she's not. Fact. She's not even that type of girl. 398 00:23:59,706 --> 00:24:02,274 Oh. Have you seen her slut pages, though? 399 00:24:02,275 --> 00:24:04,693 - No. - They're wild, yo. 400 00:24:04,694 --> 00:24:07,673 - She's like a fuckin' freak! - Cassie's on the slut pages? 401 00:24:07,674 --> 00:24:09,300 Yo, we gotta see this shit. 402 00:24:09,301 --> 00:24:11,118 Yo, what are y'all even doing out the room, man? 403 00:24:11,119 --> 00:24:12,450 - Go back upstairs, bro. - What? 404 00:24:12,451 --> 00:24:14,752 Thing one and thing two. Take it up, man. 405 00:24:14,753 --> 00:24:17,672 - Take it up. - Relax. No one gets here till ten. 406 00:24:17,673 --> 00:24:18,879 What's up, Nate? 407 00:24:18,880 --> 00:24:20,924 What's good, what's good, good lookin'. 408 00:24:20,925 --> 00:24:24,312 Look, all I'm saying is, I think you did Cassie. That's it. 409 00:24:24,313 --> 00:24:27,415 McKay, whether I like her or not is irrelevant. 410 00:24:27,416 --> 00:24:31,031 The fact is, she's a fucking whore through and through, bro. 411 00:24:31,032 --> 00:24:33,804 All right, look, I don't know what she's done, guys, but I'm just saying, 412 00:24:33,805 --> 00:24:37,108 I think she's cool. She's smart. She's funny. 413 00:24:37,109 --> 00:24:40,778 Bro, she likes cars, man. 414 00:24:40,779 --> 00:24:43,214 She loves cars. Shit, thank you for telling me. 415 00:24:43,215 --> 00:24:45,522 - What the fuck? - Dude's got mad feelings. 416 00:24:45,523 --> 00:24:48,052 For real, yo. McKay's about to start a Pinterest, guys. 417 00:24:48,053 --> 00:24:50,154 Just wait. Give it a minute. 418 00:24:50,155 --> 00:24:53,436 Yo, did you say you don't know what she's done? 419 00:24:57,147 --> 00:24:58,752 No, I don't know. 420 00:25:00,131 --> 00:25:01,882 Take a seat. 421 00:25:01,883 --> 00:25:04,842 You and I are gonna take a little trip to the land of shame, bro. 422 00:25:04,843 --> 00:25:06,594 ♪ Point-blank range give a nigga nose rings ♪ 423 00:25:06,595 --> 00:25:08,396 ♪ Skip to my Lou with a pack in the cat ♪ 424 00:25:08,397 --> 00:25:09,722 ♪ Jiffy, Lube, where the bricks, where they at? ♪ 425 00:25:09,723 --> 00:25:11,565 ♪ Dripping, ooze, the Patek all wet... ♪ 426 00:25:12,558 --> 00:25:15,600 Here's the fucking thing that pisses me off about the world. 427 00:25:15,601 --> 00:25:18,104 Like, every time someone's shit gets leaked, 428 00:25:18,105 --> 00:25:20,298 whether it's J. Law or Leslie Jones, 429 00:25:20,299 --> 00:25:22,116 the whole world's like, "Well if you don't want it out there, 430 00:25:22,117 --> 00:25:24,027 don't take the nudes in the first place." 431 00:25:24,028 --> 00:25:26,277 I'm sorry. I know your generation 432 00:25:26,278 --> 00:25:28,656 relied on flowers and fathers' permission, 433 00:25:28,657 --> 00:25:31,451 but it's 2019, and unless you're Amish, 434 00:25:31,452 --> 00:25:34,995 nudes are the currency of love, so stop shaming us. 435 00:25:34,996 --> 00:25:37,330 Shame the assholes who create password-protected 436 00:25:37,331 --> 00:25:39,936 online directories of naked, underage girls. 437 00:25:41,419 --> 00:25:43,713 Cassie's actually super sweet. 438 00:25:43,714 --> 00:25:45,632 You remember, like, from earlier. 439 00:25:46,510 --> 00:25:50,780 - Yo, Rue, Rue. - Hey. How you been? 440 00:25:50,781 --> 00:25:52,948 She's just being coy. 441 00:25:52,949 --> 00:25:56,652 'Cause she has a new boyfriend she's head over heels for. 442 00:25:56,653 --> 00:25:59,555 Mom, stop being retarded. He's not my boyfriend. 443 00:25:59,556 --> 00:26:01,630 Oh. Okay! 444 00:26:01,631 --> 00:26:04,470 Who's that handsome young man who came over for dinner last night? 445 00:26:04,471 --> 00:26:07,530 - Oh, my God, Mom! Stop! - Christopher McKay. 446 00:26:08,517 --> 00:26:10,299 So, you're dating McKay. 447 00:26:10,300 --> 00:26:13,703 Okay, Mom, I'm literally going to poison you in your sleep. 448 00:26:13,704 --> 00:26:16,622 So, Rue, how was rehab? 449 00:26:17,619 --> 00:26:18,763 Um... 450 00:26:19,643 --> 00:26:22,510 Did you m... meet any cute guys there? 451 00:26:22,511 --> 00:26:25,464 - Here's that eyeliner. - Thanks. 452 00:26:26,115 --> 00:26:28,149 But anyway, back to this bullshit. 453 00:26:28,150 --> 00:26:32,253 And the Oscar goes to... 454 00:26:32,254 --> 00:26:34,456 - Oh! - Shit! 455 00:26:34,457 --> 00:26:36,491 I'm talkin' 'bout, like, tag team. 456 00:26:36,492 --> 00:26:38,960 - That's what I'm saying. Double team. - Like, triple. 457 00:26:38,961 --> 00:26:40,628 With Roy in the front. 458 00:26:40,629 --> 00:26:42,529 You can even tell that that's her, man. 459 00:26:42,530 --> 00:26:43,732 It's her, bro. 460 00:26:43,733 --> 00:26:45,231 This is definitely her. Look at her titties. 461 00:26:45,232 --> 00:26:48,202 You want my advice? You fuck her like the whore she is, 462 00:26:48,203 --> 00:26:50,071 you kick her ass to the curb. 463 00:26:50,072 --> 00:26:51,773 If you don't, we will. 464 00:26:51,774 --> 00:26:53,541 Shut your all little virgin asses up, man. 465 00:26:53,542 --> 00:26:55,442 Y'all wouldn't even know what to do with that. 466 00:26:55,443 --> 00:26:58,312 Are you crazy? I just got a tutorial, step-by-step. 467 00:26:59,915 --> 00:27:02,008 It's obvious that Nate got in McKay's head, 468 00:27:02,009 --> 00:27:04,503 because Cassie told Lexi, and Lexi told me, 469 00:27:04,504 --> 00:27:06,305 that the night of the party... 470 00:27:07,874 --> 00:27:09,341 What? 471 00:27:11,624 --> 00:27:13,257 Nothing. 472 00:27:14,114 --> 00:27:16,314 Why do you keep staring at me? 473 00:27:19,819 --> 00:27:23,338 I'm sorry. Kind of spaced out for a second. 474 00:27:24,005 --> 00:27:25,774 I wasn't being weird, was I? 475 00:27:27,520 --> 00:27:29,153 No. You're being cute. 476 00:27:31,330 --> 00:27:34,431 Listen, I don't want to sound corny or whatever, but... 477 00:27:35,935 --> 00:27:39,019 you are literally the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. 478 00:27:39,020 --> 00:27:40,672 They hooked up. 479 00:27:48,547 --> 00:27:50,407 Fuck. 480 00:27:51,499 --> 00:27:53,599 You always this wet? 481 00:27:53,600 --> 00:27:56,502 Kind of. It's super embarrassing. 482 00:27:56,503 --> 00:28:00,475 - Does it turn you off? - Not at all. 483 00:28:00,476 --> 00:28:02,529 It's cool. 484 00:28:06,122 --> 00:28:08,256 Stay right here. 485 00:28:32,991 --> 00:28:35,407 Aah! 486 00:28:35,408 --> 00:28:38,334 McKay. McKay, stop! Stop... 487 00:28:38,835 --> 00:28:40,982 Now, I know this looks disturbing, but for real, 488 00:28:40,983 --> 00:28:44,008 I promise you, this does not end in a rape. 489 00:28:44,009 --> 00:28:45,624 But here's the thing. 490 00:28:45,625 --> 00:28:48,856 Everyone on the planet watches porn. Fact. 491 00:28:48,857 --> 00:28:52,859 And if you were to click on the 20 most popular videos on Porn Hub right now, 492 00:28:52,860 --> 00:28:54,986 this is basically what you'd see: 493 00:28:54,987 --> 00:28:56,937 Good girl, yes, yes. 494 00:28:58,242 --> 00:29:00,059 Are you gonna be an obedient little slut? 495 00:29:04,502 --> 00:29:06,057 - Say thank you, again. - Oh, thank you. 496 00:29:06,058 --> 00:29:07,625 I'm not trying to be sex negative or anything. 497 00:29:07,626 --> 00:29:09,210 - I'm just saying... - Stop! 498 00:29:09,211 --> 00:29:11,544 ...this shit isn't out of left fucking field. 499 00:29:11,545 --> 00:29:13,744 - Fuck, McKay! - What did I do? 500 00:29:13,745 --> 00:29:15,596 Why would you grab me like that? I couldn't breathe. 501 00:29:15,597 --> 00:29:16,935 I don't know. I thought you liked that. 502 00:29:16,936 --> 00:29:19,597 Why the fuck would I like that? 503 00:29:20,035 --> 00:29:22,535 Cassie, I'm sorry. I didn't know. 504 00:29:22,972 --> 00:29:25,923 I just didn't expect it. 505 00:29:32,314 --> 00:29:35,866 Cassie, I'm really sorry, okay? I'm sorry. 506 00:29:35,867 --> 00:29:39,119 You know I would never do anything to hurt you. 507 00:29:40,347 --> 00:29:42,572 Just don't do it again. 508 00:29:46,194 --> 00:29:48,928 Unless you ask me first. 509 00:29:55,171 --> 00:29:57,204 Or I ask you. 510 00:30:03,678 --> 00:30:06,125 Anyway, I didn't go to Lexi's. That was a lie. 511 00:30:06,126 --> 00:30:07,944 So, I was walking to McKay's party, 512 00:30:07,945 --> 00:30:11,251 because I have this rule that I don't drink and bike, 'cause like... 513 00:30:19,742 --> 00:30:22,678 - Is that...? - Oh, shit. Slow down. 514 00:30:22,679 --> 00:30:24,997 Dude, that's Rue. Oh, my God. 515 00:30:24,998 --> 00:30:27,249 - Wait. Didn't Rue, like, die? - Oh, my God, I hate ghosts. 516 00:30:27,250 --> 00:30:30,536 Yo, Casper! You want a ride? 517 00:30:34,882 --> 00:30:36,190 Why, thank you. 518 00:30:37,654 --> 00:30:39,153 ♪ Get it up, get it up, get it ♪ 519 00:30:39,154 --> 00:30:42,246 ♪ I am not seeking approval, I'm number one, I tell bitches what to do ♪ 520 00:30:42,247 --> 00:30:44,174 ♪ He heard I'm Creole, he think I know voodoo ♪ 521 00:30:44,175 --> 00:30:45,918 ♪ Bitch, I will twist your ass up like a noodle ♪ 522 00:30:45,919 --> 00:30:47,887 ♪ Hoe, you a copy of me, you a doodle ♪ 523 00:30:47,888 --> 00:30:49,591 ♪ Bitches is flocking to me like I'm Kodak ♪ 524 00:30:49,592 --> 00:30:51,560 ♪ All of my bitches is yellow, they bodak ♪ 525 00:30:51,561 --> 00:30:53,396 ♪ Hop out the whip at the light and they throw that ♪ 526 00:30:53,397 --> 00:30:55,533 ♪ Uh, cocky as fuck in the mall witcho daddy ♪ 527 00:30:55,534 --> 00:30:57,536 ♪ He kissing the ground that I walk on, uh ♪ 528 00:30:57,537 --> 00:30:59,372 ♪ Cocky as fuck in a pic witcho nigga ♪ 529 00:30:59,373 --> 00:31:01,742 ♪ He bought everything that I got on, eh, eh ♪ 530 00:31:01,743 --> 00:31:04,613 ♪ Get in line hoe, I be on yo' mind though ♪ 531 00:31:04,614 --> 00:31:06,418 ♪ Bitch you know I'm poppin' ♪ 532 00:31:06,419 --> 00:31:08,551 ♪ You just hatin' 'cause I'm fine, hoe ♪ 533 00:31:08,552 --> 00:31:10,220 ♪ Don't like me, then stay off my shit, uh ♪ 534 00:31:10,221 --> 00:31:12,089 ♪ You need to hold your tongue, uh ♪ 535 00:31:12,090 --> 00:31:14,669 ♪ Unless you gonna lick on my clit, ah-ah ♪ 536 00:31:15,850 --> 00:31:21,052 - Ah. How old are you? - Uh, 22. 537 00:31:22,623 --> 00:31:24,456 Thanks. 538 00:31:25,298 --> 00:31:27,154 Do you live in town? 539 00:31:27,873 --> 00:31:30,378 Uh, no. I'm just, uh, visiting my grandparents. 540 00:31:30,379 --> 00:31:32,063 Hmm. 541 00:31:33,773 --> 00:31:35,142 What about you? 542 00:31:36,761 --> 00:31:38,990 Do you walk around like this? 543 00:31:41,441 --> 00:31:42,849 What do you mean? 544 00:31:43,438 --> 00:31:45,367 Well, this is how you look generally? 545 00:31:46,846 --> 00:31:49,914 I mean... yeah. 546 00:31:53,452 --> 00:31:54,943 You're beautiful. 547 00:31:57,156 --> 00:31:58,431 Thank you. 548 00:32:03,362 --> 00:32:06,780 I'm envious of your generation, you know. 549 00:32:08,149 --> 00:32:11,335 You guys don't care as much about the rules. 550 00:32:12,638 --> 00:32:15,506 You know, I think that's a good thing. 551 00:32:15,874 --> 00:32:19,359 And I don't want to be that old guy that gives you advice, 552 00:32:19,360 --> 00:32:22,929 but I look at you and I think there are... 553 00:32:22,930 --> 00:32:26,132 two versions of how your life can go. 554 00:32:26,133 --> 00:32:30,469 You can either go someplace, where you're 555 00:32:30,470 --> 00:32:33,138 wanted for who you are. 556 00:32:33,139 --> 00:32:36,992 Or you can stay in a town like this. End up like me. 557 00:32:38,363 --> 00:32:41,163 Living your life out in motel rooms. 558 00:32:45,169 --> 00:32:46,578 Selfishly... 559 00:32:48,996 --> 00:32:50,874 I hope you stay. 560 00:32:53,945 --> 00:32:55,337 Wider. 561 00:32:57,048 --> 00:32:59,866 Wider. There you go. 562 00:33:00,596 --> 00:33:03,485 That's it. Good girl. 563 00:33:12,829 --> 00:33:15,878 Jules once told me that every night when she was a kid, 564 00:33:15,879 --> 00:33:18,049 like, five or something... 565 00:33:18,050 --> 00:33:19,984 Spit. 566 00:33:19,985 --> 00:33:22,115 ...she'd lock herself in the bathroom, 567 00:33:22,116 --> 00:33:24,423 get down on her hands and knees, and... 568 00:33:24,424 --> 00:33:26,008 pray to God. 569 00:33:30,953 --> 00:33:33,644 She'd pray that when she woke up in the morning, 570 00:33:33,645 --> 00:33:35,602 she'd be 25 years old. 571 00:33:36,382 --> 00:33:38,922 She'd live with her best friend, a girl. 572 00:33:39,465 --> 00:33:41,900 Someone she hadn't met yet, but... 573 00:33:42,214 --> 00:33:44,115 someone she knew she'd trust forever. 574 00:33:51,948 --> 00:33:54,328 I don't know why, but when she told me that story, 575 00:33:54,329 --> 00:33:56,987 I started to cry so hard I hyperventilated. 576 00:33:56,988 --> 00:33:59,923 You're so clean. 577 00:33:59,924 --> 00:34:02,043 And you don't know how rare that is. 578 00:34:05,868 --> 00:34:09,594 Jules just kept laughing and saying, "What's wrong?" But... 579 00:34:10,287 --> 00:34:11,746 I didn't know. 580 00:34:46,954 --> 00:34:49,304 And then, the night got weird. 581 00:35:06,039 --> 00:35:11,460 ♪ Good times, good times ♪ 582 00:35:11,461 --> 00:35:16,664 ♪ There's gonna be good times, good times ♪ 583 00:35:16,665 --> 00:35:18,306 ♪ I know there's gonna be ♪ 584 00:35:18,307 --> 00:35:20,873 ♪ Work every day till me meet ends ♪ 585 00:35:20,874 --> 00:35:23,626 ♪ Have to turn it up on the weekends ♪ 586 00:35:23,627 --> 00:35:26,586 ♪ Bust a toast to your real friends ♪ 587 00:35:26,587 --> 00:35:28,463 ♪ Tell me what you're drinking ♪ 588 00:35:28,464 --> 00:35:30,963 ♪ I know there's gonna be good times ♪ 589 00:35:30,964 --> 00:35:33,280 - Hey. - Hey. 590 00:35:33,281 --> 00:35:35,916 ♪ There's gonna be good times ♪ 591 00:35:35,917 --> 00:35:38,343 ♪ There's gonna be good times ♪ 592 00:35:38,344 --> 00:35:41,502 ♪ Good times, there's gonna be some good times ♪ 593 00:35:41,503 --> 00:35:43,754 ♪ Remember we used to pull up and let 'em fight, that's hood time ♪ 594 00:35:43,755 --> 00:35:46,606 ♪ Remember I used to grab on that ass when it was wood time ♪ 595 00:35:46,607 --> 00:35:50,362 ♪ Yeah, if that bitch walk up trippin' she get that mush time ♪ 596 00:35:50,363 --> 00:35:53,755 ♪ I don't waste time, I don't waste time ♪ 597 00:35:53,756 --> 00:35:55,678 ♪ I don't have patience, baby ♪ 598 00:35:55,679 --> 00:35:57,431 ♪ She gon' get on top of this dick ♪ 599 00:35:57,432 --> 00:35:59,678 ♪ And she gon' squish it like squish, then go fast ♪ 600 00:35:59,679 --> 00:36:01,270 ♪ She Speed Racer ♪ 601 00:36:01,271 --> 00:36:03,907 ♪ We gon' ball, Walter Payton ♪ 602 00:36:03,908 --> 00:36:06,959 ♪ She my boss like I'm Prince's son ♪ 603 00:36:06,960 --> 00:36:09,505 ♪ Come here, bae, I'ma listen ♪ 604 00:36:09,506 --> 00:36:12,341 ♪ I let her write me my suggestions ♪ 605 00:36:12,342 --> 00:36:14,110 ♪ Pop quiz, it's a pop quiz... ♪ 606 00:36:14,111 --> 00:36:16,720 Now, there's a couple versions of what happened that night. 607 00:36:16,721 --> 00:36:19,123 It all depends on who you ask, and to be honest, 608 00:36:19,124 --> 00:36:21,845 I'm not always the most reliable narrator. 609 00:36:22,949 --> 00:36:25,775 ♪ Me and papi on the same pills ♪ 610 00:36:25,776 --> 00:36:28,356 But Nate was fucking on one. 611 00:36:28,357 --> 00:36:31,818 And in turn, Maddy was fucking on one. 612 00:36:31,819 --> 00:36:35,614 ♪ Come have a good time, bust a back wine ♪ 613 00:36:35,615 --> 00:36:37,577 ♪ Know say you wan' gimme suckle and corn ♪ 614 00:36:37,578 --> 00:36:39,395 Hi. 615 00:36:41,166 --> 00:36:42,954 ♪ I make ya sing this time ♪ 616 00:36:42,955 --> 00:36:46,475 ♪ I know there's gonna be good times ♪ 617 00:36:46,476 --> 00:36:48,638 Get undressed. I want to go swimming. 618 00:36:49,842 --> 00:36:52,068 ♪ There's gonna be good times ♪ 619 00:36:52,069 --> 00:36:54,414 ♪ There's gonna be good times ♪ 620 00:36:54,415 --> 00:36:56,644 ♪ Ima ride in that pussy like a stroller ♪ 621 00:36:56,645 --> 00:36:59,012 ♪ I'll survive in a mothafuckin' gutter ♪ 622 00:36:59,013 --> 00:37:01,807 ♪ That's my mothafuckin' woadie, like the Noila ♪ 623 00:37:01,808 --> 00:37:04,893 ♪ And I'm coming red like Coca-Cola ♪ 624 00:37:04,894 --> 00:37:06,839 ♪ Ima have a very good time ♪ 625 00:37:06,840 --> 00:37:09,625 - You're so hot. - I know. 626 00:37:10,728 --> 00:37:13,136 ♪ Ima have a very good time ♪ 627 00:37:13,137 --> 00:37:15,697 ♪ I swear to God I can't never sound like Lil shorty ♪ 628 00:37:15,698 --> 00:37:18,700 ♪ She say she like all of her nigga's rhymes ♪ 629 00:37:18,701 --> 00:37:20,487 ♪ Where is my phone... ♪ 630 00:37:23,939 --> 00:37:26,850 ♪ Even in the summertime me and Lil shawty cuddle ♪ 631 00:37:26,851 --> 00:37:29,319 ♪ I swear to God I'ma tip you, you don't got to struggle ♪ 632 00:37:29,320 --> 00:37:30,963 ♪ Baby come sit... ♪ 633 00:37:30,964 --> 00:37:33,181 You're fucking crazy. 634 00:37:33,182 --> 00:37:37,311 No, I'm not. I'm just trying to get back at my really shitty ex-boyfriend. 635 00:37:37,312 --> 00:37:38,820 What? 636 00:37:39,256 --> 00:37:43,416 What if I told you that I wanted you to fuck me, right here, right now? 637 00:37:44,432 --> 00:37:45,810 Are you serious? 638 00:37:47,442 --> 00:37:49,406 And that's right about the time that Jules 639 00:37:49,407 --> 00:37:52,025 decided to ghost her hookup and bike over to McKay's. 640 00:37:54,104 --> 00:37:57,822 Now, Jules texted Kat, but Kat didn't answer, because... 641 00:38:02,113 --> 00:38:05,639 ♪ I'm on a new level, I'm on a new level ♪ 642 00:38:06,189 --> 00:38:09,500 ♪ I'm on a new level, I'm on a new level... ♪ 643 00:38:09,501 --> 00:38:11,852 So what's the deal with your friend, BB? 644 00:38:12,288 --> 00:38:13,505 What about her? 645 00:38:13,506 --> 00:38:15,472 Well, is she like a prude, or is she like a slut? 646 00:38:15,473 --> 00:38:18,108 Definitely a slut. 647 00:38:18,109 --> 00:38:21,011 - What about you? - What about me? 648 00:38:21,012 --> 00:38:22,779 Are you a slut? 649 00:38:22,780 --> 00:38:25,882 Yeah, I'm a fucking savage. 650 00:38:25,883 --> 00:38:28,252 Oh, yeah? What's your number? 651 00:38:28,253 --> 00:38:31,342 Huh. Higher than you two can count. 652 00:38:31,343 --> 00:38:33,441 Stop playing. You're a fucking prude. 653 00:38:34,839 --> 00:38:37,762 Now, Kat wasn't a prude, but she was a virgin. 654 00:38:37,763 --> 00:38:39,580 She'd told Jules that a week into summer school, 655 00:38:39,581 --> 00:38:41,297 and when Kat saw her reaction: 656 00:38:41,298 --> 00:38:44,082 Bitch, this isn't the '80s. You need to catch a dick. 657 00:38:44,083 --> 00:38:47,959 ♪ Now, I'm on a new level, I'm on a new level ♪ 658 00:38:47,960 --> 00:38:49,764 She was on a mission to enter junior year 659 00:38:49,765 --> 00:38:51,524 as a woman of questionable morals. 660 00:38:51,525 --> 00:38:53,543 Let me ask you a question. 661 00:38:53,544 --> 00:38:57,146 If I were to pull my dick out right now, would you suck it? 662 00:38:57,147 --> 00:39:00,415 I don't know. Let me see it. 663 00:39:00,416 --> 00:39:03,085 It's not hard yet. 664 00:39:03,086 --> 00:39:05,220 You've probably never sucked a dick in your life. 665 00:39:05,221 --> 00:39:06,636 Yeah, I have. 666 00:39:06,637 --> 00:39:08,690 No, most girls don't know how to suck dick. 667 00:39:08,691 --> 00:39:10,825 - Yeah. - What do you mean? 668 00:39:10,826 --> 00:39:12,327 Well, they're too gentle. It's like, 669 00:39:12,328 --> 00:39:14,062 they're fucking scared of it or something. 670 00:39:14,063 --> 00:39:15,964 - Not in porn. - Exactly. 671 00:39:15,965 --> 00:39:18,800 - You watch porn? - Doesn't everyone? 672 00:39:18,801 --> 00:39:21,169 No. Every guy does. Yeah. 673 00:39:21,170 --> 00:39:23,538 Not prudes. Only sluts. 674 00:39:23,539 --> 00:39:25,240 Yeah, well... 675 00:39:25,241 --> 00:39:28,020 Yeah, but like, how much? 676 00:39:28,021 --> 00:39:31,054 - What? - How much of a slut are you? 677 00:39:32,533 --> 00:39:35,282 Mm. Why don't you come find out? 678 00:39:36,503 --> 00:39:38,252 Why don't you take your top off? 679 00:39:39,954 --> 00:39:43,991 Like, right now, in front of... In front of these two? 680 00:39:43,992 --> 00:39:45,443 Yeah. 681 00:39:46,045 --> 00:39:47,874 I dare you. 682 00:39:48,271 --> 00:39:51,373 ♪ I'm on a new level, I'm on a new level ♪ 683 00:39:52,047 --> 00:39:55,726 ♪ I'm on a new level, I'm on a new level ♪ 684 00:39:56,156 --> 00:39:58,019 ♪ Bought me a new shovel ♪ 685 00:39:58,020 --> 00:39:59,779 ♪ Put these niggas in the dirt ♪ 686 00:40:00,180 --> 00:40:01,802 ♪ Chain with the new bezel ♪ 687 00:40:01,803 --> 00:40:04,172 ♪ All my niggas put in work ♪ 688 00:40:04,173 --> 00:40:06,680 ♪ I'm on a new level, I'm on a new level... ♪ 689 00:40:06,681 --> 00:40:08,881 Yo, you know what they say, right? 690 00:40:08,882 --> 00:40:11,584 Fat girls give the best head. 691 00:40:14,622 --> 00:40:16,822 ♪ Put these niggas in the dirt ♪ 692 00:40:16,823 --> 00:40:18,049 ♪ Chain with a new bezel ♪ 693 00:40:18,050 --> 00:40:19,890 ♪ All my niggas put in work ♪ 694 00:40:19,891 --> 00:40:21,765 ♪ Daddy, look at that, I know he see me ♪ 695 00:40:21,766 --> 00:40:25,323 ♪ Blowing up, my grandma would be so proud up in heaven... ♪ 696 00:40:25,324 --> 00:40:28,768 I was out back talking to Fezco when Jules arrived. 697 00:40:28,769 --> 00:40:30,870 What the fuck, Rue? 698 00:40:30,871 --> 00:40:33,585 What? What, what, what, what? 699 00:40:33,586 --> 00:40:36,976 Come on now, bruh. You owe me 120 bucks. 700 00:40:36,977 --> 00:40:39,078 My bad, man, I forgot. 701 00:40:39,079 --> 00:40:41,764 Shit, you know I ain't trippin'. 702 00:40:44,001 --> 00:40:45,884 Well, to be honest with you, 703 00:40:45,885 --> 00:40:49,188 your whole drug shit got me feeling kind of uneasy. 704 00:40:49,189 --> 00:40:52,123 Come on, don't go soft on me, Fez. 705 00:40:52,124 --> 00:40:54,826 No, I'm not. It's just that... 706 00:40:54,827 --> 00:40:58,630 I like you. And I missed you, bruh. Like... 707 00:40:58,631 --> 00:41:00,947 That shit at the beginning of summer 708 00:41:00,948 --> 00:41:03,001 had me scared as fuck. 709 00:41:03,002 --> 00:41:06,238 - Yeah, you and everybody else. - I'm serious, Rue. 710 00:41:06,239 --> 00:41:08,824 I've seen a lot of people die. 711 00:41:10,160 --> 00:41:12,277 None like you. 712 00:41:12,278 --> 00:41:15,414 I don't know what type of fucked up shit 713 00:41:15,415 --> 00:41:17,181 you got going inside your head. 714 00:41:17,182 --> 00:41:20,818 I don't know how to help, but I could tell you one thing: 715 00:41:20,819 --> 00:41:24,539 this drug shit, it's not the answer. 716 00:41:29,746 --> 00:41:32,980 You know, I remember when I was eleven years old... 717 00:41:34,050 --> 00:41:37,167 It was a couple months after my dad got diagnosed, 718 00:41:37,168 --> 00:41:40,170 and we got the results back from the prognosis. 719 00:41:40,171 --> 00:41:43,774 And it was really good. It was like, 80/20. 720 00:41:43,775 --> 00:41:46,644 And we decided to celebrate, so... 721 00:41:46,645 --> 00:41:50,131 we like ordered a bunch of Chinese food. 722 00:41:51,233 --> 00:41:55,051 I remember that night, I was laying between my parents in bed, 723 00:41:55,052 --> 00:41:57,537 and, uh... 724 00:41:58,741 --> 00:42:00,736 all of a sudden I couldn't breathe. 725 00:42:02,844 --> 00:42:08,097 It was like there was no more air left in the world. 726 00:42:08,098 --> 00:42:11,403 And I was gasping, and I was panicking. 727 00:42:12,462 --> 00:42:15,029 And they called the ambulance and they thought it was like... 728 00:42:15,774 --> 00:42:18,392 an allergic reaction or some shit. 729 00:42:19,161 --> 00:42:21,569 And then when I got to the hospital, 730 00:42:22,862 --> 00:42:24,913 they gave me liquid Valium. 731 00:42:27,083 --> 00:42:30,136 Yeah. To calm me down. 732 00:42:33,040 --> 00:42:34,874 And when it hit me, I thought... 733 00:42:37,377 --> 00:42:38,544 This is it. 734 00:42:40,625 --> 00:42:44,333 This is the feeling I have been searching for my entire life, 735 00:42:44,334 --> 00:42:46,778 for as long as I could remember. 736 00:42:47,345 --> 00:42:49,097 Because suddenly, 737 00:42:50,473 --> 00:42:52,100 the world went quiet. 738 00:42:53,184 --> 00:42:57,188 And I felt safe, in my own head. 739 00:43:02,168 --> 00:43:04,216 Two years later, he was gone. 740 00:43:07,072 --> 00:43:08,721 Panic attacks stayed. 741 00:43:11,411 --> 00:43:13,871 And I found a way to live, so... 742 00:43:14,497 --> 00:43:17,231 Will it eventually kill me? Maybe. 743 00:43:17,232 --> 00:43:19,984 Fuck, maybe not. I don't know. 744 00:43:24,190 --> 00:43:26,591 You still gonna be my dealer, Fez? 745 00:43:27,227 --> 00:43:30,611 You a fucking trip, bruh. 746 00:43:30,612 --> 00:43:33,747 I'm too high to be having this conversation right now. 747 00:43:33,748 --> 00:43:35,584 Yeah, man. Me, too. 748 00:43:36,485 --> 00:43:38,229 Me fucking too. 749 00:43:46,712 --> 00:43:48,463 ♪ Contacting the Rico ♪ 750 00:43:48,464 --> 00:43:50,006 ♪ I been on the block serving the people ♪ 751 00:43:50,007 --> 00:43:51,925 ♪ I see zombies all up in the peep hole ♪ 752 00:43:51,926 --> 00:43:53,718 ♪ I got two for one, yeah, that's a free throw ♪ 753 00:43:53,719 --> 00:43:55,637 ♪ I'm the pusha They callin' me Chico ♪ 754 00:43:55,638 --> 00:43:57,639 ♪ Know the pusha for real, the pusha for real ♪ 755 00:43:57,640 --> 00:43:59,391 ♪ Know the pusha for real, the pusha for real ♪ 756 00:43:59,392 --> 00:44:00,724 ♪ You know I got work All the fiends ♪ 757 00:44:00,725 --> 00:44:02,269 ♪ They been beggin' and looking for deals ♪ 758 00:44:02,270 --> 00:44:04,526 ♪ Know the pusha for real ♪ 759 00:44:04,527 --> 00:44:06,356 ♪ Know the pusha for real ♪ 760 00:44:06,357 --> 00:44:07,942 ♪ You talkin' 'bout ♪ ♪ cheffin', it's nothing ♪ 761 00:44:07,943 --> 00:44:10,030 ♪ you know I know pusha's for real ♪ 762 00:44:10,031 --> 00:44:12,817 ♪ Told 'em to hit me if you need some weight ♪ 763 00:44:12,818 --> 00:44:15,987 ♪ I know the pusha, yeah, I know the pusha ♪ 764 00:44:15,988 --> 00:44:18,057 ♪ Yeah, I know the pusha ♪ 765 00:44:18,058 --> 00:44:20,088 ♪ I told 'em hit me you need it today... ♪ 766 00:44:25,232 --> 00:44:28,034 Yeah, that's real classy, you fucking whore. 767 00:44:28,035 --> 00:44:29,602 Suck my dick. 768 00:44:29,603 --> 00:44:32,088 Ooh! 769 00:44:34,159 --> 00:44:36,108 ♪ Yeah, I know the pusha ♪ 770 00:44:39,913 --> 00:44:41,163 ♪ I know the pusha ♪ 771 00:44:45,495 --> 00:44:48,496 Get the fuck out of here! Get the fuck out of the kitchen! Fuck! 772 00:44:49,273 --> 00:44:51,673 Get out of here. Get the fuck out of here. 773 00:44:56,380 --> 00:44:59,081 What the fuck are you looking at? 774 00:45:02,519 --> 00:45:04,202 Who are you? 775 00:45:04,203 --> 00:45:07,923 - I'm Jules. I'm a friend of... - You're a friend of, uh... 776 00:45:07,924 --> 00:45:09,802 A friend of whose? 'Cause you're not my fucking friend. 777 00:45:09,803 --> 00:45:11,676 Who the fuck are you friends with, Jules? 778 00:45:11,677 --> 00:45:13,261 Hmm? 779 00:45:13,830 --> 00:45:16,230 Do you guys know who the fuck this is? 780 00:45:16,899 --> 00:45:19,417 Does anybody know who this is? 781 00:45:19,418 --> 00:45:22,686 Does anybody know who the fuck Jules is? 782 00:45:22,687 --> 00:45:26,157 Anyone at all. You, do you know who the fuck Jules is? 783 00:45:29,285 --> 00:45:30,884 So, who are you? 784 00:45:32,382 --> 00:45:35,232 I'm just minding my own business. I'm not trying to start anything. 785 00:45:35,233 --> 00:45:37,701 Well, no, you're not. Nobody that looks like you 786 00:45:37,702 --> 00:45:40,554 is minding their own fuckin' business. 787 00:45:42,598 --> 00:45:44,060 I know what you are. 788 00:45:44,877 --> 00:45:47,193 Yeah. Yeah, I see you. 789 00:45:47,746 --> 00:45:49,552 So what do you want, huh? 790 00:45:50,581 --> 00:45:53,183 You want some, some fucking attention? 791 00:45:53,184 --> 00:45:55,508 'Cause I'll give you some fucking attention. 792 00:45:58,273 --> 00:46:02,692 Yo, is anybody here friends with Jules? 793 00:46:02,693 --> 00:46:05,676 Anyone? Does anybody know who the fuck this bitch is? 794 00:46:05,677 --> 00:46:09,299 Somebody better speak up, or this bitch is gonna get fucked up! 795 00:46:09,300 --> 00:46:11,828 Shit! 796 00:46:11,829 --> 00:46:14,070 - You wanna fucking hurt me? - No, I was fucking kidding! 797 00:46:14,071 --> 00:46:16,606 Back the fuck up! What the fuck is your problem? 798 00:46:16,607 --> 00:46:18,608 Put the fucking knife down, okay. 799 00:46:18,609 --> 00:46:20,977 - It was a joke. - You wanna fucking hurt me? 800 00:46:20,978 --> 00:46:23,613 - No, no, no... - You have no fucking idea! 801 00:46:24,882 --> 00:46:26,643 - See? - You're psycho! 802 00:46:26,644 --> 00:46:29,051 - I'm fucking invincible! - You're a fucking freak. 803 00:46:29,052 --> 00:46:31,053 What the fuck? 804 00:46:37,478 --> 00:46:39,243 By the way, I'm Jules. 805 00:46:40,209 --> 00:46:41,846 I just moved here. 806 00:46:43,051 --> 00:46:46,270 I mean... right? 807 00:46:46,271 --> 00:46:48,559 ♪ Billy boy, big boy, want war ♪ 808 00:46:48,560 --> 00:46:51,295 ♪ Niggas hidin', "Knock, knock," through the door ♪ 809 00:46:51,296 --> 00:46:54,556 ♪ Shootin' out the window, bitch, on the floor... ♪ 810 00:46:55,411 --> 00:46:58,179 Where the fuck have you been? You missed the craziest shit ever! 811 00:46:58,180 --> 00:47:00,214 I just lost my virginity. 812 00:47:00,215 --> 00:47:03,184 Bitch, are you fucking serious? With who? 813 00:47:03,185 --> 00:47:04,953 This guy from St. Mary's. 814 00:47:04,954 --> 00:47:07,756 - How did you like it? - It was nice. Yeah. 815 00:47:07,757 --> 00:47:12,729 Oh, my God. My little slut. I'm so proud of you! 816 00:47:18,919 --> 00:47:21,036 Yo! Shit, uh... 817 00:47:21,037 --> 00:47:23,371 - Are you okay? - Uh, uh, yeah. It's fine. 818 00:47:23,372 --> 00:47:25,591 Guess I knew that was gonna get violent, 819 00:47:25,592 --> 00:47:27,609 and I didn't want a fucking broken cheekbone or some shit. 820 00:47:27,610 --> 00:47:30,244 Yeah, no, no, I totally, like, I get the logic behind it. 821 00:47:30,245 --> 00:47:33,381 But it's still, like, fucking insane. 822 00:47:38,972 --> 00:47:42,006 - I'm Rue. - I'm Jules. 823 00:47:42,875 --> 00:47:45,426 Where are you headed to? 824 00:47:45,427 --> 00:47:48,179 Home. Probably. 825 00:47:49,516 --> 00:47:51,716 Can I come with you? 826 00:48:44,017 --> 00:48:45,968 Shh. 827 00:48:58,683 --> 00:49:00,249 Let me see. 828 00:49:02,586 --> 00:49:04,019 Oh. 829 00:49:05,489 --> 00:49:10,625 ♪ Crawling down ♪ 830 00:49:14,231 --> 00:49:15,881 Shh! 831 00:49:15,882 --> 00:49:18,433 Sorry. Sorry. 832 00:49:35,526 --> 00:49:39,944 ♪ Baby, my heart and soul ♪ 833 00:49:39,945 --> 00:49:43,716 ♪ A giant in the room ♪ 834 00:49:43,717 --> 00:49:46,953 ♪ I left him long ago ♪ 835 00:49:46,954 --> 00:49:49,173 ♪ Following you ♪ 836 00:49:51,067 --> 00:49:55,212 ♪ Wind heavy on the ground ♪ 837 00:49:55,213 --> 00:49:59,131 ♪ A cloak before the moon ♪ 838 00:49:59,132 --> 00:50:02,007 ♪ I guess I've never known ♪ 839 00:50:02,008 --> 00:50:05,347 ♪ Someone like you ♪ 840 00:50:22,632 --> 00:50:27,200 ♪ Falling down ♪ 841 00:50:30,439 --> 00:50:36,209 ♪ From high hopes to the ground 842 00:50:37,380 --> 00:50:43,616 ♪ There's no way out ♪ 843 00:50:48,856 --> 00:50:53,743 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 844 00:50:53,744 --> 00:50:56,582 ♪ Baby, my heart and soul ♪ 845 00:50:56,583 --> 00:51:00,650 ♪ A giant in the room ♪ 846 00:51:00,651 --> 00:51:03,427 ♪ We took the walk alone... ♪ 847 00:51:03,428 --> 00:51:06,773 Remember when I said things got weird? 848 00:51:09,810 --> 00:51:12,811 So... yeah. 849 00:51:15,883 --> 00:51:20,635 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 850 00:51:20,636 --> 00:51:24,005 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 851 00:51:24,006 --> 00:51:28,310 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 852 00:51:28,311 --> 00:51:32,013 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 853 00:51:32,014 --> 00:51:35,617 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 854 00:51:35,618 --> 00:51:39,887 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 855 00:51:39,888 --> 00:51:42,924 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh... ♪ 856 00:51:42,925 --> 00:51:45,944 I've got an idea. 857 00:51:47,146 --> 00:51:48,410 What? 858 00:51:49,532 --> 00:51:51,013 Wanna get high? 859 00:51:51,880 --> 00:51:55,133 - ♪ Hey, hey, hey, snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 860 00:51:55,134 --> 00:51:57,869 - ♪ My pretty little snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 861 00:51:57,870 --> 00:52:03,675 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, the change in the weather has made it better for me ♪ 862 00:52:03,676 --> 00:52:06,545 - ♪ Hey, hey, hey, snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 863 00:52:06,546 --> 00:52:09,796 - ♪ My pretty little snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 864 00:52:09,797 --> 00:52:12,055 ♪ You've got me warm as a fire ♪ 865 00:52:12,056 --> 00:52:15,097 ♪ With a burning desire for you ♪ 866 00:52:16,263 --> 00:52:19,376 ♪ Snow was falling when love came calling ♪ 867 00:52:19,377 --> 00:52:22,061 ♪ On this lonely heart of mine ♪ 868 00:52:22,062 --> 00:52:27,317 ♪ You were standing there with snowflakes in your hair ♪ 869 00:52:28,008 --> 00:52:30,787 ♪ You kept stalling while my thoughts were calling 870 00:52:30,788 --> 00:52:33,854 ♪ On every way I knew ♪ 871 00:52:33,855 --> 00:52:37,726 ♪ For one excuse to get acquainted with you ♪ 872 00:52:38,803 --> 00:52:41,754 - ♪ Then I said snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 873 00:52:41,755 --> 00:52:44,307 - ♪ My pretty little snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 874 00:52:44,308 --> 00:52:46,669 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, the change in the weather ♪ 875 00:52:46,670 --> 00:52:50,336 ♪ Has made it better for me ♪ 876 00:52:50,337 --> 00:52:53,320 - ♪ Hey, hey, hey, snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 877 00:52:53,321 --> 00:52:56,379 - ♪ My pretty little snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 878 00:52:56,380 --> 00:52:58,817 ♪ You've got me warm as a fire ♪ 879 00:52:58,818 --> 00:53:01,700 ♪ With a burning desire for you ♪ 880 00:53:01,701 --> 00:53:05,554 ♪ The ice was breaking and love was waking ♪ 881 00:53:05,555 --> 00:53:08,310 ♪ In a winter wonderland ♪ 882 00:53:08,311 --> 00:53:12,595 ♪ When I felt you slip your fingers in my hand ♪ 883 00:53:13,680 --> 00:53:17,065 ♪ Now snow is gleaming and I'm not dreaming ♪ 884 00:53:17,066 --> 00:53:19,931 ♪ I know this is for real ♪ 885 00:53:19,932 --> 00:53:24,717 ♪ The love I have is too much to conceal ♪ 886 00:53:24,718 --> 00:53:27,500 - ♪ Hey, hey, hey, snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 887 00:53:27,501 --> 00:53:30,228 - ♪ My pretty little snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake... ♪